The Three Years When I Was Forced To Wear Women’s Clothing On Campus - Chapter 119
Yan Han asked when Lin Jianlu started to like him, and Lin Jianlu honestly replied, “Is sure I like him? It probably started during the summer vacation.”
“…What does it mean to like it?”
“I like you before I’m sure I like you, but it takes time to verify.”
“…”
Well, Da Lin always does things like learning, rigorous and pragmatic, even if it is his own mind, he will only come to confess his confession to him…
and many more.
“So is it the first half of the summer vacation or the second half? I remember that we didn’t seem to be in frequent contact during the second half of the summer?”
Lin Jianlu said, “I was confirming it during that time.”
“…”
The eldest brother was curious: “How to verify?”
“Try not to contact you.” The other party lowered his eyes slightly, not looking at him, and there was a rare look on his face, “Try not to think about you, try to live a life without you.”
“…”
“Then found that I can’t live without you.”
When he said this, Lin Jianlu turned his gaze back, looking directly at him and said.
He has seen it in the book, exposing his eyes to the other person, this is a kind of frankness and respect when he speaks seriously to his beloved.
He hoped that Yan Han could feel his sincerity.
In the last month of the summer vacation, I did not contact him, and lived alone, mainly trying to eliminate the dependence and habits that this person caused himself.
After all, the other party is the kind of person who is so bright and dazzling that he won’t feel disgusted when he touches him.
In fact, it hasn’t been a day or two for him to be eager to touch him. Lin Jianlu is not sure whether the “missing” is due to this kind of dependence similar to skin hunger or a factor that can really be called a favorite .
“Later I discovered that even if I forget how it feels to touch you, I still think of you…I think of you every day.”
“…So you are sure you like me?”
After seeing Lin Jianlu nodding his head, Yan Han continued to scratch his head against the threat of baldness.
This fucking.
This fucking…!
He can only say that he is indeed Lin Jianlu.
Strict and responsible, only Lin Jianlu can do this!
Da Lin Ge did not know what to do instead.
Originally such a handsome man confessed to him, and moved him so badly, then he had to agree to whatever he said.
For so many years, Xin Xian’er has never let go of anyone, but because the other party is Lin Jianlu… Whether it is based on their relationship or each other’s looks and talents, Renda Lin has confessed so affectionately. To be honest, Yan Han almost confessed. I agreed without thinking about it.
But also because the other party is Lin Jianlu.
Lin Jianlu who took him so seriously…
He didn’t dare to deal with it hastily.
If nothing else, Yan Han doesn’t know if he really likes Lin Jianlu.
Although he has always been single, even though he had been a little bit of a misunderstanding later on, and he did not like him at all, he was not humble enough to meet a man who confessed to him and would like him.
Not to mention that the eldest brother’s mentality has always been very upright, he has always regarded Lin Jianlu as his brother.
In the latter half of the summer vacation, he would occasionally think of Lin seeing the deer, but because he didn’t think about it at that time, Yan Han couldn’t say whether he missed that kind of thinking or not.
Of course, there is a deeper and more important reason for not mentioning these things…
It is not certain whether he can complete the task in this world. Maybe he will be sent back to the original world directly after the college entrance examination is over. How can he be so selfish if he hasn’t arrived in the world for two years.
People say that there are wines and are drunk now. It is estimated that there are few young people who have been together since the beginning. Other celebrities often break up and divorce, so there is no need to think about it too much.
But the strange thing is that Yan Han knows that if it is his current situation to switch positions and switch to Lin Jianlu, Da Lin will definitely consider these.
If this comes to him, he can’t let himself be an irresponsible person.
It is said that first love is the most unforgettable.
Yan Han thought for a while, don’t harm other people’s children for people like yourself who are unsure about their life or death.
Anyway, they will be divided into shifts next week, he thought, he and Lin Jianlu will be separated soon, so why not do it?
Maybe this is called God’s Will.
So Yan Han stopped the constant brushing of his hair under his hands, and tried to say: “Um… or do you try another method?”
As soon as his voice fell, Lin Jianlu’s eyes darkened immediately, and he pursed his mouth to look at him straightforwardly.
Yan Han, who was staring uncomfortably, stood upright, trying to make his attitude look more correct: “Ah, it’s like this…mainly before graduating from high school, I think it’s inappropriate to fall in love.”
Usually when he lied and fart, he came one by one, but the eldest brother was a little incoherent when he spoke.
Yan Han was a little bit about to slap himself.
He now finally understands why the protagonists in some dog-blood TV dramas would rather say harsh words to hurt others and drive them away than tell the truth.
For example, in the face of his current situation, it is very difficult to get rid of it!
If he told the other party that he didn’t agree to him because he was worried that one day the mission would fail and die, then Lin Jianlu would definitely say that it was okay, he didn’t mind, and his words would lose their meaning.
But if he said that he refused because he wasn’t sure if he liked him… Then Lin Jianlu would have a hundred ways for him to test whether he liked him.
Yan Han didn’t doubt this at all, so he said it for nothing.
So how can you mellowly reject the other party without hurting the other party’s heart?
If it’s okay to change to someone else, he will treat each other with indifference.
But to Lin Jianlu… the tall figure of the other party cast a shadow on him. Because the other party was carrying light, Yan Han suddenly couldn’t see the other party’s expression.
…Because he can’t come into contact with outsiders, Lin Jianlu has already suffered from loneliness. He obviously knows this!
The other party had let him walk into his heart.
He really couldn’t bear to say anything that would make him sad.
But despite the entanglement in his heart, Yan Han forced himself to finish speaking, “Uh…you should be able to understand what I mean?”
“Is that the reason?” Compared to the previous one, Lin Jianlu looked much better after hearing Yan Han’s reason for rejecting him.
He said: “Then I can wait.”
“I can wait for you to graduate.”
As he said, the corners of his mouth even slightly provoked.
Yan Han: “…Sure.”
…If you were lucky enough not to die after graduation, then everyone would be happy.
In any case, Yan Han breathed a sigh of relief, no matter how much he was entangled, he simply didn’t have the talent and IQ in this area.
“Then… Before that, let’s just assume that today’s things haven’t happened…”
“I will be nice to you.”
Before he finished speaking, Lin Jianlu had already cut off his words: “Just treat it as a reservation. You will be with me after graduation.”
“…”
Wait, how does it feel like a child bride? !
Therefore, the embarrassment after the expected rejection did not happen at all, and Lin Jianlu really started to treat him well when he did what he said.
It’s not the kind of thoughtfulness that can be felt in the minutiae, the big Lin who suddenly talked about it is like a personal change…It’s almost thoughtful to make my heart hot.
Two people walking side by side will make him walk inside, and will rush to buy him cold drinks and bring him a bag.
This is nothing.
He just pretended that he had a convulsion and threatened two meals.
The most horrible thing is that Lin Jianlu smiles when he is facing each other. Although the overall face still has no expression, the bright eyes are different from usual. The caring for concern and the little joy in the face of the beloved have been explained. Everything, the light bursting from there made Yan Han look like it was about to be burned directly.
……Although there is no embarrassment between the two people, the situation is really weird now.
Lin Jianlu seems to have misunderstood…this feeling that he has directly regarded him as a preliminary boyfriend…
Who knows what Dalin Ge is thinking in his head!
But after all, it seems like, refusing it is the same as not refusing it.
Big brother is bald again!
He really hates not being good at handling such things!
So this Saturday afternoon, Yan Han went back to school non-stop in the name of going back to study.
…I’m sorry he can’t take it anymore.
He wants to be quiet.
At this time, the benefits of learning are obvious. After entering the deep concentration state, there are only exercises in his mind, and he is very quiet.
But after quitting that state within an hour, Yan Han was overwhelmed with a familiar feeling of being trapped and exhausted, so that he fell asleep without thinking about it in his dreams.
But as soon as he woke up, he received a call from Lin Jianlu, which made him break down again.
It was past seven o’clock in the evening, and it was dark outside. Yan Han sat up in a daze, fumbled to turn on the light in the house, and didn’t decide whether he would answer or not answer the call.
In the end, the phone was automatically hung up while hesitating, Yan Han blinked, and he felt relieved while he was relieved.
He hasn’t had time to think about why it’s uncomfortable.
Because at this moment he received a WeChat.
Lin Jianlu: You haven’t eaten anything at night, get up and eat something before going to sleep.
Lin Jianlu: I’ll wait for you downstairs, come down to pick up a meal?
Yan Han:…
Yan Han was too lazy to move. The main reason was that he was angry in his heart. He went back directly: You can’t go down anymore, just come to our dormitory, I will go to the toilet to hide.
As he said, he got up and turned on the light in the room, closed the curtains, and went to the bathroom to put some water.
After coming out, Lin Jianlu was already standing in his dormitory, looking around his dormitory.
“The first time you come back to the girls’ dormitory?” Yan Han raised the corner of his mouth, then picked up the plastic bag that Lin Jianlu put on his desk with his fingers, and saw that there was an exquisite food box inside.
On Saturday, the school cafeteria was half open and there was nothing good to eat. Lin Jianlu brought this thing back from outside the school.
But Yan Han didn’t look much, but looked up at Lin Jianlu and said, “So you are watching me? Why did you call when I just woke up? Knowing that I didn’t eat?”
“…” Lin Jianlu was silent for a moment: “I knew it from those thoughts.”
Yan Hanqi: “…Didn’t you set the rules for yourself? How can you violate it at will!”
Lin Jianlu stood there, criticized by him as a kid who did something wrong. He lowered his head slightly and fell into silence again. He suddenly raised his head, facing him with black eyes, and said, “I can’t control it. live.”
He said: “I can’t control myself not to inquire about you, everything about you… I want to know.”
Speaking, he stepped forward slowly and approached Yan Han little by little. The gap between the two became narrower and narrower, until Yan Han was forced to lean back, and he stopped slightly.
“…You, this…” Big Lin suddenly changed his personality. Yan Han couldn’t bear it anymore, his little heart trembled, and he looked at him in horror, “You are not like you anymore. …”
“I’m no longer like me.” Lin Jianlu said, with a wry smile from the corners of his mouth, and then asked Yan Han, “Don’t you know?”
His slightly sorrowful expression made Yan Han’s heart “cock”, but he didn’t react. Lin Jianlu stepped back two steps and returned to a safe distance, saying, “But I will pay attention later. I won’t cause you any more trouble, sorry.”
“Let’s eat. You only ate a little at noon. Your brain is exhausted. If you don’t add energy, you will collapse.”
After speaking, he brushed past Yan Han, opened the bathroom door and walked in directly.
Yan Han stayed stunned, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses. He chased after him and pushed open the bathroom door. Lin Jianlu was no longer there.
He blinked in confusion, and quickly turned on the faucet and splashed two handfuls of cold water on his face to try to calm himself down.
He remembered the joy of sharing this skill with Lin Jianlu when he had just acquired deep concentration, and since then, Lin Jianlu has paid more attention to the energy ratio of his intake than he did.
It is true that people like him often forget about eating, but because of Lin Jianlu, he has never worried about this kind of thing…
Okay, stop now, can’t think about it!
He quickly reined his mind from the precipice of thinking. Just as he wiped his face with a towel, Xiao Wu jumped out “ignorantly of current affairs” and urged him to quickly wipe water lotion and cream.
【Moisturizing! After I have said it many times, after washing off the nutrients on the face, I must quickly replenish it! 】
Yan Han: “Hmm.”
It’s different when someone wields a sledgehammer to talk to him at this time. Yan Han quickly put behind the messy thoughts in his heart.
But everything left behind is very short-lived.
When I decided to continue studying and deliberately avoided subjects with traces of that person and planned to make a paper, I opened the live broadcast and saw the [314159] room management on the top right side of the live room…
Yan Han collapsed again.
This collapse continued until the results were released the next afternoon.
As soon as the school’s big list was released, as usual, Wen Juerong called him the first time: “Brother Yan! Congratulations! You have gone to Class 10!”
“Class 10?” I had a rare insomnia last night. I also suffered from insomnia for a whole night. Yan Han is now a little in a daze. He didn’t show much happiness when he heard that he was in Class 10. In fact, after the exam was completed and the answer was correct. He knew that he might go to Class 10, so he was very calm.
“Oh” he said that he knew it, and Yan Han asked him how the others were doing.
Wen Juerong laughed like a barbell. Even if he couldn’t see it, Yan Han could imagine his face was full of laughter.
“Sister Yu also went to the fourth floor, and went to Class 12!”
“Ah, that’s pretty good!” Yan Han also followed, feeling happy.
“There is also the monitor who stayed in Class 14 as he wished.”
“Hmm, that’s good.”
“There’s more, me! I’m staying in Class 14 too!”
When talking about this, Wen Juerong’s tone of asking for praise has already exploded.
Yan Han: “Congratulations!”
One week before the exam, in order to prevent him from falling, the monitor and Qin Siyu watched him review in turn, and they all wished to give him a slingshot. It seemed to be effective. Wen Juerong is very smart, just too lazy, a lot. You need to be forced by others at all times.
Yan Han felt happy that everyone had good results.
He told Wen Juerong to study hard in the future, and then said: “If there is nothing else, let’s do this first. We will meet and talk tomorrow.”
“Wait, wait.” Wen Juerong said again before Yan Han hung up the phone: “Brother Yan, you haven’t asked Dalin’s grades yet.”
“…” Now when he mentioned him, Yan Han’s heart turned around. After a while, he tried to act as if nothing happened, and said casually: “Didn’t he go to Class 9?”
“No, he went to Class 10!” Wen Juerong said and couldn’t help laughing out loud, making it difficult to tell whether he stayed in Class 14 or Lin Jianlu went to Class 10. He is happy…
Wait, Lin Jianlu also went to Class 10? ! !
“That’s right.” Wen Juerong said: “If you don’t believe me, just go to the website and read the results. The results are clearly listed there. They are all arranged in order. There is nothing wrong.”
Yan Han was not taken aback now, he was completely petrified.
At the end of a mid-term monthly exam, it is undoubtedly that the first few people in the school went to the tenth class because of the placement exam…
If he said it was God’s will this time, he would believe that there would be ghosts!