The Three Years When I Was Forced To Wear Women’s Clothing On Campus - Chapter 122
So in the end it was just a kiss.
However, Big Lin said that it is the person who likes a person, not his body, so Yan Han resisted it.
He was really timid to ask him to do something to Lin Jianlu now.
To be honest, he is just a coercion in terms of feelings, otherwise it is impossible to be so single all the time.
Human personality is very strange, and most of the causes come from childhood experiences.
He also accidentally heard from Li Hongqing once that if he had never been loved by his parents when he was a child, then such a person would be very afraid of being loved when he grew up.
Although I don’t want to admit it, my eldest brother feels that he is a typical case of this theory.
He also thought a lot during this time, and he and Lin Jianlu are undoubtedly affectionate.
After so many things together, the stones became hot, not to mention that he was still bent naturally.
Just let go of the floodgates in your heart, and those likes become obvious.
The reason why I have not admitted it is because I dare not admit it, and subconsciously feel that I am unworthy.
People have weaknesses.
Yan Han’s weakness stems from this.
But besides his weaknesses, he also has many advantages.
For example, once he realizes that he subconsciously wants to escape and avoid mentality in his heart, he will order himself and force his mentality to face his heart and face Lin Jianlu.
“People live forever, where is so complicated.” Yan Han said.
At that time, the two of them had turned off the faucet, walked out of the bathroom, and sat in a row on the bench next to the gym…exchanging emotions.
Yan Han’s well-maintained face was flushed with whiteness, and looked at Lin Jianlu handsomely and nonchalantly: “But since when did you like me a little bit?”
“Huh?” Lin Jianlu looked at him: “Why ask?”
“Want to see when you started to like me? Did you help me because you liked me or your classmates?”
He wanted to ask this question before, of course it was only thought of at the time, and it was purely curious.
But when he was just divided into classes, he hadn’t figured out whether he should accept Big Lin, so he automatically avoided all related topics, so that the problem was stranded until now.
Obviously, a question that Yan Han thinks is very simple is undoubtedly difficult for Lin Jianlu to answer.
However, he never dealt with Yan Han’s problems perfunctorily, so he began to remember a little bit, but he still couldn’t say when he started to like Yan Han a little.
Finally, Lin Jianlu asked embarrassedly: “Can you count from the time you want to get close to you?”
“…” This eldest brother was stumped.
“Um… forget it.”
“That was the first placement test.” Lin Jianlu smiled.
Yan Han: “!!!”
Wait, during the first placement test… They didn’t seem to have met several times before, right? !
No, this is not the point.
The point is—
“You transferred your text to a class with me?!”
This kind of thinking is crazy, but after this placement test, Lin Jianlu can be assigned to another class with him in this way, and Yan Han doesn’t think it’s difficult for him to drop to Class 14 last time. Believable.
“Last time I didn’t expect to be in the same class with you.” Lin Jianlu said, “The decision was made abruptly, and there was no preliminary preparation. I planned to observe it slowly and talk about it later. I didn’t expect us to be so predestined. Really Assigned to a class.”
Yan Han: “…”
The ghost believed this.
He revealed it expressionlessly: “Isn’t it because you looked at my grades and the overall grades of class 14, and found out that it’s not the three subjects of liberal arts, but you just count the three subjects outside of mathematics, and you just have enough points to drop to 14. class?”
Lin Jianlu raised the corners of his lips and smiled at him, and then said in a high-sounding voice: “I didn’t take the science exam, and it was very difficult to go to science class school suddenly. For the sake of fairness, it is most appropriate to count the scores outside the number of words. .”
Yan Han: “…”
Lin Jianlu continued to smile: “We happen to be in the same class only for the three subjects, so we still have a chance.”
“…”
Look, who said Brother Dalin would not play scheming!
I really want to tell Wen Juerong and others who were worried that he would bully Brother Lin before they parted. You Brother Lin has also learned now that if it’s broken, you don’t have to worry about him at all.
“But why did you…you want to come in with me?”
Even if he really likes it, most people don’t choose to directly switch to learning theory… Oh, brother Da Lin is not an average person, so maybe it’s really just like what he said, he just wants to learn theory, and he talks to him. Being assigned to a class is completely fate…
Fart!
How deeply he believed this at the beginning, but now he does not believe it much.
“Because watching your live broadcast thinks you are serious.” Lin Jianlu replied seriously, “I feel very cute in retrospect.”
Yan Han: Me? lovely? !
I’m cute? !
Lin Jianlu smiled and nodded: “Yeah.”
Because I noticed a person originally, and later saw him on the live broadcast website, from the first time I saw him at the desk until late at night, Lin Jianlu began to pay more attention to this person.
Some people are like this, they are always full of vitality and energy when doing things, and they are as clear and warm as light, and then somehow, this beam of light penetrates into his heart, bringing him a trace of translucency and light.
Prior to this, his life had always been closed.
Because of the high IQ and the lack of interaction and communication with relatives since childhood, it is useless to teach him, Lin Jianlu has automatically developed a set of rigorous logical thinking skills since he was very young.
This makes him look like a genius in many ways, and in fact it is true.
But genius does not mean perfection.
Because I can’t understand human emotions, I have subconsciously rejected contact with humans from a very young age.
Although he is also a human being, a social animal, he is eager to contact people in essence.
On the one hand, he is eager to blend in with other people, and on the other, he does not understand the slightest emotion. This has led to a lonely emotion surrounding him from childhood until now.
Lin Jianlu has always been contradictory in this regard.
From a certain angle, this contradiction made him struggle in the boundless darkness.
Later, the survival instinct of loneliness and escape from the darkness inspired him, allowing him to take the initiative to understand and analyze things he couldn’t understand after witnessing them.
Time and time again, as a young man, he is used to observing the words and deeds of adults, using his brain to analyze their thoughts and emotions, and trying to integrate into their world.
Although he is a genius, Lin Jianlu has been tired of being a genius since he was very young. He wants to integrate into the human society more than a genius, so that he can cry, laugh and fight like other children.
Later, he learned to combine some psychological research to observe a person, judge the other person’s mood and thoughts at this moment, and follow the diagram to imitate the words and deeds of others when they encounter such things.
This practice has led to Lin Jianlu living to this day, looking completely indistinguishable from normal people, and even higher in EQ than ordinary people, as long as he speaks and does things in accordance with the results of the continuous operation of the brain and analysis.
The most typical example of this is that he disguised his subconscious rejection of contact with people as a cleanliness fetish. This makes students in school neither look at him strangely, nor do those who know he has a cleanliness fetish deliberately. Run over to touch him, crossing his bottom line.
Yan Han also knows that Brother Dalin is not really clean.
He couldn’t help feeling shocked: “So cleanliness and everything are fake, you are only targeting people…”
Thinking about it this way, Lin Jianlu had already told him when the two people talked for the first time!
He just can’t have too much contact with people. In fact, he doesn’t have too many requirements in other areas.
“Of course, I also love cleaning.” Lin Jianlu smiled and clarified.
Then it was such a person who suddenly found someone who would not disgust him when he touched him one day. How could this make him resist contacting and approaching him?
What’s more, it was really interesting to find this person after being in contact with him. The feeling of liking was produced in this kind of continuous exploration, so that when he realized it, he could no longer control himself and couldn’t extricate himself.
“So why don’t you have a reaction when you touch me?” Yan Han held his cheeks, always feeling amazing.
Lin Jianlu said: “It may be destined, or it may be because you have a system that makes me feel familiar.”
Yan Han: “…”
Obviously Lin Jianlu is not sure, this eldest brother is even more confused-in case they have no fate to hit, or they have no system, they are not the most special one, that is not the eyeball of Da Lin, they may just be two. Unfamiliar classmates, there is no now? !
Yan Han shook his head hurriedly, knowing that it would be useless to think too much about this question, so he couldn’t get into the horns.
However, Lin Jianlu is quite certain about this: “I will feel uncomfortable when you touch me at first, but it is tolerable. The complete absence of rejection is something later.”
“Emmm…”
“So I think it’s because I was already in love with you at that time, that’s why I became able to touch you.”
Yan Han: “…”
Yan Han was stunned.
He looked at Shanglin Jianlu’s eyes and said, “One minute and eighteen seconds?”
“Can I only touch you for one minute and eighteen seconds?!”
“It’s been extended long ago.”
As Lin Jianlu said, he looked at him strangely: “Did you not find out?”
Yan Han: “…”
Where the **** let him find out!
Never count every time you encounter it!
In the past, every time he saw Lin Jianlu did not respond every time he touched the search, he automatically defaulted that it hadn’t exceeded the time!
There is no time limit for co-authoring!
Fortunately, he just worried…what should they do when they can be harmonious, it turns out that this is not a problem at all!
“Of course it won’t be a problem.” Seeing him explode, the corners of Lin Jianlu’s mouth turned up again, he slowly moved towards Yan Han’s side, put his lips close to his ears, and asked softly: ” Do I look like the kind of irresponsible person who does not consider the sexual well-being of my partner?”
“what…”
After seeing what Lin Lu was talking about, Yan Han’s cheeks turned red with a “boom”.
It suddenly came so suddenly, who can stand it!
The eldest brother’s face was a little bit awkward, and Yan Han felt that he couldn’t go on like this. The family style and prestige had to be erected as soon as possible.
So in the gymnasium, I saw the school flowers chasing the figure of the university tyrants running all over the field.
It’s really running. Although the person running in front has a calm expression with a smile, the one behind is really vicious, and it seems that he is about to copy the guy to fight with someone.
“…Unexpectedly, the school flowers usually look quiet and quiet, but they can run so much.”
Before class in the afternoon, everyone who was still stuck in the gym watching the ball couldn’t help but express emotion.
Most of these people are first-year classmates who have just come into contact with them but are not yet familiar with campus legends.
They do know the schoolgirl of the famous Luze High School, but they don’t know much more.
“Oh, you don’t know this, I heard that the school flower is very athletic.”
“Hmm.” Ji Changdong in the crowd quickly agreed and nodded when he heard this. If he said that he didn’t agree with others, he persuaded his sister Yan.
“But I didn’t expect that Xueba would make trouble with people. When I saw him just playing football, his face was expressionless all the time, and he didn’t respond even if he won. It was like an ice cube. I can’t think of it now…”
The speaker was obviously blinded by Xueba’s smile.
Ji Changdong didn’t say a word, but thought in his heart: “Of course, it depends on who it is facing.”
But now that the two of them should be together now. Before that, he quietly squeezed the sweat for Brother Lin… As two people who changed the trajectory of his life, he hoped that they two could be together and be beautiful. .
I heard that there are two special buildings for them on the anonymous forum. Unfortunately, after military training during the day and night, he still has to find time to read books. He can’t often go to the building and call them.
But fortunately, during this period of time, he was in contact with his classmates day and night, and everyone was in harmony together. Ji Changdong was also especially popular with girls. He heard them say that there seems to be a saying, how do you say it… oh , It is more fragrant to call the three-dimensional cp!
But Ji Changdong, who was already familiar enough with them, felt that he obviously had this kind of convenience.
On the other hand, upstairs in the gymnasium, Wei Ningxin, who had just taken a shower, came out of the shower room and saw a slim girl standing at the door waiting for him.
He was wiping his dripping hair indiscriminately, trying to pretend not to see her, but Gong Yuxue had already stepped forward and stopped him.
“Didn’t you like me very much when you chased me before? Why, don’t you want to see me so much now?”
“What do you want to do?” Wei Ningxin said horizontally.
Gong Yuxue didn’t care about his attitude either, and directly explained his intention: “I want to ask you, do you know that Yan Han is already with Lin Jianlu?”
Wei Ningxin looked at her abruptly and asked irritably, “What does this have to do with you?”
“You left me for her, of course I came to see what your face looks like when you know the facts.”
“We broke up and had nothing to do with her.” Wei Ningxin looked at her impatiently: “You always suspected the two of us, you were too much, have you forgotten it?”
He was originally a violent temper. Now when he talked about things that made him angry, he naturally didn’t give the opposite party: “Don’t think I don’t know who you like. You stay with me for the sake of Lin Jianlu. Gong Yuxue, I’m telling you that I’m not a spare tire! I don’t have time to play with you.”
His voice is a bit loud, and it is only his little brother nearby. Everyone knows what happened this summer vacation, and Gong Yuxue’s expression seems to be looking at a green tea.
Gong Yuxue’s face was not good when she was insulted in public, but she was not here to provoke Wei Ningxin.
She suppressed her temper and said, “Yes, I like Lin Jianlu. Since you like Yan Han, why don’t we…”
“Are you ill?” Wei Ningxin interrupted her directly, “I don’t want to have anything to do with someone like you. I will chase you who I like, you who only play tricks behind the scenes… I think you really should go and see if you are sick.”
After he finished speaking, he took the younger brothers and left, and left the people there directly, which seemed to really annoy her.
Gong Yuxue’s wide-eyed eyes were full of hatred. Instead of looking at the direction Wei Ningxin had left, she walked directly to the railing and looked at the two people on the first floor below who were arguing with me…
If she can, she doesn’t want to confess directly, Wei Ningxin, that idiot, he doesn’t understand anything…
Since he couldn’t get through this path, she could only try other methods.
Yan Han and Lin Jianlu didn’t expect that they were all called to the teaching office that afternoon.