The Three Years When I Was Forced To Wear Women’s Clothing On Campus - Chapter 141

People say that first love is always impressive.

And people like Yan Han who waited for more than 20 years to get their first love…

It is not an exaggeration to say that even though his memory is far from being as unforgettable as Lin Jianlu, Yan Han feels that even if the sky is broken and the earth is broken, the scenes before and after Lin Jianlu confessed to him, and what he said at the time, he will always remember.

At that time, Lin Jianlu first asked him if he had a good impression of Wei Ningxin.

At that time, he was afraid of exposing his sexual orientation, so he used a lot of excuses to divert the topic, such as “I can’t even expose my gender, how can I like to like it when I have time” is really true. Explained a lot.

Then Lin saw Lu and pushed him into the corner first, then kissed him, and then asked him: “I just wanted to ask you, except for Wei Ningxin… If it is someone who already knows your gender, it won’t affect you. Can you study?”

At that time, Yan Han was stunned by the fact that Lin Jianlu confessed to him. Later, everything he thought about was also related to Lin Jianlu. As for Wei Ningxin…

He never regarded him as a possible boyfriend. Lin Jianlu didn’t mention it again, so he simply forgot.

But now we combine the context of the context and analysis at the time… How does it seem that the effect created at the time was: He didn’t develop relationships with Wei Ningxin just because the other party didn’t know his true situation?

Because even gender is false in the eyes of others, he simply wouldn’t consider dating other people.

And based on such a premise, and further development, it becomes… I will be with Lin Jianlu completely because the other party knows all my secrets…

Yan Han wondered if this misunderstanding was a bit big.

Although he never thought so, but in Lin Jianlu’s… the other party seemed to think so all the time?

The eyebrows that were originally as handsome as willow leaves are now being pressed together tightly. Lin Jianlu’s sharp eyes stared at Yan Han, as if he didn’t intend to let any of his every move, or even a little bit of it. The look changes.

A person who can remain completely calm at any time this time, his body is tight, and Yan Han can feel his nervousness from a distance of a step away. Yan Han is a bit speechless, but he said in time: “How is it possible? How can I like it? he?”

Putting aside the nervousness on his expression, Lin Jianlu still had no expression on his face.

But after listening to Yan Han’s words, his frowning brows did relax, as if the whole person was relieved…

Well, I have to say, this change is quite obvious.

It is rare to see Brother Da Lin like this, Yan Han has followed helplessly: “What do you think, I am with you, how can I like others?”

“Sorry, I didn’t mean that.” Lin Jianlu apologized very sincerely.

He probably thought that Yan Han was angry. The brows he had just relaxed frowned again, and he carefully explained: “I know that since you are with me, you must have considered it carefully, and you will be responsible for the feelings of both parties… …”

“Well, since you know everything, why do you still like Wei Ningxin?”

It was because he hadn’t made it clear before that he caused a misunderstanding with Lin Jianlu. Yan Han didn’t want to worry about this issue too much.

But since it was all here, he couldn’t help but ask. After all, he was still a little unhappy, because Lin Jianlu didn’t understand his intentions, and because Lin Jianlu didn’t seem to understand him.

Unexpectedly, facing such a question, Lin Jianlu was silent again.

He was silent, and Yan Han did not urge him, so he stood face to face with him, until Lin saw Lu think of how to use words to describe his feelings.

In many cases, Yan Han is an impatient person. Only when he faces Lin Jianlu will he subconsciously maintain patience.

First, Lin Jianlu’s thinking is different from ordinary people, and he always needs more time to deal with emotional matters.

Secondly, Yan Han has no experience in falling in love, but he knows that the way to maintain a relationship is to communicate. If you have anything to say, the problem will probably be solved by two people.

So he is willing to wait.

After a while, Lin Jianlu finally thought about what he had in mind, organized it into words, and said: “I know you don’t like others and promise to be with me. I have never thought about you in that direction. “

“Yeah.” Yan Hanxin said that it would be fine if he knew it. He raised his arms and motioned him to continue.

“But sometimes I can’t help but think, if the person who knows your secret is not me, what the situation will be like now.” After Lin Jianlu finished speaking, a look of loneliness appeared on his expressionless face. Look.

Yan Han: “…”

“I like you, and I can tell a thousand and ten thousand reasons why I like you.” Lin Jianlu had such a lonely look, and said in a slightly hoarse but still nice voice: “But what do you like me? … You never said it.”

“…” Yan Han was stunned: “Didn’t I say it?”

“So sometimes I also wonder if it’s because I happen to also have the system, and I happen to be the person who knows your secret, that is special to you, that’s why you will accept me.”

Lin Jianlu didn’t answer his words, but smiled bitterly and said to himself:

“Sometimes I think, if these preconditions don’t exist, would you still be with me?”

Yan Han: “…”

Forgive him, he has never noticed…Da Lin actually has such a sentimental side!

“Sorry, I am very selfish.”

In Yan Han’s stunner, Lin Jianlu continued to say: “In the beginning, I just hoped that you could be with me. As long as you are with me, there is nothing more to ask for. But after being together, I can’t help but want more. Many, want to know if you really like me from the bottom of your heart, want to know…”

Well, not only is it sentimental, but it sounds a bit inferior.

I don’t know if Lin Jianlu rarely shows such a side. At this moment, Yan Han can’t take care of it anymore. He can’t help saying, “Of course I like you.”

One sentence cut off all the words behind Lin Jianlu, and Yan Han naturally said: “I am not with you because you are the only person who knows my secret. If it is only because of this, in theory, Li Hongqing should Is the first to know my gender.”

Lin Jianlu: “…”

After the conversation, Yan Han felt even more angry: “Yeah, that’s right, I like men by nature. But if anyone can… Then you won’t be my first love.”

…

! ! !

When he heard the word “like” spit out from Yan Han’s mouth, Lin Jianlu’s closed brows gradually opened up. When he heard the words “first love”, Brother Dalin not only no longer frowned, but even tightened. The corners of the lips were also relaxed!

The lips were curved into an arc as a whole. There was nothing wrong with Lin Jianlu smiling.

Stimulated by this abrupt smile, Yan Han slightly forgot about the fire, and then said: “As for why I like you…”

As he said, instead of holding his arms, he stretched out a hand and scratched his head indecently, “I’m not as smart as you, I can summarize everything, except you who are good-looking and well-shaped. , It’s good for me to study well, but I don’t think I can say anything, but I just know that I like you.”

The more I talked, the less I knew how to describe this feeling. Yan Han scratched his heart for a while, and finally pointed at Lin Jianlu’s left chest with his fingers: “Anyway, my place is telling me that there is no one in this world like you. It fits my mind even more…”

Putting his fingers on the opponent’s hard ribs and chest muscles, Lin Jianlu hadn’t spoken yet, and Yan Han was already embarrassed to withdraw that hand.

But he was caught by Lin Jianlu one step ahead of time and placed it in his palm.

Yan Han was even more embarrassed when the other party looked at him with a pair of warm and smiling eyes.

——Must be infected by Lin Jianlu, otherwise, how could he say so many nasty things in broad daylight? !

What do you like to come, like to go… Living in the heart of the elder brother is always the most practical. Saying a hundred likes is not more important than a day when two people are together. Language is always the least credible thing.

But he just said it, and explained his feelings to him…

I don’t know if it’s going to kill him. Yan Han is embarrassed about this. At this time, Lin Jianlu, who held his hand tightly, said, “You said you like me.”

Yan Han: “…”

“You said you liked me for the first time.”

Yan Han: “Go, go, go, shut up!”

Blushing to the root of his ears, the eldest brother thought, it must be because Lin saw the deer’s self-explanation just bewitched him, so he could comfort him by saying such a big string of topics about his favorite.

I didn’t want to admit that I was shy, but Yan Ge was so embarrassed that he couldn’t speak, and finally he had to say with a strong attitude: “This matter is over if you know it, and you will not talk about it in the future! You know?”

“it is good.”

The corners of Lin Jianlu’s raised mouth changed into a relaxed smile. From the moment Yan Han said that he liked him, it was as if it was raining and clear, and the sky was shattered. Other people and everything were no longer important. Now there is only an emotion that cannot be explained by thinking violently spreading in his chest——

Like this person.

I really like this person.

As long as this person can be happy, he can even be desperate…

After the sports meeting, time passed by like a gap, and the weather also cooled down.

Yan Han’s life has returned to the daily learning routine of waking up early and greedy for the dark, thanks to the blessing of his newly acquired magical skills, his gradually transformed body has risen a step again, and he will not feel cold in thin clothes in the winter.

Of course, this also has something to do with his focus on studying most of the time.

Throughout this semester, Yan Han looked like a desperate Saburo in the eyes of outsiders.

He is studying when others are sleeping, he is studying when others are eating, and he is still studying when others are chattering and playing games!

Sometimes even Yan Han feels that there is nothing in his life besides studying, and he suspects that he has learned stupidly.

But there is no way, he still has so many homework to do, so much knowledge to learn, so many Mathematical Olympiad problems need him to solve…

Although he will not feel uncomfortable physically, long-term high-intensity study will still cause some psychological pressure and negative emotions for him. After all, even if other people study hard, they will always have a time to relax, even if they just simply eat. And sleep.

Yan Han’s life in the school is a completely super-intensive study. Apart from sleeping for two to three hours a day, and a three-point line shuttle between the dormitory canteen and the teaching building, there is nothing else.

Lin Jianlu, who saw this in his eyes, often persuaded him to combine work and rest, and even settled the account for him:

“You are in school for five days a week, and you have to learn 20 hours of study every day. After five days, it will be 100 hours. This is not the time you spend studying on weekends.”

“The burden is too heavy. No one has ever worked hard like you. If it weren’t for the skills you have, your body…”

“But don’t I have magical skills?” Yan Han said indifferently, “and I also have a rest.”

He didn’t work so hard every day. The reason why he hadn’t collapsed all the time was that he would give himself a day off every Sunday, and that day would be devoted to playing with Lin Jianlu.

At this moment, the two of them lay side by side on the lounge chairs in the living room of Brother Da Lin’s, enjoying the sun.

The winter sun was warm, hitting Yan Han’s overly thin body, showing a pale and fragile beauty.

Even if the body does not feel tired, the long-term use of brain and sleepless consumption is still very huge, Yan Han looks thinner than in autumn, and the appearance is getting weaker and weaker.

Just looking at such a change is very distressing.

If it weren’t for knowing that there is no problem with his body at all, that peerless martial arts magical skills will continue to strengthen his body and various functions, and Lin Jianlu can’t bear to let him continue like this.

But it is precisely because of Yan Han that he is always dazzling and radiant.

Possessing magical skills is just the beginning. Only those who can truly use those skills to the extreme will be full of charm.

What’s more, there are very few people who are as strong and courageous as Yan Han who can resist all kinds of temptations to study with great concentration.

Regardless of the time difference between eating and sleeping, it is not impossible for other people to spend the whole day on studying and insist on studying efficiently throughout the day.

But one day or two is fine, and there are very few people like Yan Han who maintain high-intensity hard work.

And Yan Han has passed a full semester after such a dedicated study day.

Yan Han said, “I’m really fine.”

Every time he saw Da Lin Ge’s distressed expression, he would be a little overwhelmed, and occasionally felt sorry for having to concentrate on studying and not being able to accompany Lin Jianlu often.

In fact, he would study so desperately, the reason has long been not the simple life-saving at the beginning.

In addition to living, he has to live with Lin Jianlu forever. Yan Han’s world has unknowingly changed from one person to two. Based on this premise, he was admitted to the X University and successfully Completing the system task became the first thing he had to do.

After all, if two people are together, the road ahead is still very long, and who knows what twists and turns will be.

Completing system tasks is just the first level of these difficulties.

Enjoying the two-person world without the pressure of survival has become the only motivation for not being able to persist and not being driven crazy by boring learning every time.

What is simple is that although Lin Jianlu often shows distress, he has never stopped or hindered him from studying in this way. Normally, Brother Lin is still his encyclopedia and universal dictionary for his studies, which is so easy to use.

In this state of studying hard, Yan Han spent this semester very “high profile”.

His mid-term and final grades were very satisfactory, because he had already completed the self-study of the semester, and understood and understood every knowledge point in every subject, so Yan Han just briefly reviewed before the exam. After a while, I got a very high score.

This makes Yan Han very happy, and he has more confidence in the future, and he has plenty of motivation to continue learning.

He has even begun to plan non-stop for his winter vacation study.

But before the long winter vacation, the school also arranged a winter camp for them.

This is also one of the traditional activities of Luze High School, and every sophomore student in high school has to go through this once.

In the words of the school, the will of the students will be polished again through this winter camp.

But no matter what the original intention of the school is, many students themselves are interested in this kind of group travel activity, not to mention that this group activity lasts for four days, which means that they will live together for three nights!

Although the seniors and seniors who participated in the winter camp said it was not fun, not fun at all.

But before departure, most of the students couldn’t help but feel excited, so excited that they couldn’t sleep.

Of course, Yan Han hasn’t slept well since the day he confirmed his itinerary.

It’s not exciting.

On the contrary, it is sad.

As a traverser with a system, the situation he considers is always different from others.

For this winter camp, everyone else thought about what to eat and play when the time came, and where to go when they disbanded. But what he took the lead in doing it was-inquiring about the past four days and three nights in the winter camp. In Sanxiu, how does the school arrange accommodation for people?

Due to the large number of people, considering that not all students have good money at home, the school does not charge a lot of fees to each student.

Therefore, under the condition of limited funds, the accommodation conditions of the winter camp are that the boys of one class live in one house, and the girls live in one house. They are also living in the kind of two-storey chase…

Upon hearing the news, Yan Han looked at his face in the mirror that was so beautiful that it was difficult to distinguish between androgyny. He almost burst into tears when he remembered that his identity was still “Yan Han”.

It is unrealistic to have a room alone. It is said that the place of accommodation is specially prepared for students of their kind of school. There is no single room at all. He must live with his classmates.

But he can’t go to the boys’ dormitory and live with the boys in his class.

Although Yan Han wants to live in the boys’ dormitory now.

He is a man!

It’s not that I am afraid that the gender issue will be exposed. Today, my eldest brother is familiar with hiding various secrets and has his own set of methods.

Instead, he was afraid of…

This principle is similar to the fact that he once preferred to suffocate and never enter the women’s bathroom. He was forced to hide his true gender, but he did not want to penetrate into the girls and invade the privacy of others in the process of concealing his identity.

He is also an old man anyway, just imagine living with the whole class of girls, in case if you see something you shouldn’t see…

Yan Han’s face was crying, this is to force him to poking his eyes!

Before thinking about accommodation, my eldest brother was quite interested in the activities of this winter camp.

His martial arts skills have unlocked the second most important thing, Yan Han, Yan Han believes that no matter what form of training, he must not be troubled. He is about to take the opportunity of this winter camp to test his skills…

But after inquiring about it, I found that this was the case…

He was already considering whether he should be called sick, so he simply stopped attending.

“I understand what you think.” Lin Jianlu said, and after a pause, he said, “You can participate in the winter camp as usual. Leave the accommodation to me. I will find a solution.”