The Tra Grade S - Chapter 9

Life Has Taught Me Volumes

My decision:

I vowed a vow 2003 after I was born again; graduating from secondary school, during this period my family was experiencing was attack by a strange force, I believed to be satanic, which claimed the life of my eldest sister in 2000 to be precise. She was the pillar of the family, working with UBA bank. I vowed a vow to give my life to serving a good course all the days of my life. However, within this period until this moment I made that vow, I had loss four of my siblings. with my mum inclusive, five who are so very dear me., My mum, 2007; my eldest brother, 2010; my elder sister Mary, who have always taking care of me, 2013 and the most shocking of them all was my immediately elder sister, on 11 March, 2017 before my marriage that took place 16 April, 2017.

I am mentioning all these dates because they are symbolic pointers and if you observe carefully, you will discover a pattern.

In 2013, I was to get married, but my elder sister, Marys death affected everything and I could not go on the marriage as planned.

Moreover, in 2017, which fell on the date that reflects my position in my family 11, I still loss my immediate elder sister, but I went ahead with my marriage plans against all odds even when I did not have the fund. Today I am happy, that faith works everything as planned and my marriage was a huge success. My wedding was a literal miracle, because it was without the support from my extended family, except one of my elder brother, who sent me money to buy the suit I used, he also sent me Ten thousand naira after. Interestingly, on the day of my wedding, none of my family members was present, apart from my elder sister, no uncles, no aunties and no relatives, but all these were design and orchestrated to teach me a vital life, in order for me not to be obligated to any man. Am I not married today? Did their absence stop my marriage? Surely, all things work together for good to them that knows who they trust and to those who have definite purpose in life.

Life is a call, do not run from the call of life, if you have not discovered you call assignment, go and search for it.

I need to tell you this

There were times in my life I hated life so much that I want to die. I mean, wishing not to be alive, going through all the turbulent times I had gone through. However, I was very wrong not to appreciate the privilege to go through trying times that has taught me volumes beyond what I have ever learnt from whatever school I have ever attended, from primary to secondary and even to the University. Sometimes, deliberately, I have to shut off my thoughts, because thinking what I have gone through in life, makes me to do myself more harm, feeling pity for my life and thinking life does not want me alive. However, I was still wrong not to understand that there is a designed for me to go through whatever I go through to teach me. I have always gone pass the threshold of my thought when it comes to thinking things I have experienced in life, but in all, my blood pressure remains stable, this is a miracle. I started seeing how a force was attacking everything around me to get me off focus, but the more the attacks, the more I become focus on my course to tend the good direction. I could not understand how desperately wicked the heart of men could be, until I started experience wickedness. Evil thrives in families, and I will not bug you with too many details of all that has happened, but I am trying to link all to one, in order to know exactly where our problems were coming from. As if it was not enough my eldest brother, who has been severally afflicted with the spirit of insanity, but would always come out of it, started experiencing some strange attacks. It happens that when he is alone, he will hear voices accusing him and he will be fighting back even as he would always resist by telling the voices that he is not what they are calling him. Then I was not mature enough to understand spiritual things, so I will end up laughing him, because it use to seem very funny the way he sounds to me. The most amazing aspect of it all is that he is never sounding abnormal, I mean, his communication is perfect and coordinated in his communication with us. When we asked him sometimes to know why he is talking alone, he will tell us that they are accusing him. From my brothers experience, I was able to know that truly there is an evil force, accusing our conscience. My brother was so frustrated, because of the frequent accusation from this strange voice and this often drags him gloominess, and often left in the state of depression. My late eldest brother was the strongest in the family; we call him hit man because of his unusual strength of doing things. He was truly the strength of the family, the very pillar that kept my family running, because, apart from him, no one of us gets involve in farming. However, from his hard toil of farming, we lack nothing. We only eat and benefit from the harvest, which is his very sweat. He was truly a strong man who fought so hard to resist death until he gave up his last breath when he could no longer fight any more. From tilling the soil, he fills the familys stomach to overcome hunger that strikes every year, such that year in, year out, we have surplus of food in our storeroom. I truly missed my eldest brother.

Something happened when he was cutting down the branches of the mango trees in the family land in Iboki from where he started experiencing that demonic attack of accusation, which I know it is certainly an act of diabolical manipulation of the pit of hell to truncate all of his effort to help the family. It has always been the trend that anyone who is rising to help the family receives such kind of attacks. He fell from on top of the tree, while cutting branches and landed with the branch piercing into his eye, with fatal injuries, involving complicated fracture on his right wrist. His condition became so bad that he could no longer see with the affected eye. However, he was recovering very fast, and was still going to the farm with all the pains to continue his farm work, but that particular eye started getting rot and his condition also started deteriorating from good to bad. Therefore, in the process of time, we rushed him to Idrukam Federal Medical Center, as his condition became much more critical. We brought him from Idrukam to Opkuto General Hospital where he later died. Things was just happening very fast that I could not even fathom. My eldest sister, 1999; my mum, 2007; my eldest brother, 2010 and it did not end there…

I did not need a prophet to tell me what was happening in my family and I knew something was wrong or in a way, there is a manipulation from somewhere. One of the major weapon used against my family is conspiracy. After the death of my eldest sister, my mum, and my eldest brother, the pattern continued, such that when something good is about to happen, something negative will just happen again.

I could remember when I was to resume for my NYSC camp in Sogal, someone got me involved in a court case, connected to my family land. For seven years, I was on transit vehemently every month, always travelling down from Sogal to Opkuto to attend to the court case, however, the court will never seat, but the case always being adjourned. I can sense a foul play in the judiciary process of the court with clear evidence that the case will be in our favor, so the only option they have is to keep adjourning the case. When I show up, they will adjourn the case, but if I do not, the court will sit and issue bench warrant. This got me so frustrated to the point I had to quit all I was doing in Sogal to get closer home, but the case was still going in similar pattern of adjournment when I show up to attend the court proceedings. However, when I am not around, they will be a warning that if I do not show up, security will pick me up. I noticed that there was a grand plan to assassinate me and they were seriously strategizing on how to track me, after the complaints has met us and pleaded, we drop the case, that we should see his lawyer who will bribe us with money to let go the case. It was not funny at all the way things was going, and even my cousin who was directly involved in the case was pressurizing me and making things appear like if I do not show up in the court, I will be arrested. He succeeded creating fears in me, until I decided to take my destiny in my hands, by resolving not to attend the court seating anymore, resolving in my heart that no matter what happens, I am ready to take it. I cannot keep suffering a course I knew nothing of; the people who are supposed to be directly involved are there relaxing, and waiting to have their own share of the land that is not their entitlement. Gross evil still thrives in families and it is so terrible that the right heirs to the family are now suffering for those who are illegitimate. This really frustrated me and limited my progress so much, but I choose deliberately to encourage myself and keep moving with determination amidst all odds.

Severally, unimaginable thoughts keep streaming into my heart and these thoughts were thoughts to take my life and rest from all the troubles that will not allow me a breathing space. It did not stop there

The pattern of evil occurrences continue In 2012, when I was supposed to get married, this evil still struck, and took again one of my elder sisters and I could not go ahead with my wedding as planned and that was how everything came crumbling on me and my marriage never worked as planned because it was not in the design of life for me. My ex-fiance became very unfaithful, though it was a very hard nut for me to chew, but I had to chew it and let go that relationship. However, all these were just manipulations from the pit of hell, which was occurring in the pattern. If I had not gone through all I had gone through in life, what I am sharing with you now, would not have being. Life experiences taught me volumes and in all somehow, I have not lost my mind.

When I was to marry, it became evident that something was after my true rest and I am saying this because I had to do all the necessary tests in order to undergo our marriage counseling. All the tests was done and it will interest you to know that when we were supposed to donate blood to my late eldest brother, the test result indicated that I and my elder brother, the one I am next to twice, were hepatitis B positive. However, the result from a reliable hospital indicated that I was negative all through with all the tests. So I now ask, “The test result which indicated that I and my elder brother was hepatitis B positive, where did it come from?” I did not take any vaccine, no treatment, and no drugs. My younger sister was also tested and the result indicated positive, my elder brother and I, are now negative even, my younger sister who later went to about three hospital to redo the test, indicated negative. The truth remains that we were negative; something is giving an impression that is not true so that we will accept it as true. It was a manipulation. This also happened with my wife when she was pregnant of my first baby, they told her that she has fibroid from the scan result, but I told her it is not true. However, she was very worried and we prayed about it. My wife still did another scanning in Ajuba and the scan result still indicated that she has fibroid, but I never believed it because I knew there something was trying to play prank with my mind. However, the third scanning indicated that there was nothing like fibroid that she is normal and the baby is actively changing position. Now I still ask, “From where did that result came from that indicated that she had fibroid?” It did not stop there

When my wife went back to the hospital where she was undergoing her antenatal care, they ask her to do some tests, of which amongst the tests was sugar level test and genotype test. When the test result came out, she came back crying that the test results indicated that her sugar level is high, that she has gestational diabetes and the genotype test indicated AS instead of AA, which we have done before and had the result. The hospital had to encourage her to go and do the tests in another lab and bring back the result in order to see how to address the issues since she was already getting near to her expected date of delivery. We went and did the test again and the result indicated that her genotype was AA, but from where came the result which indicated AS? Even in the process of time, she had preterm contradiction. I took her to the same hospital where the test result indicated AS and right in that very hospital, they recommended that she carry out the same tests and it will amaze you that the result, which indicated that her sugar level was high, became normal and perfect and the genotype test indicated AA. So I ask, “From where comes the result that created fears in my wife from the same hospital which has now given a different result indicating that the first result was false?” This is exactly the negative force will do in order to have control of your mind. All the results that indicated positive now turned negative, which is a clear indication that there is a manipulation from somewhere. Our foundation would want to keep us limited to some pattern of occurrences, but you will understand much more as I take you through the sequence of the patterned occurrences from the past to the now.

Until the portal is completely close, the pattern will keep recurring…