The Undefined Love - Chapter 354

Guang’s word shocked everyone present in the room. Her two friend’s jaws got hung low to the extent that it was touching the floor. They have never expected her to say this so straightforwardly and this soon.

Since it was already like this they could only cheer for their friend. They still don’t know what made her take such a hasty decision. But they were fine because the man in the talks was not a swindler or any jerk.Ning Xui Ying was also taken aback by the question. He wasn’t even able to adjust himself from the first question when the second one came rolling to him. Marry Her! Of course he wants to marry her. But that should not be some forced marriage. He wanted to marry her for love. He wanted to marry her with respect.And wanted her to do the same. Relationsh.i.p.s are fickle more like the houses built of sand, if it does not have the love, trust and respect in it then it will never be able to survive in the long run.Looking at her now, he was sure love wasn’t the reason behind her proposal. He looked into her eyes and said in a very firm and stiff tone, “Marriage should not be forced. It should be purely for love. And I am very sure that you are not in love with me. I would never force you to marry me. Nor you should feel pressured”Guang looked at the man. His words were very much principled and firm. There was an air of righteousness exuding from it. Those words could easily touch any girl’s heart without giving any hesitation. But she was still not the one. She has her reasons behind her words and proposal.”What you said is true. It’s true that I don’t love you. And our marriage will not be out of love. But every marriage does not need to be out of love. We can have trust and respect for the relationship and about love I am not sure if I will ever be able to do that again. I respect you and no matter how I condemn your actions, there is no doubt you had best for me in your mind. I appreciate that” She said not knowing herself, what exactly was going on in her mind.The only thing she was sure about at this moment was that this was the man whom she can trust and who will never break her sentiments. After getting a betrayal she was sure that she will never be able to trust any love relationship but she can always be up for this relationship which will be based on friendship, trust and respect.She looked at the man and who was still in his thoughts. Those his eyes were on her but inside his whole team of brain cells were active comprehending her words. There were doubts but he was trying his hardest to kill those doubts to come out clearer.Guang looked at him and waited patiently for him to respond. But inside her heart was drumming hard. Something was cursing her for being so rough and rude with him. It felt like something was scary knowing that her words will make him leave without giving any poper answer.It was her first time feeling something like this. She wanted to be patient and wait to hear his words but her heart was making her go impatient, urging her to ask him the answer as fast as she could. Someone was telling her to hold onto him so that he could not leave.Her impatience got the worst of her. Her eyes darted vigorously over his face as she said, “I know my words might have made you feel like you will be the losing one in the relationship. As it will take away your chance to love someone or get loved by someone. You don’t have to worry; I would never burden you with this relationship”Burden you with this relationship?Is this how she was seeing him all this time? Was she making comparisons and relationsh.i.p.s between his love and the way the other man loved her? Was all his actions made her feel this way, where she thought that loving her was a burden for him?Daiyu and Lifen were also dumbstruck with her friend’s words. What was she implying with her words? Was she making clear to the man that even being with her in the relationship he could go out and date other girls?They were about to ask her when suddenly some other person jumped in between. “If that’ the case, what’s wrong in being with me? Why are creating such a fuss over my one – night stand? I already said that was just a mistake and I was feeling betrayed. Why is making it such a huge mess? You know I love you and I know you will not be able to forget me then why don’t we go and live a life that could bring happiness to both of us?”Su Yan has heard everything and has also witnessed everything with his eyes. He was happy moments before thinking Guang was giving a hard time to that rich man who thought that he could win over him using his money. But disappointment was written in his destiny. Before he could even cherish that moment; he has got to taste the complete loss.When the woman proposed marriage so outwardly, he was shaken from within. Her words were like a seal that confirmed his failure in just two words. No hope was left. But he felt agitated when he heard that Guang was giving Ning Xui Ying full freedom to go out of the relationship and enjoy his life with other women.He felt aggrieved thinking that the actions for which he has been punished were given as the rewards to his rival. If Ning Xui Ying can go out, then why was his one mistake getting condemned.Feeling aggrieved he said out all his words, more in the way where the woman won’t feel bad and accept her mistake. But he never thought that his words would not be paid any heed. When he looked in the direction of the woman, she still had her eyes  trained on the man.It felt like his words never reached her ears, like there was some wall that blocked his voice reaching her. He was ignored blatantly.Ning Xui Ying looked at the woman. He waited for her to continue her words. Her eyes were showing that her words weren’t still complete. There was more left to say. It was just like she did not know how to bring those words to her lips.After a very long time finally those words came to her lips. The difficulty she faced bringing those up to her lips was very much evident in her eyes and face. That expression made him anticipate her words.”I won’t ever burden you in this relationship. It would be a pure relationship based on trust, respect and loyalty. If you ever thought that there is someone else with whom you can get along and live a life in a better way, just tell me. I would move far away from you without creating any unwanted scene. Just let me know that’s all”, she paused as her eyes intensified with something, “But just don’t betray me like some jerk, who never knew the difference between love and betray”Her last words were directed towards the man who had crossed all the paths of shamelessness.She was still asking her brains, questioning her intelligence and sensibility. Try to comprehend about the qualities that attracted her towards him. Now if she gives it a piece of mind then there was nothing in him.She looked at him with disdain. At this moment when she was showing disgust towards Su Yan, Ning Xui Ying was not knowing how to react.He was linking things as per his thoughts. The pain which he has seen earlier was it for this thing? Was she pained to think that he would leave her and go after some other woman if he got someone more compatible than him?Thinking all this his heart was beaming with happiness. If things were like this then even if she doesn’t love him now, there would be a day when he will get a stable place in her life. They might come a day when she will feel the same love he feels for her.He looked at her and felt a surge of emotions run through his brain. Not able to control it, without him realizing he leaned towards her, one hand wrapping her waist while the other turning her face towards her.For him, the world has already gone blurry ages ago. The moment she has asked him to marry her. Guang was too taken aback with his sudden closeness. But before she could register anything her lips were captured in a soft feathery warm kiss. A kiss that made her stomach feel fluttering butterflies.