The Whole World Is My Crematorium - Chapter 47

Every time Xiao Yu’s case said a word, Xiao Du’s tremor increased.

Why bother. He had been looking for so many years, and after finding the younger brother who could not wait to hold it in his palm, after learning about their relationship, there were only three understatements.

Why bother.

He thought that Xiao Yu’s case would be shocked, he would yell, he would take action against him, and maybe his eyes would turn red with grievances. The result is nothing. The fact that they are brothers is not even comparable to Mu Yingyang’s hand in Xiao Yu’s heart.

Recently, he has been able to control his emotions in front of Xiao Yu’s case very well. As long as Xiao Yu’s case continues to be obedient and docile, he can even deceive himself with the illusion of peace. But now, the simple words of Xiao Yu’s case once again easily caused him to be in a turmoil and his emotions were surging.

Regret, embarrassment, disappointment, irritability, jealousy, and unease flooded Xiao Du’s heart at the same time. Xiao Du suppressed his anger and said as calmly as possible to Xiao Yu’s case: “Why, why do you ask me? Ayu, your parents and family are all dead, you are the only…the only person I care about in this world.”

Xiao Yu’s case seemed to have heard a big joke, and his eyes were a little sore from laughing. “Of course you care about me, I’m your brother. If I wasn’t your brother, would you still care?”

Xiao Du looked at him fixedly, “Yes.”

“You won’t.” Xiao Yu said, “You will smack me, you will leave me to others, and you will try your best to use me.”

Xiao Du was speechless. Everything Xiao Yu said was done by himself. How could he tell his Ayu, in fact, at that time, he had a deep-rooted love for him, but he didn’t want to admit it, and he didn’t dare to admit it, so he ended up like this.

Xiao Du closed his eyes and said, “Ayu, my love for you for half a year may not have been sincere.”

Xiao Yuan smiled and said, “I believe it. Even if it is a dog, when the owner feeds it, he probably really wants it to be happy. After you find out that Xiao Rong is not your brother, throw him into the water prison and let him suffer. Torture, in comparison, is still much better for me. I am here to express my gratitude to the Lord.”

Xiao Du forbeared: “Do you have to say that to me, do you have to say that to yourself? If I only care about my brother, why should I search for you for two years, and why should I be on the nine-tone conch…”

“I don’t know,” Xiao Yuan interrupted him blankly, “I don’t want to know either. You can tell me my background, but it doesn’t change anything.”

Xiao Du was silent for a moment, then said softly, “Yes. Then do you want to know how your mother died?”

Xiao Yu’s face froze.

“And what happened when we were young, how did the Xiao family die, and how did we separate – don’t you want to know?”

The Xiao Yu case could not fool himself, he thought. He was brought up by Li Xianting. In his childhood memories, there were only Li Xianting and Mu Yingyang. He can’t remember almost anything before that. He can’t remember the names and appearances of his parents, and he can’t remember things when he was a child, but he has always vaguely remembered that he has an older brother.

He remembered that his brother was very tall, and he had to raise his head hard to see his face; he remembered that his brother liked to wear red clothes, and he could always see his swaying hem when he was chasing behind his brother.

Xiao Yu’s case raised his hand to block his eyes, and said in a low voice, “Why did you admit that you were wrong?”

Xiao Du said solemnly, “Someone is planning. From Xiao Rong to your father’s grave, that person’s plans are all in it.”

“But aren’t you very capable, aren’t you omnipotent, so important brother, why do you admit your mistake?! It’s not enough for you to be blind once, you have to be blind for a second time? For example, if you don’t admit your mistake, then I…then I really have a brother…”

At the end of Xiao Yu’s case, his voice trembled slightly. Xiao Du hasn’t seen him lose control for a long time. He has always wanted to tear apart Xiao Yu’s case to maintain his calm on the surface, to see what he was thinking. Now that he got what he wanted, he forced Xiao Yu’s case to expose his emotions, but it was himself who suffered.

The indifference, sarcasm, sarcasm, and even the pain caused by intimacy with others in Xiao Yu’s case, together, are not as painful as the moment. Ayu is complaining about him, blaming him, he… he made Ayu sad.

Xiao Du’s heart was like a knife, and he was overwhelmed by the pain. He took the hand of Xiao Yu’s case, lost all self-esteem and arrogance, and spoke as eagerly as he did: “It doesn’t matter, Ayu, everything is too late. I will solve the Acacia Gu in your body, and I will slaughter the entire Yunjian Pavilion. All their blood was released to avenge your revenge for taking blood back then. If you still blame me, you can give back double what I have done to you before, and I will bear it happily. Ayu, as long as you are willing, we will It will still be the same as that half year—no, I will treat you better than I did then, because I am already fond of…”

“It’s useless.” Xiao Yukan put down the hand that was blocking his eyes, and looked at Xiao Du soberly with his slightly drunk eyes, and he had calmed down. “What you said may not be what I want.” Xiao Yukan found out that Xiao Du was too naive when it comes to love, like a child.

I’ve done something that I’m sorry for you, know I’m wrong, make up for it, and we can go back to the past. If the relationship can be calculated so clearly, there will not be so many idiots and grievances in the world.

Xiao Du paused, and loosened his grip on Xiao Yu’s case, then tightened his grip again, “Then tell me what you want.”

To answer this question, Xiao Yu case does not need any hesitation and thinking: “I want to be far away from you, to be free, to see only the people I want to see, and to only do what I love.”

Xiao Du’s eyes sank, “Only this one thing, I can’t do it. I don’t want to make you unhappy, but I can’t control it – I can’t control it to trap you by my side and turn you into me. alone.”

Xiao Yu’an smiled, “You will always do what you want, and never care whether others are willing or not.”

“Yes, I admit, that’s who I am.” Xiao Du’s eyes were deep and dark, and he firmly locked on Xiao Yu’s face, “So Ayu, you can’t escape.”

Xiao Yu’s case rubbed his brows and felt exhausted. Didn’t he see through Xiao Du’s virtue long ago, why waste his words with him? Xiao Yukan turned her head and looked out the window. Beside the ferry they had just landed on, a young woman held a child in her hands and looked at Jiang, as if waiting for her husband who was traveling far away.

The momentary silence calmed both of them down a bit. Xiao Yu’s case asked, “How did my mother die?”

Xiao Du said: “You wait for two days before I tell you.”

“No, tell me, I can stand it.”

Xiao Du hesitated for a moment, then said: “Ayu is obedient, let’s not talk about this first.”

Xiao Yuan chuckled and asked again, “What was my name before…”

The three words “Xiao Yu Case” were picked for him by Li Xianting, and he did not know his original name.

“A Nian,” Xiao Du said, “Liang Nian.”

On the way back, Xiao Yu said very little about the case, and he was too lazy to pretend to be good. Xiao Du didn’t say much. Most of the time, he was either watching Xiao Yu’s case, or just closing his eyes and resting. His injury was more serious, and his handsome face was pale, which made people worrying to see – but unfortunately it was not the heart of Xiao Yu’s case.

Back at Xing Tianzong, Xiao Du said, “I’m tired of the boat, Ayu, let’s go and rest.”

Xiao Yu case turned around and left. When he was far away, Xiao Du said to his entourage, “Call Meng Chi to come.”

Xiao Yukan returned to the Heartbreaker and sat alone in a daze, until Le Er found him and said, “Young Master, you are back.” Xiao Yukan was stunned, “What do you call me?”

“Young Master.” Le Er smiled, “He gave an order before going out, let us call you that in the future.”

As soon as he heard the words “Young Zunzhu”, Xiao Yu’s case thought of Xiao Rong in the water prison, who was also called that by the entire Xingtian Sect back then.

“You better call me son.” Xiao Yu said, “Go to boil water, I want to take a bath.”

After Xiao Yu’s bath, it was still dark, but he was already exhausted. He was lying on the bed, looking at the plum blossoms outside the window, and reciting his childhood name silently in his heart.

Liang Nian, Ah Nian.

He had a dream. He dreamed that when he was young, he picked a pink flower from nowhere. He took the flower and followed behind a red-clothed boy.

“Brother, brother, look! Huahua is like a butterfly… A Nian, A Nian likes it.”

The boy asked, “Do you prefer flowers or butterflies.”

Xiao A Nian held his head and thought hard for a long time, and said, “A Nian likes it, and A Nian wants it.”

The young man raised his lips and smiled, “Then you should be optimistic.”

The young man took the small flower in the palm of his hand from the young A Nian. After a faint light, Xiao Hua suddenly moved. Then its petals fluttered like the wings of a butterfly, flying around Xiao A Nian.

Xiao A Nian blushed with excitement, and instead of chasing her brother, she chased “Butterfly”. The teenager stood aside and said lazily, “Be careful with your feet, don’t fall.”

“Well, okay!” Xiao A Nian chased after him, and suddenly it started to rain. Raindrops hit the “wings”, and the “butterfly” couldn’t fly no matter how hard they tried. Little A Nian watched the butterfly that his brother made for him fall to the ground. Before he could pick it up, he was stepped on by his mother who came to find them with an umbrella.

Xiao A Nian was stunned for a moment, then began to cry loudly, “Mother trampled the butterfly to death, mother trampled the butterfly to death—”

Mother bent down, wiped his tears with a handkerchief, and said softly, “I’m sorry, Anian. When the weather is clear, let my brother make another one for you, okay?”

…

Xiao Yu’s case suddenly woke up, it was already dark outside, it was not raining, but it was snowing. He saw a figure projected on the door, with the outline of a woman.

In Xing Tianzong, no one should dare to do anything to him. Xiao Yu’s case was covered with a snow-white fox fur, took the blue sea tide, and opened the door – it was Meng Chi.

Meng Chi looked at him quietly, his eyes extremely complicated.

Xiao Yu’s case was confused: “What’s wrong?”

Meng Chi’s red lips parted lightly: “Is that you?”

Xiao Yu raised his eyebrows, “What?” “No matter how much I use the medicine, the lord’s injury has not improved.” Meng Chi’s lips trembled slightly, “Is this because of you?”

Xiao Yuan said indifferently: “I don’t know what you are talking about.”

“‘Trash’.” Meng Chi said word by word, “On the night of the full moon, although you didn’t find the antidote for the Acacia Gu, you took another thing. Incomprehensible ‘waste’.”

Just as Xiao Yu’s case was about to speak, Meng Chi said again, “I made that medicine newly. I haven’t mentioned it to anyone other than you.” She always thought that Venerable Lord’s injury could not be healed because Mu Yingyang’s poison was too high. It was complicated and tricky until she suddenly remembered the existence of “trash”. She rushed to the pharmacy and found a bottle containing “waste”, and found that the medicine inside had been stolen for a long time.

Xiao Yu did not admit or deny the case, but said, “If you doubt me, you can tell Xiao Du about it.”

Meng Chi smiled, “Of course you would say that. You clearly know in your heart that with the Lord’s doting on you, even if the medicine you gave was ineffective, he would still be reluctant to do anything to you, right?”

Xiao Yukan also laughed, “I don’t know, why don’t you try it out, my sister.”

“Ayu, why on earth did you do this?” Meng Chi’s tone softened, “The Lord is your brother, do you really have to be so cruel to let him be tortured by poison?”

Xiao Yu’s case rhetorically asked: “Then why did he let me suffer from the Acacia Gu, and why did he trap me in Xingtian Sect?”

“I know he did it wrong, it was outrageous.” Meng Chi was already choked up, “But have you ever thought that if his injury dragged on like this and poisoned his heart, he might, might…”

“Then please continue to work hard, don’t let him die.”

Meng Chi was speechless for a moment and looked at Xiao Yu’s case with red eyes. After a while, she said: “I admire you, but I am a member of Xing Tianzong, and I will tell the honorable lord what I know.”

Xiao Yu’an nodded, “Go ahead.”

Meng Chi gave him a deep look, then turned and walked into the vast snow.