The Whole World Is My Crematorium - Chapter 54

To worship, or not to worship, that is the question. Xiao Yu’s case remembered very clearly that his mission was to let Gu Louyin see himself, let Gu Louyin let go of his obsessions and get rid of his inner demons.

Before conjuring the soul, Lorraine swore that Gu Louyin’s obsessions and demons all came from guilt towards him. He only had to say “I don’t blame you” and he would retire, but who would have thought that it would be in a fantasy world? this situation. Could it be that this unfinished marriage ceremony is also one of Gu Louyin’s obsessions?

Xiao Yu’s case didn’t move for a long time, and Luo Lan urged in a low voice beside him: “What are you doing, Young Master Xiao, hurry up and worship the heavens and the earth.”

Xiao Yu’s case came back to his senses, holding the red silk, turned around with the help of Luo Lan, and bowed to the sky and the earth. He felt the person on the other end of the red silk doing the same thing as him.

Lorraine said again: “Two thanks to the high hall—”

Xiao Yu’s case turned around and bowed again to Gu Louyin’s mother. Mrs. Gu’s voice was gentle and soft, and the word “very good” was enough to tell that she was extremely happy in her heart.

Mrs. Gu seemed to be the only one in the wedding hall, but Gu Hang did not appear. If Gu Louyin’s illusion is for the realization of his dreams, it should be because his parents and friends are there, why are there only two people, Luo Lan and Mrs. Gu. Also, isn’t this happy hall a bit too simple, the marriage of the young pavilion master of Yunjian Pavilion should not only be arranged like this. Does this prove that Gu Louyin has completely separated himself from Yunjian Pavilion deep in his heart, and he doesn’t even want to see them in the illusion. If this is the case, Lin Wulian and other Yunjiange people probably won’t show up to disrupt the situation. The marriage ceremony between him and Gu Louyin will really be completed in an illusion.

Worth mentioning, it’s just a church, and there will be no less meat. If you can help Gu Louyin to let go of his obsessions, then he will worship him. After all, it is nothing but a big dream. After waking up, he and Gu Louyin are still strangers on the road, walking on each side.

“Happy husband and wife—”

Xiao Yukan faced the person who was holding the red silk with him, and the two bowed to each other at the same time. Xiao Yukan saw the other person’s cold jade-like hand and silver hair hanging on his chest.

After the ceremony, Lorraine said loudly: “Send into the bridal chamber—”

Xiao Yu raised his eyebrows under the red hijab, they wouldn’t come for real, would they?

The time change in the fantasy world is irregular, just now it was just spring, and in the blink of an eye it was already a red candle.

After Luo Lan sent Xiao Yu’s case to the new house, she snickered and slipped away. Xiao Yuan sat alone on the wedding bed, the red silk was bright and the candlelight was dim. He looked down at Long and Feng Chengxiang, who was delighted to be on the show, hesitating whether to lift the red hijab and take off the Xia crown that gave him a headache.

Wait, what is he hesitating about? They weren’t really getting married… Even if they were really getting married, he had to do whatever he wanted, not to mention lifting the red hijab, it would be okay for him to complete the house by himself.

Xiao Yu’s case decisively took off the red hijab, and was about to take off the rosy crown when he heard footsteps from far to near, so he sat up straight and waited for a “long-awaited reunion” with Gu Lou.

The footsteps stopped abruptly at the door of the new house, Xiao Yukan leaned over to look, saw Gu Louyin’s silhouette falling on the door, and remained motionless for a long time.

Xiao Yu’s case is lost. Doesn’t it mean that Gu Louyin has been conjuring souls all the time, that must be because he can’t wait to see him. Finally, they were only separated by a wall, and Gu Louyin was grumbling about something.

Xiao Yuan stood up and walked to the door. Gu Louyin probably saw his figure as well, and his figure suddenly froze.

Xiao Yu case wanted to laugh. Just now on the snowy mountain, Gu Louyin pointed his sword at him, and said two words “Who are you” and “Go out” from the beginning to the end, where did the momentum go?

Xiao Yu’s case waited for a while, but Gu Louyin still stood motionless. He lost his patience and didn’t want to waste any more time. He stepped forward to open the door, but a gust of wind suddenly blew in the room. The doors and windows were tightly closed, and the wind was inexplicable, blowing the red candles on and off, and also blowing the red hijab that Xiao Yu’s case casually placed on the table. The red hijab seemed to have eyes, and it just landed on Xiao Yu’s desk impartially.

At this time, the door opened. The distance between him and Gu Louyin changed from a door to a piece of red silk.

Xiao Yu’s case: “…” So Gu Louyin must lift the red hijab by himself? OK, come on then.

In his sight, the crimson clothes were placed in front of him and stopped. Gu Louyin’s raised hand paused in mid-air, and slowly and tremblingly uncovered the last red silk. The two looked at each other.

Before uncovering the red silk, Gu Louyin thought that he would see the Xiao Yu case from two years ago, the Xiao Yu case that had been tortured, had lost his cultivation, and was pale but still breathtakingly beautiful.

He was wrong. The man under the red silk was the best look in his memory.

At this moment, Gu Louyin felt his heart beating again.

Xiao Yu’s case did not wear Fendai, but the corners of his eyes were flushed, his long eyelashes were slightly rolled, and the bead curtain swayed in front of him, adding to the feeling of confusion. He was wearing a wedding dress and sitting in the red, his eyes seemed to be a drunken beauty who had greed for a few more glasses.

Gu Louyin looked at him deeply and said, “You are here.”

Xiao Yuan smiled at him, “Are you looking for me?”

Three simple words pulled Gu Louyin back to the abyss again.

All of this is in the illusion, all of it is fake, and standing in front of him is just a lone soul of Xiao Yu’s case.

“Yes.” Gu Louyin endured, “I’ve been looking for you for a long time.”

Xiao Yukan looked at his full head of silver hair, thought of his recent encounter, and said, “You don’t seem to be having a good time.”

Gu Louyin didn’t mention his own business, but said, “Why?”

“Um?”

“Back then, why did you want to…” Gu Louyin’s throat rolled, “seeking death.”

Xiao Yu’s case knew that he was asking about his jumping off a cliff two years ago, and said casually: “There were so many people coming to Yunjian Pavilion that day, and I was dead.

Gu Louyin was silent, Xiao Yujian waited for a long time without seeing him speak again, and couldn’t help asking: “You took a lot of time to recruit me, just to ask this?”

Gu Lou said, “Will it hurt?”

“You said death?” Xiao Yukan laughed, “It doesn’t hurt, I didn’t feel anything, it’s over.”

Gu Lou said in a deep voice, “Yeah.” He remembered that Xiao Yu’s case was afraid of pain.

Gu Louyin’s words were even less than two years ago. Xiao Yu’s case suspected that if he stayed on the snowy mountain by himself, he might be mute before his longevity was exhausted. Thinking about the purpose of this trip, Xiao Yu said, “In the end, it was my own choice to seek death. For me at the time, it was also a relief. You should be happy for me.”

“Happy…” Gu Lou said softly, “Are you happy?”

Being separated from his life and death, will Xiao Yu’s case be happy?

“Happy, I’m fine now, unfettered and free, there’s no reason to be unhappy.”

Gu Louyin’s eyes narrowed slightly, “As long as you are happy.”

Xiao Yukan took the opportunity to say: “So you don’t have to worry about the past. Life is too short, you should enjoy it in time. You leave so many things and don’t do it, it’s boring to recruit me every day.”

Gu Louyin was silent for a while, and said, “I just want to see you.”

“Meet me? What are you seeing me for?” Xiao Yukan gave a look of sudden realization, “I see, you must be unable to pass the test in your heart, and you are on the cusp of **** again, aren’t you?”

Gu Louyin didn’t say yes or no, and he didn’t look away from Xiao Yu’s face for a moment.

Xiao Yukan continued: “If that’s the case, you don’t have to. Gu Louyin, listen carefully, I don’t blame you or blame you for the past. People can’t be resurrected, and I don’t want to do anything. Giving up other people’s bodies. You forget me and look forward.”

These words are taught by Lorraine. After speaking, Xiao Yu’s case was expecting Gu Louyin’s response. In his vision, Gu Louyin should have an expression of letting go of his obsessions and feeling relieved. However, Gu Louyin’s expression did not change, and he said, “You don’t blame me, don’t you blame me?”

Xiao Yu’s case was not discouraged, and continued: “I see everything you did for me. I know, you don’t want to hurt me, but Lin Wulian is your senior brother after all, you can’t just watch him die. “

Gu Louyin’s expression finally changed. He frowned slightly and said, “I can.”

Xiao Yu’s case didn’t respond for a while, “What?”

“I can watch anyone die, but you—” Gu Louyin murmured in a low voice, “but it’s you.”

Xiao Yu’s case remembered and said, “I know.”

Gu Louyin looked at him quietly.

“I know that you had difficulties that day, and I also know that you have protected me as much as possible.” The Xiao Yu case repeated, “I have no complaints or hatred for you. I…I hope you are well.”

Gu Louyin stepped forward abruptly, as if he had been stabbed by something.

The two of them were wearing the same color wedding clothes and looked at each other through the bead curtain on the Xiaguan. Although the two of them were talking just now, the distance was still within etiquette. Gu Louyin’s step made them almost stick together, and the hem of the clothes touched each other. Since acquaintance, Gu Louyin has always treated him with courtesy, and rarely gets close to him unless necessary.

In the candlelight, Xiao Yukan looked into his deep pupils and snow-like silver hair, and suddenly felt that what he said was not necessarily to complete the task.

Even if he has no feelings for Gu Louyin, he doesn’t want Gu Louyin to die for him. Gu Louyin died, he would not be so happy.

One Xiaodu is enough.

“Xiao Yu’s case,” Gu Louyin called out his name softly, “You don’t even want to hate me anymore.”

Xiao Yu’s case was at a loss, and Gu Louyin’s reaction was beyond his expectations. He couldn’t help but begin to doubt what Lorraine said – what made Gu Lou feel like a demon, was it really his guilt for himself? This, this doesn’t seem right.

Xiao Yuan pursed his lips and asked, “Do you think I hate you?”

“You saved me and died because of me.” Gu Louyin’s voice trembled, “You should hate me.”

Xiao Yu’s case thought for a while, “If I said, I never saved you.”

Gu Louyin’s breath suddenly became unstable, “…What?”

Xiao Yu took a step back and said indifferently, “I am a member of Xing Tianzong.”

Gu Louyin opened his eyes slightly.

“The reason why I can save you is because the people of Xing Tianzong hurt you first.” This is the last solution in Xiao Yu’s case. If Gu Louyin can’t let him go after these words, it means that Gu Louyin is really serious. There is no cure for them, and they don’t have to work in vain. “With the identity of the savior, I can gain your trust and infiltrate Yunjian Pavilion.”

Xiao Yu’s bright face was reflected in Gu Louyin’s eyes, as if he was looking at a stranger.

“I originally wanted to use my face to win your favor and make you willingly become a Taoist couple with me. I never thought that before you fell in love with me, Lin Wulian was stabbed to death. You wanted to save him, but also for Save me, you want to take the blood from my body. At that time, I thought, since I have to give it, why not take the opportunity to force you to marry me. Everyone knows that the young pavilion master of Yunjian Pavilion is Qingfeng Jiyue, who is shocked and elegant. If you are ashamed of me, you will naturally respond to your requests.” Xiao Yu case said, and suddenly laughed lightly, “Ge Master Gu, you have been deceived, don’t you understand? From the beginning to the end, I have been I’m lying to you.”

The candles flickered red, and there was silence in the wedding room. Xiao Yukan looked at Gu Louyin without flinching, as if to appreciate Gu Louyin’s unbelievable and shocked expression. He wanted to see Gu Louyin with his own eyes to see his eyes cold.

Gu Louyin didn’t say a word, his face was as deep as frost and snow, Xiao Yu’s case could not see what he was thinking, and he didn’t even know if he was angry.

After a long time, Gu Louyin said, “Do you think I like you?”

Xiao Yu’s case hesitated for a moment, then said, “Yes.”

“Then why did you suffer alone when your Acacia Gu attacked?”

Xiao Yu case was speechless. He almost forgot about these things, but Gu Louyin still remembered it.

“Why did I change from being hot to being cold to me after I promised to marry you, and didn’t even want to look at me more.” Gu Louyin’s tone was a bit aggressive, “Don’t you want me to like you? .”

Xiao Yu said stubbornly: “You have agreed, and my mission has been completed, why are you still being nice to you?”

Gu Louyin’s lips pulled slightly, he seemed to want to laugh, but he had forgotten how to laugh. “Xiao Yu case, how many times have you lied to me?”

The feeling of being seen through easily made Xiao Yu’s case upset for a while. How could Gu Louyin become more difficult than before?

Xiao Yu case took a deep breath and sneered: “Whether you believe it or not, what I said is the truth, I have never saved you.”

Gu Lou said: “I believe it.”

Xiao Yu’s case was stunned for a moment, and doubted, “Do you really believe it?”

“Since you are here for Qingyan, it makes sense to create a life-saving grace.”

Xiao Yu’s case smiled, “Then I’m not your life-saver now, will you still feel guilty for my death?”

Gu Lou said: “If you don’t want me to feel guilty…”

Xiao Yu’s case immediately said, “I don’t want to!”

Gu Louyin nodded lightly, “I will try to put it down.”

The surprise came too suddenly, Xiao Yu’s case was relieved in his heart. Gu Louyin is not someone who promises easily. Since he said he will let it go, he will let it go sooner or later. In this trip, he also lived up to Lorraine’s entrustment.

Xiao Yu’s case looked out the window, the moon was bright and the light and shadow were sparse. I don’t know what time it is in this world, whether Luolan and Fang Baichu are about to take him out of the illusion.

Xiao Yu said, “I should go.”

Gu Louyin’s eyes flashed. He reminded himself again that this was an illusion, and the Xiao Yu case in front of him was the soul he had brought from the underworld.

But, so what.

Xiao Yuan walked towards the door, and just opened the door, a cold and slender hand stretched out and pushed the door back in front of him.

Gu Louyin was standing behind him, his back was against Gu Louyin’s chest, and they were closer than before.

“Want to run?”

The sound in his ears made Xiao Yu case subconsciously dodge to the side. He turned around, leaned his back against the door, raised his eyes and looked at the silver-haired Jianxiu in front of him, “Do you have anything else to do?”

Gu Lou said: “Yes.”

“I won’t feel guilty anymore, why is there something else?”

Gu Louyin said, “Except for guilt, there are other things.”

“Other?”

Gu Louyin narrowed his eyes and did not answer. He looked at Xiao Yu’s case for a moment, stretched out his hand, gently pushed aside the bead curtain in front of Xiao Yu’s case, and hung it on both sides of Xiaguan.

Then he lowered his head and kissed Xiao Yu’s lips.