The Whole World Knows She Loves Me - Chapter 81

Jiang Liuyi felt that she had been paralyzed by alcohol, she obeyed her instinct and uttered her heart, she wanted to turn on the light, she wanted Song Xian to watch her do it, she wanted Song Xian to see clearly who was in bed with her at the moment.

Song Xian, who was suppressed by her, paused and murmured, “Turn on the light?”

Jiang Liuyi bit her earlobe and said, “Can’t you?”

Song Xian’s earlobe felt numb, and Jiang Liuyi’s breathing became more rapid than usual after being drunk, and the breath came down from her ear, filled with hot and dry air, the skin seemed to be burned, and the unbearable feeling permeated the whole body, radiating from the bones.

She hasn’t spoken yet.

Jiang Liuyi said again: “Didn’t you tell me to help you sort out your relationship?”

Song Xian hummed in a low voice, with a slight uptick. To Jiang Liuyi, who was drunk, it sounded very seductive. She couldn’t hold back, and opened her mouth to bite Song Xian’s neck. The delicate skin was on the tip of her tongue. Biting, Song Xian was forced to look up to help her sort out her feelings, need to turn on the light?

She gritted her teeth: “That’s fine.”

Jiang Liuyi paused, and let go of Song Xian. She suspected that she had heard wrong, and asked Song Xian uncertainly, “What did you say?”

Song Xian: “I say yes.”

Jiang Liuyi’s heart beat inexplicably faster in the dark, she grabbed Song Xian’s wrist and said, “You didn’t lie?”

Song Xian said calmly: “No.”

Jiang Liuyi was taken aback for a moment, then nodded: “Then turn on the light.”

After finishing speaking, he was still angry: “Go.”

Song Xian got up and wanted to turn on the light, but Jiang Liuyi said, “Turn on the bedside light first.”

She was really afraid that it would be too bright. If Song Xian found out that it was her, would she call out? Jiang Liuyi’s face sank when she thought of this possibility, Song Xian had already turned halfway to turn on the bedside lamp, the glaring light fell on the corner of her eyes, Song Xian squinted for a few seconds to get used to it, Jiang Liuyi directly dragged her back to the middle of the bed .

Song Xian was lying on her back, tilting her head to the dark side, Jiang Liuyi saw her subconscious actions and felt a strong soreness in her heart, even at this moment, she still didn’t look at herself.

Jiang Liuyi clasped Song Xian’s jaw, forcing her to look directly at her. Jiang Liuyi in Song Xian’s eyes floated into a few shadows, those shadows were small and broken, big or small, like fireflies, flying her dizzy, and she frowned. Seeing her actions, Jiang Liuyi lowered her head and bit her neck ruthlessly, not giving Song Xian time to think, Song Xian’s body was shaken, and the halo in front of her eyes was also shaking. Loud and crisp, the brakes are stepped on quickly, and those light spots that are suddenly far and near, the head is so noisy that it will explode!

She whimpered in pain, panting for breath.

Jiang Liuyi noticed that Song Xian’s body froze abnormally, she let go of Song Xian, and looked down, Song Xian’s face was pale, and there was a lot of sweat on his forehead, turning on the light, seeing her, was it so painful?

Jiang Liuyi fell off the ice cliff with her heart, it was cold and cold, she shivered from the cold, she got up from Song Xian, and sat beside the bed, Song Xian on the bed was full of noisy voices, footsteps, yelling The whistle, the whistling of the car, the voice of talking, all messed up, a splitting headache.

Jiang Liuyi beside him sat quietly for a few seconds, and left. Song Xian was still curled up on the bed, listening to the doctor’s advice: “Your insomnia is mostly a sequelae of a car accident. At this stage, I can only prescribe you some sleeping pills. Try it.” Try to sleep at night without letting the light in the room, especially the floating light, it will stimulate your eyes and psychology, especially the psychology, I still suggest you go to a psychiatrist…”

It turns out that after all this time, she still hasn’t gotten rid of the sequelae. No matter how normal she is during the day, she can’t do it when she sleeps.

Song Xian crawled and leaned on the bed, wrapped in a quilt, panting, her face was as pale as paper, her eyes were red, and the side of her face was wet with water from the corners of her eyes. She leaned on the bed for a long time, but she still reached out to turn off the bedside lamp, the surroundings were silent, those The hustle and bustle after the car accident disappeared, and her world suddenly became quiet. Song Xian’s heartbeat gradually slowed down from fast. She breathed lightly and went out barefoot after she calmed down.

The living room is dark, isn’t Jiang Liuyi there?

She pushed open the door of the guest room. The quilt inside the door was neat, and there was no sign of anyone there. She exited and entered the piano room again, but there was still no one. Liu Yi called, tilted her head and saw someone lying on the sofa, Song Xian was stunned, and called: “Jiang Liuyi?”

Jiang Liuyi turned her back to her, buried her face in the sofa, and did not answer Song Xian.

Song Xian walked up to her, squatted down, patted her on the shoulder and called, “Jiang Liuyi?”

Jiang Liuyi ignored her.

Song Xian pushed her: “Jiang Liuyi.”

Jiang Liuyi was a little impatient: “What are you doing!”

Song Xian said, “Why don’t you go back to your room to sleep?”

Go back to bed? Can she sleep? She is not Song Xian, she is heartless, Jiang Liuyi noticed that Song Xian was still behind her, she said sullenly: “I just want to sleep here.”

Song Xian said: “If you sleep here, your back will hurt tomorrow when you wake up.”

Whether her back hurts or her **** hurts, the pain is dead.

Jiang Liuyi said: “Then I will lie down for a while.”

Song Xian had nothing to say, Jiang Liuyi turned over and saw that she was still squatting beside her and couldn’t help being annoyed: “Go to sleep.”

“I can’t sleep.” Song Xian said, “I want to sleep with you,”

The corner of Jiang Liuyi’s mouth twitched: “You don’t want to.”

She retorted naively: “You don’t even want to turn on the light, you don’t want to sleep with me.”

Song Xian said, “I can try to turn on the light.”

Jiang Liuyi sat up and said, “So what if you try to turn on the light? You don’t want to see me at all.”

Song Xian glanced at her, the living room was not turned on, she could still see the expression on Jiang Liuyi’s face, very unhappy, never seen it before, why?

She asked directly: “Why do you want to turn on the light?”

Jiang Liuyi suffocated: “Why can’t you turn on the light?”

Song Xian said, “My eyes hurt.”

Jiang Liuyi held his breath in his chest, his heart skipped a beat, he turned his head, looked at Song Xian in disbelief, and asked, “You, what did you say?”

Song Xian said calmly, “I said my eyes hurt.”

Eye, eye pain?

So don’t want to turn on the lights?

how is this possible? Isn’t she fine during the day? She still edits pictures and faces the computer every day, and the lights in the living room are also very bright at night. Just as Jiang Liuyi wanted to refute, she suddenly thought of going to Song Xian’s house at that time. She was standing at the window and wondered why Song Xian’s curtains were so thick and had a little light. Can’t get in.

Jiang Liuyi felt that a cloud of fog was gently pushed away by Song Xian, and she could see the light and shadow in the fog, but she dared not see clearly.

So, not turning on the lights at night is not because she regards herself as someone else? Is it because her eyes hurt?

Jiang Liuyi obviously should have asked clearly before she could be happy, but the bottom of her heart was filled with wonderful joy because of this guess, because she knew that Song Xian never lied, but what followed was discomfort. She asked awkwardly: ” What happened to your eyes?”

“Have you ever been hurt?”

In the dark, Song Xian was sitting beside her. Jiang Liuyi was originally sitting in the middle. After Song Xian sat on the sofa, she handed Song Xian a blanket and leaned over.

Song Xian said: “I was blind for a while before.”

Jiang Liuyi’s heart twitched because of her words, and she was in so much pain that she was dying of pain. The joy that was just emerging was replaced by pain at this moment, with mixed feelings. She asked, “When?”

“A few years ago.” Song Xian said, “There was a car accident.”

Jiang Liuyi was already reluctant to listen, but she continued to ask: “And then?”

Song Xian said: “After half a year of treatment, it’s done.”

half a year? So did Song Xian spend those six months in the dark? No wonder Song Xian walked freely in the room after turning off the lights. No matter what she took or changed the sheets, she never touched anything. She thought it was strange before, but it turned out to be like this.

Jiang Liuyi tilted her head annoyed, and asked distressedly: “Then are you okay during the day?”

“Actually, I’ve been fine for a long time.” Song Xian said, “My eyes have been healed for a long time.”

It was just a psychological problem. Before her eyes were about to heal, Wenren Yu said those things to her, which made her insomnia aggravate, and it became so serious that she couldn’t sleep without taking medicine. The doctor also told her this kind of thing. The medicine should not be taken for a long time, as it will affect memory. When she stopped taking the medicine, various reverberations began to appear in her ears. When she lay down at night, as long as there was light, she could not help but think of the scene of the car accident that night. The world was full of dazzling lights.

Sometimes the car lights passing by outside the car window can wake her up.

However, he is like a normal person at ordinary times, and the doctors are helpless. Fortunately, after coming here, his insomnia has improved slightly, but he still needs to take medicine occasionally.

Jiang Liuyi said: “I have never seen you take medicine…”

So she never knew that Song Xian had such a past.

Song Xian said: “Because after I got married to you, I didn’t suffer from insomnia anymore.”

After she got up, Jiang Liuyi asked, “Where are you going?”

Song Xian said: “The medical certificate and medicine are in my suitcase, I’ll give it to you…”

“No need.” Jiang Liuyi shook her head: “No need to take it.”

She was in a bit of a mess, the conjectures she had made not long ago were like a slap in the face, and just now she forced Song Xian to turn on the light, forcing her to look at herself, Jiang Liuyi’s heart ached so much that it seemed that someone had squeezed her tightly, and she was clenched into a ball , she turned her head sideways, unable to face Song Xian.

Song Xian said: “Then are you still angry now?”

Jiang Liuyi’s heart twitched again when she heard this sentence. After being married for so long, Song Xian seemed to be asking her this question for the first time. She shook her head, her voice choked slightly: “Don’t be angry, Song Xian, I’m not angry.”

Song Xian nodded, leaning on her shoulder, Jiang Liuyi turned her head and said, “Go back to your room and sleep first.”

Then she thought of Song Xian and said that she wanted to sleep with her.

Jiang Liuyi got up, pulled Song Xian back into the room, the bedside lamp was already off, Song Xian went to the bedside lamp and said, “I can try…”

Her hand was grabbed, Jiang Liuyi pressed down her hand and said, “Don’t turn on the light.”

Song Xian paused.

Jiang Liuyi said: “What should I do?”

Song Xian tilted his head, and Jiang Liuyi asked, “Don’t you suffer from insomnia if you don’t sleep together? What should I do?”

do what? Song Xian understood, she took off her pajamas one by one in the dark, stood in front of Jiang Liuyi, then stretched out her hand, hugged Jiang Liuyi’s neck, lowered Jiang Liuyi’s head, leaned up slightly, and sent Put on her carmine until Jiang Liuyi bites her.

Her cold hand naturally stretched in from the back of Jiang Liuyi’s neck, it was warm and dry, and then her body was thrown on the thin quilt, the familiar smell squeezed up, and Song Xian’s body responded.

From top to bottom, from the inside out.

She didn’t want to sort out any feelings, she just wanted to hug Jiang Liuyi, just like that, hug her all the time, or be hugged.