The Whole World Knows She Loves Me - Chapter 86
It was you who didn’t want me first.
Wenren Yu’s gentle eyes lit up slightly, she was really hopeless, and now she was vaguely happy to hear Song Xian’s refusal, Song Xian’s words of complaint also contained her previous feelings.
enough.
Wenren Yu nodded, and said calmly, “Yes, I don’t want you first.”
She doesn’t have the courage to stay by Song Xian’s side anymore, she knows herself too well, maybe they will have a good time at first, but what about after that? She will start to loathe herself, unable to resist her inner demons, and feel that she is a burden. She knows that Song Xian does not have such thoughts, and she cannot control this idea. This relationship is destined to lead to tragedy.
After all, she didn’t have enough confidence in herself.
The teacher asked her several times before this, do you really want to do this? Will you regret it later?
She didn’t know if she would regret letting go, but she knew that if she didn’t let go, she would definitely regret it.
Song Xian raised her eyes, her eyes glistening, she still had a hard time accepting that Wenren Yu was like this, it had nothing to do with love, it was simply unacceptable, she thought that after she left there, Wenren Yu would continue to paint, maybe one day , she will see Wenren Yu again behind the teacher.
Maybe it was on the news, or maybe it was at the exhibition. She planned to repeat everything, but she never thought that Wenren Yu was sitting in a wheelchair and said to her calmly: “Song Xian, long time no see. .”
Long time no see.
Make her feel like a lifetime away.
Song Xian was stunned for a few seconds, looked at Wenren Yu’s legs, and asked, “Is there any possibility of healing in the future?”
Wenren Yu shook his head: “No.”
It is possible to install prosthetic limbs, but she did not agree, just like Song Xian was getting used to the darkness, she is also used to the life now, Song Xian bowed his head: “What did the doctor say?”
Wenren Yu said: “Keep your mood and be happy every day.”
Song Xian frowned, looked at Wenren Yu, and asked again: “So you didn’t marry me at the beginning because you were injured?”
Wenren Yu nodded: “Yes.”
This time she didn’t hide it, but said generously: “It’s because I was injured, and I know that your eyesight will recover soon, so I rejected the engagement with you.”
Song Xian’s thoughts were rolling, complicated and strong, like old spirits pouring on her heart, hot and burning, she nodded, thinking back to that time, she didn’t notice Wenren Yu’s injury at all, only remembering that she often sat by the bed Or chatting with her on the sofa, occasionally saying that she was tired after talking for a while, and wanted to go back to rest, so she never thought deeply about it.
Even after leaving, she didn’t inquire about Wenren Yu any more, and left decisively and simply.
Song Xian looked at Wenren Yu and nodded: “So that’s the case, so should I thank you now?”
His tone was not calm, but fluctuated slightly.
Wenren Yu replied to her: “Song Xian, I know that I was wrong to hide it from you at the beginning. This is my choice. You should blame me and blame me, but it’s done. Everything is over. If we can meet this time, we will meet you again.” I still want to say, I hope you can let go of the car accident and live a good life.”
Song Xian’s eyes shrank when he mentioned the car accident, he lowered his head, and was silent for a moment.
Seeing this, Wenren Yu hesitated to speak, Jiang Liuyi and Director Yao had already come not far away, holding the receipt in her hand, she walked up to Song Xian and Wenren Yu, Director Yao asked: “Song Xian, why don’t you go to the exhibition hall to have a look?”
Song Xian raised his eyes, concealed the unnaturalness just now, and calmly said, “I’m not going.”
Director Yao said: “Okay then, Xiao Yu and I will go over in a while, you can call if you have anything to do.”
Song Xian nodded slightly, Wenren Yu said: “Auntie, last time I asked you to arrange an interview time, have you arranged it?”
Jiang Liuyi looked at Wenren Yu when she heard the word “interview”, and subconsciously asked, “What interview?”
“It’s from Song Xian Magazine.” Wenren Yu said, “Celebrity interviews.”
“The first issue is Ms. Jiang. I have read your interview several times. Success is not accidental, but your success is inevitable.”
Jiang Liuyi looked at Wenren Yu when he heard this, and said in silence for two seconds, “Have you set a time yet?”
“Not yet.” Wenren Yu said, “I heard that I am in the fourth period.”
Jiang Liuyi nodded.
The third issue is Chai Yin, who has already interviewed, so the next issue will be Wenren Yu? Does Song Xian know about this?
Jiang Liuyi’s mood was extremely ups and downs. On the way back to the car, her face sank slightly. Before getting into the car, she asked, “Do you know about Miss Wenren’s interview with the magazine?”
Song Xian withdrew from the memories, tilted his head, and said, “I know.”
Jiang Liuyi paused: “When did you know?”
Song Xian said, “A week ago.”
a week ago? So she knew everything, but she didn’t tell herself, Jiang Liuyi frowned, didn’t say anything, and drove the car all the way downstairs, Song Xian beside her was also silent, Song Xian only came back to his senses after the two arrived home.
“You go up first.” Jiang Liuyi said, “I’ll come up later.”
She was tense and depressed all the time, the corners of her eyes were reddened, she was afraid that she would quarrel with Song Xian in the next second, and Song Xian was silent for a moment behind her.
Jiang Liuyi walked out quickly, passing the corner of the flower garden, out of the corner of her eye she couldn’t see Song Xiancai fell down and sat beside the flower garden, all the strength that had been brewed just now was pulled away, she sat on the edge of the flower garden as if she had no backbone.
After thinking about it, I still called Zhao Yuebai.
He opened his mouth and said, “Are you free?”
Zhao Yuebai was puzzled: “What’s the matter?”
Jiang Liuyi said: “Have a fight with me.”
Now she is irritated by everything and easily gets angry. She almost couldn’t help arguing with Song Xian just after getting out of the car, but she still resisted the desire to leave Song Xian.
What will you say when you quarrel with Song Xian?
If she accidentally said something in anger, if she said something that hurt Song Xian, or asked if she wanted to separate temporarily, Song Xian would calmly say okay with his temper?
She didn’t dare to try, and she didn’t have the courage to try.
Zhao Yuebai was taken aback when he heard this: “What?”
Jiang Liuyi didn’t speak.
Zhao Yuebai yelled a few times: “Did I hear you right? Arguing with you? What’s wrong with you? Drink too much? I don’t know why, where are you? Why don’t you come to my place…”
Jiang Liuyi became even more irritable when she babbled, she put the phone aside, the cold wind blew over, and her mind cleared up a lot.
She picked up the phone again, and Zhao Yuebai asked, “Hey, where is he?”
Jiang Liuyi said: “Hang up.”
Zhao Yuebai said, “Did something happen to you?”
Jiang Liuyi’s irritability just now passed, and she gradually calmed down. She said, “It’s okay. It’s too annoying to discuss the termination of the contract with Qiu Shui recently.”
“Harmful.” Zhao Yuebai said, “I thought what was going on, you should have left long ago, only Qian Shen is sick!”
Jiang Liuyi fooled around and hung up the phone.
She blew the cold wind alone for a few minutes, and she became more awake. She got up, straightened her clothes, and walked back.
When she passed by the car, she walked forward, and a slightly lower voice came from behind: “Jiang Liuyi.”
Jiang Liuyi turned her head and saw Song Xian squatting next to the car. Her expression changed slightly, and she walked over in two or three steps, frowning: “What are you doing? Didn’t I tell you to go up first?”
Song Xian said, “I want to go home with you.”
One sentence completely broke the entanglement in Jiang Liuyi’s heart. The balance belonging to Song Xian fell infinitely until it hit her chest. Jiang Liuyi looked at Song Xian, and the image of her trying to turn on the light last night flashed in her mind. Her eyes were hot, and she stretched out her hand to pull Song Xian into her arms.
Song Xian was bored in her arms and asked, “What did you do just now?”
“I…” Jiang Liuyi just wanted to say nothing, but changed her words: “I was a little angry just now.”
Song Xian looked up: “Because of Senior Sister?”
Jiang Liuyi said: “I’m angry why you didn’t tell me about her interview.”
Song Xian paused for a few seconds and said, “I remember.”
Seeing her serious expression, Jiang Liuyi was angry and wanted to laugh, she asked: “What do you remember?”
Song Xian said: “In the future, I will tell you about this kind of thing.”
They are learning fast, let’s learn slowly, they still have a lot of time, they can learn slowly together, Jiang Liuyi nodded, pulled Song Xian into the elevator, after the two returned home, Jiang Liuyi changed into her home clothes, she went out Seeing Song Xian sitting on the sofa, he was rarely taken aback.
Jiang Liuyi walked over and asked, “I didn’t sleep well last night, do you want to take a nap?”
Song Xian said, “I’m not sleepy.”
Jiang Liuyi said: “Then go to the piano room?”
“The piano room?” Song Xian tilted his head: “Do you want to play the piano?”
Jiang Liuyi nodded: “Let’s go, you don’t seem to have heard me play a piece on the new piano.”
Song Xian followed Jiang Liuyi into the piano room, she stood in front of the piano, Jiang Liuyi motioned to the side, and said, “Come and sit.”
The seat next to her was half empty, Song Xian walked over and sat beside her, Jiang Liuyi handed her a piece of music: “Which one do you like to listen to?”
Song Xian’s thoughts were in a mess, she looked down, but she hadn’t chosen yet, Jiang Liuyi said: “I just made a song recently, can you listen to it?”
“it is good.”
When a syllable fell, Jiang Liuyi put her hands on the keys, and then soft notes sounded. Song Xian liked the very calm music. She sat quietly beside Jiang Liuyi and listened carefully.
At the end of the song, Jiang Liuyi asked Song Xian: “How is it?”
Song Xian nodded: “It sounds very good, can you play it again?”
Jiang Liuyi readily agreed. She played the song several times and stopped when her wrists felt sore. Song Xian beside her didn’t know if she was caught in the notes, and kept her head down.
“Song Xian.” Jiang Liuyi called her, Song Xian regained consciousness and turned to look at Jiang Liuyi.
Jiang Liuyi said: “If I want to give this piano to someone else, do you agree?”
Song Xian’s expression changed slightly: “Give it to someone else? Don’t you like it very much?”
Jiang Liuyi nodded: “I like it very much, but others need it more.”
Sitting next to this piano now, she is very unhappy. She is afraid that she will not use it again due to the accumulated emotional backlog.
Of course – just the piano.
She didn’t know if Song Xian had heard it, maybe not, Song Xian thought for a moment and said, “Are you really going to give it?”
Jiang Liuyi nodded: “Yes, is it possible?”
Song Xian looked down at the piano, got up and said, “Yes.”
She spoke too fast, and the two words were too short, Jiang Liuyi didn’t notice the emotion in her words, a little unhappy, and a little bit of grievance.