The Whole World Knows She Loves Me - Chapter 89
Why doesn’t Song Xian paint? On the way back, Jiang Liuyi kept thinking about this question. She turned her head to look at Song Xian beside her. Almost, she thought that Song Xian would talk more in front of familiar people, but she was wrong.
After returning home, Wenren Yu went into the kitchen, poured the sparerib soup into a bowl, washed the heat preservation box and handed it to Jiang Liuyi, saying, “You don’t need to come here from now on.”
Jiang Liuyi raised her eyes and heard Wenren Yu continue to say, “I’ll be returning to China in a few days.”
“Next time you come to my place, I’ll treat you.”
Song Xian asked: “When will you go back?”
Wenren Yu said, “I’ll go back after the interview.”
Song Xian nodded, Wenren Yu went to the bag next to the coffee table and took out a note, and said to Jiang Liuyi: “Let me help you refer to honeymoon places, I circled two places, you can take a look again?”
Jiang Liuyi took the note and nodded, “Thank you.”
Wen Renyu turned the wheelchair back one meter, looked at Song Xian and Jiang Liuyi, today was very happy, it was the happiest day for her in recent years, she said: “It’s getting late, then I won’t keep you guys any longer , Be careful on the way back.”
Song Xian stared at her legs, and said for a while, “I found a few hospitals…”
Wenren Yu smiled: “Don’t worry.”
She lowered her head, looked at her legs and said, “I’ve tried both at home and abroad, maybe I’ll have a chance in the future, and I’m used to living like this now, so it’s pretty good.”
Song Xian nodded silently.
Jiang Liuyi said: “Then let’s go back first.”
Wenren Yu’s eyes were gentle: “See you later.”
The two nodded slightly, and left Wenren’s house. After getting on the elevator, Jiang Liuyi held the small sticky note, looked at it for a while, stuffed it into his pocket, and turned to Song Xian, “Where do you want to go for your honeymoon?”
Honeymoon? Song Xian thought that Jiang Liuyi had said to go on a trip before, but she didn’t say where she was going, and she seldom went out, so she shook her head.
Jiang Liuyi said: “I have selected a few places, do you want to take a look?”
She handed the phone to Song Xian, showed her some pictures and instructions, and said, “I want to visit your parents after the new year, and then start from Jiangcheng. This is the closest to Jiangcheng. Have you been there?”
Song Xian nodded: “I went there when I was a child.”
Jiang Liuyi said, “What about here?”
Song Xian shook his head: “I haven’t been there.”
Jiang Liuyi said: “I went here for a concert, it’s quite suitable for life, so shall we go here?”
“Okay.” After Song Xian finished speaking, he handed her the phone. After the two got into the car, Jiang Liuyi drove back. On the way, she suddenly thought of a brake, stopped the car by the curb, and turned to look at Song Xian. Turn on the lights inside the car, and the light coming in from the car window, she shouted: “Song Xian.”
Song Xian turned his head and hummed in confusion.
Jiang Liuyi said: “There is something I want to ask you.”
Song Xian held her breath, Jiang Liuyi’s sudden seriousness made her a little nervous, her palms were sweaty, she asked, “What’s the matter?”
Jiang Liuyi asked: “Why don’t you draw anymore?”
Song Xian didn’t seem to expect that Jiang Liuyi would ask this question, he was stunned on the seat, his expression changed slightly, Jiang Liuyi frowned when she saw the change in her expression: “What’s wrong?”
Her voice was gentle, but Song Xian clenched his hands tightly and his pupils shrank.
Clearly resisting the question.
This is the first time Jiang Liuyi has seen Song Xian show such an expression. After being married for so long, even when she saw Wenren Yu, she never had such big mood swings. Jiang Liuyi was puzzled and tentatively shouted: “Song Xian ?”
Song Xian stared at her, his face turned pale, and his lips turned pale. Jiang Liuyi suddenly thought that Song Xian refused to use that identity and lived in a magazine. Could it be because he didn’t want others to ask this question?
Jiang Liuyi said, “It’s okay.”
She patted Song Xian on the shoulder: “I’m just asking, if you don’t want to say it, don’t…”
“I might have killed someone before.” A sudden sentence popped out, the atmosphere in the car was quiet for a few seconds, Jiang Liuyi’s ears buzzed, she looked at Song Xian, and saw that Song Xian’s face was paler than before , Sweaty forehead, tightly pinched clothes hem, joints trembling.
It was exactly the same as Song Xian after the lights were turned on that night.
Jiang Liuyi lost her voice for a moment: “How could-“
how is this possible? She looked at Song Xian, speechless.
Song Xian lowered his head, his voice trembling: “Yes, I was in a car accident.”
When she mentioned the car accident before, her tone was calm. Jiang Liuyi never thought deeply about it, nor did she ask about the aftermath of the car accident. Why did she suddenly…
She said, “What the **** is going on?”
Song Xian looked up at her, lowered his head and said, “The traffic light at the intersection is broken, and there are green lights on both sides. I didn’t notice it when I was crossing the intersection, so I bumped into it.”
So the car accident is not her responsibility, nor the other party’s responsibility, the responsibility lies with the traffic sub-bureau, but she was driving to the yard to change the painting, and her mind was full of that painting. Or if you drive slower, maybe you can avoid that car accident.
After the car accident, she lay in bed for two months, and her parents were responsible for the follow-up matters. When she woke up, she asked the nurse about the owner of the other car. The nurse told her that she was still being rescued, and her life and death were uncertain. She would be notified if there was any news. But she kept waiting, but there was no news. Later, she asked her parents, but her parents kept silent. She asked the hospital, the nurse, and the police, and they all told her that the car accident had been dealt with.
But no one told her whether the owner of the car was rescued or not.
Since then, she has suffered from insomnia, which gradually worsened, and later she developed psychological problems, and she obviously couldn’t see anymore, but she started to have nightmares as soon as the sleep drama, and those nightmares made her have a splitting headache, making her unable to rest, and then her condition gradually worsened , her parents told her that the owner of the car was fine and was discharged from the hospital. She went to ask about the owner of the car, and her parents gave her a name.
Afterwards, she didn’t check again. After Wenren Yu’s divorce, she regained her eyesight a few days later and moved to this city alone.
She can no longer draw like she used to, and she will think of that incident when she picks up a pen. She can calmly mention the car accident, but she can’t face the fact that she wants to change the painting and hurt others.
Jiang Liuyi understood the cause and effect and said: “Song Xian, this is not your responsibility.”
Song Xian nodded: “But I survived.”
But the other party left.
Only now did Jiang Liuyi understand why Song Xian didn’t paint. Just imagine, if she encountered such a situation, would she be able to survive? A real person, maybe that person also has a family, a lover, a career, and an infinitely better tomorrow, but a car accident, nothing is done, although it was not caused by her, but it is also because of her, and the parents still hide it. Can’t find anyone to apologize.
This is also the grass that overwhelmed the camel.
Jiang Liuyi shook her head, she didn’t even want to think about it, so she guessed that Song Xian refused to turn on the light, and that not painting had something to do with falling out of love, but she was wrong.
Seeing that Song Xian’s face was still pale, Jiang Liuyi started the engine and drove the car directly to the gate of the previous park. When he reached the gate, Jiang Liuyi shouted: “Song Xian, come down.”
As she spoke, she reached out her hand to Song Xian. Song Xian was stunned for a few seconds, and then handed it to her. The two shook hands. Song Xian asked, “Where are you going?”
Jiang Liuyi gave her a gentle smile, his eyes shone brightly under the dim light, Song Xian’s heart felt warm, and behind Jiang Liuyi, they soon stood beside a stone stool.
It was Song Xian who brought Jiang Liuyi here earlier.
Next to the stone bench is a small square, and the dancers in the square are already packing their things, Jiang Liuyi said: “I still remember that day when you lost here, and you still owe me something.”
Song Xian nodded: “I remember.”
“That’s good.” Jiang Liuyi took out the phone from the phone and said, “Teach me how to draw.”
Song Xian was stunned: “Teach you how to draw?”
Jiang Liuyi looked serious, the street lights illuminated her deep facial features, the contours were clear, Song Xian felt very calm after sitting down, this was the place she liked to stay in the past, for her, she could quickly meditate, now facing According to Jiang Liu’s request, Song Xian thought for a few seconds and said, “Okay, what do you want to draw?”
“What to draw?” Jiang Liuyi said, “Let’s think about it, shall we draw Muyan?”
She was very confident to turn on the drawing function on the phone, put the phone flat, point her fingers on it, and tried to draw a face first, Song Xian said: “First draw the head-to-body ratio.”
Jiang Liuyi turned her head: “What is that?”
Song Xian bowed his head and said, “Proportion.”
Jiang Liuyi seemed to understand, she fumbled on the mobile phone, lowered her head and drew seriously, although Song Xian couldn’t comment on the painting, she looked up and saw that there were many children running around behind Jiang Liuyi, very energetic, Some parents followed behind, and some simply gathered in small groups to chat and let the children run as fast as they could.
The cool wind blew, Song Xian brushed her hair, looked down, Jiang Liuyi had already painted her face, she said: “Too fat.”
“Are you fat?” Jiang Liuyi said, “I think it’s pretty good, isn’t Chi Muyan a little baby fat?”
Song Xian said: “Then she only has a little bit.”
This fat face was swollen, she couldn’t help but help Jiang Liuyi to change two strokes, her small face became much more handsome, but the facial features were extremely unnatural, nothing was right, Song Xian changed her bangs and began to change her forehead, Changed the forehead and began to change the root of the mountain, the bridge of the nose, the tip of the nose, a little bit down, and then handed the phone to her when she raised her head, Jiang Liuyi looked down, Chi Muyan was alive and well, she took the phone, drew a body, and Don’t forget to hand it to Song Xian: “How?”
Song Xian choked when she saw the painting, with a slight smile in her eyes, she shook her head: “No.”
Jiang Liuyi erased and repainted, the more the painting became more outrageous, Song Xian was amused, she had never seen such an outrageous painting, Jiang Liuyi turned her head and stopped painting, just stared at her , Song Xian noticed that her sideways eyes were focused, and she looked sideways at Jiang Liuyi with clear eyes, and she asked: “What’s wrong?”
“You laughed.” Jiang Liuyi put down the phone, her heart widened, her eyes were gentle, Song Xian blinked when she heard the words, she seemed to be smiling just now, Jiang Liuyi saw that she was still staring at him, those eyes were clear, clean, bright, Jiang Liuyi Liu Yi couldn’t help getting closer, the two of them were breathing entangled, Song Xian didn’t back away, his eyes seemed to be waiting for Jiang Liu to get closer.
Jiang Liuyi supported Song Xian’s stone bench with his hands, and leaned forward, their lips were about to stick together, Jiang Liuyi said, “Why didn’t you say you went home today?”
In the past, every time she wanted to kiss Song Xian, Song Xian would say, go home first.
Not tonight.
Song Xian looked into Jiang Liuyi’s eyes, filled a puddle of water, she was addicted to it, her heart beat faster for no reason, she said: “I can, try, outside…”
For the first time, she was not very quick to speak to Jiang Liuyi, so she simply said, “If you like.”
Jiang Liuyi put his arms around her waist, took her directly from the stone bench into his arms, bowed his head and kissed her.
She likes it, she likes it to death!