The Woman Who Accepts Her Fate - Chapter 51

Xiaodi thanked the man in gratitude, and then followed the person in the same car to get out of the car and went to the toilet first. However, she bought two breads and a bottle of water at the canteen on 14th. She knew that she had very little money in her pocket. , I don’t know where I am going, can I find a job? Money can only be saved.

When she returned to her position in the car again, because she knew the kind man just now, she was fortunate to lose her shyness and asked a little uneasy: “Uncle, where did this car go?”

The man was frightened by her question, but fortunately he responded quickly: “Girl, you don’t know where this car is? Didn’t you get in the wrong car? Did you come out alone?”

The person next to him also looked over here, Xiaodi felt very embarrassed, she hurriedly concealed: “Yes, I just want to walk around, I can go anywhere!”

The surprised eyes were withdrawn, and the man grinned and said, “It’s good if you didn’t get in the wrong car! This car is for Inner Mongolia. This is the only car that goes to the grasslands of Inner Mongolia. Normal cars don’t go to such remote places.”

Xiaodi had never seen the grassland, she had only seen it on TV. In her imagination, the grassland is beautiful and sacred, it is vast and vast, full of weeds and wildflowers, cows, sheep and horses everywhere, romance and warmth everywhere…

I didn’t expect to be able to come to the grassland when I was slamming straight on! She began to feel a little excited and a little longing and looking forward to it. She imagined herself riding a horse on the grassland and galloping freely on the grassland, lying quietly on the soft grass in the warm sunshine, looking up at the sky, counting the white and beautiful clouds, Breathing the fresh, fragrant and sweet air…At the same time, deep in her heart is more worry and fear.

Before she knew it, she fell asleep again in the dream-like reverie. In a daze, the car seemed to have stopped twice. When the flight attendant shouted: “It’s the stop! The end is here”, she suddenly woke up and looked around. There was no one else. She had to pick up her backpack and get out of the car hurriedly.

Only three or two people got off the bus at this station. They had been picked up by their respective vehicles, and the long-distance bus also left a puff of smoke and dust gradually disappearing.

Xiaodi looked around. There was an endless grassland in front of him. The grass with green fingers stretched her beautiful waist freely, and the unobstructed wind was blowing ragingly, giving the gloomy lead color. The sky was stained with a thick shadow, and the miserable and silent sun only revealed its hazy circle.

Xiaodi slept all the way, in such a cloudy or sunny weather, she couldn’t tell the time at all. Standing in this strange land, she felt even more confused and helpless, surrounded by grasslands that were inaccessible to the people. Of course, she would never have thought that a car would take her to such a place, although she really wanted to stay away from the crowds, to stay away from this and make herself suffer. The humiliating and unbearable world.

Although she doesn’t like the world, she doesn’t like to interact with people, but she has not reached the point where she can’t think of it, or even find her short-sightedness. Although dying is an easy thing, and when you die, you will no longer suffer a lot of unbearable pain.

But she still wants to live. As long as she is alive, there is hope. As long as she is alive, she can see her family again. She really misses them. I wonder if they are doing well now? Has their life been affected by their departure? They must be afraid of themselves?

She has grown up in a harsh environment since she was a child. She is fragile on the surface but has a strong desire to survive, unless God insists on taking her life back, otherwise she will not give up! No matter what kind of adversity, she always has to struggle and fight.

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Obviously, the road under my feet is a very simple country road, with rough and uneven surface, and I can barely make mistakes. She couldn’t tell the direction at all. Fortunately, I sat down and filled my stomach with the water and bread in my back pocket.

Looking at the wilderness where there seemed to be no difference, she had to leave the choice to fate. She continues to walk forward, or is there a bright spot in front of her? Since there is a road, she believes that there will be someone at the end of the road.

At first, she was full of hope, because of panic and strong desire to survive, her steps were very urgent. I don’t know how long she walked. She felt pain in the soles of her feet. It should have been a long time to walk and blisters formed on the soles of her feet. She did not dare to check her footsteps. Although it slowed down, it didn’t mean to stop.

It was a dusk with faint sunlight. She had already seen that the covered sun gradually hid her round mooncake-like face quietly. At this moment, only the arc-shaped corner remained, which flashed through the layers of cover. The glare. The dim sky is about to be replaced by dark gray, and the night will be pulled away without any emotion.

Xiaodi just moved forward numbly. She was unwilling to pass away silently. She didn’t want to give up her life so easily. Although her life is very cheap, she is still nostalgic. She doesn’t want to leave her parents and brother like this. She also wants to watch her nephew grow up.

Her heart began to panic and aching. She didn’t know if there were any beasts in this inaccessible place? Or suddenly a snake crawled out of the grass, didn’t you want to mob the wilderness? No one even knows that he died in this wilderness? She did not dare to continue thinking.

Don’t know how to survive this uninhabited night? How thrilling will the long night ruled by darkness be? Even if you are not scared to death, you should freeze and starve to death, right? She looked at the road when she came, and it was as slim as the road ahead. She knew she didn’t have the strength to go back!

Fortunately, she sat down sadly. At this moment, she remembered praying to heaven, hoping for a miracle to happen. She longed for a car to pass by, hoping that she could be taken out of this place that symbolized death for herself. She looked listlessly on both sides of the road, hope was so slim, in the end she had to admit her innocence and ignorance.

She was already feeling desperate. It seemed that God was really too stingy with her and let her pass away silently? I have just been less than twenty years old, so short-lived, it seems that I can’t accept my life!

The night was completely shrouded in the quiet and cold wilderness. I don’t know what the moon was busy with. It didn’t even show a shadow. A few dim stars watched listlessly from a distance, as if waiting for the moon to come out and bring them light. ? The wind is also more rampant and noisy than it is during the day. Apart from the silence of the wind and no flickering lights, it is even darker and colder.

During the day there are very few places where there are people, and there will be no miracles at night. It seems that I should die here? She had no illusions, people seemed to calm down, and she began to wait quietly.

Just when Xiaodi felt there was no hope, and when she had confessed her life and felt that she should be killed in this deserted place, her eager, greedy, and somewhat desperate eyes continued to search.

Suddenly she found that there was a faint light moving on the way she came. She looked at it carefully, confirming that the light that was getting closer was not the eyes of some animal? Her heart began to beat wildly, and some surprises were even more incredible.

Is he hallucinating? Or God pity yourself and send someone to help yourself?