The Woman Who Accepts Her Fate - Chapter 56
This road is only the width of one car, which is obviously traces of rutting, rather than a dedicated road for repairs. Xiaodi thought that as long as there were car marks, she would definitely find someone. In order to prevent the early risers from discovering herself, she quickened her steps.
The cold wind blowing in the early morning made Xiaodi, who was walking swiftly and completely hot, feel more refreshed and refreshed. The hotel that had not been clearly seen in the night had been left behind by her, leaving only a vague shadow. It should be safe for the time being. She stopped and looked around.
The sun just showed an arc shape, the air was moist and fresh, surrounded by boundless green grassland, full of life and spring in the reflection of the rising sun. There was no human presence, not even a small animal, Xiaodi couldn’t tell whether it was fear or loneliness.
Suddenly she yearned to see something alive, even the mouse she was most afraid of! She will talk to it psychologically, and greet it enthusiastically. She can even share some of the biscuits or beef jerky in her hand.
She sits on the grass and eats breakfast with only one bottle of water. She wants to save drinking. She doesn’t know when she can find someone else. Of course she knows the taste of no water. With food in her belly, she seemed to be too tired, and seemed to be energetic again. She looked around and was about to get up again.
The sun has completely smiled during this time, so bright, so quiet, and so warm! Today is a good weather, the blue sky is washing, the breeze is fading, and the whole grassland is even more tranquil and desolate. If you visit the mountains and play in the water, this is also a good place. Breathing the free and fresh air when you are quiet and comfortable, should it be a special enjoyment?
She was warm and cozy under the comfort of the sun, how much she wanted to lie here quietly, receiving the caress and comfort of the sun? She had to stand up, knowing that sometimes hard work might not lead to results. She had to keep going, so that there might be hope of finding someone and finding a way out. It is better than sitting here and waiting for death!
With the movement of the sun, the whole grassland was quiet, and there were traces of sunlight everywhere, and the air was full of scorching heat. At this time, Xiaodi felt that compared to cold, she still welcomed cold, because the fierceness in front of her made People can’t stand it, and there is nowhere to hide in this bare grassland.
The strong desire to survive made her have to cheer up and move on. She walked and walked, and the lonely and desolate wilderness road stretched forward and backward, feeling that the road under her feet was endless, front and back, left and right, and she could not even see herself. Did you leave? The sun has been hovering overhead like angrily.
She didn’t have time, just walked blindly, and the pain of acupuncture on the sole of the foot changed to a hot and widespread pain. Later, she even couldn’t figure out where the pain was? His lips were chapped and a layer of crusty peeled off with his hands, and he was exhausted.
auzw.com She had to sit on the ground in the heat and pain in her feet. She took off the shoes on her feet, and the blisters on the soles of her feet had burst to reveal blood.
She even felt that just closing her eyes and waiting for death, life might not be better than death. Let the whole body fall straight down on the road, just accept the sun bath! Dad’s concerned eyes suddenly appeared in front of her. Mom stretched out her hand to touch her face, her brother looked at her tearfully, and my nephew stretched out a little hand…
She was in a trance for a moment, reaching out to touch them, she missed them, how she wanted to hug her family warmly, and be with them forever! But they are all invisible, unable to touch, and their outstretched hands can only be held empty in front of them. Suddenly she burst into tears helplessly, “Damn–”
After crying, she felt a lot brighter in her heart. She took out the food that the flat-faced man gave to fill her belly. She could only drink a few small sips of water. Now there is only half a bottle of water left. How far is the place?
After eating, I seem to have the mental head and strength to continue walking. She began to walk forward again, although her feet were hurting, when she thought of her family and thought that she could not just throw her body in this deserted wilderness, she endured the pain and continued to move forward.
At dusk, it is also the most comfortable time of the day. There is no hot sun for baking, and the residual heat of the sun makes people feel unspeakably warm and comfortable. There is no cold night wind, and she feels a relief all over her body. She let herself get more as soon as possible. Take a walk.
She tried so hard to walk out for a long time, so that when she still hoped that when she walked out for a while, the night was completely opened, the disc-like moon jumped into the air, and the stars also unknowingly revealed their beautiful faces, and the wind chanted. It was also very gentle, what a quiet and depressed night! The four fields are vast, quiet and seem to be safe.
She feels too tired, rest or more energy? She stopped again and filled her belly. The heat of the day left a bottle of water left. She took a small sip and forced herself to eat something else, then let go of her limbs and lay on her back. on the ground.
Looking at the sky full of stars and the bright moon, she once again thought of home and of her own experience over the past two decades, and her eyes blurred again in helplessness…
God was so mean to her, he didn’t let her enjoy herself, let her live a happy day, and even take away this pitiful little life at this moment? She really feels that fate is unfair, she is really unwilling! …
She fell asleep quickly due to fatigue.