There Are Always Teachers Asking Parents - Chapter 59

After the days of tense heart finally loosened completely, Lu Zhiqiao was relieved, but he also found that confessing his heart did not make him feel safe.

She wandered around in the maze for too long, and the way back disappeared. She could only go on with fear and trepidation. She didn’t expect to walk out like this.

Outside, there is a wider world, also full of strange atmosphere.

The pitiful emotional experience is not enough to teach her how to deal with intimacy. She stumbles like a headless fly. After realizing that she has fallen unknowingly, she does not feel half joy and sweetness. On the contrary, she is flustered because of confusion. , Anxious, overwhelmed.

She fell into Qi Yan’s gentle trap before she learned to taste throbbing.

This person is everywhere, affecting her emotions all the time, controlling her thoughts, and disturbing her mind. She finally couldn’t bear it and confessed. But she couldn’t give Qi Yan a reciprocal response. Even if she faced her own heart, she couldn’t start a relationship hastily.

Contrary to her, Qi Yan was overwhelmed by the sudden joy, as if she had fulfilled what she often said to herself: When the expectations are minimized, surprises will come to you.

Don’t hold any expectations tonight.

She was just disgusted by the day’s things, and her heart felt uncomfortable. She couldn’t hold back when she saw the person she liked. She held her sincere thoughts even if she didn’t respond, and said it out of her head.

The surprise came unexpectedly.

It was like a huge cookie falling from the sky, making her feel dizzy and unable to see North.

Qiaoqiao said that you care about her? Say you like her? finally……

Just confessed to her?

I have fantasized about the scenes before me countless times, and they are all crazy and joyful. But when the moment really came, Qi Yan didn’t have the excitement and ecstasy. She was sane. Hearing what Lu Zhiqiao said afterwards, she was filled with joy and turned into sore heart. There was a sudden throbbing pain.

“Jojo.”

“Um.”

A muffled voice came from the back of the neck.

Qi Yan stroked her back, rubbed her palms, and said softly: “You don’t need to give me anything, you just need to stand in front of me and wait for me to embrace you and love you.”

At first, she flirted with Lu Zhiqiao with the idea of ​​playfulness, adding some interest to her life. Later, she fell in, wanted to chase, and gradually regarded this chase as a game. Lu Zhiqiao is undoubtedly the best oss in the top level, guarding strictly and hard to overcome. Later, she discovered that Lu Zhiqiao had already removed the non-hard shell, revealing the soft heart inside, but she couldn’t get close.

Things that are within reach seem to be a step away, but in reality they are far away.

It is not difficult to get a person who has been tempted but not aware of it. On the contrary, the most difficult thing is to persevere and be consistent. Once a person like Lu Zhiqiao falls in love, he will be desperate, so he can’t easily fail.

It is natural to be cautious when dealing with treasures. It is not enough to make promises, and it needs time to prove.

Qi Yan understands.

Jojo gave her a certain light, and she was no longer a blind man groping in the dark. If the feelings are unequal, then she is willing to be the one who gives more.

“I can’t…” Lu Zhiqiao whispered.

At this point, she was confessed in her mind. She hadn’t thought about concealing anything. She simply told Qi Yan earlier to make it clear that the decision was made by the other party, while she was not too deep in it. Even if Qi Yan feels that they are inappropriate after the evaluation, she can accept it with peace of mind, instead of being so unclear and unclear now, and delaying others in vain.

“Qi Yan, listen to me.”

Lu Zhiqiao took a deep breath, pulled away from Qi Yan’s embrace, looked at her seriously, and said every word: “The two of us are not matched in any respect. What I emphasize here is not the matter, but the matter. Outside, invisible things.”

“Actually, you are the opposite person to me. Maybe now you think I’m good everywhere, but if you get along for a long time, one day you will get bored. I am very boring. The interpersonal relationships I can handle are limited to friends, colleagues, subordinates and subordinates. , I can’t let myself trust a person completely, because once I lose my trust, I lose the initiative.”

“You see that I am a workaholic. That’s right. I put my heart and soul into my work. It can give me reciprocal rewards. Similarly, it rewards me. I will work harder. A virtuous circle.”

“Everything has both positives and negatives. A relationship cannot be sustained by a single person’s unilateral contribution. You are willing to hug me, love me, it is your business, but I can’t give you a hug, can’t give you love , It’s my business. If one of the two people can’t handle the’own matter’, the relationship will break.”

“Moreover, life is not only about passion, it is plain and stable.”

She has been alone for too long.

Early on, she understood that the most reliable person is only herself, so she has hardly suffered a loss in interpersonal relationships. This is a double-edged sword, while protecting her, it also hurt herself.

Instead of placing a bet on unsure feelings, it is better to stay in place. No gain, no loss, peace and stability for a lifetime.

Treat each other frankly tonight.

Lu Zhiqiao talked a lot, and he unscrupulously threw out what she thought. It was shameful in the past, but she cared about Qi Yan, so she had to say it. Qi Yan is so good, how could she bear to let the other party hang on her body.

But soon afterwards, she realized that she was more like accusing, asking, and complaining.

Lu Zhiqiao curled up his fingers, his palms wetted with sweat, saying what he said didn’t make him relaxed, but he was even more nervous. She pretended to look calmly in Qi Yan’s eyes, her heart beating like a drum.

“But you like me.”

In a word, easily defeat all.

Lu Zhiqiao froze.

“Qiao Qiao…” Qi Yan grabbed her two hands and raised the corners of her mouth, “Your existence and your likes are the greatest happiness for me.”

“Emotion requires rationality, but don’t be too rational. It is not about doing math problems or analyzing the market. Just follow your own heart.”

Lu Zhiqiao trembled his eyelashes, and the black tear mole on the end of her eyes was vivid and pitiful, as if it was about to fall down at any time, she murmured: “I can’t…I’m not ready…I can’t do it…”

Having said that, the heart is relaxed.

“It’s okay.” Qi Yan smiled softly, leaned in and hugged her, “It’s fine for you to be by my side, just like this, I’m very satisfied.”

Feelings can’t come in a hurry, especially for treasures like Lu Zhiqiao. Every move, every word and deed must be grasped clearly. At least today she saw hope, so all that is left is a matter of time.

One day, they will completely belong to each other.

Lu Zhiqiao was soft in Qi Yan’s arms, clasping her waist subconsciously, interlacing her fingers together, twisting the hair of this person’s waist, sniffing, burying her face against her shoulders, and sullenly responded.

The crescent wall lamp is dim, and the dim light |

“Jojo.”

“Um?”

“You are so handsome today.”

“what?”

“While speaking for me.” Qi Yan tilted his head and rubbed her ear with his cheek.

Lu Zhiqiao tightened his arms and whispered softly: “I don’t want others to bully you. And… you also protected me very much before.”

“Because you are worth it.”

The soft kiss fell on the hair.

Behind her invisible shoulders, Lu Zhiqiao blushed, and the roots of her ears were also slightly burnt, and she pressed her lips without saying a word.

…

After sitting at almost ten o’clock, Lu Zhiqiao went back, and before leaving, Qi Yan gave her a small toy.

He barely got his hair pulled out.

Qi Yan took a bath, cleaned up briefly, went into the study, turned on the light, took out the teacher qualification certificate from the drawer, and held it in his hand for a closer look.

Reddish brown cover, big palm.

She took the exam for this certificate with enthusiasm and devoted all her efforts. The first time she got the certificate, she shared her joy with her former mentor, thinking that she would be able to go on this road.

Time will pass and people will change. It was not the last straw that crushed the camel.

The colleagues around me also have a lot of negative energies, but they are all insisting, because teachers are well-organized, stable, and decent, which is a glorious career in the eyes of many traditional elders, and many people have no choice. There are also people who always love it, and that is a hero.

She has no enthusiasm, and she is not uncommon to be a hero.

But it is not so easy to resign, and now it is not to the point of being intolerable, and the sense of responsibility forces her to leave just like this. At least after taking this class of students, I watched Niuniu graduate with my own eyes.

Be patient and hold on.

Qi Yan let out a heavy breath, threw the certificate back into the drawer, and turned off the light.

The cloudy and rainy days lasted for a whole week, and the clouds above Jiangcheng were finally blown away by the wind, ushering in the long-lost and warm sunshine, and the temperature rose sharply.

When Lu Zhiqiao came back from the field early in the morning, he rushed to the company non-stop, and had a meeting for the whole morning. In addition to his own department, there were also high-level people. Because Su Minxi was absent recently, all the affairs of the company were handed over to her, she was already busy, and it was even more miserable now.

Anyone with a discerning eye can see that she was deliberately promoted from above. The signs started last year, and this year, she also found a reason, but she just doesn’t know when she will be promoted.

The surface between the directors is calm, the dark tide is surging behind them, and the staff underneath are gossiping quietly.

“This is the real’Three Women One Play’.”

“What’s the meaning?”

“Chairman, President Shu, Director Lu, they are neat and tidy from top to bottom, but it is a pity that Manager Chi has resigned. She is going to be here, that is, “Four Stars Link”.”

“Ahahahaha…”

“Hey, I heard that Manager Chi was forced away by Director Lu.”

“what?”

“Manager Chi is pregnant. As soon as he told Director Lu that he resigned within half a month, it is not because of being forced to resign. The law stipulates that pregnant women cannot be dismissed, and people will voluntarily resign, causing harm.”

“Nonsense, I’m from the sales department. During that time, I saw her vomiting in the toilet every day, and she often couldn’t find anyone in the office. It was her assistant who was busy. When asked, she said that Manager Chi was uncomfortable, or she had asked for leave. Who is that? Can stand it.”

“Why the version I heard is that Manager Chi deliberately gave Director Lu a trip?”

“Hahaha, just adapt a script.”

As soon as it was lunch break, the anonymous gossip group was chatting happily.

Lu Zhiqiao returned to the office with his front foot, and received a call from Shu Minxi on the back, asking her to go to the **** Japanese food store near the company and saying to invite her to dinner.

Exhausted by the heavy work tasks, fortunately, the boss came back at this time. She knew that she could finally catch her breath, so she agreed, confessing to the assistant, and simply tidy up the past.

The shop is not far away, five or six minutes on foot.

In the box that Shu Minxi opened, the dishes were ready. When Lu Zhiqiao entered, she was holding a cup for a drink. I don’t know how much I drank, his cheeks are a little red, and his eyes are erratic and blurred.

“Here.” She smiled at Lu Zhiqiao, “Sit down.”

Lu Zhiqiao sat opposite, looked around, and asked, “Where is Miss Aoki?”

“Go back to Japan.”

“…”

It seems that this meal is not suitable for discussing private topics.

Lu Zhiqiao lowered his head and said nothing, took a sip of the tea on the table, and ate the tempura that he could accept first. Shu Minxi looked at her quietly and asked: “They didn’t embarrass you, did they?”

“No.” She shook her head.

If you are not in a high position and use power, it is inevitable that some people will be dissatisfied, and none of the ones who can get into the position of director are not fuel-efficient lamps. Among the great men, she is the only woman, but she is not afraid.

Just tired.

It’s a bit too much to last.

Lu Zhiqiao raised his eyes and opened his mouth, wanting to ask Shu Minxi if the matter has been dealt with and he can come back. The latter seemed to see through her thoughts, and sighed helplessly: “It’s not enough. I can’t live without people. I don’t worry about giving it to anyone.”

“…”

The chairman is sick again.

For so many years, Shu Minxi has been taking care of him personally. What Lu Zhiqiao couldn’t understand is that they are not relatives, why the friendship is so deep, and they have reached the point of detaching themselves from friends or even lovers, more like family.

Everyone has a story.

“Hold on for a while, up to half a month.” Shu Minxi apologized.

Lu Zhiqiao smiled relievedly: “It’s okay, you can rest assured, I can handle it in the company.”

In the second half of the sentence, Su Minxi didn’t say anything.

At most half a month, if people can be good, then they will be good, if people can’t be good, they will have to see you at the funeral. At that time, the senior management will usher in a major reshuffle.

Lu Zhiqiao ate almost all the tempura, feeling half full, but the others didn’t move, it seemed a little bit of no face, so he ate a little of everything. Neither of them spoke, fearing that they would be heavy and unpleasant when they opened their mouths.

“Right, President Shu…”

“Can’t change it?”

“Sister Minxi.”

The man smiled and motioned to her.

“I want to ask you a few more personal questions.” Lu Zhiqiao said seriously.

Shu Minxi raised her eyebrows and said jokingly: “Single, 38 years old in the second half of the year, with a love history, was stalked by an ex-girlfriend.”

“…”

“Stop teasing you, just ask.” She laughed.

Lu Zhiqiao pursed his lips, half-closed his eyelids, and said solemnly: “If a person likes you and treats you well, how do you return her?”

“Do you like each other?” Su Minxi asked back.

Without waiting for Lu Zhiqiao to answer, she coughed twice and continued: “If you don’t like it, you don’t have to give it back. You just need to explicitly reject the other party, and then live separately without interfering with each other.”

“…Do you like it?”

“Together is the best reward.”

Lu Zhiqiao was stunned, his heart trembled as if he had been electrocuted, and he muttered: “Will it be too hasty?”

There are few friends around her who can confide in this aspect. Choosing Shu Minxi is because of the same orientation and the other party has love experience, but this problem goes around, and in the end it is still back to the original point.

The origin that made her confused.

“In love?” Shu Minxi raised an eyebrow.

“No.”

“Perplexity?”

“…”

Why is this the same as Wen Zilong asked that day?

Such topics are easy to talk, and the heavy atmosphere just wiped out. Shu Minxi has also been really tired these days. Hearing a few words from her, it is rare to be interested. After all, he is a subordinate and a friend who pulled up with one hand.

“Our age will consider a lot. It is impossible to dare to try anything like when we were young. But if you think there is no problem after thinking about it, just try it. Don’t be too harsh on yourself. Don’t wait until you lose to know to cherish… “

Lu Zhiqiao’s eyelashes trembled, stopped chewing, and stared at her blankly.

lose?

As it gets late, a waning moon climbs into the night.

Qi Yan sat in the living room watching TV, watching while waiting for Lu Zhiqiao to come back. That person worked overtime today. She ate with Niuniu first after she made dinner. The food was already cool by now, but the rice cooker was still keeping warm.

She glanced at the phone screen. Ten minutes ago, Lu Zhiqiao sent a message that he had just come out of the company.

There is no traffic jam at this point, and it will take about ten minutes to arrive.

She is going to hot dishes.

The inner|clothes catwalk show is playing on the TV, the tall and long-legged models take turns wearing the design-like inner|clothes on stage, Qi Yan puts down the remote control, stands up and stretches his waist, glances across a familiar picture Faces.

She was stunned and took a closer look.

The shot happened to cut to the audience, and within a few seconds, it cut back and gave a close-up of the model’s face.

Qi Yan opened his eyes wide.

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