There’s a Dragon Girl in the Desolate Sea - Chapter 1080
The first chapter of the ninety-ninth piece: (two)
Jiang Yingxiu refused to help Fu Dang help her to go to the bathroom, but she has been pregnant for almost seven months now, and her belly is a bit big. In her last life, Fu Dang was not with her when she gave birth, but from the diary she left, he knew that she suffered. How much suffering is beyond description in words. Fu’s mother is not bad, but in her heart, her daughter-in-law is obviously less important than her grandson, so during Jiang Yingxiu’s pregnancy, she tried her best to make Jiang Yingxiu’s food. Jiang Yingxiu didn’t like to eat and didn’t dare to say.
They are all moms, and they can’t be as squeamish as unmarried.
This is what the mother-in-law and Jiang Yingxiu’s mother are talking about. When they were young and being daughters at home, they were not unspoiled. They had been sweethearted with their husbands after the wedding, but everything was good. They stopped abruptly when they became mothers.
Becoming a mother is not the self you used to be. You can’t play your temper as you did in the past, and you can’t always let others spoil you. You have to learn to grow up, learn to be sensible, and learn to mature.
Anyway, a woman is weak, and she is strong for her mother. It is right to dedicate everything to her children. You are not a good and competent mother with the slightest selfishness.
Strange to say, no one has ever asked a man like this.
Fu Dang looked at his wife’s sluggish back. She had a big belly, so she walked very carefully and slowly, and because of the month’s old, she often urinated quickly, and she had to go to the toilet many times a day without drinking water. The mother-in-law who made all kinds of tonic soups for her?
He got up and followed Jiang Yingxiu, Jiang Yingxiu turned his head and looked at him seriously: “Don’t you still have to work? Don’t worry, I’m fine, I’m not so squeamish, don’t waste time on me.”
She was not unwilling when she said this, but Fu Dang knew that this was not her true heart.
In fact, she is very troublesome and squeamish, and she wants him to devote all his time to her.
He took a step forward and picked her up. Jiang Yingxiu was taken aback, and quickly reached out and patted him: “Quickly let me go down, how bad is it to be seen by my mother——”
“We are in our own house, what are we afraid of her doing?” Fu Dang said, “I will take you to the toilet.”
He not only hugged Jiang Yingxiu to the bathroom, he also helped her lift up her nightdress, and even wanted to help her take off her trousers. Jiang Yingxiu blushed with shame and almost cried. What is this! If someone knows–
“If I know it, I will love my own daughter-in-law, and I need someone else to say it?” Fu Dang said solemnly.
Jiang Yingxiu is not easy to wash clothes when she is old, and big items can be put in the washing machine, but she is not embarrassed about underwear or something, so she secretly changed it to wash in the bathroom, and there was mother Fu in her. I don’t dare to wear those nice little trousers for fear that my mother-in-law will say that I’m not dignified.
Frequent urination of pregnant women is very normal, and sometimes it is not so easy to control. The older the month, the more difficult it is. So the trousers get dirty more frequently. Seeing that Fu Dang took off her trousers and put them aside for her exclusive use. In the small basin, Jiang Yingxiu was about to cry: “Get out, get out!”
Fu Dang knew that she would not be able to accept it for a while, and told her to ask him to come in after going to the toilet, and then went out with a small basin.
When Jiang Yingxiu solved her physical needs, she didn’t ask Fu Dang to come in. She pushed the bathroom door with her bare legs, and she saw Fu Dang, who was 1.87 meters tall, squatting on the floor rubbing her panties!
Jiang Yingxiu exploded at that time: “What are you doing!”
Fu Dang was quite calm, “Help you wash your trousers.”
He stood up and motioned to her: “Put it on the bed cleanly and change it quickly.”
Jiang Yingxiu felt that her scalp was numb. She didn’t know that Fu Dang had something wrong with her brain. It was fine if the workaholic didn’t go to work, but she even washed her pants by hand…Her dad is a good man, but he didn’t. I have seen someone wash her mother by hand!
In short, in this age, those who don’t smoke, drink, prostitute, or gamble, pay all their wages to their daughter-in-law every month, and those who don’t beat or scold their daughter-in-law are good men.
But it’s not a problem to be sloppy below. Jiang Yingxiu put it back shyly. Fu Dang took the small basin and went into the bathroom. Now Jiang Yingxiu is very thankful that this house has its own bathroom in the bedroom. Seeing her man wash her trousers by himself, it might blow up.
Fu Dang changed a wave of water, washed the little cloth, and then left it to dry. Jiang Yingxiu hurriedly stopped him: “Don’t let it go outside, Mom said, it’s not good to be seen.”
So since the mother-in-law came, Jiang Yingxiu’s underwear was dried in the house, not only her, but also Fu’s mother and Fu Xia. For them, it was a shame that the underwear they were wearing was seen by others. Things must be dried in the house, and not too high. If they are taller than the men at home, it will be bad luck and will make men unable to lift their heads outside. Jiang Yingxiu had never heard of so many taboos, and she did not dare to stop her mother-in-law, so she could only listen.
But the underwear that is dry in the room doesn’t work well on the body.
The first time Fu Dang heard such an outrageous statement, seeing his wife’s serious face, he had to withdraw his hand, “When I get you a drying rack, put it on the balcony.”
“Don’t have to be so troublesome, it’s good now.”
Fu Dang didn’t think anything was better. He felt that his wife didn’t like it. It’s just that she was accustomed to being submissive. She naturally couldn’t laugh and yell at her mother-in-law as she did to her own mother. If you are a daughter-in-law, you will inevitably have to suffer more. Grievance, he had seen these words many times in his wife’s diary, and she seemed to persuade herself over and over again, and then survived with difficulty and pain.
If it were not desperate, how could she commit suicide?
Fu Dang lowered his eyes: “Xiu Xiu…”
“What’s the matter?” Jiang Yingxiu looked back at him, and exhorted, “Are you feeling sick today? Do you want to go to the hospital? I told you not to be so desperate. I can’t see anything now. Wait for you. When you are old and your body is broken, you will know the consequences of not being cherish when you were young… and you should not help me wash my clothes in the future, no man washes clothes, and it will be laughed at if it is spread out…”
“A joke is a joke.” Fu Dang took two steps forward and hugged his wife from behind, “They themselves men do not want to help them wash, so you won’t see other men hurt their wives, don’t listen to them.”
Jiang Yingxiu said speechlessly: “This is what Mom said. Mom was an educated youth back then. After marrying Dad, he didn’t let Dad wash clothes by himself.”
This is also something that Fu’s mother is very proud of. She thinks that she is very competent whether she is a wife or a mother. She sacrificed the choice of going back to the city for her husband, and sacrificed her own future for her children. In short, she sacrificed her life. She is doing selfless dedication for her husband and children, so she feels that she is great, and believes that women in the world can only be considered as having a clear conscience only by doing this, and she often educates Jiang Yingxiu in this way.
But is she really satisfied with this life?
Not at all.
What if it’s just dissatisfaction? Only by elevating yourself to a moral high that others cannot refute, can you tell yourself that everything you do is meaningful and valuable, and you will live up to your life.
Fu Dang sighed lightly: “But I can’t bear it. I marry you to let you enjoy the blessing, not to marry you to wash and cook.”
Jiang Yingxiu knows how filial her husband is, so she never speaks ill of her mother-in-law in front of him. Of course, Fu Mu is not a bad mother-in-law, she just has a lot of outdated ideas that cannot be changed, and she tries to tell Jiang Yingxiu these ideas again. The daughter-in-law also recognizes herself and is filial to herself.
She was about to say something when someone knocked on the door: “Sister-in-law? Sister-in-law? Mom told you to come down for dinner.”
It’s Fu Xia.
Jiang Yingxiu was a little panicked again. If her mother-in-law knew that Fu Dang was not going to work, she might be accused of being ignorant. Jiang Yingxiu was indeed guilty of conscience. She didn’t know what happened to Fu Dang today, but she was habitual. Look for the wrong place in yourself-a man works so hard outside, and a woman at home wants him to have no worries. How could he be wrong? He must be like this because he didn’t reveal it well.
She was holding such a big belly, panicking, and seeing Fu Dang’s heart was so painful. When he first met her, she was not the way she is now. What made her change?
It’s him.
No matter how much regret and helplessness, it is empty talk. He is her husband, someone who should protect and cherish her. He didn’t do a good job himself. All of this could have been avoided. She shouldn’t be hurt in any way. Whoever it came from was because as a husband, he did not protect her well and did not fulfill his due responsibilities.
He is dereliction of duty.
“Go, let’s go to dinner together.”
When Jiang Yingxiu was panicking, Fu Dang took her hand. She was stunned and looked at him blankly. Fu Dang smiled softly at her. This smile looked familiar and unfamiliar, because he was always familiar. Smiling like this, the stranger is because he is really busy and busy, so busy that he has no time to accompany her.
The couple held hands and went downstairs. They now live in a small three-story house, the first house that Fu Dang bought after his family. They had been renting a house until they bought a house, and they had a firm foothold here. Dang has a sense of belonging to the capital. He used to desperately wanted to stay and take root in the capital. He used to think that was ambition, but he didn’t realize until he got old that it was not ambition, it was a desire for Jiang Yingxiu.
He longed to become someone who could match her, but in the end he turned the cart before the horse, forgetting what he wanted most.
He wanted to decorate her with money power, not to make her sacrifice for money power.
Fu’s mother was arranging the plate, and seeing that her son was still at home at this point, she asked, “Why didn’t you go to the company today?”
She looked at her daughter-in-law subconsciously. The daughter-in-law of the Capital Hukou was very squeamish. Could it be that the daughter-in-law prevented her son from going to the company? That would be too capricious.
Jiang Yingxiu hurriedly tried to explain, but Fu Dang was one step ahead of her: “Don’t worry about the company. I’m tired and want to rest at home.”
Fu’s mother still loves her son very much, no matter what selfishness she will develop because of the business empire that Fu Dang founded in a few decades, at least for now, her love for Fu Dang is not false. “Tired? Sit down. Mom will make some chicken soup for you in the afternoon. I think you will come back late at this time. Or you should sleep in separate rooms with Xiuxiu. It is not convenient for you to sleep with Xiuxiu at night. Busy too—”
“No need.” Fu Dang said calmly, “I plan to buy another house near the company, which is more convenient.”
Upon hearing this, Jiang Yingxiu was the first to feel cool.
She just said, why Fu Dang didn’t leave so late tonight and was so good to her. It turned out to be moving out… Her eyes were sore at the time. If it weren’t in the presence of her mother-in-law and sister-in-law, her tears would have ceased. No, what can keep her going? Is it money or room? neither!
It was that he would go home every day, and she could see him, even if he came back very late, but he would come back after all!
If he wants to move out, then, when will she see him? Does he just stop going home when he gets busy?
She was originally emotionally slender, because it was easier to think about her pregnancy. She was pregnant for almost seven months, and she was about to be due to give birth in two or three months, but the man said that she wanted to move out… Jiang Yingxiu felt more sad the more he thought about it, but She can’t cry. It’s a good thing for a man to be motivated and ambitious. If she cries, she is ignorant.
Mother Fu said, “This family is good, what do you do to buy another house…”
Although her son is now earning a living and can make money, Fu’s mother is still more feudal. She thinks that the house is enough to live, and it is better to save the money to buy a house with so much money.
Fu Dang said, “It’s too busy at work every day. It takes more than an hour just to come home. What can I do with this time? Mom, I will take my dad over in two days, so the house will be lively.”
Jiang Yingxiu endured and endured, but still did not dare to cry. She did not dislike her in-laws in the country, nor was she unfilial, but it was really all kinds of inconveniences to live with them, but can she say that? Can she tell the truth?
That definitely can’t.
Fu’s mother actually talked about her husband at home, so she could think about it: “That’s it, wait for me to call the brigade, let your dad clean up, it’s the homeland…”
“Leave it to the second uncle next door. In the past, the second uncle’s family also helped our family a lot.” Fu Dang had thought about it a long time ago, “Then set it down first. I’ll let someone come and carry the luggage in the afternoon. By the way, mom. When the time comes, you will come once a week, and I will not be able to take care of Xiuxiu’s pregnancy. You have to rely on you for this.”
Mother Fu was stunned: “Are you going to take Xiuxiu away?”
Jiang Yingxiu also couldn’t believe it, but Fu Dang replied very naturally: “Of course, she is pregnant with my child, can I leave her alone?”
Fu’s mother immediately said: “Aren’t you just being foolish? Do you know how to take care of pregnant women? You are already so busy, can you have the time to control Xiuxiu?”
“Then you can’t separate husband and wife.” Fu Dang was confident, “Why do I spend so long running back and forth all this day? Isn’t it just to get a glimpse of Xiuxiu? Otherwise, why would I run so far? I’m just there. Can’t the company sleep? Mom, if you feel bad about me, let me take Xiuxiu to live there. You can come and see it every few days.”
“Then I will go with you too.” Fu Mu immediately changed her mind.
Just kidding, Fu Dang just didn’t want her to live with their husband and wife to buy another house. He is not the Fu Dang who just got better in his previous life and is still groping for everything. Now he knows what will happen in the future. He has the ability and ability, and he doesn’t have to work as hard as in his previous life. He came back not to re-organize the company, but for his wife.
“My money is very tight now, so I bought a small apartment with two bedrooms and one living room. From time to time, I may bring a few colleagues home. Where can you find a place to live?”
This is half true. It is true that he bought a small apartment with two bedrooms and one living room, but Fu Dang doesn’t have a tight hand, and he will not take his colleagues home to live in. He said this purely because he wanted to get rid of Fu. Mother wants to follow the thoughts of the past.
Then he said: “Mom, do you think this small western-style house is not good? There is a garden outside. When Dad comes, you open a vegetable garden and go out and wander around without problems. It’s not better than serving your daughter-in-law? You have been working hard all your life. , Why do you still want to worry about Xiuxiu for me and Xiuxiu’s children?”
Fu’s mother was indeed uncomfortable. She felt that her son who had worked hard to raise her didn’t want to be herself, so she wanted to move out of the house. He was fascinated by his daughter-in-law! It is said that you have forgotten your mother when you have a daughter-in-law. This is true.
But Fu Dang could not stand it. The deepest impression in his heart was his mother who was calculating fortunes when he was seriously ill. But at the moment, this maternal love is always unselfish, and he doesn’t want to tear his face with his mother. In that case, it will be uncomfortable. It will only be Xiuxiu.
“Pregnant women are very hard, and those taking care of pregnant women are also very hard. Where can I be willing to let you suffer? You have been working hard for most of your life. It’s time to enjoy your good fortune. My son is so desperate, doesn’t it just want you to live a good life?”
That’s so obedient, as if you don’t need money, Jiang Yingxiu quietly glanced over, if she remembers correctly, her man told her last night that he was so desperate to let her live a good life.
Man’s mouth is a deceitful ghost.
But women are willing to be deceived, especially men’s mothers and wives.
Fu’s mother was moved, and Fu Dang continued her efforts: “Think about it now, mom, you really worked so hard at the beginning. I can’t feel comfortable in letting you take care of Xiuxiu. I see Xiuxiu so uncomfortable now, and I can’t help it. I want to love her, because when I saw Xiuxiu, I remembered that when you were pregnant with me back then, it must have been so hard.”
Jiang Yingxiu: Is this still her bad-spoken man?
In the end, Fu’s mother was persuaded. She repeatedly told Fu Dang that she must take good care of Jiang Yingxiu. Fu Dang nodded, everything went well, especially obedient, caring and well-behaved.
You must know that before this, he was a taciturn person. He didn’t like to talk. Jiang Yingxiu had never heard of sweet words, because he always did more than talk. Even Fu’s mother had never heard his son feel so sorry for himself. It is true that Fu Dang is very filial, but he is a person who has done a hundred, and he may not necessarily tell you about ten. Therefore, many times, his goodness can’t be felt by others.
Jiang Yingxiu knew it.
For example, when she was in a relationship in the past, she had an official holiday. Fu Dang never cared about her. If you drink plenty of hot water and take a good rest, the boyfriends of other roommates will come here, only Fu Dang says nothing. Said, but he would fill her with a hot water bottle, prepare boiling water, buy food, and wait for her to go to class with her at the door of the dormitory early in the morning. He even brought sanitary napkins with him!
And when she celebrated her birthday, Fu Dang didn’t say a word. He spent all his free time working and bought a skirt for her in a shopping mall. Although that skirt, from Jiang Yingxiu’s point of view, it is really ugly, fresh and natural. , But the price is not cheap.
It’s the same with marriage. Fu Dang had no money at the time. They had to rely on her parents’ help to settle in the capital, but he just gritted his teeth and bought a ring. After his business was successful, the first thing he did was to change Jiang Yingxiu. A diamond wedding ring.
He never said these things, but did them silently. Jiang Yingxiu loves him for this, and is willing to marry him.
But listen, just now he was flattering output to her mother-in-law, and it made Jiang Yingxiu think that her man had been dropped!
Until the afternoon people came to carry their luggage, and they sat in the car to go to their new home, Jiang Yingxiu was still dizzy, so did they move out? In the future, you can sleep until you wake up naturally, and you can see your own man every day, without having to drink the weird and greasy tonic soup that your mother-in-law stewed? Really? is this real?
Her eyes were in a daze. Until she reached the destination, Jiang Yingxiu realized that Fu Dang was right. The community is very close to his company. It takes about ten minutes to walk. The neighborhood is very convenient. Although it is in 1990, it is in the capital. Housing prices are still very alarming for the current level of consumption.
Not to mention this is an elevator room!
Fu Dang bought a four-story, two-bedroom, one-living house. It was not very big. It was about ninety square meters. When the door was opened, Jiang Yingxiu was shocked. She couldn’t help but let out a wow, and turned her head to look towards. She was a man, and Fu Dang smiled at her.
She laughed so sweet and sour in her heart. The sour thing was that he hadn’t seen him smile for a long time, and the sweet thing was that he always had her in his heart.
The loneliness during this period of time seems to have been comforted by the troubles of gains and losses.
Although I lived in a small western-style building and the decoration was very good, I bought a ready-made house because it was anxious to live in. Many of the furnishings in it were added after the mother-in-law came, which is not Jiang Yingxiu’s preference.
This little house is different!
It’s exactly what she said when they were in love before!
You want pink-blue walls, big crystal lamps, and it’s better to have a lot of cute little dolls, warm colors at home, carpets on the floor… all of them!
Fu Dang also thought it was amazing. He didn’t know how long he spent the buds in the deserted sea, but he never forgot his wife’s words, and every word in her diary, what kind of things she likes and what she has. Regret, he remembers everything.
Jiang Yingxiu excitedly wanted to plunge into Fu Dang’s arms, but the big belly prevented them from getting close. Fu Dang smiled lightly and took the initiative to hug her princess. Jiang Yingxiu was taken aback, and quickly knocked on him: “Let me down, Wan What should I do if I fell?”
She is still pregnant with a child!
“It’s okay, I won’t fall to you.” Fu Dang also deliberately hugged her and shook her, scared her into a small scream, “I’m so strong.”