There’s No Such Thing as Love in a Swordsman’s Heart - Chapter 99

Jiang Su was terrified and wanted to stop the imagination in his mind, but the more he didn’t want to think about it, the pictures he saw in Wu Qi’s book, instead, one after another popped up in his mind.

Zhang Wenxue said: “The most important thing for two people to get along is to understand each other and treat each other like a guest. Only in this way can it last for a long time.”

Jiang Su thought, yes, the most important thing for the two of them to get along is indeed to understand, Wu Qi has painted it – bah bah bah! !

Zhang Wenxue finally noticed something wrong with Jiang Su’s expression, he was very puzzled, frowned and asked Jiang Su, “Junior brother, what’s wrong with you?”

Jiang Su took a deep breath and said, “The people of the Demon Sect are really scary.”

Zhang asked Xue: “?”

Zhang Wenxue didn’t know where Jiang Su’s sudden emotion came from. The two of them had been chatting aside for a long time. It was time to go back. Zhang Wenxue patted Jiang Su’s shoulder and asked, “Junior Brother, Have you ever talked to Li Hanshan about this?”

Jiang Su: “… I said so.”

Zhang Wenxue: “Then does he care?”

Jiang Su shook his head: “I don’t care.”

Zhang Wenxue sighed.

“Junior brother, although righteousness and evil are different, I can tell that Li Hanshan treats you sincerely.” He whispered, “But you should remember that he likes you, that’s why he has been waiting for you, you shouldn’t have been waiting for you all the time.” Let him wait.”

Jiang Su: “…”

“What’s more, what you are worried about is not a big deal.” Zhang Wenxue said, “The happiness of life is not limited to this. Even if you really have no desires in your heart, you can still be with him.”

Jiang Su: “…”

Jiang Su felt as if he heard something extraordinary from his always gentle senior brother.

What is meant by the joy of life is not limited to this. Could it be that the senior brother has also been assimilated by this Haitangwen world? !

But Jiang Su thought about it carefully, but somehow felt that… Zhang Wenxue’s words seemed to make sense.

The joy of life should not be limited to this.

Since people cannot have happiness, they can only create happiness by themselves.

…

Jiang Su and Zhang Wenxue returned to the crowd. Zhang Wenxue did not expose Jiang Su’s lies. He asked Nie Haomiao to prepare clothes for Jiang Su to enter the Valley of Unrequited Love in disguise, but he did not say anything to death. Said that Jiang Su may need to stay in the Valley of Unrequited Love for a while, and he does not want Jiang Su to join the Valley of Unrequited Love, so Jiang Su may just stay in the Valley of Unrequited Love for a few days.

Nie Haomiao was also afraid that Jiang Su would stay in the Valley of Unrequited Love for too long and cause chaos in the valley. He was so eager to do so, he nodded in agreement, and hurriedly asked for clothes. After Jiang Su covered his face and figure with a cloak, he did so in person. Lead the way ahead and lead Jiang Su into the valley.

There is also a deep valley in this Valley of Unrequited Love. There are countless deep caves in the deep valley. , These people’s daily life is almost like ascetic monks, until Nie Haomiao thinks that they have really forgotten the people in his heart, then he will let them leave from the Valley of Unfeeling.

It is also because there is only one way out of the Valley of Unrequited Love, so it is easy to enter but difficult to get out of the Valley of Unrequited Love. Nie Haomiao did not want Jiang Su to see those who entered the Valley of Unrequited Love because of him, so he arranged Jiang Su’s residence in the outer valley. But Su didn’t have any objection – anyway, as long as the time came, he could sneak into the inner valley and look for Meng Du’s whereabouts.

But before that, he had one more thing to deal with.

Senior Brother is right, the matter between him and Li Hanshan cannot be delayed any longer.

Even if it is a quick knife to cut the mess, he must let this matter be settled sooner.

But even so, when it comes to reality, Jiang Su is inevitably a little inexplicably timid.

He really has no experience in dealing with this kind of thing, and this kind of thing is far more terrifying than facing the enemy in front of the battle. Jiang Su is inevitably at a loss, but fortunately, he has already grasped one thing that can make him brave and fearless The most exciting thing-drinking.

He doesn’t have to drink until he is unconscious like the previous few times. He only needs to be a little drunk, and he can become more straightforward and honest, as if he has turned on some hidden switch, and he can muster up the courage to say everything in his heart Exit, even…he still remembered what his senior brother said.

If a person cannot have happiness by nature, he can still find ways to create happiness.

After a few glasses of wine, Jiang Su felt that he had realized it.

He got up, forcibly suppressed the tension in his heart, and went out pretending to be calm. When Zhang Wenxue asked Nie Haomiao to arrange a room for them, he deliberately let Li Hanshan live next door to Jiang Su, presumably to make the two of them get closer Opportunity, but he and Sun Lin are on the other side, so at this moment Jiang Su just turned around and walked a few steps, and he was already standing outside Li Hanshan’s house.

Jiang Su stood for a while, and suddenly felt that he might not have drunk enough wine.

He is still in trouble.

It’s just that everyone has already arrived here, and he didn’t hide his footsteps. He believed that Li Hanshan had heard his footsteps, and he couldn’t turn his head back like this. He could only take a deep breath, and then raised his hand Knock on the door and say, “Li—”

The door opened at once.

Li Hanshan obviously heard his footsteps coming here, but he didn’t know if Jiang Su was looking for him, so he didn’t open the door, but stood behind the door. Now that Jiang Su called him, he wished he could open the door immediately. Without even thinking about it, he hurriedly replied, “I’m here.”

Jiang Su: “…”

Jiang Su’s hand knocking on the door was still in the air, he slowly withdrew his hand, swallowed his saliva, couldn’t hold back his nervousness, and said, “I have something to ask you.”

But as soon as Li Hanshan opened the door, he could smell the alcohol on Jiang Su’s body. Although it was not as strong as when Jiang Su was drunk that day, he could still feel that Jiang Su must have drunk alcohol.

Li Hanshan knew that Jiang Su rarely drank, because Jiang Su felt that he was a swordsman, and the habit of drinking would make his body react differently. He was a little surprised to see Jiang Su slightly drunk today, and subconsciously asked Jiang Su, Said: “Have you been drinking?”

Jiang Su nodded.

“What happened?” Li Hanshan frowned, “Why are you drinking?”

Jiang Su didn’t answer Li Hanshan’s question directly, he just looked up at Li Hanshan, and then said in a low voice, “I’m not drunk today.”

Li Hanshan: “…”

Li Hanshan didn’t understand what Jiang Su meant.

But Jiang Su had already taken a step forward, as if he wanted to enter the room, so Li Hanshan stepped back a little, took the initiative to let Jiang Su come in sideways, closed the door by himself, and turned around again. What happened, Jiang Su took a step forward, raised his hand and pressed Li Hanshan’s shoulder, the strength in his hand pushed Li Hanshan half a step back, bumped into the door, Jiang Su just stopped He moved, took a deep breath, and regardless of Li Hanshan’s astonishment and bewilderment, he was as drunk as that day, tilted his head slightly, leaned against Li Hanshan’s body, and kissed Li Hanshan’s lips.

He could feel that Li Hanshan’s back was stiff, as if his body was tense for a moment, and he was clinging to the door behind him, and his breathing was a little short. After such a pause, Li Hanshan just raised his hand, as if he wanted to put his hand on his back, but There was some hesitation, and in the end, perhaps because he felt that Jiang Su was still drunk, he wanted to push him away from him.

Only then did Jiang Su take a step back, and then frowned, confirming that his memory after being drunk that day was not false, so he sighed and repeated: “I really don’t have any special feelings.”

Li Hanshan: “…”

For Jiang Su, this kiss is not much different from holding hands. Even though he has repeated this action so many times before, he still hasn’t tasted any of the kissing feeling that he said in his mouth. Drum, there is no shortness of breath, let alone goosebumps, for him, this movement is nothing more than pure meat meeting meat.

This is also the reason why he has been sure that he may not have any desire for Li Hanshan several times, but today he heard his senior brother say such a phone call, the truth that should have made him feel embarrassed, seems to suddenly no longer be so unacceptable up.

He knew that the matter of emotion was originally a choice between the two parties, but he forgot another point, that the matter of love was originally a matter between the two of them.

He didn’t feel anything, but he thought that Li Hanshan was obviously different.

So Jiang Su didn’t let go, he retreated a little, but his hand was still on Li Hanshan’s shoulder, even after thinking about it, he stretched his hand forward a little more, almost wrapping his arms around Li Hanshan’s neck, His cheek was pressed against Li Hanshan’s face. He was about the same height as Li Hanshan, so he had to stand on tiptoe a little, just next to Li Hanshan’s ear, exhaled softly, and said to Li Hanshan: “But I think, your feeling is obviously different from mine. no the same.”

He could feel Li Hanshan’s shortness of breath, and his heart beating wildly under the chest that was close to him. Jiang Su’s every move was obviously extremely confusing to him, enough to provoke him completely. He usually hides the longing in his heart.

At this time, Jiang Su remembered that Li Hanshan was just like himself, and he seemed to practice swordsmanship based on the experience and experience left by Xie Wu, but it was a pity that he was a double superposition of Zhishui swordsmanship and Xie Wu, the man who had no desires. Finally came to such a ruthless and loveless result, Li Hanshan is obviously much better than him, although he is usually restrained, but at least when it comes to urgent matters, he is not influenced by Xie Wu.

It’s just that Jiang Su also remembered that Li Hanshan once mentioned that Xie Zeli taught Li Hanshan that he should have no distractions in practicing swords and should not have the desire for food. And since even the desire for food and drink is not allowed, the more serious **** should be suppressed after all.

Xie Zeli didn’t follow the rules and regulations himself, but lied to Li Hanshan to learn a lot, but luckily—

Jiang Su tilted his head and kissed the tip of Li Hanshan’s nose again, thinking, Li Hanshan is only abstinent, not desireless.

…

After a while, listening to Li Hanshan trying to suppress his disordered breathing, he said, “You’re drunk.”

Jiang Su replied: “I only drank a few glasses of wine today.”

Li Hanshan: “…Your drinking capacity is too bad.”

Jiang Su nodded, and replied, “I will definitely drink less in the future.”

After he finished speaking, he felt that Li Hanshan wanted to push him away. Obviously, human patience should have a limit. He stuck too close, and every breath was a challenge to Li Hanshan’s willpower. But Li Hanshan only pushed him away a little, but Jiang Su pressed Li Hanshan’s hand again, and pressed his whole body against the door, which almost made Li Hanshan’s back hit the door, and Li Hanshan was shocked. Han Shan opened his eyes wide and said, “You—”

Jiang Su suddenly raised his hand and covered Li Hanshan’s mouth.

“Shut up.” Jiang Su warned Li Hanshan, “My brother is next door.”

Li Hanshan: “…”

“If he heard it, he must come over to see the situation.” Jiang Su lowered his voice, “You don’t want him to appear here, do you?”

Li Hanshan was silent for a moment, but still shook his head.

Of course he didn’t want Zhang Wenxue to appear here.

He always felt that Jiang Su was drunk, that’s why he did these amazing actions later, but Jiang Su can still talk to him so much today, and it is very clear, it doesn’t look like he is drunk at all .

It’s more like drinking to strengthen one’s courage, doing things he didn’t dare to do when he was sober, he had the courage to do it again when he was slightly drunk.

He didn’t want to take advantage of others, but…but what if Jiang Su was sober at this time?

It’s just that Jiang Su’s change was too great. Li Hanshan couldn’t figure out what Jiang Su was thinking. He couldn’t restrain the nervousness in his heart, but he didn’t know how to ask. After a long period of stalemate, Li Hanshan finally opened his mouth. , swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva, and said bluntly to Jiang Su: “Didn’t you say… that you didn’t… didn’t have that kind of…”

Jiang Su looked at him and replied in a low voice, “But your feeling is different.”

Li Hanshan: “I…”

“As long as you feel different, that’s enough.” Jiang Su whispered, “This is not a matter of one person.”

He kissed Li Hanshan’s lips again, but Li Hanshan was overwhelmed by his few words. He really couldn’t understand what Jiang Su had gone through to make such a huge change, so there was no change for a while. More reactions, and Jiang Su obviously didn’t intend to stop at kissing tonight, he looked at Li Hanshan, and said to Li Hanshan seriously: “You have to go with me to the inner valley to have a look, I think Meng Du should be inside .”

Li Hanshan nodded.

“I don’t know that Neigu is awake. Sun Lin said that it is difficult for people who enter here to leave the valley. I think either the guards are quite strict, or there are other reasons.” Jiang Su said in a low voice, “And this month is the middle of the day, even if there are no lights in the valley. , You can also look at things, if we want to act, we have to wait a little longer, and we will start at the end of the ugly time.”

Li Hanshan still nodded.

Anyway, he obeyed Jiang Su’s orders, all actions can be decided by Jiang Su, he didn’t have to think too much.

Unexpectedly, at the next moment, Jiang Su raised his head and looked at him with a smile. His tone was relaxed, and seemed to be slightly joking, and said, “I don’t have night clothes.”

Li Hanshan: “Ah…”

“You have a lot of black clothes.” Jiang Su said, “Can you lend me one?”

Li Hanshan: “…”

Li Hanshan has a lot of black clothes.

When he was in the teaching school, most of the clothes were prepared by the teaching staff, and he didn’t worry about it himself, but Xie ordered him to dress solemnly and properly, so most of the clothes he was ordered to prepare for him were dark-colored, and Li Hanshan usually didn’t Pay too much attention, Jiang Su did wear his clothes a few times, but at that time he gave Jiang Su brand new clothes, he had not worn them, but today is different.

Today, the luggage he carries with him is full of old clothes he has worn.

Li Hanshan was silent for a moment, and could only speak in a low voice, “I only brought old clothes.”

Jiang Su was startled, and asked back, “So?”

Li Hanshan: “I… I wore it.”

Jiang Su smiled and said, “I don’t despise you.”

He finally let go, stepped back, straightened his clothes, looked at Li Hanshan again, and said, “If you can’t lend me the clothes, I’ll have to lie in ambush at night in white clothes.”

Li Hanshan: “…”

Although Jiang Su didn’t mind, Li Hanshan always felt that the feeling was so subtle that it was a bit weird.

The cloth has been pasted on his skin, and then it will be worn on Jiang Su’s body… Just thinking about it, he can hardly restrain his excessive heartbeat.

Li Hanshan took a few deep breaths before he could calm down. He turned around and went to the house to get Jiang Su’s clothes. At this moment, his mind was still in chaos, and he couldn’t think about what happened just now, and Jiang Su followed Behind him, they went into the back room with him, and when he took out the dark clothes to hand over to Jiang Su, Jiang Su said again: “Don’t worry.”

Li Hanshan was startled, and asked back, “Aren’t you in a hurry?”

“It’s not the time of ugliness yet.” Jiang Su said, “Look at the moonlight outside the window, I’m afraid that people will find you and me as soon as we go out.”

Li Hanshan felt that Jiang Su was talking nonsense.

With the lightness skills of the two of them, not to mention entering the inner valley of the heartless valley, even if they went deep into the palace, as long as they wanted to, no one would notice. What time is wrong? Based on his understanding of Jiang Su, he felt that Jiang Su should just not want to leave so early.

But Jiang Su wants to stay here…

Li Hanshan’s mind was sluggish, and he didn’t come back to understand why Jiang Su wanted to stay here.

He could only put his clothes on the bed first, and then sat beside Jiang Su awkwardly. Seeing Jiang Su pour himself a glass of water, he just came back to his senses, and hurriedly said: “This water is too cold, you have drunk it before.” Alcohol, don’t drink it yet.”

Jiang Su looked up at him, smiled, and asked, “Is there such a thing as exquisite?”

Li Hanshan: “…”

For some reason, as long as Jiang Su smiled today, Li Hanshan felt his heart beating slightly, and then couldn’t help blushing, but he didn’t dare to look at Jiang Su anymore. He avoided Jiang Su’s gaze. Su sighed, and said, “I feel that compared with you, I am more like a person in the evil way.”

Li Hanshan: “…”

Jiang Su moved closer, looked straight into Li Hanshan’s eyes, and asked, “When you use your sword, do you shrink back like this?”

Li Hanshan: “I…I think you drank too much.”

He wanted to look away, but he couldn’t.

He couldn’t help himself to stop his eyes on Jiang Su, but Jiang Su backed away when he saw him like this, it seemed that the time was almost up, so he started to untie his clothes, but he didn’t want Li Hanshan to be more nervous, Said: “You… just change here?”

Jiang Su frowned.

Li Hanshan: “It’s cold, be careful not to catch cold…”

Jiang Su: “…”

Jiang Su took a deep breath, held his breath and turned to look at Li Hanshan. He was gnashing his teeth and wanted to speak, but he saw Li Hanshan trembling and seemed to have hesitated for a long time. Holding his own clothes, he whispered to Jiang Su: ” I’ll help you?”

Jiang Su: “…”

“Time is running out.” Li Hanshan coughed, and said, “How soon—”

Before the words finished, Jiang Su held down his hand, almost grabbed his hand, pulled his hand down little by little, and pressed it under himself.

“Time is running out, but since you feel something.” Jiang Su said, “You should take the initiative.”

Li Hanshan: “…”

“Fortunately.” Jiang Su said, “Among you and me, there is one person who can take the initiative.”