They Regretted it After Their Hearts Turned to Ashes - Chapter 11

Ren Chenbai raised his eyebrows.

He didn’t think much about it at first, but after being mentioned by the other party, he remembered that Luo Zhi’s behavior in the ward seemed to be a bit strange before he left last night.

…

From the beginning to the end, the crazy questioning that went out of control in hysteria was just a one-man show of Ren Chenbai’s embarrassment and absurdity.

Luo Zhi was unexpectedly calm, and seemed to be completely immersed in his own world.

It wasn’t until Ren Chenbai grabbed the collar that Luo Zhi finally realized, and slowly raised his eyes to look at him.

Luo Zhi looked at him, but there was nothing in his eyes. The pupil light is scattered, and the landing point seems to be in a place that is more elusive and unattainable, and it seems to be looking at a shadow that has long been abandoned by Ren Chen.

After looking at it for a long time, those eyes were softly curved, and the very shallow and faint smile had not had time to reach the eyebrows, but his eyes were fixed on Ren Chenbai’s face as if he had just woken up.

Then Luo Zhi staggered his eyes and didn’t look at him again.

After that, no matter what Ren Chenbai said, Luo Zhi just lowered his head as if he had never heard of it.

The dark and dense eyelashes trembled and trembled again, and finally fell slowly as if overwhelmed.

Luo Zhi no longer looked at him.

…

After returning from the hospital, Ren Chenbai couldn’t fall asleep again, and the rest of the day was equally irritable.

He completely blamed the irritability on remorse for accidentally destroying his mother’s belongings—a responsibility that could easily be blamed on Luo Zhi.

If Luo Zhi didn’t hide from Ren Chenbai and escaped into the car, Ren Chenbai wouldn’t have a chance to destroy the car.

If Luo Zhi didn’t hide this matter to death, Ren Chenbai would have known who the car belonged to earlier, and of course it was impossible to attack that car.

Look, no wonder the Luo family blamed Luo Zhi for every fault.

This is a very relaxing experience. It can avoid all troubles and self-blame, and the only thing to do is to hate Luo Zhi.

It’s too easy to hate Luo Zhi.

Ren Chenbai retracted his mind.

He recalled the scene from last night, and cooperated with the doctor’s reminder, only to realize that Luo Zhi might not have heard it at that time.

Ren Chenbai nodded and asked, “Then what?”

The doctor on duty was stunned.

This private hospital is the property of the Ren family. In fact, many people know that Ren Chenbai is not as gentle and kind as the outside world thinks.

They had seen Mr. Ren stay by their mother’s bedside, carefully peeling an apple, and calmly ordered “abolish the cooperation of so-and-so”, “fire the department manager of so-and-so’s dereliction of duty”, “abolish so-and-so” redundant department”.

When he ordered these words, Ren Chenbai’s tone was no different from now.

Very calm and indifferent, knocking on the chessboard against the chess piece that is about to die, perhaps with a little interest in it that has nothing to do with him.

Can’t hear.

and then?

The doctor on duty naturally understood Ren Chenbai’s attitude, shook his head and closed his mouth tightly, and stepped back to the corner of the elevator.

The elevator dinged to the top floor.

Ren Chenbai didn’t pause, and when the door opened, he went straight out of the elevator.

…

Luo Zhi locked the door of the hotel.

He put his hand under the faucet of the sink, squeezed some hand sanitizer, and repeatedly rinsed the oil on his hands.

The cold and clean water flowed on the hands, smashed on the fingers, and flew white splashes.

Luo Zhi opened his eyes slightly.

He touched the water with his hands curiously back and forth, as if it were the first time he had seen such a thing. A splash of water splashed on his eyelashes, he instinctively blinked his eyes to hide, that bit of water ice made him shudder slightly, and then it dripped into his eyes and burned, causing his eyes to hurt.

Luo Zhi thought so, and said: “It hurts.”

He couldn’t hear his own voice, so he didn’t know that it was only the sound of airflow, but it didn’t matter, he dubbed himself in his head.

“It hurts, it hurts.” Luo Zhi suddenly fell in love with this game. He seemed to have just learned a new word.

This piece was made of groundwater, and it was so frozen that there were thousands of needles stuck into the bones. He didn’t know how to stop playing with water, and those beautiful fingers that had already been washed were quickly frozen blue-white and stiff.

Luo Zhi didn’t know how much water had gotten into his eyes. He rubbed his eyes hard, and it was very comfortable to touch his cold hands on his forehead, so he turned off the water tap and froze his face back and forth with both hands.

In this way, he played with himself for a long time, and when the water on his hand was almost dry, he took out his mobile phone and opened the memo.

In the memo, Luo Zhi gave himself a brief explanation, explaining why he was here and what he did here.

This is the closest hotel to the waste disposal plant.

His car was scrapped, came here to find the wreckage of his own car.

There will be no loopholes in Ren Chenbai’s arrangement, his car must have been completely destroyed, but Mr. Ren was born rich and did not understand how to earn a living by working underneath.

His car is so good, the parts are worth a lot of money.

Doors, glass, rearview mirrors, wheel hubs… I’m sure there’s nothing left that hasn’t been sold. They’ve been thrown in a field full of rubble. As long as you put a few hundred dollars for the doorman and a cigarette, you can go in and want to turn it over. How long has it been turned over.

Luo Zhi walked out of the bathroom with his phone in hand, sat on the sofa, and looked down at the note that was less than a page for a long time.

It took him a while to think about who Ren Chenbai was.

For some reason, his mind has been turning a little slow recently, and there are often large blanks without warning, and sometimes he can’t even remember what happened before and after the current time.

Just like now, Luo Zhi spent quite a long time thinking about why his car was scrapped, who scrapped it, and other things happened besides this incident.

…

By the time he found the answers to these questions, it was already dark outside the window.

Luo Zhi still kept his previous posture and sat on the sofa.

After answering his last question, he was about to get up when he was suddenly pulled by a sharp and sharp burning pain, and he lost his strength and fell back heavily.

It came from his stomach.

This means the need to eat.

Luo Zhi only took a second to get the answer this time. He was very satisfied with himself, raised his hand and gently pinched his earlobe.

This is the action of Auntie Ren praising him.

Every time Xiao Luozhi gets particularly good grades, or has great achievements in other areas of interest, or can play the whole song “Two Tigers” on and off with the guitar… Aunt Ren will be like In this way, he touched Xiao Luozhi’s earlobe and praised him exaggeratedly with a smile.

Luo Zhi picked out a memory that was highlighted and cherished, clicked it in his mind and played it on an automatic loop, pursing the corner of his mouth and letting Auntie Ren exaggerately praise him.

There is a particularly obvious advantage of not being able to hear the outside world. At this time, the voice in the mind becomes extremely clear, so clear that it is almost real.

It’s also very comfortable, and you can listen to whatever you want without having to be noisy outside.

Luo Zhi was very satisfied with the status quo. He pressed his stomach with one hand, and stood up a little bit at the slowest speed. He walked to the other end of the sofa, opened his schoolbag, and took out a bag of instant noodles.

Tear open the package, break off a piece and put it in your mouth to chew slowly.

Eating too fast hurts the stomach, so eat it little by little, and remember to drink water when it’s dry.

After completing this whole process, he didn’t even faint, and he didn’t spit out what he ate.

Perfect, plus ten points.

Luo Zhi touched his earlobe again.

He behaved so well today that he was a little off, and the voice of Aunt Ren in his memory also coaxed him, the more exaggerated the more outrageous.

“The little flame is so cool!”

“Xiao Huo Miao is really powerful, and most people can’t do it.”

“Little Huo Miao is so cute. Anyone who sees you will definitely like you. If you don’t like it, they have a problem.”

“Little Huo Miao is so good.”

As soon as Luo Zhi was happy, he ate a whole bag of instant noodles.

He filled himself with two more pieces of toffee, drank a few sips of water, took out a portable blood glucose meter from his schoolbag to disinfect it, and took a blood sugar test for himself.

Luo Zhi compared the table and compared it.

He is super healthy.

Luo Zhi put down the blood glucose meter, stood up in the dark room, and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When he ran out of the hospital on the first day, he forgot to measure his blood sugar and forgot to eat. He felt more and more dizzy while taking a bath, and fell asleep accidentally.

The aunt who came to do the cleaning thought that there was no one in the room. When she cleaned up the bathroom, she found Luo Zhi fainted on the ground, and was so frightened that she almost called the police.

Having had the experience of the turmoil, Luo Zhi summed up new life experience, and now he is more and more proficient.

Luo Zhi also rubbed his clothes while he was taking a shower. He put on a newly bought oversized T-shirt as pajamas, hummed a silent song with a toothbrush in his mouth, and hung the washed clothes on the air.

After doing this, he turned the lamp on a little bit, opened his palm like a baby, and carefully looked at today’s harvest under the light.

He found a small piece of color-changing glass.

Only his car uses such a cool color-changing glass. It should be that he accidentally broke a corner when dismantling it for reselling, and it was mixed in the dark brown gravel. It took him forty hours to find it. .

Luo Zhi smoothed the sharp edges of the glass a little bit on the ground, and washed it repeatedly after he came back. The small piece of broken glass lay in his palm gleamingly.

enough.

Today is the third day he escaped from the hospital.

He has found what he wants, and he will leave here tomorrow.

Going to a new place and starting a new life where no one knows him, he doesn’t want to be called Luo Zhi, no one will name the child “Zhi”.

Luo didn’t like it either. He really wanted to take Aunt Ren’s surname, but he felt tired when he thought of Ren Chenbai.

It’s called fire.

The more Luo Zhi thought about it, the more satisfied he became, and thoughtfully made up the scene for a while.

With a pendant made of color-changing glass, he wandered around the world with his guitar and drawing board on his back, and when he encountered doubts, he would introduce himself confidently.

“What’s wrong, you can’t sing if you can’t hear it.”

“What’s the matter, no one is allowed to be named Huo.”

“What’s the matter, I don’t deserve to live without a home.”

…

Luo Zhiguang thought about himself so much that he couldn’t think of it, he rolled on the bed, his head accidentally hit the wall with a “thump”, and his consciousness was suddenly pulled in by the dizziness that suddenly stirred up, everything in front of him. Suddenly the lights went out.

The glass leaked from his fingers.

Luo Zhi’s breath stagnated, he fell off the bed without thinking, and after fumbling around, he couldn’t find it, and quickly turned on all the lights.

He was so dizzy that he could barely stand, and his heart beat fast and slow, as if a hand was holding his heart, kneading it lightly and heavily.

But it doesn’t matter, this kind of thing doesn’t matter.

Luo Zhi also turned on the light on his mobile phone, and he lit the floor inch by inch, until he found the small piece of glass in the most inconspicuous corner of the foot of the bed and held it firmly in the palm of his hand, and finally heaved a sigh of relief.

Only at this time did Luo Zhi realize that he was sweating non-stop, and his body was too soft to stand up.

He found that his right hand was shaking uncontrollably, so he had to hold it with the other hand, and then press his body against the bed and his arms together.

“How can you run around?” Luo Zhi stretched out his finger, poked at the glass, and trained it with a voice he couldn’t hear, “You are my home, don’t you know?”

Most of the glass is wrong, lying in his palm honestly without talking back.

Luo Zhi closed his eyes in satisfaction and rested for a while, and began to reflect on whether he was too fierce, opened his eyes, and apologized in a soft voice.

“You know it’s wrong, you shouldn’t be angry.” Luo Zhi whispered to discuss, “Will you let me go home?”

Glass must be soft-hearted.

Luo Zhi doesn’t care, anyway, this is a small theater he made up for himself for his own amusement. He is the director, and what he says is what he says.

He must have softened his heart, how could he not be allowed to go home because of such a trivial matter?

When his head was no longer dizzy, Luo Zhi supported the edge of the bed and slowly tried to stand up.

He is looking forward to a new life.

Although he hasn’t started at all, he can almost imagine that he will wander the world freely and unrestrainedly with his family.

Luo Zhi stood up several times but couldn’t stand up. He looked at his two legs with some doubts and braced again. This time, his left leg successfully exerted force, but his right leg was still limp and motionless.

Oops don’t care.

Anyway, once you wake up you will be fine.

Luo Zhi apologized to the hotel in his heart. He tore off the quilt on the bed little by little, pulled a pillow for himself, and wrapped himself up on the floor.

very nice.

Luo Zhi clenched the piece of glass that was stained with his own body temperature, hid his hands on his chest, curled up a little bit, and closed his eyes with a satisfied smile.

The moon is bright, the wind is quiet.

He is so happy.