Those Years When We Killed the White Lotus - Chapter 35

When I woke up again, Lin Zikai found himself locked in a dimly lit room. He was the only person in the room. Everything here was very well arranged, so that he could feel very comfortable, but he was obviously tied. Both hands and feet made him feel particularly uncomfortable.

The memory slowly returned, and Lin Zichen’s face was gloomy and terrible. He now clearly remembers that he was waking up in this place because of the sneak attack.

He guarded everyone, but he forgot to guard against this person who has been with him. It is a mistake!

“A Feng, don’t struggle any more, you can’t struggle.” Just in the mind of Lin Zikai, when he was going to leave, a person came in, his eyes were red, obviously crying, his face It is also somewhat stiff and seems to be holding back emotions.

“How? I feel that now I know too many things want to kill people?” Lin Zikai’s voice with endless ridicule, watching Wen Ling’s gaze also lost the gentleness of the past, sharp people can’t help but want Retreat, “I still say that you want people to be a big one, control me through the control of the whole Lujia?”

Lin Zikai gently snorted and was full of irony in the tone of Wen Ling. “If you feel that you can get Lujia by doing this, don’t think about it. Although I am really important to Lujia, it is not. No, I can’t do it. Although Lu Jia is short, I don’t mind if the strong man breaks his wrist, and then revenge.”

“A Feng, how can you think about me like this?” Wen Ling’s voice was obviously shaking and shaking. He thought that A Feng would be angry with him, but he never thought that A Feng would hate him so much. !

“Why do you think so, is my idea wrong?” Lin Zikai unfolded the thorns of the whole body, and the thorns of a cockroach left to smell the people. “The person who stunned me was you, took me.” The people here are also you, what else do you have wronged?”

Now Lin Zikai has been completely disappointed with the smell of people and Wen Ling, and he has been betrayed by his own brothers, which makes Lin Zizhen accept! ?

“No! No! No! Wrong, all wrong!” Wen Ling was screaming, his eyes were full of pain. “It’s really me who stuns you. It’s me who brought you here, but I don’t want to To hurt you, you don’t want to threaten Lujia, just I want you, just because I like you, I love you!”

Now it’s not just the smell of people who understand their own hearts, but also the smell of people.

At the moment when Lin Zikai said that he had a favorite person, whether it was smelling people or smelling people, he was out of control. He could not look at this person to leave, there is no way to accept his disrespect.

He is the best person in the world for himself. He said that he will always be with him. Why is it so thorough in the blink of an eye, not only to leave, but also to tell him that he has people he likes and deceives. Human! He does not believe it!

“Enough! Is it still lying, does it make sense?” Now in the heart of Lin Zikai, the person who heard the wolf is the child who called the wolf. No matter what he said, Lin Zizhen would not believe it.

“Not lying, A Feng, not lying,” forcefully held the person in his arms, and screamed at the people’s voice, “A Feng, don’t be angry with me, please forgive me, no matter what I want.” can.”

“How can I really do it?” Lin Zi squinted, obviously not so convinced.

However, Wen Ling Ling nodded firmly, he knew that this is the only opportunity to soften the forest.

“That let me go, let me go.” This is the only request of Lin Zikai. No one is willing to be imprisoned. No matter who the person is, now Wenling has already committed his taboo.

Hearing the words of Lin Zikai, Wen Mang seems to have been shaken with the same force, standing up and slowly retreating, “A Feng, change a request, beg you, change one, the other, whether it is I promised everything, even if I want to die.”

After listening to Wen Ling’s words, Lin Zikai’s face became more gloomy. He didn’t want to have any communication with this person now. He closed his eyes and said a little, “Go out!”

The indifference of Lin Zikai made Wen Ling feel sad, he did not want to leave, he wanted to look at A Feng, “A Feng, please, don’t catch me…”

“Moreover, go out!” When opening his eyes, Lin Zikai’s gaze was already indifferent, and the cold made Wen Ling beat a chill.

In this way, Wen Ling was rushed out. In an instant, Lin Zikai’s momentum also became a bit sloppy. In fact, he believed when he heard those words, but he could not respond to his feelings because he There is already a person in my heart. He has no way to respond to a feeling when there is another person in his heart. This is unfair to the people, and it is also an unforgivable thing for himself!

“A Ling, one day, one day, you will forget me. There will still be people who are good to you in this world.” It is like the whiteness in the original world. If it is not because the smell is too extreme, maybe they will finally Individuals can really live happily ever after.

Only in the evening, Lin Zikai found that his peace of mind was too early. Now that Wen Ling has already expressed his mind, obviously he does not want to endure any more. How can he let himself be alone at this time?

“A Feng, did not take a bath in a day, is it uncomfortable?” Looking at the Linzi, who was still lying in bed, he was very cautious.

“Let me go, I go to take a shower.” Now Lin Zikai wants to understand. As long as he doesn’t want to let him go, he can’t leave it now. The only way is to leave the world, but if he leaves. This world, on behalf of Lu Feng will die, when the smell of people, this silly child may commit suicide.

Although it is said that what he is doing now makes Lin Zizhen a little angry, but more is helpless, he has no way to ignore the other’s life and death in the case of knowing that the other party is very likely to die.

“No, A Feng, if you let go of you now, you will definitely leave, so now you can only grievances and let me wipe your body for help,” looked at Lin Zikai’s somewhat weird face, and Wen Ling quickly said, “I just wipe the body for you. If you don’t agree, I promise nothing will be done.”

Only when he really helped Linzi to wipe his body, he found that he was overestimating his own rationality. He looked at his clothes and half-masked. He felt that Lin Zizhen was even more tempted than anything else.

“A Feng…” Wen Ling was obsessed with Lin Zikai. When the other party was ready to refuse, he quickly leaned down and kissed his lips with force.

Soft, soft lips with a slight cool, slippery, delicate like the favorite jelly when I was young, people can’t help but want to swallow it, strong tongue licking the forest He wanted to talk and got into his mouth, comforting and licking his gums.

Lin Zikai’s face has completely darkened. Even the world has not done such intimate things with Zhang Daolin.

This is not a joke, although Zhang Daoling can touch him after paying the price, but this is only limited to hugs, and no matter how close you are, even if it is only a pro with a lip The kiss will absorb the yang of Zhang Dao Ling and shorten his life.

In order to be able to accompany Lin Zikai for a long time, it is clear that Zhang Daoling’s eyes are filled with eagerness but still willing to endure.

Now, another person has kissed him regardless of his wishes. This is a complete anger for Lin Zikai.

The teeth bite hard, a **** smell spread between the kisses, but the smell of people did not loosen, but because of the taste of blood, it became more fierce. For a moment, Lin Ziyu knew that he had done something wrong. He released a ferocious, hungry beast…

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When he opened his eyes again, Lin Zikai found that the things tied to his hands and feet disappeared. Even the wrists and ankles did not feel sore. It was obvious that he was massaged, and the massagers need not say 100%. It is this person in front of me.

Looking at the smell of people, Lin Zikai’s heart is a bit complicated. When he tears his clothes off, Lin Zhe hates him, but when he is kneeling on his body, the sweat is not falling, his ears are not Stopping his breath, but when that sentence got into his ear, Lin Zi was completely stupid.

Because he heard the person who was not so awake because of madness, said a word, “A Xuan, don’t hate me.”

For a moment, Lin Zikai felt that he had to be Sparta!

He will be called A Xuan, there is only one person, who is who it is self-evident, and now this “A Xuan, don’t hate me” from the smell of people can not be shocked.

In particular, he recalled that Zhang Daoling had said before the death, let him wait for him, no matter where he is, he will follow him to find him. Can he say that this person is really Zhang Daolin?

“001, you give me out!” Now Lin Zikai understands that if you want to know the real answer, the only person who can answer him is 001. “Talk about it, are you hiding something from me?”

After hearing the words of Lin Zikai, 001’s cats were all blown up, and then slowly said, [hosting adults, I should not say this to you, because this thing is prohibited in the main system. People are open, but now that you have found some clues, even if I don’t say that you will find it sooner or later, I can tell you what is going on here, 】

For the first time, 001 did not spoil or conceal, but said that this matter was serious. [This smelly data and Zhang Daolin’s data are indeed more than 90% coincident, that is to say This person and Zhang Dao Ling of the last world are indeed one person.] However, when Lin Zikai has not shown his own surprise, there is a bombshell bombed on the head of Lin Zikai. [And there is another person and The data of these two people is more than 90% coincident, that is, the male owner we met in the first world, Su Mo. 】

Su, Su Mo?

The meaning of 001 is actually the story of Zhang Daoling, and Zhang Daolin is the former Soviet desert?

This… this is impossible!

[The host adult wants to know the final outcome of the first world. 】 Every world will eventually become what 001 will have feedback here, so it is clear what happened to the world after Lin Zikai left.

“…” Lin Zikai did not say that he wanted to listen, but was silent there.

And 001 spontaneously took this behavior as the default. [After two years after you left, Su Mo, who had already been identified as brain-dead, suddenly woke up. He was regarded as a miracle in medical history, but then everyone will take him. Became a madman, because he has no way to accept the fact that you are already dead, whether in daily life or in the face of others, the “Lin Zikai” in his mouth is still alive, and…

“Enough, I don’t want to know.” What happened to Su Mo, now Lin Zizhen can guess a ten or eight even if he doesn’t listen.

[Host owner, this person in front of you is the one in your heart, so how do you want to decide for yourself, but…] 001 suddenly licked his tail, the sly smile on his face, [he Being able to find the host in every world, then you just want to run and you can’t run, and maybe you will be playing a little black house play, host the adults wish you good luck. 】

Lin Zikai: …hehe, I really want neng to die!

Finally, after the exchange with 001, Lin Zikai opened his eyes and saw a pair of sparkling eyes, but the eyes with obvious bloodshot eyes, the eyelids were slightly red and swollen, and the fundus was full of complaints and grievances.

For a moment, Lin Zizhen really wanted to wipe a face. Who was the person who was pressed yesterday? If it is not now that he has a backache and a pain in his back, Lin Zizhen does not doubt that the person who is violent will be him.

“Feng, don’t be angry, okay?” Looking at the woods with a face, the heart of the people was even more uneasy, although the two people rolled one night, but he knew that Feng was not from his own will. But they were forced by them, so now if Feng wants to leave, they have no choice but no face to block, but they really can’t lose this person.

And seeing the other side of this period, Ai Ai’s appearance, if Lin Zikai is not physically weak now, he will definitely round his arm and give him a big mouth |

Now, what kind of face is the little daughter-in-law who is going to see it. Last night, I used to eat him like a beast, and now I know that it is pitiful! ?

“maple……”

Listening to this call, Lin Zikai is even more angry and doesn’t fight. Oh, yesterday, I was tossing one night. The person who was in the night was Wen Ling, and I changed it to smell people in the early morning. This is to want to play with a family member. right!

But Lin Zikai will tell them two people, they are thinking! many! Now!

They are dual personality, not a family, but a person!

“What do you have to say to me?” Finally, Lin Zi opened his mouth and said something that he did not expect.

He thought that Lin Zikai would be hysterical, would make a big noise, would want to leave, but never thought that he would talk to himself so calmly.

“Yes!” Looking at Lin Zi’s slightly relieved face, he has been very good at licking his face and his face is more pitiful, but the words spoken in his mouth are love words that can kill people. “Maple, I love you.” I fell in love with you from a long time ago, so can you give me a chance, I will cherish you and love you all my life.”

Hehe, is the man’s love skills after the sauce is brewed? Why did he not find it so sweet before he sipped?

The smell of people looked at Lin Zikai without refusing, and with an excited look in his eyes, carefully watching Lin Zikai, his lips slowly sticking to his forehead, and then a little kiss on his face. Every kiss, every kiss, I will gently say that I love you.

Although it seems very normal to smell people now, in fact, only he knows that his heart has long since died. It is obvious that he first fell in love with Feng. Why did Ling Xian take advantage of it, but it doesn’t matter, today he has a morning. The time can be replenished.

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When Lin Zikai was fascinated by the kiss, some chaotic brains suddenly flashed a thought. His temper is naturally cool, and having such a passionate lover should not be a bad thing…

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Su Mo’s perspective (non-sweet, cautious)

My name is Su Mo. How did the name come from? I don’t know. I just remember that my father reminded me again and again from an early age. Indifferent represents indifference and indifference. Those who are in high positions do not need feelings. The feelings will only become a shackle. If one day I do something wrong and endanger the family’s interests, he will definitely drive me out of the house.

In the same way, if one day he did something wrong, I would also drive him out of the house without mercy. In his eyes, Su is everything, and I and he are just a tool to let the Su family flourish. Only.

Whenever this time, my mother will stand behind my father and look at my father with sad eyes. When I was young, I didn’t understand what it was because, and when I grew up, I gradually realized that my mother had feelings for my father. .

As I grew up, perhaps because I was educated by my father, I became more and more unfamiliar. But at this time, my mother always called me into the room, holding it over and over again. I cried, but I didn’t say anything.

Later, I realized that the reason why the mother is like this is because she really loves her father. Even if I am in a position in her heart, it is far less than my father, but she does not want me to be a machine without feelings, so She will hold me crying like this.

And all the turning points were drunk in a father. The father was obviously calculated, but he was finally settled in private. However, the woman was not willing to run the golden turtle, and came home and mother for three days. It was troubled, and the father closed his eyes with one eye because he took care of the face of the Su family.

It’s just that the woman is still too naive. She is just an illegitimate daughter. She has no benefit to her father’s business. How can her father divorce her mother and marry a woman who has no use?

In the end, although things were settled, the mother’s heart left a scar. Everyone saw that they would feel like they were respectful and arrogant. In fact, only I know that the two people are now completely different.

It was also after that time that the mother began to participate in the education of my father.

The mother’s request is very simple. If I really want to marry a person in the future, even if it is because of family relationship, but I must try to love each other, not hurt an innocent person. One more thing is that I can’t get intimate contact with anyone before I get married.

The mother said that if she really loves someone, she would want to keep her as jade and want to make her the only one, no matter what.

Looking at my mother’s slightly sad look, my ghost nodded to the gods, until many years later I even had the reluctance to promise the mother that year, otherwise it would be a regret for my life.

The mother’s request seemed very simple, but then I knew that it was really difficult to do it because my father would not allow me to do that. On the day of my 18th birthday, my father sent a girl to me. bed.

The girl looks very pure and very cute. Similarly, even if I don’t need to ask me, she knows that she must be very clean and clean so that she may not even talk about her love, but she is shy and okay in front of me. clothes.

Looking at her, I know that my father must have promised something, but I guess the gap between that promise and her imagination should be great.

In the end, I shook my head and faced me with a pale face. I didn’t have a slight touch of emotion. I just sat quietly on the bed and looked at her indifferently. I hope she can retreat. After my father’s teaching for so many years, my heart is early. It’s cold and it won’t beat.

However, what I didn’t think was that, in the end, she would do so. Although she trembled and rushed toward me, the look I saw was so disgusting that I felt sick. A layer of goose bumps, and eventually I slammed the door.

That night, I didn’t go home again, but went to the bar that I had with the buddies. When I went home the next day, I looked at the clothes that had some folds on my body. My father nodded with satisfaction and told me to play. Don’t take people home, the Su family needs absolute help.

I nodded, then quickly returned to my room, took off my clothes, washed the hot water on my body, and finally took away the disgusting feeling caused by the girl’s touch. Then I found that my cleansing became more and more serious. Even if you just touch people normally, you will rinse the places you touched over and over again.

As time went by, I couldn’t agree with my father’s thoughts. I also understand that in his heart I am not a son, but the heir to the Su family, a tool to help him expand the Su family.

In order to satisfy my father, I tried to become “windy.” The woman around me never had more than a week. Although she was not satisfied with this father, she was better than her infatuation in his heart. He was afraid of him. The heir is a kind of beauty that does not love the beauty of the country.

Turn off the lights, one night’s body corrections | Wrap, the next day’s morning banknotes, then a breakup, those who say that they love me, I am afraid I never know that the person in bed is not me. Let’s go.

Just when I thought that my life would be so boring forever, the appearance of one person broke all my calmness.

It’s just a glimpse on the campus. I felt the heart beat for the first time. Even if he was a man, I didn’t care. I once said that I don’t play men. This is my bottom line, but now I find out that Everything becomes meaningless when facing him.

No, maybe this is not true. For him, I don’t want to play, but I really want him for a lifetime.

I once heard people say that if you really fall in love with a person, everything is no longer important, because the soul of the person who falls in love, as long as he is still him, whether male or female, can feel the feeling of heart.

At that time, I used to sneer and fall in love with a person’s soul? Who can be so infatuated.

But when I met that person, I found that I also wanted literature and art once. I knew that at that moment, the person had really touched my heart. Even if one day his face was completely destroyed, I could look at him. Tell him that I love his soul, everything else is not important.

But slowly, I found a problem, I can not care about his gender, I can love him so desperately, but will he really accept this feeling?

This feeling reached its apex at my birthday party. When I watched him walk slowly with a woman, I realized that I would be jealous, and there is such a person who can stand in the light. By the side.

After that, I investigated his identity and knew that he was the second master of the Lin family, even to be able to get along with him and his older brother.

When I first faced the black emperor, I didn’t have any feeling of fear. I even had a feeling of boiling blood. Even if he warned me, there was no way to stop my steps, or even threaten him, let him not No compromise.

After his brother left, I felt that I was crazy. I had a poison called Lin Zikai. If I could not get the antidote, I thought it might destroy everything.

Then, with the acquiescence of his eldest brother, I took him to the Christmas ball and watched the woman named Bai Wei confess to him. I finally couldn’t help but do something that made me regret it.

Under the impulse, I confessed to him. After watching his words, the angry eyes, I first experienced the feeling of regret, and even had a kind of fear. Is it because I will be my own? After the mind shows that he will never care about me again.

But the result was a little better than I thought. Although he was beaten by him, I was very happy, at least it meant that he would not hide from me in the future.

Then the relationship between me and him finally became more and more close. Just when I thought I could finally make a positive result, my father called me home. He knew about me and my son. He made me ionize. Point, I know that he actually wants to let the child disappear completely, but the identity of the child makes him unable to do so, so he can break through from me.

And my answer must have been beyond his expectations, because I saw the moment he heard the rejection of me, that kind of stunned.

More than two decades of obedience made him think that I was in the hands of me, but now my resistance makes him feel extremely uncomfortable, even wants to drive me out of the house, but he does not know that such threats come to me. I said that there is no use. I started to have my own industry a long time ago. The same thing happened to him. The result was that he gave it to me.

After that, I was even more disheartened. The woman named Bai Wei dared to take medicine for her son. I really don’t know how to live!

It’s just that I didn’t have the turn to take the shot, but the big brother with the child’s big brother should be more successful. Just when I thought I could finally make a positive result, the white Wei appeared again.

Looking at the car that was about to hit the child, I didn’t know how I rushed over. However, when I was hit by a car, I didn’t feel pain, even fortunate, because I was able to protect him. At that time, I realized that there really is such a person in the world that I can give up everything, even my own life.

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Looking at some dilapidated wooden doors in front of me, I gently pushed the door open, and I saw the smiles of the two old people.

“Small desert, I am bothering you, Xiaoyan, the child is really, I have been running around for so many years. It’s really hard for you.” Although I’m talking about it, I can still feel it. The joy of the old population.

These two old people are the grandparents of Zizi, and Zizi grew up here since childhood. Of course, this thing is told by Lin Zifeng. When I know this, I will always come when the holidays are over. Look at the old people here, and take a look at where the children have lived.

After putting down the gift to the second old man, I followed the memory to the room that I had lived in. The room was like his own, with a kind of deep indifference, but with a kind of inadvertent The warmth of the heart.

“Little desert, I know that you are coming to Xiaoxiao’s room again, go, go eat.” Grandpa looked at me and stood in the room and patted my shoulder.

“Grandpa, I won’t eat it. I am still waiting for me to go back.” I shook my head. If it was not necessary, I didn’t want to leave the city at all, because leaving the city would leave the child. .

After hearing my words, Grandpa was silent. After a long while, I looked at me with tears. “Little desert, ten years, Xiaoyan has been dead for ten years. In fact, I always know this, but look at it. I really don’t know how to say it, but the child has been doing for ten years. You have done enough, don’t trap yourself in your memory forever.”

“Grandpa, I will go first, wait for me to come back to you later.” I heard the words of Grandpa, I almost fled.

Ten years have passed, no one in this decade has dared to tell me that my son is no longer there. I try to live like I used to. I have to prepare two servings of food when I eat, and leave half a bed when I sleep. Everything seems to be still there, and sometimes I can feel that my son is still with me.

Today, however, Grandpa once again told me in front of me that the person I loved is no longer there. The person I am willing to pay for is no longer there. Is that… the meaning of my existence is already Not there?

When I returned to the city of a, it was already afternoon, and the sky was drizzling.

For the first time, I went to the cemetery. I wanted to see the children. I have been deceiving myself for ten years. I didn’t even look at him. I don’t know if he will be angry with me.

“Are you coming?” Seeing that I appeared in the cemetery, Lin Zifeng seemed a bit strange. “Now can I finally face the reality?”

I didn’t answer his question, just took a look and let him go, because now I want to be alone with the child.

For my thoughts, Lin Zifeng seems to understand very well, pulling Lin Zihui who does not want to leave.

Now I am alone in the cemetery. I stood in front of the tomb of Zizi. I suddenly felt a little cold and lonely. I have been alone here for ten years. Is it feeling more lonely?

Everyone in a car accident ten years ago thought that I was sober, but I also lay down in bed for two years without feeling, but when I woke up, I found that the whole world has changed. The people I have been desperately saved have left the world.

Lin Zifeng told me that my son was for my grievances, but I never thought about letting my son give me sensation. When I tried everything to save him for his gratitude, it was not for him to die with me. I hope she can live and live well, even if I don’t have a chance to stay with him in the future.

I was totally unacceptable when I got this news, and I even cheated myself for the next eight years, deceiving my son to be alive.

“My son, I am coming to see you. I haven’t seen you for so long. Is it mad at me?” Looking at the photos on the tombstone, the eyes are still bright, I suddenly feel that my son is in my I have never left before.

“I’m sorry, but I have always forgotten that you are gone. I have always felt that you are by my side. I can’t even feel the passage of time. When I wake up, it is already ten years.”

“Now I am getting old and getting ugly. I don’t know if you can recognize me?”

I tried to smile, but the tears still flowed out without a break. “I was bigger than now. Now I am so much older than you. Will you dislike me? But even if you dislike me, don’t want me, because this I have nothing in the world except you.”

“Zi, now I am here to accompany you, so don’t regenerate, even if you are angry, let me have a meal, don’t be like this, one is hiding for ten years, so I can’t find you.”

The muzzle arrived at the temple, and Lin Zifeng said that when the first son was killed in the temple, he was able to use the gun he had used, and he chose the same way of death. For me, Already a great happiness…