Those Years When We Killed the White Lotus - Chapter 87

“If I really don’t believe you, what would you do?” Ailand looked up at the person in front of him, but in the eyes he was not serious.

“I will kill him.” Anyone who wants to leave him and Iland, **** it!

After hearing such an answer, Eland did not feel surprised, but had a natural feeling. It seems that from the beginning he knew that Lance would do this.

“If I still don’t believe it?” This sentence is completely a joke for Iland. He knows that no matter what happens, he will listen carefully to this person’s explanation.

“Then I will kill you, then I will break my own.” He can’t accept the misinterpretation and mistrust of his lover. Instead of being tormented by his life, it is better to die with him!

Such an answer is obviously cruel and horrible, but after hearing this answer, Eland suddenly smiled, and the more he laughed, the more Lance didn’t understand what he was.

After a long while, he stopped the laughter and then said softly, “Sure enough, what you said.”

“Afraid?” He knew that his possessiveness was somewhat changed, but he could not restrain himself. Now, he is afraid to see the fear and disgust in his lover’s eyes.

“I am afraid that nothing will be afraid of death.” Iland is not lying, but sincere, he does not remember how many years he has lived. In the long years, he can only feel lonely. So, he is afraid that nothing will be afraid of death.

“You know that I am not asking this!” Lance felt a bit uncomfortable for the lover to escape the general answer. Although he understood that Eland was not afraid, he still hoped to get the answer he wanted from his mouth.

Looking at Lance’s persistent appearance, Eland seems to feel the embarrassment and uncertainty hidden in his heart. While he is funny, he feels a little sad.

A man who is known as the closest to God is actually a look of uneasiness in front of him, which makes him feel distressed and also has some heart.

“In this world, I will be afraid of a lot of things, but I will not include you alone.” Ailand raised his eyebrows and looked at the people in front of him with a high-level appearance. What he got was the lightness of the other party. laugh.

Looking at each other’s smile, Iland has a ridiculous feeling – he seems to have known this person for a long time, and he can’t remember it for a long time. Even if there is no such person in memory, but the physical instinct knows this person, willing Close to this person.

“Eland, remember what you are today, no matter what time you can not be afraid of me, and I swear, no matter what happens in the future, I will always stand on your side.” Only him is the eternal god. .

At this moment, neither of them spoke and enjoyed a rare warmth.

John, who stood not far from them, saw this scene, but his eyes were faintly brought with concern.

For thousands of years, there has never been anyone in the eyes of the master. Even though another person appeared in his life, accompanied by him, but John saw it very clearly, and that was only the default. Within the range that can be tolerated, no one has ever been able to walk into the owner’s sight.

And this person has really entered the heart of the master, if one day…

Of course, John is not worried about Lance’s betrayal. He understands very well that Lance is probably deeper than his master, and it is absolutely impossible to betray the master.

What he is worried about is that one day Lance’s life will come to an end. At that time… the owner may choose to self-destruct.

Because of today’s dialogue, there is a lot of intimacy between Eland and Lance, and this change has fallen in Salman’s eyes to make him bite, but there is no way, he does not even have the guts to stop.

John’s various means have long broken his arrogance, crushed all his pride, and knocked him off the dust, letting him understand that he was not the high-ranking Prince.

Of course, for Salman’s honesty, Iland is still very satisfied. After all, this time this person is really too much, it is very disgusting, can make him quiet, Iland is a good thing.

After running out of lunch, John brought a glass of red wine to Ailand, but was taken away directly by Lance, leaving Alande a bit gnashing.

Since the last two people’s conversations, this person has been tempting himself all the time. It was originally just to stop himself from hunting. Now even the red wine is not allowed to touch him, and there is no human rights! ?

Ailand: Believe it or not, I really bite you! ?

Lance: Come on, I have opened the neckline, please feel free to bite.

Ailand:

There are still more shameless people in this world than this guy, really want to kill him!

John on the side didn’t know what to say when he saw this scene. Now he doesn’t understand what his master is thinking, and he clearly has sent the door to the door. Why did the owner refuse it again and again?

The owner said from the beginning that Father Brod’s blood is particularly attractive to him, and now the priest has been willing to offer his own blood, why the retreating person has become the master, this…

If it is said that it is a cause of war, John can’t believe it at all. Before the blood family did not open their eyes to the priests and deacons, the master never stopped, but now he chose to retreat, but there is something wrong with it.

However, this is a matter between the master and the priest. He is completely disqualified as a person, yes, that’s it!

In this way, an “alliance” of Lance smiled and chose the player to watch, and watching the fun on the side was not too big.

In fact, Lance’s heart is very depressed now. He thought that after the dialogue of the day, the relationship between the two people could be broken, but he found that he wanted more. Now, Ailand’s attitude towards him has not changed at all. It used to be like that, not warm.

Such Eland made him anxious, but he did not dare to persecute. He hoped that the lover could respond to himself, instead of forcing his lover to respond.

It is only now that Lance is not sure how long he can endure.

“Would you like to go out for a walk?” Looking at Lance’s eyes to “eat people”, Iland felt that he was a little unsettled. This does not blame him for being timid. It is really too much pressure on the other person’s eyes. .

“Okay.” Although I knew that this was Eland’s escape, at this time Lance agreed to follow him. At least, don’t give him too much pressure. He was afraid that Eland would run away.

But the person who led the way was not Ai Rand, but Lance. “I have already visited your home, and now I will go to my home to see.”

This succeeded in making Ailand’s mouth smacked. Is it really okay for him to go to church to be a guest?

Seeing Ailland, Lance immediately understood what he was thinking and smiled. “Not going to church, but going to my house. Although I am a priest, I am not an orphan adopted by the church. ”

Every year, the church adopts a large number of orphans. After that, it will become an ordinary priest, deacon and priest according to his abilities. He is different. He is only because he is particularly strong, so he will enter the church.

“Okay.” Since it was not to go to church, Iland did not refuse, no, perhaps it should be said that his mind more or less wanted to have a little bit of want to understand Lance.

The first time I came to Lance’s home, Iland had some novelties. His home was like his people, indifferent, rigorous, black and white, with an empty silence.

Here, there is no feeling of home.

“You… don’t like it here?” If you really like it, why don’t you feel any popularity?

No matter how you look at it, he has no way to associate it with his home, because there is no trace of warmth here.

“Not dislike.” Lance shook his head, then walked behind him and held him in his arms.

It’s true that it’s not dislike, but… it’s not like it. It should be said that before I met Eland, his heart was empty, and he didn’t like it, whether it’s people, things or things.

It was not until the day when he met the man in front of him that he knew what he had been waiting for.

I didn’t like it, so I didn’t like it. Although Lance didn’t say it, he could understand it clearly. I don’t know why. At this moment, his heart felt a little blocked.

The two did not stay here for a long time. They returned to Fort Collins before the sun set. After all, there was some danger around Fort Collins after dark, although it was not a problem for two people, but they still have not I have nothing to do to find something to do for myself.

After returning to Fort Collins, there were only two people for dinner today. As for why Salman did not appear, neither of them asked and did not care.

After dinner, Lance routinely “confiscates” Ailand’s red wine, while Ai Rand is depressed and goes back directly to the room. He doesn’t want to see this irritating guy for the time being!

Looking at Eland’s departure, Lance smiled helplessly. It seems that there are things he can’t do without taking a little action.

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In the night, Elander woke up because of hunger, could not help but sigh in the heart, he believes that now as long as he goes hunting, that person will certainly block himself, he does not know how Lance accurately found him.

In my heart, I sighed helplessly again. Iland decided to enjoy the moon. Even if I didn’t go hunting, I would be better off hunger than lying in bed!

What he didn’t think of, however, was that when he opened his eyes, he saw a close big face and made him startle.

“How are you here!?” He remembers that every night when he slept, he would lock the door of the bedroom. Now that the door lock is intact, it is obvious that Lance does not break into the door. So naturally there is “internal response”, as for “internal response” Who loves Rand does not want to do what he wants!

“I have come to the key of your room from John. I think the time I have considered for you is long enough.” Lance leaned forward and almost everyone pressed. On his body, “Now I don’t want to wait.” And there is no patience to wait any longer.”

When Eland had not reacted, Lance forced him to press on the bed, and he couldn’t resist the kiss on his lips. The tip of his tongue crossed his sharp canine teeth and overflowed with a drop of blood. The kiss kissed his throat.

At this moment, Eland felt that his appetite had been completely hooked up by the man in front of him. “Lance, are you crazy?”

Because of the long hours of hunger, Iland has been patient, and now this person is actually crazy, let him taste the taste of blood, is he really not afraid of death?

“I have been crazy for you.” Crazy, as long as he wants, his life can be given to him!

Pulling his collar open, Lance looked at him seriously. “As long as you are willing to belong to me, then everything is yours.”

Feeling his seriousness, Ailand smiled. Some low-pitched voices are not difficult to hear. There are even strange kinds of people. “So, as you wish.”

His touch, his blood does not make Eland a feeling of rejection, so he believes that this person is the person he is waiting for, and in this case, why should he grieve himself.

The sharp pain of the sharp canine punctured the skin was gradually replaced by a kind of comfort that could not be described by words. I felt that the other person was holding his arms tightly. Lance smiled and narrowed his eyes. The ear was sucking and swallowing, giving him A feeling of giving everything to each other.

To be honest, that feeling is not bad.

As long as that person is him!

As time went by, Lance felt dizzy because of blood loss, but he did not stop Eland. I didn’t expect the other person to stop actively at this time. He clearly remembered that Eland had been hungry for a long time.

“Enough? If it’s not enough, I can…” Lance’s voice was a little urgent, he could feel the other’s dissatisfaction, he didn’t want it.

“It’s almost,” Erland extended his tongue and rubbed his wound on his wound to help him stop bleeding. Then he slowly said, “If you go down your body, you can’t load it. I don’t want to **** you out, only once. How is it enough?”

Ailand smiled and had a lame smile on his face. Although he didn’t have enough food this time, he had already got rid of hunger, and this kind of deliciousness was enough for him to recollect him for a long time.

Thinking of this, his tongue tipped on his lips, seemingly reminiscent of the taste that made him obsessed.

Looking at this kind of Ailand, Lance swallowed a hard sip, and he seemed to understand why Salman was so reluctant to him. Such a person, no matter who is looking at it, will be obsessed with it.

“I have already fed you, are you changing to ‘feeding me’ now?” When Eland did not understand what his words meant, he had been thrown into the bed by Lance, trapped in Between the arms, the breath is all about his taste.

Although it is such a slightly forced posture, but because the other party is Lance, surprisingly not very annoying, therefore, Iland did not shoot the other side, and then naturally because of the temporary “stupid” paid a “heavy” price .

The deep kiss made Ailand a little breathless. He never had such close contact with others, but he was not annoying. It seems that this person will not be angry or disgusted, no matter what he does. .

That feeling is very novel, but more is puzzled.

“Eland, you are mine.” With a near-worry look, Lance fell one after another a shallow kiss on his body, his ear was his sweet breath, and Lance felt that he was about to get out of control. It is.

“I am yours.” As a vow, Lance said these words in his ear over and over, encroaching on his body, his will, and even his soul.

On his body, the soul has branded his mark.

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Lance, you are mine, and me, also yours…

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When the morning, oh no, the sun did not know how high the rise, Iland finally woke up from sleep, watching the man who was still holding him by sleeping, Iland could not help but think, he wants Push this person down, or go down! ?

It seems that I felt the deep malice of Iland’s body. Lance slowly opened his eyes and looked at the lover in front of him, his eyes filled with tenderness.

Now, this person is finally his, and he is completely alone.

Some excited people hold their arms in their arms and want to have a good morning kiss. I can’t bear to endure. Ilander finally slammed people down from the bed. This unknowing bastard, let’s die.

Oh, my waist hurts…

The man who was slammed on the ground now has a very good attitude, dressed in silence, and then walks to the bed to help Ai Rand press the waist.

Yesterday…he was some of him, um, it’s too unrestrained, and it’s been tossing until the sky is bright.

But there is no way to do it. The people who are hungry during this time are not just one of Eland, but also him!

Every day, the beloved people are swaying around, but they can’t do anything. If they have a chance, he will be out of control a little bit, so it is also excusable…

“Eland, I…”

“Shut up, now I don’t want to hear you, oh–” Because this roar can’t help but the waist, Ailand sucked a cold breath, what the **** did yesterday after he passed out, his body It’s going to fall apart!

You know, he is a blood family, a blood family! The physical strength of the blood family is not comparable to human beings. This **** can actually toss the blood family into this.

Thinking of this, Iland couldn’t help but shudder. Should he be thankful that he is not a human being, otherwise he might be dead now?

I have to say that the recovery ability of the blood family is indeed good, although yesterday was “bullying” very bad, but after a break, in addition to the waist is still some acid, the other has not been in the way, and now can barely be considered as free.

“Go down and have something to eat, I will hold you down?” Although it seems that there is nothing wrong with Ilande, but the tragic appearance of Lance still remembers clearly, so he still asked, the result In exchange for the other party’s roar.

Two people walked upstairs in tandem, and John clearly felt that the atmosphere between the two people became different, not just the master, even the priest’s body had a satisfying meal after a meal. Feeling, John immediately understood what happened yesterday, but looked at the owner and said nothing, then naturally it is acquiescence.

“Adult, why are you so late, is it uncomfortable, do you need to take a break?” It seems that the spirit of Ailand is not very good. Salman immediately went forward and was very diligent, although he was “educated” by John. Second, but he also cleverly grasped the degree, such concern does not cause the other party’s dissatisfaction.

But today he is wrong with a person – Lance.

Just as he cared for Eland before him, Lance, who had been walking behind him, took the man in his arms, with a deep disappointment in his eyes.

If it was before, he was indeed not qualified to make such a move, but the relationship between the two of them has changed since yesterday. He is no longer a friend of Eland, but a partner.

“Fr. Brod, it seems that you are not doing properly.” Salman frowned, his tone was flat, but his eyes were full of embarrassment. He married this person, even if he is a friend of an adult, but what qualifications are there? Intimate touches of adults!

“He is my lover. Is there anything wrong with this?” After saying this, Lance took a step back and held Allerland in his arms. Looking at Salman, it was like watching. Like a thief who is likely to steal his own treasure at any time.

In this case, Salman brought a deep blow. He looked at Lance incredulously and then turned his attention to Ailand. “Adult, Father Brod said is true?”

The person who once was proud to be incomprehensible, now carefully asked this sentence in front of him, most people will feel unbearable, even if it is to make him feel at ease, he will choose to lie.

It’s just that it doesn’t include Eland, because he won’t grieve for someone he doesn’t want to do.

Now that he has identified Lance, naturally he will not let anyone question his identity, so even if he faces such a Salman, he nodded without hesitation.

This moment is the happiest moment for Lance, because the person he loves admits his status in front of others; for Salman, this moment is his most painful moment, he has always admired, Even the admired person admitted that another person is his lover.

“Adult, have you forgotten your identity and forgot his identity? You and him represent the light and the dark, how can they be together?” Now Salman is a little confused, he asks loudly, hopes Ailand Being able to “get lost”.

Unfortunately, his words will only give him a deeper blow.

Because this time Lance answered his question, “Can light and darkness never be together? Then for him, how about falling into the darkness, only he is my only god.”

He never believes in God. Joining the church is just to send a boring life. Now that he has found the meaning of existence, then for him, light or darkness is no longer important.

Such an answer, so that Salman was struck by lightning, he… really no chance?

“John, send him back to Duolun, I think he is no longer suitable to stay in Fort Collins.” Again and again, he questioned his decision, Salman really thought he was a bit temper No?

Since you don’t want to stay here quietly, just leave.

When he heard the words of the master, John nodded. In fact, he had long wanted to send the person away, but he never got the order of the master, so he did not dare to act.

After Eland’s order was issued, John found several people to supervise Salman. He was sent away overnight and sent directly to the castle of Duolun.

“My little friend, have you finally been sent back?” Looking at Salman standing in front of him, Doron had no accidents. How much John cares about the safety of His Highness, he knows better than anyone, and John knows When this person may be unfavorable to His Highness, how could he leave this person?

“Why didn’t you help me, didn’t you forget what you said at the time?” After seeing Duolun, all of Salman’s anger was coming up. If it wasn’t for this person, then he still has it. It should be in Fort Collins, and the person who was driven out should be Lance Brod.

Hey, a slap in the face of Salman’s face, Duolun looked coldly at the person who was still questioning him the moment before. “My little friend, have you forgotten your identity, now you It’s not a prince, even if you are still not qualified to talk to me in such a questioning tone!”

The coldness in Doron’s eyes finally made Salman return to God, and this time he discovered how stupid he was.

During this time, I lived in Fort Collins. Although John always “educated” him, he never hits people, and adults don’t even shoot, so when he returns, he forgets Duolun’s style – If you don’t listen, you have to fight!

“Sorry, sorry, Lord Doron, I just got a little excited, please, please forgive me.” Salman’s body kept trembled. Shaking, facing this person, he never had anything but fear. Any feeling.

“Children, I am not your Highness, I will not be merciful. If you are not jealous, I don’t mind letting you learn a little.” Also, “Look at this well-behaved person who seems to have been a mole, Duolun sneered, “Why am I? To help you, as long as your Highness is happy, the other is not important, and you, but an outsider, will try to mind the minds of His Royal Highness?”

“but……”

“I know what you want to say, you want to say that Lance Broad is a priest, so it is not suitable for His Royal Highness?” Looked in the eyes filled with “this is the case” Salman, Doron shook his head gently, ” In our eyes, there is no difference between you and Lance Brod. The only difference is the choice of His Royal Highness.”

In fact, from these several visits to Fort Collins, he has probably guessed the mind of His Royal Highness, and sure enough, it has not been long before His Highness made a choice.

In fact, Duolun sent Salman to Fort Collins and hoped to be a companion to his High School. For so many years, the next person is too lonely. In addition to dealing with the necessary things, he always spends his time in sleep. Therefore, he only thought of sending a small pet. He hoped that His Highness would have a small thing to accompany him at least for a hundred years.

Unfortunately, his choice did not seem to please his Royal Highness.

“But…” He was not willing!

“Nothing, since your Highness does not look at you, then you will go back to your Harlan Empire and continue to be your prince!” This person has not always forgotten his identity, so it is good to go back now.

After saying this, Duolun waved his hand and gestured to arrange for the person to send the person away as soon as possible. Since his Highness did not like it, he was too lazy to leave such a small thing that he did not like.

Doron has solved this problem, and everything has returned to calm, but on the other side, in Fort Collins, Iland’s life is unusually lively.

Since the two people’s minds have been connected, Lance has become a lot of people. Although he liked to approach Iland, he still had a degree. Even if he was close, he kept a polite distance.

However, after the intimate contact between the two of them, Lance seemed to suffer from skin hunger and thirst. He wished that he would stick to Elander for twenty-four hours. Even if he looked at the book, he could not wait to be in love. Rand’s body, so I don’t know how many times I was taken out of the study.

“Father, the master he… In fact, he doesn’t like to be in contact with others. This kind of tolerance is already the limit of the master.” So please don’t slap the master again, one day is pulled out of the study so many times, you are not too It’s a shame, are we all looking at the bliss for you?

“Well, I know, so I hope he can get used to me more.” Although Iland did not say this, but Lance could not see it. If he was not used to it, now they have recognized each other’s life. How can he accept a certain distance from the person he loves?

Looking at such a Lance, John also had some headaches. Now he can probably understand why the owner has pulled this person out again and again.

This person is typically in a good position. If you don’t warn a little, then you can decide what kind of things you will do.

When Lance was tenth, hehe…Thirteen times into the study, Elander gave him a faint look, then slowly said, “Do it again, sleep in the room today.”

Since that night, Eland has acquiesced to the fact that this person has occupied half of the bed. He is not a man who dares to be afraid. If he decides to accept it, he will not try his best to get rid of it, and it is not without benefits. At least every night, I can have a meal… Well, although it’s not a full meal, at least I don’t have to starve.

However, this person is obviously suspected of being insatiable, so now he does not mind using this to threaten.

Sure enough, after Lance heard the sentence, the whole person was stiff, and then carefully picked up Alande’s side, watching him not refused, and then sitting awkwardly, holding him in his arms. Of course, this time it’s really just holding, and there’s nothing wrong with it, taking the opportunity to do some small moves.

“Why don’t you give me a first time.” So quietly holding Ai Rand, after a long while, Lance asked such a sentence, “I can really belong to you after the first time, only belong to you alone. ”

Lance knew that Eland had no descendants, and if he could, he hoped he would become his only descendant.

why?

This problem made Ailand silent. He closed the book in his hand and did not speak for a long time. Finally he sighed. “Perhaps I don’t want you to see the sun again.”

Although he is not always able to see the sun as his descendants, but in the months after his first flight, or even within a year or two, I am afraid that it is not sunny. He does not want Lance to be trapped. In the dark.

Upon hearing such an answer, Lance’s eyes were full of gentleness. “I don’t care. I have never believed in God, nor have I ever seen the light. For me, the light is far less important than your coming.”

Ailand shook his head and opened the book in his hand again, and refused to say anything.

Does Iland don’t believe his words?

No, in fact, he believes, but it is because he believes that he is even more unable to do so.

Because after becoming a blood family, you need to experience not only the darkness, but also the loneliness.

Even with his companionship, in the endless life, Lance will experience the feeling of loneliness sooner or later, the feeling that he has experienced, so I do not want the people I love to experience the pain.

In fact, sometimes he really envied human beings and envied his older brother and sister who could not die. It was really good.

Life without end is a torment, a curse, and even later, he can only use his sleep to pass the time.

Looking at Alande, who didn’t say a word, Lance forced him in his arms. He didn’t say anything, but from his body, Lance felt a kind of loneliness that could not be described in words.

“Eland.” Gently kissed him in his ear, his voice was soft and heartache.

“Well?” The sight fell on the book, but now his heart has been in a mess, and he didn’t know what he was looking for for a long time.

“I am, I am always there.” By your side.

“I know.” Ailand nodded, and he naturally felt Lance’s determination.

“You won’t be alone in the future, I will stay with you all the time.” Until you die, or if I die, there is nothing in the world other than death that will allow him to let go.

“Always?” Hearing this promise, Iland’s eyes were awkward. It seems that someone has made such a promise to him, but he can’t remember who the man is, but he’s still vague. I remember that the person has the same warm embrace as the person behind him.

“Always!” Lance replied softly, holding out a hand and holding his right hand on the book, fingers passing through his fingers, fingers crossed, “As long as I am alive, I will stay with you.” Remember what I said, I am yours, always.”

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