To Be With You My Love - Chapter 4：The Lonely One

he was about to exit but his mother grabbed his arm ” you don’t get to make the decision” she said, her sharp voice and her eyes that look like she’s going to murder her own son “I’m your mother, I will decide!” she shouted to him ” and you will obey me”

Mark pull his arm and walk away, when he exit he wipe his eyes

he was so angry to his mother, Mark starts running home his eyes were red

he was asking himself ‘why do I have a life like this’ ‘ why can’t I have a happy family’

Mark was still crying when he saw Miles and Ella Rose few meters from him, he don’t want to let the two see him crying so he just follow them

every time Miles face his side, he hide himself since no one ever saw the cold blooded handsome athletic cry before

(few minutes)

Ella Rose seem to notice his presence so he hide himself again

he realize that there’s nothing to hide anymore since he stop crying already so he decided to show himself

but before he could he saw a heart breaking view

he saw Miles grab Ella’s hand and she seems to like it

his heartache so much,his eyes are on the spot where it hurts the most—holding each others hand

he couldn’t move….. he was standing for couple of hours holding his chest, he can’t take the pain his feeling right now

“why…. why does it have to be always me… ” he whispered “always me left alone….”

“why is it that no one loves me…. even my own parents”

(morning comes)

everytime Ella’s on her way to school she always bumped into Mark

but this morning she didn’t, she look around but she didn’t saw him she wonder what happened to him last night

Ella and Miles knows about Mark’s history they also know about his mother’s temper and yesterday Mark’s mother ask him for dinner, so the girl was worried about Mark

she arrive at their room she put her bag down but there was no sign of Mark

Miles was sitting at his chair when the girl suddenly run to him, he was surprise “yow…. what’s wrong with—”

“okay….. ” Miles answer curiously

he dialed Mark’s number but he can’t contact

then a familiar silhouette came in

it was Mark

“hey Mark why weren’t you answering our ca—” Ella said but Mark ignore her, his face was so scary he walk straight to his chair put his bag down and take a nap

Ella was shock, Mark never did that before

class started and still Mark is sleeping, the teacher notice him and so Ms Bell call him “Mr Stone!…. or should I say Mr Sleepy head”

“hey Mark wake up Ms Bell’s calling for you” she whispered and poke his broad shoulder

he move his shoulder giving her a sign to stop poking him but Ella continue

“stop it!” he look at her with annoyance “Mr Stone!” Ms Bell call him one last time “come here and answer this”

Ella really don’t know what happened to him that made his mood gone wild

but she don’t care she didn’t stop asking Mark what the problem and comfort him, her tone of voice was full of sincere but he was silent as deaf

break comes Miles sat beside Mark who was still on his nap “hey buddy something wrong” this time Miles was the one asking since Ella went to buy some snacks “you know Ella is really worried about you, you’ve never act like this before, we’re not familiar with this kind of attitude….. so please stop acting like this” after hearing what Miles said Mark feel guilty for acting so much, he also thought that he doesn’t even have the right to be jealous

he feel sorry for he