To Help You Understand - Chapter 19

When their lips touched, Violet thought it was a familiar kiss, so there was no response. Although he made her exceptionally nervous, she expected him to remove his lips soon.

However, when Winter moved his lips to cover her lips,he bit her lower lip, and moved as if he was looking for something in her mouth, she pushed him away in surprise.

“What, what are you…….”

Violet’s lips, trying to resist, were covered by Winter’s again, and both her wrists, which were about to push him away, overlapped and were caught in Winter’s one hand. He opened Violet’s lips and pushed his tongue inside. Violet has hardened into her first experience in life.

She was so surprised that she seemed to have forgotten how to react, let alone rebel. The thought of being occupied by him stopped the accident. Winter wrapped his hand around her neck and stroked her as if to appease the little beast.

He was going to just push it, but when Violet couldn’t breathe well, Winter let her go.

She had a flustered look on her face, but now even that felt sweet to Winter. Violet’s rigid expression had long melted, and warmth lingered in her eyes.

Violet asked as if she was grumbling.

“Isn’t this something actors do? Why the tongue….”

“This is how I do it.”

“I don’t understand.”

“Then just memorize it.”

Winter had suppressed his libido for three years to keep up with the Lawrence family tradition. ‘I am a slave who makes money’, he’s been brainwashing himself, but he decided not to do it anymore. It was after the divorce was mentioned. His reason for imitating a gentleman in front of Violet collapsed .

Winter whispered in Violet’s ear, as she slowly arranged her poor breathing.

“Did you forget how to breathe with your nose?”

“I was so surprised.”

“You’re a smart princess, so get used to it.”

Violet has been diligent in all her learning since she was young. Even if Winter’s words were a joke, she was going to adjust quickly.

But when Winter’s lips touched her neck, she was surprised and covered her almost screaming mouth with her hand. He asked with his lips folded.

“This is definitely a kiss, isn’t it?”

“That’s….”

“No?”

It was difficult to distinguish between right and wrong. His way of kissing was too absurd. Violet’s whole body became sensitive with tension as he mixed his tongue and did strange things, and everywhere Winter touched, her senses spread like flames.

Winter thought for a moment about quitting because Violet was so nervous, but he couldn’t do that when he faced Violet’s eyes that were looking at him. It was him who won the bet. Would there be a man in the world who stays still when his wife sees him with eyes like that and he even wins a bet?

Winter kissed her again. The excitement could be cut off, but it wasn’t at all. Rather, it was a waste that her body fell this much as it got hotter. Winter eventually picked her up and sat down on the sofa. Violet was in shock, so she had no resistance to the action.

Winter hugged Violet’s waist with one arm and tied it tightly. Then, when the other hand touched her chest, Violet was surprised and pressed his shoulder with her fingertips, flinching.

It seems like it’s broken just by touching it, so Winter thought he should just kiss today. The released chest was soon crushed on the firm chest of the man.

The kiss continued, and gradually his temperature and Violet’s temperature became the same. The same temperature made each other mistake each other’s bodies for their own.

At some point, Violet hugged Winter’s neck with her arms. Winter was so proud of this behaviour that he put his finger between Violet’s hair and stroked it gently, even though she had lost all her mind.

Then, they heard a knock on the door.

“Little Lady, I’ll take a look at your bed.”

Violet, who was awakened by Lulu’s voice, took off her lips.

“Oh, when is the time so……”

Looking at the clock, it was over an hour. Violet looked back at the door and said, touching her messy clothes.

“I’ll open it in a minute!

And as she was getting up, Winter hugged her waist and wouldn’t let her go. His hair was completely disheveled, and his shirts were unbuttoned in the process of touching each other’s chests, revealing a wide and elegant chest.

Winter raised one eyebrow looking at Violet, who was trying to get out of his arms with weak power.

“You heard from Hayel that I worked as a servant when I was a kid, right? I’ll clean up the bed.”

Violet almost nodded her head. However, she quickly shook her head in search of reason.

“No, then what would Lulu think of us?”

“Tomorrow the bedding will be very dirty, I’m sure.”

What does that mean? In the meantime, Violet, who had been agonizing for a while, tried to get out of his arms by understanding what he meant and freaked out after recalling her very rare sleep with him.

Winter felt a lot of lust for his soft wife in his arms, but he let Violet go with a nervous face for her dignity.

Winter said, while buttoning the untied button.

“Let’s have a party for two more times only. There’s no point in betting if you go all three times.”

“……Really? Even though I lost?”

“Yeah, even though you lost. I’ll go with broad generosity.”

Violet’s eyes got round and nodded. She said.

“I bet often.”

“Walking to every party to participate every time?”

“Yes, I’d love to.”

Winter clicked his tongue, opened the door first and went out. The eyes of Lulu, who was waiting in front, and Hayel, who was standing behind her, trembled wildly. As Winter walked past those two without a word, Hayel was frozen and quickly followed him.

“My Lord, you’re going to the office right away, aren’t you? In a hurry.”

“When do you want me to rest?”

“I told you because I thought you wouldn’t rest if I didn’t say so. I was wrong.”

Hayel cried and dragged Winter away.

Lulu, who was rolling her eyes until the two were far away, teased Violet, whose face turned red with shame.

“Oh, the fire isn’t even on but you don’t know why the room is so hot?”

“Lulu!”

“Do you want me to sneak you to the same room?”

“You don’t have to do that at all. I’m telling you.”

Violet shook her head with a face that did not find any of her usual composure. Lulu kept teasing Violet with a cute new reaction.

Lulu checked the temperature and humidity of the bedroom, saw Violet lying down, and turned off the light.

“Then have a good night’s sleep, Young Lady.”

Lulu left the room with a pleased expression.

Violet, lying on the bed, stroked her lips with her hands.

His ways were strange, but she didn’t hate it.

***

Four days later, the couple packed their bags to return to the Blooming mansion which was located in the south.

Violet wore a wide-brimmed sky blue hat and a non-glossy sky blue dress, which was one of the dresses Hayel cleaned up.

Lulu was regretful and didn’t know what to do, and after holding Violet tightly and letting go, she couldn’t bear it and held her tightly and let her go again repeatedly.

Leaving the capital behind, Violet got on the train. Seeing her expression begin to harden from the moment she left, Winter worriedly asked.

“What are you thinking?”

“……Winter.”

“Why?”

“Why don’t we live in the capital?”

“Capital?”
Violet nodded her head.

As she approached the southern part, she felt like oxygen was getting thinner. Her chest was stuffy and dizzy, and she felt like she was about to faint.

It was such a place, but if there was a hope that she could come to the capital someday, she could hold out there.

She continued in a difficult voice.

“It’s okay even if it’s later. Think about it. It’s okay to live in the capital too…… Oh, if we stay in the capital, I’ll change my body whenever you need it. What do you think?”

Violet’s voice became more and more desperate.

“The company is also in the capital.”