To You, My Beloved - Chapter 856
Su Nianhua wanted to speak to April and say that he would stay, but what she accused of the mess he had done made him have no face to ask to stay. Su Nianhua fixed his eyes on April for a long time, and finally Slowly he said, “Satsuki, I will answer you back.”
When April heard this, she actually wanted to ask Su Nianhua. He had always wanted to divorce her. She didn’t have a trace of her in his heart. Why did he turn around and give her an answer?
Such thoughts only flashed in April’s mind, and then she felt how passionate she was with such considerations.
Su Nianhua’s goal for the divorce that he proposed by himself has been achieved. The reason why he said that when he turned back to answer her was just to make himself appear not so shabby. Maybe at this moment, the bottom of his heart, because he can finally get rid of it. Her burden is already relaxed.
Thinking of this in April, she felt another piercing pain in her heart. She wanted to give Su Nianhua a smile, but she couldn’t laugh at all, just said softly: “Okay.”
Su Nianhua didn’t speak, she prepared meticulously across a table, but the two of them looked at April with the exquisite delicacies almost untouched, with clear expressions and clear eyes.
After half a minute, April blinked: “It’s getting late, I’m going to rest first.”
After a pause, April said: “Since we are getting divorced, I have no reason to continue sleeping with you. My apartment has been unoccupied for a long time, and it is estimated that no one will clean it. Running back to the western suburbs villa will only attract The parents on both sides of the confederation, so before we are divorced, I borrow your second bedroom for use, is it okay?”
Su Nianhua shook his head, thinking that when he renovated this apartment, he never thought that there would be people living in the second bedroom, and the mattress inside was a bit hard, so he said, “I will sleep in the second bedroom.”
In April, there was not too much hypocrisy with Su Nianhua, and he said neatly: “Okay.”
Then he stood up and left the study.
After leaving April for a long time, Su Nianhua still maintained that stalemate, sitting at the dining table, his eyes still looking at the dining chair opposite, as if a woman was still sitting there.
April returned to the master bedroom, closed the door, and squatted on the ground with some exhaustion, then hugged his knees, buried his head, and started crying uncontrollably.
Why did she give up like this?
Obviously giving up is so much more uncomfortable than being with him, why does she give up?
He said that he might have lived a lifetime with her like this. She got the life she wanted, why can’t she be so selfish and let herself live with him without knowing anything?
She always felt that she was a bad woman who did not achieve her goal by any means, but after all she was not completely bad enough, and then made everything so messed up, but it was her who suffered the most.
In the past, she had been telling herself that she did not want to love but she wanted to love to die, but in the end she still went to a situation where she could not love, and life is still so long, but in a world without him, she How to live?
After crying for a long time in April, she stood up blankly and stumbled to the middle of the bedroom. She didn’t turn on the light. The room was dark. The light reflected by the tall buildings and far lights outside the window looked particularly dazzling.