To You, My Beloved - Chapter 857
April turned her head and stared at the light outside the window for a while, then walked slowly to the window.
Opening the window, the summer breeze rushes towards you.
Su Nianhua lives in a high-rise building. In April, she can overlook the lights of Wanjia. In the past, she was in a bad mood. Most of it was because Su Nianhua changed a new girlfriend. Su Nianhua and other women were in front of her. Hug and hug, although she has always concealed her love and behaved carelessly, she is actually a woman, with a woman’s unique sentimentality, so when her mood is really depressed, she always runs to a high place to watch the lights of thousands of houses, and then Her mood gradually calmed down.
But tonight, after staring at her for a long time, she was still very disappointed.
Is it true that you have tried your best to love, and you will eventually exchange such heart-piercing despair?
April looked down at her head, and when she looked at the small car downstairs, she could only see flashes of light. Suddenly a thought came to her mind, did she jump from here with her eyes closed? , And then from now on will never be as uncomfortable as now?
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In the large house of more than 300 square meters, it seemed extremely quiet. Su Nianhua didn’t know how long he had been sitting at the dining table with his last move before leaving in April. He didn’t ignore it until the ringtone came from his mobile phone. He looked dazedly and took out his phone. It was from Lu Ran, but he was not in the slightest mood to answer the call. He turned off the phone, and then his eyes fell on the dishes that were made in April and hardly touched. .
In fact, he has no appetite, but he picked up his chopsticks, brought the dishes one after another to him, and ate them silently.
There are salty, spicy, and sour… But it fell in Su Nianhua’s mouth, but he didn’t realize it, only the heavy bitterness was surrounded by teeth and heart.
When he was halfway through the food, he felt a little support in his stomach. Over the years, he drank a lot of alcohol, and he was not eating regularly. His stomach was not very good. However, he showed no signs of stopping, just blindly. He stuffed his mouth, until the end of the game, he felt a faint pain in his stomach.
However, Su Nianhua showed no sign of stopping. His eyes began to turn acid and red. He tried to stuff a spicy vegetarian pot into his mouth. He ate a little urgently, choking himself, and the spiciness spread between his breath. Bend down and coughed violently, until the end of the cough, tears fell uncontrollably.
Su Nianhua tried hard to grasp the chopsticks in his hand, but kept his head down, watching the drops of water stains falling on the white floor.
His shoulders trembled slightly. He stayed in a stalemate for a long time until his emotions stabilized. Then he sat up straight, continued to eat, and while eating, his tears fell again without restraint.
Su Nianhua kept swallowing all the vegetables in his belly, and then slowly supported the table, stood up with difficulty, and walked slowly to the second bedroom.
He didn’t turn on the light either. He just lay on the floor indiscriminately, with his eyes open, looking at the dark ceiling, feeling the swelling sensation in his stomach as if he was about to burst, and his throat seemed to be filled with lead, which was very uncomfortable.
Two days ago, he told Tang Shi that he just regarded Xiaoyue as his younger sister.