Today is Also a Mudslide That Crosses the World - Chapter 497
ps: It has nothing to do with the content of this article, but the number of words is more than 1900. If it is less than 2000, the price is still five book coins. It is a small benefit. If you don’t like it, don’t subscribe.
~
Quiet, dark, silent.
Blank, silent, unconcerned.
Seriously, no hold, no hang?
The clear water dyed in the darkness and the bubbles like crystal filled my air, taking my breath away.
It seems that from the moment I came here, I stopped all the physiological activities that a normal person should have.
Including memories, and from the moment they came here, they were all forgotten in a certain corner of this deep sea, and no one cared about them.
The same goes for the other 153 people who came here with me.
There were waves of low and long whale calls in the distance, and the frequency was much higher than the group of whales that occasionally passed by. Compared with the little guys who were like fireflies walking around me, it seemed to be abandoned by the sky. The lonely bird in the wind, the snowflake forgotten by the clouds in the sunset, the water pattern buried in the waves by the sea, so sad, lonely, and quiet.
Whenever this whale hovers here and sings, I always stand on a sea reef that is far higher than other places, staring at the huge figure and the barely permeable sunlight, in a daze.
According to my observations and guesses, this whale will swim here every time it reaches the sunrise, blocking the light that falls into the water, enjoying the beauty that belongs to it alone, and forgetting to sing in the heaven and earth.
It was not until the sun no longer lingered on the horizon, but spread the warm sun to every corner it could reach, that the whale reluctantly wailed and swam to a place no one knew about.
Whenever the night comes, the sky is full of stars, and the other half of the stars are scattered on the sea, and the whale will swim here, repeating the same thing as at sunrise.
This whale has been so since the moment I came here.
Thanks to this whale, I was able to know how many days and nights I spent in this quiet seabed.
Counting today, it is already the 1,173rd day.
I don’t know if there is any error in this, after all, there are times when the sun is not very bright, such as cloudy, rainy, or snowy days.
After all, there are times when this whale can’t reach here, such as tsunamis, such as submarine landslides.
I don’t know why I deliberately write down the time when I got here, and I don’t understand why whenever I want to recall something, I suddenly breathe, and then I am submerged in the sea, suffocated, and my heart is like being caught. , a splitting headache.
Whenever I want to die like this and recall my memory, the merman who has been sitting in the distance, out of reach but seems to be close at hand, will always swim over to comfort me.
Every time I see her face, I feel like I’ve grabbed a life-saving straw. I don’t know if my heart is still alive, and I’m forced to give up all my memories.
It is obviously a face that is not very colorful, but at the moment of seeing it, it feels extremely warm, better than thousands of colors.
I heard that sharks can eat people.
It is said that the merman will weave a dream to confuse the prey, trap it in it forever, and slowly die.
I heard that the merman will transform into the person you most want to see in a desperate situation…
In the end… who did you hear?
“Minghao…”
“Ming Hao, where are you, please, stop playing hide and seek with me, tell me…”
“Ming Hao, come back soon, okay…”
who is it?
who are you? !
There was a sudden heat flow in my eyes, which was the first time I felt the temperature since I came here for so many days.
The breath that had just been taken was instantly blocked by the salty and wet sea water, and the heart beat violently again, as if it was about to break through the throat, and the clear stinging pain in the head became stronger and stronger each time.
I want to look back, I want to know who I am, I want to know who the people I care about are.
“Little fish…”
My head hurt more and more, I was ready to be annihilated in the world like this, and the merman did not come to my side this time.
“You…what’s the trouble…”
When I lost consciousness in a daze, I vaguely heard other people’s moans, and hundreds of people had seizures. No wonder the merman didn’t come to comfort me this time.
I’m afraid it won’t be appeased.
“Humans, what a strange group of creatures, you can live forever here…
Forget it, they are all dead anyway, so let you go back and meet them in your dreams for the last time, remember to thank me, such a huge spell, I am afraid it will kill me for half my life…”
“thanks.”
The merman was stunned for a while, and then smiled at me with that peerless face that can seduce all beings.
This is the original face of the merman.
So beautiful.
Wake up again, in my lover’s dream.
She looked a lot thinner, and even in her dreams, she frowned, curled up into a ball, and muttered my name.
Even in the state of the soul, my heart seems to be tugged into a ball, and the pain is endless.
The girl I took care of and held in my hand in the past is now mature enough to withstand wind and rain, strong and not afraid of the dark, but why can’t I be happy?
She should have been smiling like a flower, cared for by me, spoiled by me, cherished by me as a little princess, without having to go through wind and rain, without facing the dark…
“I’m sorry, little fish…”
“I didn’t keep my word, and I forgot about you for so long. I really should… die…”
“During the time without you, I saw the forgotten whale, Alice, its singing voice is actually very beautiful, but no one can hear it…”
“Mercy, it’s not what people think it is!”
“…”
“Promise me, don’t wait for me, okay, forget me, someone will love you instead of me…”
“Most definitely……”
God shark, do me a favor again, let her forget me just like I forgot her in those 1,173 days and nights.
——
“Mom and Dad, the child is unfilial…”
“Child, don’t be sad, mom will be distressed…”
“forget me, please……”
-Finish-