Totally Marked by an Alpha Who’s Not My Boyfriend - Chapter 20

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    Chu Ling was woken up early in the morning by Han Gu’s good morning kiss.

    He was a little sleep deprived. He was stunned when he saw Han Gu, and then seemed to slowly recall what happened last night and said, “It wasn’t a dream…”

    Han Gu squeezed his face and said helplessly: “Stop dreaming, I remember it all.”

    After he finished speaking, he suddenly thought of something, and pulled down Chu Ling’s trousers—omitted—“It’s a little swollen, but fortunately there is no bleeding.”

    Chu Ling’s face turned red.

    “Sorry, I’ll go get some medicine from the doctor.”

    “No need…” He really didn’t want to know what kind of playful expression the doctor would show when he found out. .

    After seeing his reaction, Han Gu suddenly asked, “You seem to be afraid of the doctor?”

    Chu Ling immediately denied, “No.”

    “He just has a bad mouth, but he is a good man. If I really want to say, I owe him a lot.”

    Chu Ling found a question, “Are you familiar?”

    “He is my junior high school classmate. I haven’t contacted him for a while. We only met again in recent years. Now he should be regarded as a friend.”

    After seeing the family doctor so many times, this was the first time Chu Ling heard about it. He found that he really knew too little about Han Gu, and couldn’t help but blurt out: “Can you tell me about the past?”

    Consultant Han: “What do you want to know?”

    “I want to know everything.”

    Han Gu laughed after hearing this, but he quickly suppressed his smile and said, “Most things in the past were unpleasant, so it doesn’t matter if you don’t need to know. so good.”

    Chu Ling asked again: “Then you can’t tell me about your mother?”

    “Okay.” Han Gu was silent for a while before opening his mouth: “When I was a child, the most common thing I heard from others was that my mother seduced men, so she gave birth to a **** like me. .”

    Chu Ling was stunned.

    “While it was not true, she never refuted it.”

    “…why?”

    “Because it’s useless. This is a society where the strong eat the weak, and Alpha has always been a group of people standing at the top of the food chain. Before the rules have been formulated, they can even just use their own preferences. If you want an Omega, keep the one you like, or those with good genes, and abandon the rest. Up to now, these Omegas have just been given a nicer name, called Involuntary Markers.” When he said this, he looked at When Chu Ling’s body trembled obviously, he continued: “Though these problems are gradually decreasing, they still exist. And those Omegas who are involuntarily marked are reduced to the bottom of the society and are bullied and scolded by others. .”

    “So your mother is because of this…” Even though Chu Ling guessed that Han Gu’s past might be a very heavy thing, when he actually heard it, he still felt indescribable heartache .

    Han Gu said: “At this time, shouldn’t you think about your own situation first?”

    “…but you didn’t.”

    Han Gu smiled again, firmly held Chu Ling’s trembling hand, and continued: “But the essence is the same. So I’m actually very scared, afraid that you will repeat the same mistakes, like my mother’s The same experience, or being looked down upon by everyone. This is something I cannot tolerate.”

    Chu Ling looked at Han Gu blankly. That’s why he said, to give himself a chance to choose again.

    Han Gu added: “Even if… the person you chose was not me in the end.”

    When Chu Ling heard the last sentence, he felt a pain in his wrist at the same time, because Han Gu was pinching too hard unconsciously. But he didn’t cry out in pain, and he didn’t even throw it away, letting Han Gu hold it tightly. As if being held tightly by the other party like this, you can feel at ease.

    “From the very beginning, you quarreled with me because of Lin Xuan, and last time you mistakenly thought that I wanted you to use inhibitors, and this time… This is all because we are both concerned about each other It’s not voluntary, and the result of mutual distrust. Do you understand? Even if we have confirmed each other’s intentions now, as long as there is this wrong beginning, this kind of thing will keep repeating in the future. Even, it may Be the trigger for some of our conflicts.”

    On this point, Han Gu is indeed right. Chu Ling had this thought more than once. After all, their beginnings were too complicated, and they even suspected each other when they liked each other. Perhaps because of his growing up experience, Han Gu felt more insecure about this than Chu Ling imagined.

    This person is thinking of this for himself, how could Chu Ling blame the other party. He held Han Gu’s hand instead, and said with a smile, “But I have never regretted it. If there was no such a beginning, we would never have met.”

    Chu Ling thought about it for a while, and then continued: “There are very few opportunities in this world to be corrected. I feel very lucky. I am very grateful that you want to give me this opportunity, But I don’t want to wash off this mark. It is because of these processes that I think we can cherish each other more. Therefore, I don’t think that this is a bad thing. Rather than the accusations of others, I care more about your opinion My opinion. You are…you are my Alpha…”

    Chu Ling finally blushed.

    Speaking of which, it can be said that everything has been said.

    Han Gu did not mention the matter of washing off the mark after that, and Chu Ling also officially shared the bed with Han Gu.

    The first few days were fine, but gradually, Chu Ling discovered that Han Gu didn’t seem to sleep well at night. He didn’t remember his poor sleeping position, and when he asked Han Gu the reason, he was only perfunctory.

    One night, Chu Ling finally knew why. ──Omit────

    Chu Ling didn’t think about this at first, because they didn’t have frequent **** in normal times, but it was very intense every time, plus the relationship banned by the doctor, and the previous The cold war of misunderstanding, this time probably seems like… I haven’t vented it for almost two weeks.

    And Han Gu is usually the kind of person who is so self-controlled that he is almost abstinent. So to be honest, Chu Ling still hasn’t figured out how long it took Han Guping to vent his **** once.

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    He stared at Chu Ling’s lips that were kissed bright red, and really felt that the two lips that opened and closed were very attractive, soft and tender, as if every time he kissed him enough, he couldn’t help but Emotionally: “I really want to eat you like this…”