Travel In Search Of Pleasure And Fun - Chapter 81

The night was lovely, and the stars were shining, even the moon seemed to smile, even that white cat that just crossed looked more beautiful …, since when is life so wonderful? Or is it just me who is in a good mood and I see everything in a positive way? …, Maybe. I thought as he walked and looked up at the sky, having left Hanabi at the house.

I have to admit, I was surprised that she let herself be fucked from behind, not many would allow it, I am lucky …, or I am very charming, yes, she thought that is. I actually needed that, thanks to Shizuka and our little discussion, I couldn’t get into her bed..

You will think this Kayle and Ágata, unfortunately Ágata did not leave Shizuka’s side, she did not leave her, and as for Kayle, she said that she could not sleep with me, she would feel bad for her sister, and that we would not do anything until we solve the problems. problems.

And well here we are, yo, respect her decision, I’m really not that desperate to force her to fuck.

Although if it had been the me of a few years ago, I think it would have washed away Shizuka’s memory, and everything would be easily solved. But … I can’t do it now, not after discovering that heady feeling that can make you so happy, and so miserable at the same time.

Love .., what a strange word and feeling, and powerful at the same time. This word has been around in my head for a while, because you will ask yourself, it is simple, it is for my life expectancy, since I will never die, eons will pass, and civilizations will collapse, but I will survive, of course not alone. My women will be by my side.

But as the millennia go by, there will be fewer things to explore, fewer things to discover, and there will come a time when I will test everything in existence. Then other millennia will pass, and with nothing new to do, my emotions will start to fade, it is most likely.

And in time, I will find that life is boring, that the price of immortality, it is not as good as it seems.

Well, I think that will happen, although I’m not sure. But of course we are talking about hundreds of millions of years in the future. Now let’s go back to the word love, something that will also disappear with time, and with it, many things. So I try to enjoy it the best I can. Since sooner or later I will stop loving the women that I love now, and I will stop seeing them as my wives, so I try to enjoy now that I can, since I have always thought that love is not eternal.

No, it is not, even if they love me forever, I …, sooner or later, I will stop feeling something for them, although I do not think that soon as I say, this problem is millions of years from now. As I was saying, the time will come when I am no longer interested in these girls, I wonder what will happen at that time.

I sigh, like a walk in the moonlight, I end up in such a sad and depressing soliloquy about my future … well, let’s put that aside !, that sad and gloomy filler story that is beside the point, because I am quite happy and in a good mood, thanks to the fact that my plans worked, not as expected, but I reached the desired result.

Leaving that aside, I kept walking, alone, something that makes me think about many things, like Kayle’s world.

Speaking a bit of that world, I remembered the ruined king, Viego, who fell in love with a seamstress, made her his queen, gave him everything, even spending almost all the resources of his kingdom to give the best to his queen, everything was peace, happiness and love … until she was murdered.

The woman herself was poisoned, of course Viego did not stay still, and incessantly searched for a cure, his search for an antidote became desperate and delusional. He could never accept the death of his wife, well, nobody can, that’s one of the prices of loving. Then the king sacrificed all the treasure of his kingdom, every bit of wealth, in her quest to bring her back to life. But it was all in vain.

And so the king went mad, and destroyed and devastated kingdoms, until he found a source capable of healing her and bringing her back to life, but once he did, his own wife, who became a spectral being full of hatred and hopelessness. , seized the sword of his king, and embedded it in his heart. She died at the hands of his own queen and wife.

Then in the future, the king awakens as a specter, and devastates the world. Until he managed to revive his wife, too bad for him, she didn’t love him anymore, and she only felt sorry for him.

Well, we would all do the same if we were in his position. Or not?

Putting that filler story aside, I had already come home, it wasn’t a big house, or a mansion, it still had two floors, and it was very comfortable. It had a back garden and a front garden. It was quite beautiful, putting that aside, I plucked some flowers, put on a suit, did my hair a bit, and was ready to go in and confront my inner demons as Wunxia novel or is it Xianxia, ​​well whatever.

I touched the doorknob, turned it, and it opened, I had no key, it was not necessary, not with so many of my shadows surrounding the house, besides Kayle, and Agata who was a skilled assassin.

Come in, I closed the door and there was the woman for whom I took the flowers, Shizuka, she was in a bear pajamas, yes, bear, this girl is very cute at home, and very spoiled, besides being very careless.

Shizuka likes to sit with her legs spread apart, that’s why she doesn’t use a skirt outside the house, since she knows that her panties will show, of course at home, sometimes she occupies, or sometimes she only walks in her underwear . She is quite careless in that regard.

I wonder if all this made her single in the novel, add to that that she liked tobacco and alcohol and ramen. As for ramen, some men do not see very well seen that women eat it, since they think that it is a not very feminine custom, they say it more than anything, by sipping, but hey, each one with their tastes.

It doesn’t bother me that Shizuka is a bit messy, or very messy at home, it’s her house and she can do whatever she wants in it. After all, your home, your rules, or don’t tell me that you let someone strange come into your house, and tell you what to do, or how to clean, or how to paint the walls, what an idiot would let them do that.

Nobody, I guess. Although the idiots are not lacking. Returning to Shizuka, she, unlike what she does in the novel, does not smoke or drink alcohol. Although she does have a great vice for anime, manga and video games.

While I was thinking those things, she was looking at me, with tired eyes, and big dark circles, her hair was a little messy, and her pajamas had some buttons badly placed, her red eyes, indicated that she was crying, and well, that was what she did.

Before entering, she was in the bathroom, crying. Yes, although I said that everything had improved and she reconciled with the other girls, that does not mean that she was not bad, and that she was not sad about everything that happened.

To be honest, I feel a bit bad for her, to feel like she secretly cried at night in the bathroom, it hurt a lot, or how she was peeking at me waiting for me to notice her and get closer to her. Sigh, she should have solved the problem before, but it was necessary all this time, for her to reflect on all her options, and think things through.

I looked at Shizuka in the eyes of her, and picked up the flowers from her, I slowly approached her, as if she were a scared and injured animal, and I, the person who wants to heal him.

I saw a small movement of her feet, as if she wanted to run, as if she did not want me to reach her, but my firm gaze and the flowers, prevented her from doing it, Shizuka knew, that today was the day, when we would both talk about what He passed.

I came to her, and took her hand, it was cold, and wet, sure she washed her face before leaving her, but forgot to dry her hands, well, no matter what hands of it are wet.

She didn’t squeeze my hand, but she didn’t walk away from her either, apparently she would leave everything to me. I made her accompany me to the break room, touch the wall and look for the ignition, when I found it, I turned on only two lights, they were soft, so as not to damage Shizuka’s eyesight.

And it worked, since I did not close my eyes, I guided us to the most comfortable chair, and I made her take a seat, leave her alone, and bring the coffee table closer, on it I left the flowers.

– “Shizuka, I miss you.” I told her softly, as she caressed her hand.

She didn’t answer, she just looked at the ground, but her hand, she firmly squeezed mine, she sure wanted to speak, but she didn’t know where to start. Actually, I didn’t want to speak right away, I felt her stomach make little growls, most likely, she skipped dinner.

So I took the flowers, and I showed them to Shizuka, she raised her face, had a question mark on it, wondering, what do I do with flowers, exactly, what do I do with flowers, I am not one of those who is giving flowers, Of course not, and Shizuka was not one of the girls who like chocolate and flowers, no, she was not.

Therefore, I took the flowers, and with a cloth that covered the table, I covered the flowers, I made a small movement with my hands, the typical one that magnos do, and “ta-ta-ta-tan”, I put the cloth on the table, and picked it up quickly. The flowers were gone, now they were replaced by a steaming and delicious pork ramen, Shizuka’s favorite. While doing all of this, Shizuka looked on in wonder and amazement.

I have to thank Amaya, I asked her to prepare the best ramen she could make, and put all her effort into it, and I did it, I tried it, and I can’t deny, that she was the best in the world.

Shizuka had her eyes closed while she savored her lips, when she opened them, a dangerous shine appeared in her eyes, she was a predator stalking her prey, a growl came out of her stomach, she sure she was hungry.

– “You’re hungry, aren’t you? So eat some, I can assure you it’s the best ramen in the world.”

Shizuka frowned and looked at me, as if to say, you won’t buy me with this. I just nodded, I didn’t really want to buy it with food, I just wanted it to be full and to get her smile back a bit.

Shizuka took the chopsticks, and took out a piece of meat, a little steam came out, since it was hot, “fuuu, fuuu”, two little puffs, before putting the whole piece of meat in her mouth, uff, that put me hot, I remember when he eats all my cock, it was difficult for me to teach him, but he can already make him do a deep throat, with one or another gag …, we better put my lust aside.

She grabbed the piece of meat, and ate it, chewing gently, while I can see how some hearts came out of her face, she sure fell in love with the taste.

Second later, with a “drink”, he opened his eyes, and began to eat as fast as his little mouth, so small, and those pink lips, they are so soft when he sucks my cock, cough, cough, how it turns me on so much this woman, who makes my perverted side come out, sigh, it’s her fault not mine.

Shizuka would not stop eating, noodles, meat, some vegetables, she swallowed and swallowed like when she swallowed …, going back to Shizuka, I had to rub her back, since from time to time she choked, like when I …, Well, he kept chewing, swallowing, savoring, “wow” the noodles seemed to cascade in his mouth, and all his clothes got dirty, thanks to the drops of soup that fell from the noodles.

The way she ate was anything but feminine, now it doesn’t surprise me that she ended up single, many men don’t like that her girl is like that, so not very feminine. It doesn’t matter to me, if I love the girl, even if she’s a little crazy like blue, or if she doesn’t know how to cook like kayle, I would still keep her and accept her defects.

Therefore, if you like a girl, do not try to change her, that she has defects is what makes life and a fun relationship.

Let’s put the advice aside. Shizuka finished her plate in record time. If I enter her in a food contest, and she sure wins it, I can also record it and use it to annoy her in the future, but let’s save that for the future. Now she had a smile on her face, and her eyes were shining. Her skin was more beautiful, and she seemed more relaxed.

– “Uff, it was delicious! …, thanks Leon.”

-“No problem”

And we were both silent, but not for long, I sat in front of her, so she looked at me, took hers in two of her hands, and it was time to talk face to face. Shizuka looked a bit uncomfortable, and she was moving her feet, perhaps to calm her nerves.

– “Shizuka, we can’t avoid this any longer, we have to talk.”

– “hm, I know.” She said a little reluctant.

– “Well, now look into my eyes, because I will not repeat these words again, do you understand?” It will sound rude, and a bit authoritarian, but it was necessary, she looked at me and nodded.

– “I did terrible things a few years ago, I stole and trafficked weapons, in many countries, then those weapons would be used for wars and many people died. But I do not feel guilty, I not only did those things, I also trafficked precious jewels, although never drugs Although I did help some dealers when I sold them weapons. hmm, what else did I do … well, I also trafficked secret information from some countries, and yes, they cost life too. ” Shizuka gave me a look, a very pained one, she sure didn’t like hearing all of those. Still, I kept talking.

– “Now you wonder, because I did all these things, in a sense, I believed that those things would change the world for the better.” Actually, it’s not that way, I knew they wouldn’t, but I did believe they would change the world, but I didn’t care if it was for the better or worse. But of course, a little lie doesn’t hurt anyone.

– “But on the other hand, there was a certain part of me that did it for fun, yes, plain and simple for fun”

She looked at me very angry, and she squeezed my hand tightly, as if wanting to punish me, but then, everything calmed down, and she looked at me reluctantly. And she asked me, with a little enthusiasm.

– “Do you regret it?”

– “No, I’ve always thought, that if you do something, you did it, and it doesn’t matter if you regret it, it doesn’t matter if you try to amend it, you already did it, good or bad, what’s done is done, and it can’t be changed. Even if you travel to the past and say to yourself, don’t do that or you will regret it, even that doesn’t take away the fact that you did. Now the question is … do you regret marrying me, don’t you …? ”

I could not finish my words, when a fist approached my face, for me it was quite slow, and I can help it, but it is censer, it is not because I am a masochist, it was because it stopped inches from my nose. Shizuka wanted to hit me, but she stopped, her fist trembling, while she glared at me, a lock of her hair covered her face.

– “Don’t you dare finish Leon, don’t you dare, if you don’t want to see me very angry …, I won’t let you question all my affection, and love, because that would be to question all these years that we have been married, and I don’t think all this, everything we went through is a lie ”

Shizuka loves me, and she adores, that I will not deny, and something that will not endure, is that someone doubts how much he loves me. Even when her grandfather, who is a paternal and maternal figure, someone who took care of her since she was little, put her to the test, and wanted to arrange a marriage for her, she did not hesitate to turn against her grandfather, and refuse to accept that marriage, but like I said, it was a test of that old man. Nice guy, I like him, it was nice to talk to him.

-“He would never do”

– “I believe you” she said with a smile, but she turned serious immediately. ”

– “Now Shizuka, do you know why I stopped doing all that?”

She was wondering, searching for an answer, and apparently she discovered it, since a small gleam appeared in her eyes, but she still asked, wanting her answer to come out of my mouth.

-“No, I do not know”

– “I actually had fun, my ego and my being filled up, I felt like the king of the world …, I have to admit that the feeling that causes fear and chaos gives you, was something intoxicating and delicious. But .. ., all that changed, changed when I discovered a more powerful feeling …, one that filled me completely, it was a wonderful emotion, that drove me crazy, and I didn’t want to stop feeling it. ”

Take a pause, to see how Shizuka was, she was calm, listening and paying attention to each one of my words, sometimes she frowned, and other times she squeezed my hand, synonymous with not supporting such acts.

– “Have you found out …? It was love. First it was Kayle, and then you, both filled something inside me. Every time I got up in the morning, I looked at her smile that made my day brighter, and caressed her hair that made soft shells in my hands.

All of that was something incredible, something precious to me, something real. And it was at that moment, when I fell in love with you, that the rest of things became insignificant, and you began to be my priority.

I was no longer interested in seeing people hurt themselves, now the only thing I wanted to see was you, and Kayle smile, for me, you two are the most important …, I love you Shizuka, and I want you to be with me forever. ”

At some point, at one point in my dialogue, Shizuka had already started to cry, well, any woman in love, would cry if you declared to her with such passion and longing, even though she knows that you killed people and had fun doing it, women, who completely understands your heart.

I got up and settled next to Shizuka, I took her by her waist and put her on my lap, she was on her side, while her face was on my shoulder, she did not stop crying, while I did not stop stroking her hair and say how much he loved her.

The minutes passed, and she calmed down, her breathing relaxed, and her tears stopped, well, a little, there was still one other, that if, her face was full of snot, I had to wipe it with my shirt sleeve, and my hand. I was not disgusted, did you? If so, does it disgusts you to taste and stick your tongue in your wife’s back hole, and give her anal sex. hm ?, we better put that aside.

– “You’re better now Shizuka”

– “hm, I’m better now.” Shizuka lifted her face from my shoulder, and looked into my eyes. – “Leon, did you stop doing all those horrible things?”

– “Of course Shizuka, as I said, I found something much better, I found you, the woman I love, and the woman with whom I wish to have a thousand children” I told her with love and passion, after all, to have a harem, it takes a sweet mouth.

She was shocked, when I told her a thousand children, surely now she is thinking about how I would take care of a thousand children, what a good imagination this girl has, who is getting more and more red, until she shook her head and returned her serious look to me and he asked again.

– “Are you sure Leon? Can you assure me that you stopped doing those things.” She told me, while she squeezed my hands tightly.

– “I no longer sell weapons, and I don’t steal them either. My hands are clean.” Well, almost clean, but it is true, I no longer traffic weapons and those things, not in this world, because you ask yourself, simple, I got bored, I prefer to spend more time with my women, besides, there are other worlds, where chaos abounds, I will use those worlds to quench my thirst for blood.

Shizuka nodded in relief at my firm reply.

– “Leon, you asked if I regret marrying you.” Shizuka said, who settled into my lap, now she was with both legs next to mine.

– “Yes, maybe you regret having married me” I said sadly.

– “No, I don’t regret it, but …, if it makes me very angry, that you will hide your secret life from me, and your dirty hobby, you don’t know how hurt I was, Leon, I always felt that you were not a saint. Just look at you , you are a greedy man who wants a harem, no good man would do that. ”

She told me she with a reproachful tone, and with a frown, but then she gave me a beautiful smile, and continued.

– “But despite that, I love you, I love you, and I also want to spend my whole life by your side, until I am old and can no longer stand on my feet, I also want to have many children, but after I finished my studies, understood? ” I nod my head, and she kept talking, with a dreamy look.

– “I want to see my children grow up, and my grandchildren too, I want to see them get married, and I want them to be happy” Shizuka said with great desire, looking to the future, Shizuka was a normal girl, with normal dreams, not like others, that They dream of being the next of the lord of the fire and taking over the world, no, no, no, those girls are very crazy, not suitable for betas.

– “When are we old? Don’t worry Shizuka, you will always be young and beautiful in my eyes.” And it’s true, she will always be young, and she has a long life ahead of her. As she would let you look beautiful woman she becomes old and dies, of course not. It cost me a lot to have it.

– “hm, sniff, sniff” And out of nowhere, Shizuka cried again, and hugged me tightly, that hug means one thing, never leave me, and I will never leave you. Shizuka was afraid all this time, she was afraid that she would leave her, or that we would end, even the divorce. Although I would never let something like that happen.

– “Leooooooooooon, waaaaa, waaaaa, leoooooooon!” Shizuka shouted, while she hugged me tightly, venting all these days, where she sure was stressed, with fear, with many negative emotions, and it was time for me to take them all out.

– “Easy, easy, just say what you have to say.”

– “Sniff, Leon, Leon, Leon, Leon” He kept repeating my name as he pressed me more and more, yet another reason because I end up sortera, he has a monstrous strength, and many men would feel intimidated by that.

Many men are afraid of strong and successful women who earn more than them, that puts their manhood at stake, as for me, I will only say that I let my wife support me. There are other ways to show that you are a real man, much better than fucking with your wife, because you earn more than you.

I never understood that, some need to make their wife feel inferior, to feel superior, what stupidity, in my case I am already superior, they just have to see how I leave them in bed, but hey, let’s continue Shizuka better.

– “If you just say my name, we won’t get anywhere.”

– “Sniff, Leon, I …, I was very angry at the beginning, but very angry and disappointed in you, but then, when I thought things through, I was very afraid, you don’t know how afraid I was.”

-“Afraid?”

– “Yes! Do you not understand León! All your actions have consequences, and if one day they discover everything you have done, and if one day they have evidence against you León, they will come looking for you, and take you away, They are going to take you away from my Lion, it could even be worse, as you know that they will not send a mercenary to assassinate you, tell me like León, how do you know that nothing bad will happen to you. Do you think you are immortal or untouchable, tell me León! .

As he spoke, I went from sad to angry, and from sad to again, what a complicated woman, or you are sad, or you are angry. Sigh.

– “If he comes looking for me, would you let them take me?”

– “Never, I swear I would hit them all, and we ran away, I will never let them separate you from me.”

– “Wouldn’t that be evading justice?”

– “Fuck it, my love is stronger than justice”

– “Didn’t you get that phrase from some anime?

-“No idiot!” Shizuka said with a smile, now happier, but she became serious and a little embarrassed again.

– “Leon, are you sure they won’t come for you, that one day I’m going to get up, and you’re not going to be by my side?”

Shizuka held me tight, and looked at me, begging me to tell her the truth, begging him not to lie, and to say, everything would be fine. And I won’t disappoint her.

I looked at her pink lips, and I kissed them, passionately, hard, with determination, she did not expect this, but she returned the kiss, and our tongues curled in a battle, and our breaths collided, I took her face and press my lips harder, after a few seconds, we parted, she looked at me with affection and affection, there was no longer sorrow, no seriousness, there was no anger or disappointment, now there were only a few steps left before she was completely reconciled.

– “Shizuka, I promise you, it will never happen to me, we will never have to run, I will never be behind bars, I Leon Ouboroos, I promise you that I will always be by your side, without a single scratch, and free as the wind.”

She nodded happily, her little hands wiping away the few remaining tears as I wrapped her in my embrace. She put her face on my man, her chest was pressed against mine, and my hands, which were on her waist, began to go down, and down, until I reached her tasty butt, next to her pajamas there were two openings, I walked in there and I squeezed it, it was as firm as ever.

– “Then make up sex.” I whispered to hate.

Too bad she answered with a snore, it seemed like a bear was sleeping in the house, another thing she ended up drawing for, sigh. Shizuka was sleeping on my shoulder, so goodbye make-up sex, the good thing is that Shizuka slept with a satisfied smile, and that today I would have the best sleep of her, after spending some time caressing her warm butt, I also fell asleep .