Unable to Divorce After Signing the Marriage Contract - Chapter 103

Lu Nan spoke very plainly, but Lin Yuhe was surprised when he heard it.

He also understood that if Lu Nan had told him this after the two got married, even when they returned home to pick up their memories during the Chinese New Year, Lin and He would definitely be grateful as Lu Nan said. Preconceived.

Because at that time, he had not yet determined his feelings.

Lin Yuhe is like a person walking a long distance in the desert. Before reaching the end, any gust of wind may change his direction.

Lu Nan bowed his head again and kissed Lin and He’s eyes.

He has kissed every inch of skin.

“So, I’m more fortunate. It’s me who is lucky.”

“I just caught you.”

Lin Yuhe blinked the kissed eyes.

He saw himself in the opponent’s eyes again.

Lin Yuhe feels like a very difficult game, and his brother took pains to pass the level.

Finally got my own prize.

The dinner was finally eaten before letting it cool. Although they talked a lot, the two did not continue to do anything-Lin Yuhe will have class tomorrow.

When resting at night, Lin and He fell asleep soon after going to bed. The quality of his sleep now is much better than before, most of which should be attributed to Lu Nan. In addition to keeping warm, the man also takes up the task of helping to fall asleep when it is difficult to fall asleep.

But tonight, Lin Yuhe had a dream.

He dreamed that he was wearing a large hospital gown, a thin wrist stretched out of the empty sleeve, and the back of his pale hand was covered with blue needles. The fingers were completely bloodless from the cold, and the nails were unhealthy white.

That was when Lin Yuhe was the thinnest. The long adolescent boy weighed less than 100 catties, and his arms were so thin that they would be broken when he tried hard. At that time, Lin Yuhe felt very cold every day, and his chest was often burned red by the hot water bottle.

He could hear his heavy and difficult breathing, the oxygen tank next to him was gurgling with blisters, and his thin chest was undulating deeply again and again. That was the greatest movement that Lin Yuhe’s body could make.

Lin Yuhe rolled his sour eyes, surrounded by grayish white, the wall of the roof was weathered, and the white lime skin was rolling in pits and pits, and it might peel off at any time.

Hit him.

The family members on the next hospital bed came to accompany them again, and the freshly cooked chicken soup wafted with a strong aroma. The family members who surrounded the bed divided the ward into two distinct halves, half for comfort and encouragement, and half for silence and loneliness.

Lin Yuhe closed his eyes tiredly.

He can’t sleep. The human body will enter a dormant state when it lacks enough energy to maintain life as much as possible. However, Lin Yuhe’s self-protection mechanism is not enough. He is too cold. The air flow brought by someone passing by the bed can blow him. Even if he falls asleep, he will be awakened by numb hands and feet.

He just moved to the time every second.

Gradually, the lively laughter in my ears became a little blurry, and this hour may pass slowly.

There was another cool breeze beside him, which was a trace of people walking. Lin Yuhe didn’t open his eyes. At the beginning, he had expected it. Now he understands that no one will come for him at this time.

He continued to lie in silence until his ankles were slightly cold, and the underneath of the quilt was lifted, and then something came in and cushioned under the cold toes.

Soft and warm.

It is a warm water bag.

Lin Yuhe opened his eyes and saw a doctor in a white lab coat. His face was very strange. He was smiling and talking to Lin Yuhe, but strangely, Lin Yuhe couldn’t hear him clearly. He looked at each other blankly, trying to distinguish, but suddenly he saw a pair of dark eyes outside the glass of the door.

Lin Yuhe was awakened abruptly. The sound of heavy breathing was particularly pronounced in the night. It was still dark and the room was dim. Lin Yuhe tried to turn on the bedside lamp, only to hear a beep.

A warm yellow light came from the other side of the bed.

The man beside him grabbed his sweaty wrist and asked in a low voice.

“What’s wrong?”

Lin Yuhe panted, staring at each other in a daze.

Looking at those dark eyes.

His voice is hoarse, and his voice has changed a little: “You…have you been to see me?”

Lu Nan stretched out his hand, took out a warm disposable towel from the bedside incubator, and gently wiped off the sweat from his forehead for Lin Yuhe.

“what?”

“That’s when I had surgery.”

Lin and He coughed twice before their voices recovered.

He said: “I dreamt that I was in the ward and saw you through the door…”

After Lu Nan wiped his forehead, he spread out the towel again, folded it, placed it in his palm, and wiped his face carefully.

The towel is hot, and it is very ironed when rubbed on the skin. Lin and He raised their heads to cooperate with each other before reacting afterwards.

The brother’s actions seemed to coax the child who was awakened by the nightmare.

Lu Nan’s voice was also very low.

“I’ve been there.”

Lin and He had a meal.

“I also followed a group of doctors into the ward to see you,” Lu Nan said. “You still looked at me with a smile and said thank you.”

Lin Yuhe was a little dazed: “Ah…”

He remembered the dream just now, and whispered: “I didn’t look bad at that time.”

“Very bad.”

Lu Nan whispered.

He put away the towel, held Lin Yuhe’s ten fingers with both hands, and used his body temperature to warm people up.

“You are so skinny that you can directly see the protruding ribs when you auscultate.”

The whole person is so thin and small. After eating for more than ten years, it is still the same as when he was a child, without a little meat.

I want to hug him, but if I can’t touch him, I’m already bleeding from that thin body.

People are the same as when they were young.

“It hurts and doesn’t cry, just smiles at people.”

At that time, Lu Nan thought, why?

So behaved, why should he suffer so much?

Lin Yuhe looked at Lu Nan in a daze, suddenly raised his head and kissed the man’s eyebrows.

“Don’t frown.” Lin Yuhe whispered.

He gently shook Lu Nan’s hand back.

“At that time, I made my brother sad, too.” Lin Yuhe said, “you came to see me, but I forgot about you.”

It was his brother that made him forget.

What was my brother thinking when I really saw myself who didn’t remember anything?

Lu Nan was silent.

At this time, Lin Yuhe was still thinking about other people’s pain.

He lowered his eyes, tilted his head and kissed the forehead of the man in his arms.

“At that time, I thought it was a good thing for you to stay away from me.”

Lin Yuhe was stunned, but he didn’t expect this to be the answer.

“why?”

Lu Nan whispered: “They all say that my life is too hard, and no one will end well if I get close.”

Lin Yuhe’s eyes widened.

He remembered the sudden death of Lu Nan’s parents, remembered Lu Guangze smiled and said in the hotel in Xiangjiang, “Look at his fate”, remembered Lu Nan’s rejection when he first arrived in Baixi Town 15 years ago, and everyone. Never get close.

Lin Yuhe suddenly reacted. In those overwhelming reports, the bold “Lone Star of the Devil” and the rumors of “defeating father, mother, and family”, it is actually impossible not to cause harm before the armor was formed. .

Lu Nan didn’t care about it before.

He is a plague. God, always brings misfortune, stay away from Lin and He.

Therefore, when the scourge caused Lin and He, Lu Nan left alone, and he was determined to make Lin and He forget himself.

Lin Yuhe hurriedly tried to refute: “No, you are not…”

The words were not finished, but the man who bowed his head gently kissed him.

He heard a little laughter, very soft. Even if they can’t see, Lin and He can imagine how tender each other’s eyes are at the moment.

“I know.”

Lu Nan said with a smile.

“You told me.”

Lu Nan had been watching from a distance before, silently protecting Lin Yuhe, thinking that he was just trying to make up for his original fault.

Until the other party suddenly had an operation, Lu Nan looked at him through the door, and then went in to see him, getting closer and closer again and again.

Only realized that it was wrong.

Want more.

Want to see him, want to touch him, want to see him smile.

I want myself to appear in those beautiful eyes.

“Later, the result of the successful operation came out, and I knew it.”

Lu Nan kissed the person in his arms carefully and said.

“You can come back, and your willingness to come back is a gift and my good luck.”

“Since then, I have never believed those rumors of family denial.”

Lu Nan finally had armor.

“Fate treats me not badly.”

They are all lucky. They are each other’s good fortune.

It is the prize of each other’s lifetime.

——

Two days later, Friday.

After half a week, Lin and He finally received Geng Zhi’s call again, and the other party’s tone returned to normal.

Upon seeing this, Lin Yuhe relaxed a little.

“I was worried about you before. I heard that Big Brother Fang took leave. Is he okay?”

Geng Zhi coughed and said, “It’s okay.”

Although his tone was calm, Lin and He vaguely felt that the other party was in a good mood.

“By the way, I asked you to talk about the Wu family.” Geng Zhi started talking about business. “You know they came to Yancheng, right?”

Lin Yuhe: “Yeah.”

Shen Huixi mentioned this before.

“They went back this morning,” Geng Zhi said. “They took Wu Xin to the hospital, and Lin Feng followed with him, oh yes, and that Bai Xue.”

Lin Yuhe was surprised: “…Bai Xue?”

What is she doing with her?

“The Wu family originally wanted to find Bai Xue to settle the accounts, but when they met, they realized that Bai Xue and Wu Xin’s brother knew each other,” Geng Zhi snorted. It was convenient to contact Lin Feng’s business, so I went back together.”

It is business convenience, who knows what convenience it is.

Lin Yuhe frowned.

What… It feels messy.

“They made this smog, you don’t need to pay attention anymore, they are too busy to take care of themselves.”

Geng Zhi said.

“After I heard that Bai Xue was going to follow, Wu Xin was half-dead. Lin Feng was escorting and helping Bai Xue to sort out his luggage list. This has been spread in the hospital, just as a joke.”

“The wicked have their own wicked torment, let the three of them toss on their own.”

Lin and He replied in a low voice.

Hanging up the phone, he looked at the screen and posted for a while.

… Has it always been like this?

It was not that Lin and He had complained about what happened back then.

Why can love be given and taken back so easily, changing to another object and repeating itself.

Now that he changed another object, Lin and He found out.

It turns out that Father Lin has always been like this.

Inferior affectionate.

After the phone call, another class took place, and it was time for school. There was no class on Friday afternoon, and Lin Yuhe went home directly.

To his surprise, Lu Nan was also there.

“Are you not going to work this afternoon?” Lin Yuhe asked.

“Yeah.” Lu Nan said, “It’s over the weekend.”

“Go wash your hands and eat.”

After Lin Yuhe washed his hands and came out, the lunch was set.

There was a bowl of **** duck soup on the table, and Lin Yuhe stared at the soup for a while.

He remembered the meal when he returned two million to Father Lin.

A porcelain bowl filled with soup was handed over and placed in front of Lin Yuhe.

“What’s the matter?” Lu Nan asked.

Lin Yuhe turned his gaze to Lu Nan, stared at him for a while, and asked suddenly.

“Brother, have you thought about the future?”

“A long, long time later,” Lin Yuhe said, “It’s going to be a long time…”

Lu Nan said indifferently: “Which one will leave first?”

Lin Yuhe was silent and nodded.

He took a breath before speaking.

“When my mother left, my dad got married not long after. I thought everyone would be the same as my family, but later I found out…maybe it was my dad’s problem.”

When this happened to them?

It is hard for Lin Yuhe to think about what would happen if his brother left one day.

This is an unavoidable problem.

It is also the most painful thorn in Lin Yuhe’s heart.

The scar was too deep, and it was difficult for Lin Yuhe to think calmly when he thought about it. He also waited until he asked the question before he noticed that he was a little rash.

It seems that this kind of question should not be asked suddenly.

But before Lin Yuhe wanted to explain, Lu Nan had already given the answer.

“I hope you can continue to live happily without me.”

Lu Nan spoke very calmly.

He seemed to have rehearsed this difficult problem thousands of times.

“I will arrange a lot of things to accompany you.”

“Like I can continue with you.”

Lin Yuhe opened his mouth.

His self-confidence, facing Lu Han’s plan, had already been arranged.

The difference between twenty and thirty years old is not only in age.

But in the next second, Lin Yuhe heard Lu Nan say again—

“But I don’t force you to be happy.”

Lu Nan slowed down and touched the side faces of Lin and He across the dining table.

“Because I have experienced it.”

“I have roughly understood what it was like. At that time, you were pushed into the operating room. All the risks were stated in the notice. If the operation failed, I thought about—”

Lu Nan looked at him and said softly.

“I won’t live alone.”

This is probably a more radical idea. After all, Lu Nan was only in his twenties at that time, and he was no more experienced than he is now.

But even if you look back now, no matter how many times you come back.

He will also make the same choice.

The two people who influenced Lin and He’s view of love, Lu Nan and Lin’s father are completely different.

He is Lin and He’s love.

Lin Yuhe listened in silence. At first he didn’t know what to say, but later he wanted to say that his throat had been choked.

Tears fell from his eyes and smashed into the **** duck soup, splashing small splashes of water. Lin Yuhe saw that Lu was difficult, as if he had seen the man who was watching him through the door.

For a long time, Lin Yuhe thought he was lonely.

In fact, someone has been walking with him all the time.

Behind him in the long walk in the desert.

It is an oasis waiting forever to meet him.

Lunch was still delicious, but Lin Yuhe didn’t want to eat this anymore. He got up and pushed aside the chair, approached, almost leaping over and hugging Lu Nan.

Lin Yuhe finally understood thoroughly why lovers like to do it.

He used to think that **** is only related to hormones, and that the body is governed by dopamine and endorphins, but now he understands.

When words are not enough, only the body can express.

——I want to be with you.

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I don’t want to eat this, I want to eat my brother.

eat more!

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