Unable to Divorce After Signing the Marriage Contract - Chapter 58
When Lin Yuhe and Xie Mingshen were chatting in the meeting room, Lu Nan was also there.
He was just listening. Xie Mingshen told him before that the chat in the meeting room after the formal consultation was also considered part of the consultation. Just like the last time, Lin and He didn’t eat candy because of the reason Lin and He did not eat candy in the meeting room.
Therefore, it is not suitable to interrupt at this time. Lu Nan is here more to accompany him, allowing Lin and He to relax.
Lu Nan was standing not far behind Lin Yuhe. When Lin Yuhe said those words, Xie Mingshen saw Lu Nan’s expression at a glance.
The man’s usual aura is cold enough, and now his face is even more cold and solemn.
Fortunately, he still remembered Xie Mingshen’s previous reminder, did not speak, and did not make the situation more difficult.
Xie Mingshen said to Lin Yuhe: “Ningning, these are not your faults. You don’t have to take them on your shoulders. Mom also hopes you can be happy.”
Lin Yuhe nodded, but he nodded in response to this, without any rebuttal.
“Mom has always been nice to me.”
But the more he agrees, the more Xie Mingshen understands that Lin and He’s thoughts are fundamentally different from his.
The better the mother, the harder it is to give up, the more sad he is.
Xie Mingshen’s words just now were both comfort and temptation. Now he finally discovered that simple comfort was of no use to Lin Yuhe. It was like a dead knot that had been entangled for many years and could not be untied with a single light pull.
The dead knot has been entangled for too long, and even the strands of twine have almost grown together.
Others seem to be able to sum it up with just one sentence “It’s not your fault”. If you think about it, you will only find that this person is too thoughtful and too hypocritical. But billions of people cannot have the same idea. There will always be people who have different ideas. Without Lin Yuhe’s situation, it would be difficult to understand his emotions.
Some thoughts are not so easy to change. Everyone can think of persuasion and comfort, and Lin Yuhe must have thought about it thousands of times.
But he still couldn’t solve himself, couldn’t figure it out.
So even if the psychiatrist used the greatest effort to empathize and used the richest experience to analyze, it’s still hard to imagine how many times Lin and He thought lonely and repeatedly in the past so long. Only then can I be so convinced of such a desperate conclusion.
A child who was beloved by his mother killed his beloved mother.
Xie Mingshen didn’t speak any more, they finished their tea in silence, then got up and parted.
He said to Lin Yuhe: “Go back and have a good rest.”
Lin Yuhe nodded and smiled at him: “Uncle Xie too.”
Xie Mingshen patted him on the shoulder, and sighed silently after the person turned around.
At the beginning of the diagnosis and treatment, he used to enlighten Lin Yuhe’s phrase “take your time”, but now it has become true.
The knot is too difficult to untie, they can only take it slowly.
The wind outside was a little bit cold. When Lin Yuhe was about to leave, Lu Nan, who had been silent for a long time, finally moved.
He stepped forward and put a coat on Lin Yuhe.
Lu Nan’s expression still looked serious. Xie Mingshen didn’t know how he would feel after hearing those words. Lu Nan’s heart to Lin Yuhe these days, even the few students who occasionally come to the institute to help. It came out and discussed it in private.
But in fact, Lu Nan didn’t think too much at this moment.
He was thinking about what happened at the end of the last consultation.
On the way back from the institute that day, Lu Nan asked Lin Yuhe, “Do you miss your mother?”
Lin Yuhe’s fingertips were cold, and they began to tremble with sadness. They clearly closed their eyes, but it seemed like tears were falling.
He has not answered.
At that time, Lu Nanwei didn’t want to speak for Lin and He, fearing that he would cry out when he opened his mouth, but now Lu Nan realized that it didn’t seem to be the case.
Did he dare not miss his mother because he felt he had made a mistake?
And how guilty is a kid to even say “I miss my mother”?
——
The two left the institute together, Lin and He did not seem to have any stress reaction, much better than last time.
Although this does not mean a good thing-it means that he has become accustomed to this cognition.
Fortunately, Lin Yuhe’s cold showed no signs of getting worse, and he seemed to relax a lot. He still chatted with his friends about going to the game.
It was like a student who had just finished the exam, happily making an appointment with the classmates to go out to play.
Lu Nan only reminded him: “Go home and look again, beware of motion sickness.”
Did not say anything else.
Lin Yuhe also put away the phone obediently.
But the message reminder was still ringing. Lin Yuhe touched the phone and wanted to turn off the sound. As soon as he stretched out his hand, a shadow fell in front of him.
Lu Nan was expressionless, but he kissed him almost ferociously.
Lin Yuhe’s wrists were also clamped, unable to move. He was completely pressed into the back seat, and his breath was taken away, as if he was about to be rubbed into the flesh and blood of another person in the next second.
It’s not that they haven’t kissed deeply before, but this is the first time that they have kissed like this.
It’s not like a mark, it’s more like a confirmation.
Confirm that the person is still in his arms.
The kiss lasted for a long time, until Lin Yuhe’s eyelashes were soaked, and when the man finally let go of him, his breathing was a little soft.
It’s not going to be motion sickness this time, because he was dizzy first.
Lin Yuhe thought in a mess, the wet corner of his eyes was gently wiped off with the back of his hand, he opened his eyes and looked at him, Lu Nan was looking at him.
The man’s eyes look very complicated. It seems to hide too much and too deep emotions, but it also seems to be very simple. He just wants to kiss him.
Lin Yuhe licked his lips, their lips were swollen and a little painful.
As if to make up for it, the man lowered his head again and kissed him.
Lin Yuhe closed his eyes and leaned on the back of the chair, and began to pretend to be motion sick.
But he only installed it for a second, and the phone in his pocket rang again.
Lin Yuhe: “…”
He is not moving now, and he is afraid that the phone will ring again if he is not moving. Lin Yuhe sighed discouragedly, and just about to open his eyes, he was kissed on his eyes.
A big hand covered his eyes, and the phone in his pocket was also taken away.
Lu Nan whispered: “Sleep for a while.”
Lin Yuhe didn’t have much sleepiness at first, but maybe because the car drove too smoothly, or maybe the breath around him was too reassuring, he finally fell asleep.
When they got home, Lin and He went to read a book, while Lu Nan had a meeting in the study. When the evening was approaching, Lu Nan walked out of the study and said to Lin Yuhe: “Lu Yingshun is coming in two days and he wants to see you.”
Lin Yuhe asked, “Is it appropriate for me to meet him?”
Lu Nan said, “It depends on whether you have time.”
Lin Yuhe nodded: “Then I will wait for his news.”
Lu Nan said again: “Lu Yingshun’s cousin Lu Qiqi will also come, she doesn’t need to see her. If she sends a message or finds you in other ways, just tell me.”
“Okay.” Lin Yuhe wrote it down.
“There is also psychological consultation, Dr. Xie called me.” Lu Nan said, “He has a project to do, and it is approaching the New Year, so I won’t go for consultation before the year, and I will talk about it later.”
Lin Yuhe’s “good” this time is obviously a little more sincere.
Although he could guess that the doctor’s phone call to his brother might not only talk about this, he would still feel a little more relaxed if he could not go for the time being.
Lu Nan asked him: “The New Year is almost coming, do you have any ideas?”
idea?
Lin Yuhe shook his head: “No, just live normally.”
Lu Nan asked, “How did you celebrate the New Year before?”
“Be with my dad and them before college,” Lin Yuhe said, “I arrived in Yancheng after college, and during the winter vacation, I would visit my dad first, and then I would go back to Shu for the New Year by myself.”
Lu Nan frowned and asked, “Go back by yourself?”
“Yeah.” Lin Yuhe nodded.
There is an old house in Shu, and Father Lin has to accompany his stepmother and cannot leave. Lin and He went back by themselves. Father Lin and his family of three happened to be reunited for the New Year.
Lin Yuhe said: “And it will be my mother’s death day soon after the new year. I will wait until I sweep her tomb and come back.”
Lu Nan was silent for a while and asked, “Are you still going this year?”
“I bought a round-trip ticket for those two days.” Lin Yuhe said, “I’ll be back once I go. School just starts.”
Originally, he was going to the hospital for a probation, and planned to end the probation a few days in advance and go back.
Lu Nan said, “What’s the date? I’ll be with you.”
Lin Yuhe was stunned. After talking about the time, he asked, “I should start working by then, isn’t my brother busy?”
“I can adjust, but I’m not busy.” Lu Nan said, “I also want to see my parents.”
Lin Yuhe thought of the parents of the other party they had met—the pair had been moved to the new tomb in Yancheng, so they didn’t ask anything more: “Okay.”
He stretched out his hand and patted Lu Nan on the shoulder.
Then the man held the palm of his hand, pulled it over, and kissed his fingertips.
Although Lu Nan said he was not busy, his time at home was shortened a lot as the new year passed, and sometimes he didn’t even return until late at night. When Lin Yuhe received news from Lu Yingshun that he had arrived in Yancheng, Lu Nan just sent someone to pick him up, instead of going there personally.
Lu Yingshun lived in another residence arranged by Lu Nan. He always wanted to find Lin Yuhe and visit Yancheng University. But Lu Qiqi also came with him. He heard Lu Yingshun say that Lu Qiqi also wanted to come to Lin Yuhe, but he never got Lu Nan’s consent.
Lu Yingshun was worried that Lu Qiqi would quarrel with him when she came to find someone, so she never met with Lin Yuhe.
It was not until a few days later that Lu Qiqi was going back to Xiangjiang, and Lu Yingshun called Lin Yuhe.
“Sister-in-law, I’m at the airport, take my cousin back.” Lu Yingshun still smiled, with the youth’s unique vigor, “She will go first. I will stay here in Yancheng for a few more days. What will you do next? Is it free? I want to find you to stroll around.”
Lu Yingshun jokingly said: “The place where I go the most these days is my brother’s company. There are a few paintings in the corridor that are almost counted, and I really don’t want to go anymore.”
Lin Yuhe didn’t know the purpose of Lu Yingshun and Lu Qiqi, but they also guessed that it should be more than just coming to travel. And Lu Yingshun also said that he had been to Taiping many times, maybe they came here because of the meaning of the Lu family.
But these have nothing to do with Lin and He, and he has no interest. Lu Nan said that Lu Yingshun could meet, and Lin Yuhe said, “Is it all right tomorrow? I have time in the afternoon.”
“Okay,” Lu Yingshun said with a smile, “Thank you sister-in-law.”
Just after speaking, a female voice was inserted abruptly over the phone.
“Who are you talking to?”
The voice over there became a little fuzzy, it seemed that Lu Yingshun was explaining to others, but the female voice was very sharp and could still be heard clearly.
“Sister-in-law? What is your sister-in-law…you all contact him behind my back, don’t you?!”
Then there was another muffled “bang”, which seemed to be the sound of the phone being dropped to the ground. The phone was not hung up, and the shrill female voice kept coming.
She spoke in the vernacular and dialect, but Lin Yuhe could understand it.
“What is he?! He just climbed up to us because of great luck. It is impossible for the eldest brother to admit this wife. He obviously has a sweetheart for many years. This person is simply a fake!”
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Not only did I like it for many years, but also hardened a lot of chapters.