Unable to Divorce After Signing the Marriage Contract - Chapter 85

Lin Yuhe kept crying. He was finally willing to speak, Lu Nan wanted to wait for him to confide all the painful scars, but soon Lin Yuhe couldn’t say the whole thing, and only whispered over and over, sorry.

I’m sorry, mom.

His tears kept falling, and even people began to worry about whether he would be short of water. Lin Yuhe couldn’t cry, and was a little panting. His breathing became more rapid and his face turned pale. Lu Nan had to stretch his hand over again, covering Lin Yuhe’s mouth.

Prevent him from breathing too much again.

Lu Nan’s palm was covered with wet softness, and the movement under his palm was rapid and weak. But it was not the inside of his palm that got the most wet, but it was the back of his hand.

Large drops of tears fell, hitting the back of tight hands, splashing a little splash.

The slightly cool temperature makes life hurt.

Those smashed tears slid on the man’s well-defined muscular arm, mixed with the scratches drawn by the struggle, and merged into twisted and flowing blood, dripping slowly along the forearm.

It took a long time for Lu Nan to calm down the shivering person so that he would stop curling up and hurting himself.

It was also risky, making Lin Yuhe survived with difficulty, without inducing breathing again.

The living room space was too big to be anywhere. Lu Nan hugged Lin and He horizontally, carried him to the bedroom, turned off all the lights, and drew the thick three-layer curtains.

The room was suddenly dimmed and no light could penetrate, creating a condensed space that barely made people feel safe.

Lu Nan wrapped Lin Yuhe in a soft quilt, which was very tight and warm. He fed people a little water in the dark, and added a few spoonfuls of Qiuli ointment in the middle to cushion the stomach.

Lin Yuhe never responded soberly, but did not resist either. He barely drank some of the water he fed, which was better than nothing.

After Lu Nan finished feeding, he put the bowl aside and took the person into his arms. The room was not completely dark, and some scenes could be vaguely seen. Lu Nan held the person and watched him silently crying with his eyes open. There was no sound. Every time he blinked, water drops fell from his eyes.

Lu Nan first used a paper towel to gently wipe away the water marks on his face. But Lin Yuhe’s skin is too thin, and it will become red after rubbing with a dry tissue for a long time. Later, Lu Nan changed to a wet wipe, wiped away the tears and kissed again, on the soft and wet cheeks.

After Lin Yuhe’s breath finally calmed down, Lu Nan asked.

“When is the family portrait?”

He knew that Lin Yuhe couldn’t rest at ease now, and the scuffing and pus should be resolved as soon as possible, otherwise it would still be painful in the future.

The dim room was silent for a long time, only the sound of Lin Yuhe’s weak breathing could be heard.

It took a while before a low-pitched voice spoke.

“When I was eleven.”

That year was the second year that Father Lin and Wu Xin got married, and it was also the time when Lin and He were forced to move to Wu’s house.

“In the beginning, it was not like this.” Lin Yuhe whispered, “When my father got married, he said that even if he wants to live in his stepmother’s city in the future, he will keep the house in Cangshan, because here is where we are together. The place of memory should be kept as a memorial.”

“As a result… he had to move out a year later, and he immediately found someone to sell the house.”

While speaking, Lin Yuhe’s nasal voice became thicker again.

“I went to ask him, didn’t he say that he wanted to keep the house? He said that the family needs money. If children don’t understand this, we will move to a better house to make me more sensible.”

Understand his grandfather’s business.

Lu Nan took a slow breath, and while wiping someone’s face with a wet wipe, he cursed in his heart.

Lu Nan hardly ever scolded swear words, because no one was worth his anger before, even if it was a job matter, those people had been frightened long before he started to scold someone.

But this time is different. It’s this phrase “You have to be sensible” said by the perfunctory and unaccountable parents, and I don’t know how depressing Lin Yuhe’s life will be afterwards.

How can a teenage child bear these blows?

And if Lin Feng didn’t give Lin Yuhe hope at the beginning, he wouldn’t be so sad later.

Lu Nan waited for Lin and He to ease his emotions before continuing to ask.

“Where’s the tape?”

“What’s the matter with the tape?”

The tape incident obviously hurt Lin Yuhe so much that he didn’t dare to mention it when he just collapsed.

It was not until they were questioned that Lin Yuhe uncovered the memories with difficulty and trembling.

“That’s… Mom left me, a birthday gift, let me open a volume to listen to it every birthday.”

Lin Yuhe’s voice was muffled.

“When I was twelve years old, I lived in my stepmother’s house and the tapes were moved there.”

As a result, the stepmother’s daughter Wu Xiaohan turned over the tape while Lin Yuhe was away, and pulled the tape out to play. After pulling too much, she tied herself and strangled her neck.

Wu Xin was very angry when she saw it, so she threw away all the tapes. She never talked to Lin Yuhe, but she trained him for more than an hour that day, telling him not to trouble his daughter. No such danger will be allowed in the future. Keep things at home.

“Those tapes…” Lin Yuhe blinked, and tears fell again. “I only listened to two volumes.”

He rubbed his eyes and whispered, “If I put the tape in a little better, nothing will happen…”

Lu Nan rubbed the dry lips of the person in his arms with the wet tissue, and asked in a low voice, “Did you not put it right?”

Lin Yuhe wanted to nod, but heard Lu Nan say.

“Ningning, when you were six years old, you would tidy up your room very cleanly, and you never put things out of order.”

“What’s more, it’s something so important to you.”

Lin Yuhe was stunned, and the nodding movement got stuck in the middle.

But it didn’t help much. He was silent for a while before he said.

“No matter what, it won’t come back.”

Lin Yuhe reached out and covered his eyes.

“The present my mother gave me… I lost it.”

Lu Nan hugged the person tighter, and said, “Mom will keep these gifts for you because I want to bless you, Ningning.”

He said slowly: “During the two years I spent with you, I wish Auntie had some bad health, but she never blamed you. When she was lying in bed, you ran to kiss her and she would Happy for a long time.”

The person in his arms trembled.

After a long while, he said vaguely: “Mom is fine, I killed her…”

The better the mother’s temper, the less he blames him, the more uncomfortable Lin Yuhe will be, and he will fall into a vicious circle of self-blame.

Lu Nan also knows.

The scars existed for too long to be moved by a few simple words.

He gently patted Lin Yuhe on the back and said, “But my mother will want you to be happy.”

Lin Yuhe’s nasal voice became heavy again, and he asked in a low voice, “Will it?”

“Will do.”

Lu Nan pressed the person in his arms, his chin rested lightly on the soft heart.

“You will hear it, I promise.”

Lin Yuhe cried for too long, and then said so much intermittently. It was really unsustainable. It didn’t take long before he fell asleep in a drowsy manner.

Lu Nan waited for a while, waited for the person to fall asleep, then gently put the person back on the bed, settled it, got up and walked out of the bedroom.

He silently closed the door, walked to the undisturbed living room, took out his mobile phone, and dialed a call.

The phone was picked up soon: “Hello, Dong Lu?”

It’s Fang Musen.

Lu Di said: “Take out the contents of the No. 18 box of the No. 16 safe in the Huiping branch.”

This order is simple and straightforward. Fang Musen should have executed it immediately, but he rarely violated his professional standards. He hesitated and said, “Boss, that hasn’t been completely repaired yet…”

Lu Nan said, “Take the top ten numbers first.”

Fang Musen finished listening, but asked another question.

“Let me talk, have you…considered it?”

Fang Musen knew what was in the safe. It was about Lin and He, so he had to go beyond the rules.

“If Xiaohe knew…”

Lu Nan’s voice was calm, without any impulse.

He said lightly: “It is better to let him know that I am a pervert who follows him than to make him think that he is a murderer who killed his mother.”

“…Okay.” Fang Musen didn’t say much, “I’ll go now.”

After hanging up the phone, Lu Nan poured some warm water in a thermos and returned to the bedroom.

He went to bed quietly and rested with Lin and He.

The young man who fell asleep rarely approached the heat source. He didn’t get into Lu Nan’s arms, he just curled up and fell asleep holding himself.

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The tomb sweeping was at noon. Even if there were many twists and turns, it was the afternoon when Lin and He really fell asleep, not until evening.

He went to bed early and woke up early. In the middle of the night, Lu Nan noticed that the quilt in his arms moved.

A white hand stretched out and touched it around in a daze, Lu Nan held it in his palm.

“Wake up?” He said, “Can you still sleep?”

Lin Yuhe’s reaction was a little slow, but they really woke up: “No…no.”

His voice was a little hoarse, the first word was changed, and he coughed before he finished speaking.

“Then are you hungry?”

Lu Nan squeezed his palm and asked.

There was silence in the quilt for a while before a slight dumb voice floated out.

“Anything to eat?”

“Yes.” Lu Di said, “Come on, get up and eat some.”

The food is always hot in the incubator, and you can eat it when you take it out. Lin Yuhe rejected Lu Nan’s suggestion to bring the meal to the bedroom: “Don’t bother.”

He went to the bathroom to wash his face, and then went to the restaurant with Lu Nan.

The dishes are very light and suitable for the weakened stomach after a long time without eating. Lu Nan handed the soup spoon to Lin Yuhe, watched the man lower his head and took a sip, then saw him frown slightly.

“Can you eat it?” Lu Nan asked.

Lin Yuhe nodded, swallowed the soup, and continued to dine slowly and quietly.

The light in the dining room was warm, shining on Lin Yuhe’s face, adding a bit of warmth to the pale look. After the rest, Lin Yuhe’s condition was better than during the day. Although the eyes were a little swollen, the lips and petals were not chapped, and the pale pink was restored.

Moreover, he eats a lot, and it seems that the situation is better, which makes people feel at ease.

Lu Nan didn’t rush to mention the day’s affairs. After eating, he let Lin Yuhe go to the sofa first, and simply tidied the dining table by himself.

But as soon as he took the bowls and chopsticks away, he heard a suppressed retching sound.

Lu Nan walked to the living room. The person was gone. He was Lin Yuhe who was found in the bathroom. The thin young man crouched violently against the sink with his back.

Lin Yuhe vomited out everything he had just eaten.

It took him a long time before he came back, took the warm water from Lu Nan, rinsed his mouth, and weakly reached out his hand to turn on the switch to wash away the filth.

Lu Yan looked at him and said, “You don’t need to force it if you don’t want to eat.”

Lin Yuhe lowered his head, his face pale as paper, and whispered, “I’m sorry.”

They walked out of the bathroom, it was still dark, only the villa with the lights on was shining lonely in the middle of the night. Lu Nan sighed and said, “You didn’t eat to make me feel at ease, Ningning.”

“Don’t hurt yourself because you don’t want others to worry about it.”

“It’s not necessary.” Lu Nan said, “Relax.”

He was holding a warm wet towel and wanted to wipe the person’s face, but Lin Yuhe reached out and took it by himself.

Lin Yuhe didn’t nod his head to answer, he looked at the towel in his hand and said softly.

“You said that you want me to be more capricious.”

Lu Nan nodded: “Yeah.”

Lin Yuhe wiped his face, his face was still pale, like frost and snow that had accumulated for many years, no matter how hard it was to melt.

“However, not everyone has the qualifications for willfulness.”

He finally looked up at Lu Nan, his eyes quiet and calm.

“Brother, I don’t believe in salvation.” Lin Yuhe slowly shook his head and said, “I can’t believe it. Put all my hopes on one person, and there will be a day of collapse.”

He has used words very euphemistically, without using “harm” and “betrayal”.

People get warm when they are injured, and if they desperately put everything on this warmth, they are destined to be hurt even more miserably.

After the death of grandfather and mother, Lin Yuhe also pinned his emotions on his father.

The lights are bleak, and the winter in Shu can hardly escape the severe cold. There was a wind outside, and the cold wind murmured in the dark night, and it made everyone feel cold.

The silence spread indoors, and I don’t know how long it lasted before it was finally broken.

“Don’t you believe it?”

Lu Nan asked.

His tone was calm, and his calmness was unexpected. No matter how good-tempered you are, you should get angry if you are repeatedly rejected to such an extent. During the day, Geng Zhi only heard Lin Yuhe say “it’s okay” twice, and was so angry.

But Lu Nan didn’t.

This is not because of how steady he is. In fact, Lu Nan’s calmness comes from his honesty.

“I believe.”

Lu Nan said.

He looked at Lin Yuhe’s eyes and said slowly.

“Because I was saved.”

“Supported by one person, spent so many years.”

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Lin Yuhe: I will always donate the temperature that you saved to someone

Lu Nan:? Come try your body temperature?

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Originally I wanted to break the context in Hehe’s sentence because I wanted to write “Don’t believe that others can save yourself”, but after thinking about it, I wrote an extra Lu Nan’s answer, which is sweeter.

Uncle Lu can turn sweet in one sentence, or turn yellow in one sentence (push glasses

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