Unable To Touch The Cold Hearted Wife Always Run Away - Chapter 30 30. Tell Me What Should I Do ?

As if he didn’t hear Shireen, Yu Jin increasingly tightened his arms. Then he cried in his shoulder made Shireen confused, she could feel Yu Jin’s body trembling as he cried.

” Yu Jin, whats the matter ? ” she said softly pat his back .

” Ren-Ren, should I give in to someone you just met? Should I surrender or should I be a cruel person to be able to make you mine? Tell me, what should I do? ” his tone was very weak and his whole body trembled because he was crying.

” Yu Jin , have you drink so much ? Are you drunk , take a rest ! ” she afraid to answer his

question.

” No, I’m not drunk. Stop to argue, don’t you know if I always love you, I love you more than myself! Why don’t you ever want to understand ? ” he said with a sobbing.

Shiren fell silent, she gritted her teeth knowing that the man who was holding her cried because of her selfishness. She knew that she had given him an false hope, but he still wanted to wait for her. Regardless of himself , he was willing to throw away his own happiness in order to wait for her to open her heart to him. How cruel she is , the man in front of her looked strong for outside but looked weak for inside.

” Can’t you open your heart to me, I won’t leave you! I will not let you alone! I am always by your side! Please, I’m begging you! ” Shiren burst into tears seeing her begging, she hugged Yu Jin tightly. She hurt him very deeply, herselfishness made her blind so she could not see how cruel she is to him .

” Yu Jin, i…i’m …i’m sorry… i’m sorry…. , ” she can’t say anything except sorry. ” I’m cruel person, I don’t deserve your love ! I… i…. ”

” No !!! You deserve it, you say that because you don’t want me and you never choose me! Why are you so cruel to me , Ren-Ren ? ” Yu Jin lost his control . ” Do you know, when you choose to be with Yu Ran. I almost lost control but for the sake of seeing you happy, I was willing to feel pain. But why Ren-Ren, why? Why is there nothing in me in your heart even if you and Yu Ran are not together. Why ?” Yu Jin get up , pushed Shiren from his hug and run to his room . Left Shiren in ferling guilty.