Undying Patient - Chapter 214

Looking at all this, Su Jinzhi suddenly wanted to cry very much, very much wanted to cry. –

Humans only cry when they are alive and feel the pain, which is a way to express discomfort, despair, and sorrow.

From the moment Su Jinzhi woke up in this world, he has been thinking, why is such a world, it will be that he became an experimental body, to bear all these memories he was most reluctant to face.

Everyone is burdened with sin, some of which are big or small, some of which you are willing to face and some of which you are not willing to face.

At first, he thought about it and escaped, guessing whether it was Jiang Lishan’s subconscious punishment for him, and if he wanted to experience it once, he was treated as an experimenter, and he lived once without any dignity, and human rights.

But it was not until this moment that Su Jinzhi realized that this was a world he had created himself.

Jiang Lishan is not a staff member of the Antibody Vaccine Experimental Center. He can never know these dark and dirty things in the laboratory. The only person who knows all of this is himself.

I’m afraid he’s the only one left.

Those who woke up with him, some of them received antibody vaccines, changed their identities and continued to live in the universe. Perhaps some people refused to accept them and died of some kind of alien disease.

But no matter what, the true history of the emergence of the vaccine has disappeared in a long time, and everyone will forget it thousands of years later.

“What are you looking at?” Jiang Lishan walked to his side.

Su Jinzhi blinked, looking at some bright light on the horizon and whispered to him, “Is this how the outside world looks like? It doesn’t look good at all.”

“It’s just not good here,” the man replied.

Su Jinzhi asked again, “Will you send me to another experimental center?”

The man insisted: “No.”

Su Jinzhi looked at him, and the man was also looking at him. Those gray eyes were smiling with stars, like the rising sun shining in it, very warm.

Su Jinzhi lowered his head and looked at his hands. Without a warning, a drop of tears fell on the palm of his hand. He looked at the transparent drop of water and tickled the corners of his lips.

He seemed to understand why he created such a world, because after he woke up, in a sense he was no longer human.

He looked up and looked at the man and said, “Where are you taking me?”

The man replied, “I will take you to another place, where it will look better than here.”

Su Jinzhi asked him again, “But why? I don’t know anything, we can’t touch each other, how can you take care of me?”

Where can they go in a world like his own?

He knew that the world was fake, but he couldn’t wake up. In his subconscious, what he was most afraid of was that he and Jiang Lishan were always two different species. They couldn’t touch each other, and he was least willing to face it. Yes, all those memories about the lab.

But now, what he was most afraid of and the most unwilling to face were in front of him. He had no choice but to passively accept the world.

Su Jinzhi knelt on the ground slowly, but the man walked a few steps towards him, then took off the black gloves that he had always put on his hands, and stretched his hands in front of him.

It was a pair of robotic arms.

Every inch of the exposed phalanx shone with a silver metallic cold light, extending to the wrist. I do n’t know maybe there is more in the place covered by the sleeve, telling everyone who sees it, it is a lifeless thing .

“We can.” The man stretched his hands forward again. “We can touch each other.”

Su Jinzhi shuddered and placed his hand gently on the palm of the man’s palm. The man gathered his palms and wrapped him in cold temperature, but Su Jinzhi did not feel any discomfort.

“Is there a sunflower in that place?” Su Jinzhi asked him.

“No, but I have a lot of seeds,” the man replied. “Do you like sunflowers? I can plant them for you.”

Su Jinzhi looked up and faced the man with gray eyes.

The sun rises behind his back, radiating bright warm light from the horizon, reflected in that gray.

Su Jinzhi felt that the temperature in his palm was gradually disappearing, while the man held his originally cold, mechanical hand without a trace of temperature, but gradually became warmer.

Su Jinzhi suddenly remembered what he said to him when he broke up with Jiang Lishan. He said that they had experienced everything that had happened to the distant planet many years ago.

So they have met long ago.

And in a vast planet, in a galaxy, what is the probability that two people will meet?

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When they spoke for the first time, they had about one-ninth memory, and when they broke up, they were even less, one-hundredth of one billion. If they see one person every day, it will take 24,465 years to see all the people in this galaxy; even if they see 100 people every day, it will cost 246.6 billion. It can only be completed after five thousand years.

The earth can be destroyed a dozen times in such a long time, and human beings can re-evolve tens of millions of times.

But the wonderful thing is that through five people you can know any other person in the world, but no matter how many people a person knows or meets, no matter whether they are friends or relatives, in the end they often deal with no more than 150 people.

There is only one loved one.

Su Jinzhi folded his palms slightly, because the heat was transmitted to each other, the man’s mechanical fingers had completely warmed at this moment, and he could no longer feel a bit of cold temperature, because his body temperature was on it.

There are three major laws of thermodynamics, energy conservation, temperature cannot be transmitted spontaneously from low to high, and absolute zero cannot be reached.

In other words, the universe created by the Big Bang will one day stop expanding and become a dead silence. There will be no temperature difference in the universe. The light on each star will extinguish. The white dwarf will collapse into a black hole. Rays also dissipate in the boundless darkness. And all your memories will willingly shrink into a biological current in your brain, or silently integrate into the soul as a solvent and disappear with time.

That’s why he broke up with the man:

“let’s break up.”

“why?”

“We can’t hug each other, we can never touch each other, and I can’t accompany you for too long, my life is too short, and your life is long, one day you will forget me.”

“I won’t forget. My life is very long, as long as the stars, maybe there are memories about you in my life as long as the stars are just a few scattered pieces, I also know that after you die , I will live a long time, I will live a long time alone without your company, I can no longer see you, I cannot hear your voice, but the most precious thing I can have in my life is about you Memory, because of your preciousness, so I will always remember you and love you forever. “

Yeah, the stars have fallen, the universe has collapsed, and that’s a very distant thing. At this moment, the tiny heat he generates for him will never disappear.

The brain and eardrums rang loudly. Su Jinzhi felt like a planet that had lost the support of dark matter and fell towards the endless dark abyss. He fell into a dark blue pool, opened his eyes and saw a ray of light, as if An asteroid rushed towards him, all the light, dust, and gravitational waves beckoning at him.

Called him to open his eyes.

As soon as you open your eyes, we will meet again.

Su Jinzhi sat up panting heavily and slid down weakly, swallowing a mouthful of liquid that could not be tasted. Those liquids seemed to be dark blue, but they were faintly fluorescent, making those blues somewhat somewhat dim.

He was naked and naked, and his hair was wet.

Su Jinzhi calmed down on the edge of the pool, and then slowly climbed out of it by holding the handrail by the pool. He has n’t walked for a long time-in reality, and his hands and feet now seem to be very uncoordinated and out of his brain’s control, or maybe because the blue liquid is too sticky, so Su Jinzhi did not leave A few steps fell off the stairs.

He heard someone outside the hut seem to be talking. That was the number one voice, and he was familiar: “If you wake up, he should be awake too.”

“So does he think of me?” The man’s mute voice followed, with careful hope.

Su Jinzhi opened his eyes wide, regardless of his weak body, crawling toward the door with his hands and feet.

He couldn’t wait to open the door, and stumbled out, for fear of missing every light, every second of time passing by him.

His beloved was standing outside the door, staring blankly at him, those dark gray eyes staring at him unflinchingly, his eyes glowing, wrapped in the affection that has passed through hundreds of years, and every time he looked Like him, but this time he is no longer wearing thick protective clothing, as he said to him in the last world.

They can finally embrace once.

Langzhong, the question that has been asked many times seems to be ringing in Su Jinzhi’s ears again, but this time, he was finally able to say the correct answer:

— “He has been watching you.”

–“do you know him?”

Su Jin’s throat twitched. He opened his lips slightly, and replied, “Yes, I know.”

“He is my favorite person.”

The author has something to say: After the last world is finished, I will take a three-day break, and then start writing next Thursday, and ask everyone if you want to see the past and the past, or do you want to look at Fanwai? Also recommend everyone a song eastvallisalps.

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The original intention of writing this book was probably purely to write an affectionate story about waiting. At the beginning, the style positioning was also easy, but later, because of my love affair and my suicide friend, there were many feelings. Set a tone of sadness. Now WeChat has a function that can only see the latest three days of friends, and when she died, there was no such function. I went through her circle of friends all night and felt like reading her life.

And one day, she will be forgotten.

I wrote about the probability that people will meet each other in the next few hundred years. Now, the probability that we meet is about one in seven billion, which is not easy. The chance of meeting people is really too great. It’s small, so it’s the happiest thing to be remembered forever.

Thank you to all the readers who have left me a serial message till now, the people who collected this book, and the 937 gold masters who threw me mine. You are the dark matter that accompanies me on this little planet. Although I cannot see you, It is relying on all the energy sources of my rotation, I will always remember you, and I will always love you.

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