Unscented Trajectory - Chapter 71
Episode 71
“Me… Alpha’s father… … ?’
It couldn’t be.
When he last slept with Soohyun, they were both in their cycle and he even remembered knotting. However, at that time, Soohyun left with a desperate feeling of betrayal toward him. There was no way he wouldn’t have erased his traces.
“Something…you are misunderstanding something. My child… .”
After he uttered the words, his mind cleared up a bit.
‘Yeah, it can’t be my child.’
Even though he knew that there was a high chance of getting pregnant, he had a relationship with him and received his knot. How many times.
If it was Soohyun, who was always sober, he would have gone to the hospital right after that and started taking medicine. As the first attempt to erase their traces.
“Mr. Kang Junwoo is probably the father. Or some other alpha.”
His stomach hurt when he let out a slightly trembling voice. Not only the familiar chest and stomach, but also his whole body throbbed. The thought of Soohyun having another alpha’s child made him breathless as if something was stuck in his throat.
Unbelievable words came to Joohyuk’s ears.
– The president has never shared a bed with anyone else before.
The meaning contained in Junwoo’s calm words touched Joohyuk’s throbbing whole body.
-Lee Joohyuk… is the child’s alpha father.
It was a voice that somehow seemed to be holding back the pain.
Joohyuk, who had been silent for a few seconds, could not even say goodbye properly to Junwoo, but turned off his cell phone and hugged Soohyun. He moved to the back seat, carried him, and sat Soohyun on his lap sideways. In case his head would hit the ceiling, he tilted it slightly at an angle and it became a natural hugging pose.
Recalling Junwoo’s advice, he sent out a lot of pheromone while keeping his body as close as possible. Not long after, the sound of Soohyun’s gasp breathing began to change. To the sound of calm breathing, his heart, which was beating rapidly, also regained stability.
It was only then that Joohyuk could feel it.
That he was the alpha father of the child that Soohyun was carrying.
As soon as he realized that, his heart throbbed in a different way. He hugged Soohyun’s body tightly and buried his eyes in his shoulder.
“Why… … .”
It was the only word that came out of his mouth. Uncontrollable tears flowed from the corners of his eyes that were buried on Soohyun’s shoulder, and the arm that grabbed him was shaking.
“… I tried to erase… .”
He was startled when he heard Soohyun’s faint voice.
“But it managed to survive like hell… it endured… .”
Joohyuk raised his wet eyes and looked at Soohyun, and could see that he was mentally exhausted.
“I decided to forget the thought of being a trace of you. Because it’s my child who survived inside me… … . I was going to tell you that there is no such thing as an alpha father.”
As if Soohyun rebuked him, he punched Joohyuk in the chest with his fist. Even though it was a movement without a single force, that single blow made Joohyuk’s face collapse.
“It was okay if I was alone. I was fine… … . I did… … .”
Suddenly, Soohyun’s face also resembled Joohyuk’s.
“Why is hyung… … !”
The moment Soohyun’s bruised words were about to come out, Joohyuk couldn’t stand it and kissed his lips. Their lips, which had not been in contact for a long time, rubbed against each other, and Joohyuk’s hot tongue flowed into Soohyun’s mouth. A gentle kiss continued as if they were soothing and courting, but as if they were not going to miss it.
Soohyun’s arm, who had accepted the one-sided kiss, wrapped around Joohyuk’s back. His eyes, which had been trembling with water, began to close gradually. The tears that had been hanging from the corners of his eyes tumbled down his cheeks.
* * *
Returning to the mansion alone, Junwoo headed to his room, deep in thought.
“Lee Joohyuk… is the alpha father of the child.”
He furrowed his eyebrows as he recalled the words he had uttered. Both hands clasped tightly.
The word of completely giving up on the seat next to Soohyun pierced his heart. The words that flowed out wounded his throat as if it were full of sharp thorns. After that, he couldn’t say anything.
He knew it at first. No matter how good an alpha he is, he can’t completely take care of Soohyun himself.
“Sorry. I also… … .”
The day before, Soohyun pushed him away with a tearful face. Even though he expected it, the pain as if his heart was being ripped out came. It wasn’t because he was pushed out, but because Soohyun was crying.
“Don’t cry. please… Do not cry.”
He wiped the tears from Soohyun’s eyes with his hand and held him in his arms.
Soohyun’s hand didn’t hold Junwoo in the end. He knew what that meant, so he couldn’t hold on to him either.
‘I’m fine.’
His heart was saying no, but it was already decided. After Soohyun knew everything, he decided to respect whatever choice he made.
‘Really… it’s okay.’
As if brainwashed, he clenched his teeth tightly.
He couldn’t even see what his face would look like now. Before Soohyun saw this face, he had to look as if nothing had happened. Lest he worry. So as not to feel guilty.
“You look good.”
Hearing a sudden voice, his feet trembled and stopped. He turned his head to follow the sound and bent down before he could see the opponent clearly.
“Follow me.”
Seohwan, who had returned to the mansion, called Junwoo with a cold face. Junwoo, who followed him silently, sighed inwardly.
He deceived the child’s alpha father, Seohwan, and, using that as an excuse, tried to secure a seat next to Soohyun. That was not enough, Lee Jungho made time to tell Soohyun everything, and he did not listen to Seohwan’s orders.
Even if he was kicked out of the mansion right away, there was nothing strange about it.
He was prepared, but his heart was racing and he was very nervous. After thinking that maybe he will never see Soohyun again, he felt a chill that he had never felt before.
Junwoo, who followed Seohwan into the drawing room, saw him sitting on the sofa and shaking his hands, gesturing to sit face to face.
On the table between the two sofas was a wine and two glasses.
“Do you drink well?”
Seohwan asked a question and opened the lid of the alcohol. He was about to pour it into his cup, but Junwoo quickly took it and poured it directly.
“I know how to drink in moderation.”
After filling Seohwan’s glass about two-thirds, he put down the liquor bottle. This time, Seohwan took it, held out an empty glass in front of Junwoo and filled it.
“Then let’s have a drink together. I don’t think I’ll be drinking alone this time.”
Even Junwoo’s glass was gradually filled with liquor. Normally, when the sun had not yet set, he would have politely declined to drink together, but for some reason he didn’t want to.
Seohwan took his cup and brought it to his lips.
“As I said before, it is poisonous.”
Having said that, he drank almost half of it at once.
Junwoo grabbed his glass and brought it closer to his lips. The strong scent stinging his nostrils seemed to make his mind dizzy.
If it was a strong drink, he was rather willing.
The liquor he poured into his mouth without fear ran down his throat as if it were on fire. The strong scent of alcohol hit his head one after another, and the strong drink that passed through his throat warmly touched his pounding heart.
After pouring out all the alcohol and putting down the empty glass, Seohwan smiled and filled the glass again.
“Do you have any regrets?”
He knew what he regretted without having to ask.
Junwoo looked down at his glass that was being filled with strong alcohol, and answered in a dignified manner.
“I regret it several times a day.”
Seohwan, who filled the glass, looked at Junwoo’s face. Although there was no expression on his face, his eyes looking down at the solo just looked infinitely difficult.
“Then how about looking back now?”
Seohwan asked implicitly.
“There is no turning back.”
A bitter smile appeared on Junwoo’s face.
“The only thing I regret is about that day 17 years ago.”
He still regretted the day that he couldn’t protect Soohyun. The regret that he might have been able to protect Soohyun somehow if he had been by his side tormented Junwoo several times a day.
And other than that, he has no regrets.
Everything was for Soohyeon, so there was nothing that can be turned back and there is nothing he want to turn back to.
Seohwan looked a little surprised, and he also smiled like Junwoo.
“You and I are exactly the same.”
Feeling like seeing his own resemblance, Seohwan completely poured his share of alcohol into his mouth. The familiar bitterness seems to be more intense today.
This time, Junwoo filled the empty glass.
The two silently filled each other’s glasses and swallowed the strong liquor until the bottom of the liquor bottle was visible. As of today, he didn’t hate the feeling of burning in his throat.
* * *
“Haa, shhh… !”
As soon as they entered the hotel room, Joohyuk, who started kissing at the front door, couldn’t help but wrap his arms around his neck and hug Soohyun. As they continued kissing, he removed Soohyun’s outerwear and put his hand inside his shirt, and his skin twitched with warmth.
He kissed him until he gasped for breath and then buried his lips in the corner of his neck. Feeling the change in Soohyun’s rough breath, as if bouncing, his tremor intensifies as his lips touch the nape of his neck.
He made him turn around and hugged him from behind and kissed the back of his neck. One arm outstretched in front of him hugged and supported Soohyun’s waist, while the other hand was tucked into his shirt and placed on his left chest.
It was so good that he couldn’t control Soohyun’s fast heartbeat passing through his hands. It seemed that this heartbeat was the only thing that could tell for sure whether it was really him in his arms or whether it was a dream.
‘No, there is one more.’
A scar that still remains horizontally on the nape of the neck. In the past, he thought it was just a weakness that could make Soohyun sensitive, but now it was like a lovely mark.
“… Ah!”
He buried his lips in the scar on the back of his neck. As expected, a trembling moan erupted from Soohyun’s mouth, and his body staggered. When he raised the tip of his tongue and licked it along the scar, he felt a shiver as if electricity had passed through it. He could feel his heart beating faster through his left chest, which was held in one hand.
“Ahhhh… .”
Soohyun leaned against the wall with one hand and covered his mouth with the other. When he deeply sucked the scar on the back of his neck and licked it with the tip of his tongue, a moan flowed even though he covered his mouth with his hand.
“Why are you… there… Ugh, ha… .”
After obsessively sucking and licking, Soohyun couldn’t stand it anymore and opened his mouth. Joohyuk smiled softly and kissed the scar deeply.
“… Because it’s pretty.”
It was the most beautiful mark in the world. In order to protect him, the lovely traces that the young man chose and carved on his body.
“You don’t regret that day, do you?”
The day he gave his life to save him and lost his scent as an omega.
He can’t shake the thought of whether Soohyun has regretted it so far.
“If I had regretted it, I wouldn’t have been looking for hyung for such a long time.”
A voice filled with Soohyun’s conviction came out through the suffocating breath. On the contrary, he seemed to be bothered by saying that he was thinking about such a thing.
“So don’t regret it either.”
Soohyun, who took a deep breath and turned his head slightly, met his eyes.
“Don’t regret meeting me, surviving that day.”
He seemed to be swallowed by the clear eyes.
Joohyuk felt as if something was filling up from within.
There was not a single day in the 17 years where he did not feel regret and guilt. It was the same now that he found out that Soohyun was still alive.
If it hadn’t been for him, Soohyun would not have almost died, and he would still have a strong scent. If it wasn’t for him…
The moment he lowered his eyes without making eye contact with Soohyun, he reached back and placed his hand on Joohyuk’s cheek.
“The thing that hyung regrets and has to ask for forgiveness for is that he hurt ‘Kwon Yihyeon’ for a year. That’s all.”
Joohyuk was startled and opened his eyes again, and his bright black eyes caught his attention.
“So, stick with ‘Kwon Yihyeon’ until he forgives you.”
Hearing the calm voice, he smiled bitterly.
“Don’t forgive me. I will always be sorry and I will regret it… Please don’t forgive me, Soohyun-ah. So that I can be by your side for the rest of my life…”
Soohyun, who was looking at Joohyuk silently, reached over to him and kissed him lightly.
“There is one more way to be by my side for the rest of your life.”
Saying that, he kissed him a little deeper.
As if it were a trigger, Joohyuk’s stopped breathing and his tongue entered Soohyun’s mouth. Each other’s breath was disturbed by the intense kiss, and their heartbeats fluctuated accordingly. It beat so fast that it could be called abnormal, and his eyes were dizzy.
Joohyuk kissed Soohyun and went straight to the bedroom, holding him. He took off the blanket on the cozy bed at once, put Soohyun down, and hurriedly took off his jacket. Then, he resumed the broken kiss and unbuttoned Soohyun’s shirt.
“Ugh!”
He ran his tongue across the collarbone that was exposed through the open shirt, and then trailed from the tip of the collarbone to the shoulder. Soohyun’s shoulders shuddered at the feeling. Joohyuk, who licked with the tip of his tongue along the shape of the tooth mark, bite in again near it. The tingling sensation and stimulation brought a strange pleasure to Soohyun.
Joohyuk, who left a deep mark on his heated body and kissed him, swallowed his small nipple.
“Haa-!”
Perhaps because of his pregnancy, his chest was sensitive, so just putting it in his mouth and rolling it with his tongue was enough to cause a tingling sensation. When he gently stroked the other nipple with his fingertips, his chest was lifted and his breathing became more intense.
“Ha, uh… , uh… .”
The sensitive reaction was the same not only on the nipples, but also on sucking in the area around the nipples with the lips and biting them lightly. When he rubbed them together, a pleasant moan sounded and stimulated Joohyuk’s ears. The firmness of the erect nipples was also one of the factors of stimulation.
He buried his lips in Soohyun’s chest and shoved his hand into his pants. His waist twisted slightly as if he was touching Soohyun’s, which had become a little hard, from the outside of hid underwear and pressed the end of it with her thumb.
“Ah, ahh!”
It quickly grew in size just by touching it. A slightly slimy liquid flowed from the tip, and his underwear was already wet.
Joohyuk took off Soohyun’s pants and underwear and threw it out of bed, looking at Soohyun’s erect penis and lowering his mouth with it.
At first, he licked delicately, as if trying to get rid of the liquid on the glans. That alone made Soohyun’s body shake violently, and moans erupted from his mouth. As he slid his tongue down to the root, and licked it from the bottom to the top, as he climbed up, the strength of the thighs he was holding with both hands tightened.
Joohyuk’s mouth quickly put Soohyun’s penis in one bite. As soon as the stiff penis was swallowed in his hot mouth, Soohyun trembled and grabbed the sheets with both hands. As he licks the genitals in his mouth with his tongue in line with the sound of moans coming out of his teeth, his waist gradually lifted up and bend.
“Ha, ah,, ah-!”
With Soohyun’s thing in his mouth, he moved up and down rapidly, but his eyes were looking at his face. His appearance of twisting his body as if he was trying to endure the pleasure with his brow frowned was an overstimulation for Joohyuk and brought him a thrill.
Although he was careful not to let his teeth touch, he did not let his tongue rest, hoping that Soohyun would feel it a little more. He put it deep in his throat and licked it with his tongue, and then wrapped it around as it ascended up to the glans, sucking it well. As he repeated this, Soohyun’s stuff swelled up as if he was about to ejaculate at any moment.
“Ha, stop, hyung, stop… … !”
Soohyun reached out and tried to push Joohyuk’s head down. Instead, Joohyuk grabbed his two hands and pressed them down on the bed. In that state, he quickly performed the movements he had done so far, but repeated putting in and pulling out as if to fill his throat with Soohyun’s.
“Ha…ha.., hyung, no, it will come out… uh-!”
Soohyun shook his head, but Joohyuk’s movements only got faster.
“Ah, ah-!”
Soohyun’s legs and buttocks stiffened, and his toes clutched the sheet. His waist, which was raised like a bow, lifted in the air and trembled.
Thick semen burst from the genitals stuck in the throat as if blocking the entrance to the throat and flowed down Joohyuk’s throat. Joohyuk moved a couple of times. He couldn’t taste it, but it felt strangely sweet.
Soohyun’s waist touched the bed, and the excess power that had entered his body was released without a hitch. Just then, Joohyuk’s mouth released him.
Joohyuk briefly kissed the tip of his genitals, looking at Soohyun, who was drooping as if he had lost his power. Then, he lifted Soohyun’s legs without difficulty and lifted his hips in the air. Soohyun, who was watching what he was doing, made a startled face when Joohyuk’s lips touched his little hole.
“What are you doing… … ! Wait-!”
Joohyuk’s lips sucked in the hole and his tongue skimmed through the small wrinkles, but then he suddenly began to break into it. Soohyun’s body couldn’t adapt to it and fell from the unfamiliar feeling, as well as the soggy sound of drinking the newly created love juice. Still, Joohyuk’s tongue did not stop.
Soohyun, who was holding his breath while covering his mouth with one hand, was able to catch his breath only after Joohyuk’s lips fell off. However, he was startled by Joohyuk’s finger that invaded his insides. The hole that had been trampled on by his tongue accepted Joohyuk’s two fingers with ease.