Up to You - C181

My back was facing Mu Huainan the entire time, and I didn’t know how ugly his expression would be.

“An An, I can’t keep this child here. He’ll be raised in He An, and he’ll remind me of the things you did outside all those years ago!”

“You … Let me go! ”

“Uncle Huainan.” I almost begged him, “If you killed 99 of them, then I’ll have to trouble you to kill me as well.”

I took a deep breath and replied with a calm expression, “I promised Jiu Jiu that no matter what happened, I would never abandon him. Even if it’s a dark and gloomy place, I still want to leave with him.”

Mu Huainan was so angry that he could not take it anymore.

“Lu Weian, you want to piss me off.”

I closed my eyes and burst into tears. The ninety-nine in my arms stirred and pulled away from me.

He turned his head and saw the black muzzle of the gun.

“99%!”

I leaned over to help him, but he broke away from me and went to meet me head on.

“I forbid you to bully my mother!”

Mu Huainan and I were both stunned.

No one would have thought that a seven-year-old child, facing such an environment and such a cold gun, would be able to say such a thing.

There were still wet tears at the corners of his eyes.

Xiao Jiu raised his head, he was not afraid of Mu Huainan’s gun at all.

“I used to admire you, but now you’re bullying my mom, I hate you to death!”

A roar of life exploded from his small body.

“I don’t want to be someone like you! You bully women and children! You are not a good person! ”

I saw that Mu Huainan’s face was getting more and more unsightly, and the killing intent in his eyes could not be stopped. I anxiously pulled Jiu Jiu behind me, and crazily pointed the gun at my chest.

Her face was covered in tears.

“Mu Huainan, kill me, I know that I won’t be able to escape and so will Jiu Jiu, it was my mistake, I shouldn’t have given birth to this child, you settle this for me, I am too tired, I have let down Jiu Jiu’s debt, I can only wait for my next life to come.”

Mu Huainan’s hand didn’t move at all, and even had the intention of retreating a little, but I held onto the muzzle of his gun as I followed him forward.

“Mu Huainan, you have done your share of evil deeds, you do not lack this rule.” At this critical juncture, I could already calm down. “Kill me. If you’re willing to let Jiu Jiu go, it would be for the best. If not, then I’ll be reincarnated together with Jiu Jiu.”

Because I couldn’t look back while holding the gun, I could only look up at the ceiling and say to Jiu Jiu, “Jiu Jiu, I’m sorry, it was my mom’s fault that you were involved in this. I’m sorry.”

“Mom.” Jiu Jiu was hugging my leg behind me, crying in anger. “Jiu Jiu wants to be with mom.”

The child’s cry echoed in my ears, and I felt as if I had been cut in half. It hurt like hell.

I couldn’t stop my tears.

“Mu Huainan.” I looked at him in despair. “Seven years ago, I couldn’t resist. Now that you want to repeat the tragedy, I definitely won’t do as you wish.”

“Mother… “Hmm …”

A child’s pained moan suddenly came from behind me. I was so scared that I couldn’t care less as I loosened the muzzle of the gun and turned around. His small face was already pale, and his forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat.

“99%!”

I leaned over and hugged him. He was still trembling in my arms.

It had been fine for the past few days, but now, after such a ruckus, the disease had still struck.

I completely crumbled and could no longer endure. I turned around and shouted hysterically at Mu Huainan.

“You are even more ruthless than the devil! Such a young child … You’re not even going to let me off! Now, kill us both and spare us all the pain! ”

Mu Huainan stood to the side and watched in a daze. After a long time, a single word slowly floated out from between his gritted teeth.

“Heart disease?”

The color of his lips became more and more purple. It was obvious that he was a cardiologist.

Mu Huainan was definitely familiar with such a scene.

As he watched, his face turned paler and paler. The gun in his hand fell out of his grip.

“99%!” Jiu Jiu, open your eyes and look at your mother! Ninety-nine! Mommy will take you to the doctor soon. ”

I picked him up in my arms, but I was too weak to use any strength.

Mu Huainan finally reacted as he bent over and hugged ninety-nine of them from my arms.

As he walked towards the door, he called out to his subordinates.

“Prepare the car!” “To the hospital!”

“Take good care of Madam!”

A few of my men came to help me, and I struggled to follow, so they had to help me. He got into the car.

Mu Huainan was trembling a little as he hugged the girl in his arms.

I sat beside him, lost in thought for a moment.

Mu Huainan watched and gently reached out a hand to help the child straighten his sleeves. His movements were gentle and warm, unlike when he was holding the gun just now.

Before I could ask him anything, the car stopped and he got out and ran toward the hospital. I followed him, but it was rare to see him so concerned about someone.

I think he guessed it.

How else could it be so coincidental that the child I gave birth to had the same inherited heart disease as he did?

When I walked in, Mu Huainan was sitting alone on a bench in front of the operation room. Behind him were two of his subordinates.

I sat down beside him and watched.

“Why don’t you tell me the truth?” He sighed and asked me, “Earlier, tell me. I will be able to find the child’s matching style very soon.”

Scenes of what happened seven years ago came back to me, and I can still remember them all.

How dare I risk telling him the truth?

“Uncle Huainan, can you let go of 99%? I beg of you, please let Jiu Jiu go. ”

As I spoke, my eyes started to tear up as I begged.

“If you want to be willing to let go of 99%, then I’ll do anything.”

He sat down beside me and put his arm around my shoulders, letting me lean against him.

“Why do you think I won’t let it go?”

“You’re the Owner of He Fang and An Fang, you’re the boss of both parties. I know that you’re in a high position and you can’t control yourself, so you can’t leave any weakness behind. So if you don’t want children, you’re afraid that keeping them alive would bring you disaster, right?”

I’ve been thinking about this matter for many years. At the beginning, I just couldn’t figure out what made a father kill his own child with his own hands. It was only after I saw him together with An Fang that I finally understood.

He was a king, and he could not allow others to find places that could threaten him.

Hearing my guess, Mu Huainan suddenly smiled, turned his face and kissed me on the forehead, then asked me with a calm voice.

“Then what about you? I don’t need a weak spot, how can I raise you on my body for so long?”

I started.

“You are my favorite weak spot, and I, Mu Huainan, am not afraid of having a weak spot either, because even if you are weak spot, no one would dare to touch you.”

Such domineering words, only Mu Huainan had the qualifications to say it.

“Then why didn’t you let him go seven years ago, and why did you risk your life to find him after that?”

“Hai.” He sighed and said, “Girl, seven years ago, when you were pregnant and became unstable with Anfang, there were a lot of traitors in the workshop. They joined forces with other associations to plot against me, so I’m afraid they would not care about you and your mother and would not be able to protect you well. Furthermore, my child is destined to be infected with a heart attack, and will not be able to live past twenty years of age. Looking at my appearance, it is already a miracle within miracles; I don’t want me to leave first, and you have to wait for your child to leave before you.

He rested for a moment, then went on.

“Earlier, when Liang Yin found out that you and Peng Haobai were secretly raising a child in the orphanage, I instinctively thought it was you and him.” Mu Huainan laughed as he spoke, “I am a man, how can I tolerate this. You and someone else’s child.”

“I was afraid that Mu Huainan would hate Peng Haobai, so I frantically opened my mouth to explain. Back then, I was the one who begged Peng Haobai to help me leave my child behind. Don’t blame him. ”

After a long while, I finally heard Mu Huainan who was above me say with a deep voice.

“He, Jiu Jiu, is very cute.”

I started.

Her tears were dry.

He looked at me, and there was a strange emotion in his deep eyes.

“An An, I suddenly feel that I have really failed.” He leaned against the wall behind him and lazily continued, “I always thought that I could control everything around me. I thought that my control would make you happy for the rest of your life, but …”

He looked at me with a hint of tears in his eyes.

“But now, I originally wanted to look for you everywhere and I didn’t even want to see you get hurt, but in the end, in your heart, I’m a demon ruthless enough to kill my own flesh and blood.”

The sadness in his eyes grew stronger and stronger, and it was hard to breathe as it pressed against my heart.

I lowered my head, afraid to look at him again.

He still felt extremely wronged. As he felt wronged to the point of being about to speak, he could not help but mutter, “But you were really too ruthless back then. You were still indifferent when I begged you like that. You must kill this child.”

“An’an.” Mu Huainan called out to me hoarsely.

“I hurt as much as you hurt.” Thinking back to what happened at that time, Mu Huainan couldn’t help but feel uncomfortable. He took a few deep breaths several times before he could finally calm down a little.

“At that time, you were still young and you wholeheartedly wanted to keep that child, so I had to consider it for you. I don’t know how long I could last, but if I don’t, how could you face the child’s illness alone? I don’t want you to lose me, and also lose the child you painstakingly raised, understand? ”

I held my head in Mu Huainan’s embrace and sobbed.

He patted me on the back.

“Actually, you know, after calling those doctors over, not long after I left the hospital, I regretted my decision. People say that even if the tigers don’t eat the tigers, the tigers don’t eat the tigers, and I’m afraid that you will suffer in the future, I still can’t stand the pain. I can’t stand the pain of waiting for the children to die, I thought, forget it, at most, I’ll just keep growing up with you, I’ll try my best to find a suitable type for the child so that he won’t have the same tragedy as me.” So, I actually went back very quickly that day. ” As Mu Huainan spoke, his voice grew deeper and deeper, and it became more and more sorrowful. “But by the time I returned, it was already too late, all I could see was blood all over the ground …”

As Mu Huainan spoke, he finally stopped speaking.

I held him gently, and the operating room door opened. The doctor came out, his face grave.

My heart sank.

“Doctor, how is it?!”

Mu Huainan embraced me as he walked to the doctor.

The doctor shook his head.

“You are the parents of the child?”

We nodded.

“The child has such a severe congenital heart disease. Do you dare to let her suffer such a shock?”

I feel so guilty that I want to die.

“The child is not in a good condition right now. If I don’t find a suitable heart within a week, I won’t be able to do anything about it.”

To me, this news was undoubtedly another bolt of lightning.

Ninety-nine was pushed out by the nurse. She was lying in bed with an oxygen mask over her face. She was unconscious and pale.

My heart ached as I followed her to the ward.

Mu Huainan did not follow him.

I had been watching ninety-nine, and my eyes couldn’t help but fall on his chest. I was always afraid, and in the blink of an eye, his heart stopped beating.

Then I almost want to stop breathing.

Mu Huainan did not come in, he only sent a few of his subordinates to stand guard at the door. During that time, my cell phone kept ringing, several times, and in the end, it became a WeChat notification.

I tucked Jiu Jiu in, took my cell phone, and went out to see what was going on.

All of them were Xu Ze’s.