Virtuous Ugly Empress - C180
“Empress.” Sickly carrying Wang Rong and the others to the bedchamber, he let the others clean up the mess outside. Once the curtains were drawn, tears would fall from Wang Rong’s eyes.
Wu Tian looked at her. “Empress, now is not the time to cry. You must pull yourself together.”
“Your majesty was so terrifying just now.” “I could tell from his eyes that he wanted to kill me. He wanted to kill me.”
“No, your majesty will not.” “Your Majesty threw away so many things, but you still haven’t hurt the Empress?”
“He hates me.” Wang Rong held her chest, feeling the dull pain, unable to breathe.
“Empress.” “Nemesis shook her.” This is not the time for weakness. You have to explain it to His Majesty. ”
Wang Rong He shook his head, “Even if the truth was placed in front of His Majesty, he wouldn’t believe what His Majesty had believed. For example, regarding the mother, His Majesty has never opened up his heart to the mother. He didn’t even need to ask Xu Duzhong, as though he had lied to him together with me. ”
“Besides, I’m really deceiving him.” Wang Rong He looked at Wu Tian and said, “I brought this upon myself.”
“Empress.” With a helpless heart, he embraced her. “Then will the Empress allow His Majesty to be angry?”
“The Empress knows her wrongs. The Empress will go and apologize to His Majesty, saying that the Empress will change, and His Majesty will forgive the Empress.” Without any problems, he looked at Wang Ronghe.
“I won’t.” Wang Rong He shook his head and said, “How do I apologize now, and how do I explain this? I’m so confused myself, I can’t say anything. ”
“His Majesty suspects me. The more he thinks about it, the more he will understand.” Wang Rong said pessimistically.
“The Empress must have done something wrong this time, right?” “Since the Empress has done wrong, the Empress will go and admit her wrongs, whether or not His Majesty will forgive her.”
“It’s better than the Empress doing nothing here.”
When Zhu Yijun returned to the Qianqing Palace, his expression darkened even further. Zhang Cheng did not understand, and people around him had to carefully serve his, since even the empress could not coax his majesty.
When the eunuch served tea, Zhu Yijun grabbed the teacup and threw it on the ground. A crisp sound let Zhu Yijun think back to the last time he threw something at Qianqing Palace. Wang Rong and the others hugged him, saying that they wouldn’t let him throw such a good thing.
Zhu Yijun closed his eyes, telling himself not to think about Wang Rong and her.
Zhu Yijun smashed his fist on the table, “Men, go and get all the porcelain ware in our storage room, I want to smash it to my heart’s content, I want to hear a sound.”
Zhu Yijun stood up and smashed all the porcelain pieces clean. The young eunuch looked at Zhang Cheng for help, “You don’t know how to take some worthless things from the top.” Zhang Cheng said, “Your majesty wants to hear it.”
His Majesty was infuriated, and no one dared to dissuade him. Although his majesty had just returned from the Kunning Palace, Zhang Cheng still wanted to ask the empress to persuade him.
Halfway there, he met Li Gong, who came by the Kunning Palace to inquire about news, only now did he know that his Majesty had already started to lose her temper.
looked at Li Gong and said, “Your majesty, why are you so angry because of the Empress? It seems like your majesty’s anger came from the empress itself. This is too rare. ”
“I don’t know either.” Li Gong whined, “His Majesty and the Empress are inside, and he is waiting outside, unable to hear what’s being said.”
“Then look, when will His Majesty’s anger subside?” Li Gong asked Zhang Cheng.
“With empress’s persuasion, it will take less than a day for His Majesty to vent his anger.” Zhang Cheng said, “But the empress has angered His Majesty now.” Zhang Cheng suddenly thought that ever since the Chuxiu Palace, the empress had released his Qi a few times to his majesty, but that acting like he was angry now was probably because his majesty had given in, if not for the Empress giving him a note, the two of them would be better.
“Go back and get those elder sisters to persuade the empress. Once the empress gives the ladder to the empress, His Majesty will follow it down.” Zhang Cheng said, “You can’t wait for the Emperor to pass you the ladder, right?”
Li Gong nodded repeatedly, and then the two went their separate ways. Zhang Cheng returned to Qianqing Palace, Li Gong returned to Kunning Palace.
Li Gong reported the matter of his Majesty dropping something at the Qianqing Palace up there. He also said that his Majesty was waiting for the Empress to give him the ladder.
Wang Rong He didn’t cry anymore and just sat there in a daze. When he heard the news, he didn’t have any expression. He gave Wang Rong a hot water handkerchief and put it over her eyes. Is the Empress just going to watch like this? ”
“I don’t know what to say.” Wang Rong He said, “I don’t know.”
“If I were to meet His Majesty, when did His Majesty ask me why I was deceiving him? What would I say?”
“If I speak the truth, then there will be no future.”
“Empress.” Wu Dai said with pain in his heart.
“Then that’s it. If Your Majesty is going to be crippled, then so be it. If you don’t want me, then I won’t want you.” Wang Rong He said. It’s all right. ”
“How can this situation be peaceful?” Nutty whispered.
That time, when he knew that the mother was unclean, he also felt betrayed. In the vast world, he was alone, but at that time, Wang Rong barged in, stubbornly refusing to leave. With a shallow smile on her face, she replaced the mother as the most important woman in his heart, as his pillar.
“So it turns out that she has never been one of my pillars.”
“I am still alone.”
In a room with no one, Zhu Yijun couldn’t help but cover his head and cry. He couldn’t even tell when it had hurt more compared to last time.
Is he not good enough for the queen? Didn’t he love the queen enough?
Why would the Queen deceive him?
Furthermore, she did not dare to think too much about this kind of deception. She continued to think that she did not want to serve him at all, that she did not even want to give birth to his child.
She didn’t like him at all. Everything she did to him was perfunctory.
She hated him.
Zhu Yijun laughed as he thought of this, then shook his head. Zhu Yijun, oh Zhu Yijun, look at how failed your life is. No one loves you at all. You think that the empress is sincere towards you, but in the end she’s the one who’s being perfunctory. You’re giving it to her with all your heart, afraid she won’t believe you.
So she knew all about it, but she didn’t want it.
Zhu Yijun did not want to kill anymore, he wanted to stab himself in the heart a few times.
“Your Majesty.” Zhang Cheng said carefully while standing at the door. empress is here, do you want to see your majesty? ”
“Nope.” Zhu Yijun shouted in anger.
After a while, Zhang Cheng came back again with a sobbing tone, “empress must come in, servant, I can’t stop you.”
Zhu Yijun carelessly wiped his eyes with his sleeve and sat on a high seat: “Let her in.”
When Wang Rong entered, he saw the mess on the ground and turned a blind eye. However, when he saw Zhu Yijun’s cold face, he felt his heart ache, and said softly, “Your Majesty.”
“You think you can come up with a good excuse to lie to me?” Zhu Yijun said coldly.
“Your Majesty.” Wang Rong He said, “Your majesty, my body is different from the others. Your majesty knows that it’s not easy for me to get sick, but once I get sick, it’s not easy for me to get better. It’s useless taking medicine, so I’m not lying to Your Majesty.”
“That’s right. You might have indeed fallen sick for the sake of Consort Zhao, but for me, all I have to do is pretend to be sick.” Zhu Yijun said, “In your heart, we are still not as good as Consort Zhao.”
“Your Majesty, don’t say that. I feel terrible.” Wang Rong He said, “In my heart, His Majesty is also very important.”
Zhu Yijun laughed coldly, “Do you believe me when you say that?”
“Do you believe me when I hear you pat your chest?”
Wang Rong He walked in front of Zhu Yijun and squatted down, his hand on’s knee, “Your majesty, right now, you don’t want to believe a single bit of me?”
“Then I’ll give you one last chance.” Zhu Yijun said, “Don’t lie to me about this problem. We can let bygones be bygones, and we can still continue to trust you, just like how you have never lied to me before.”
Zhu Yijun looked into her eyes, and asked word by word, “Why did you pretend to be sick to deceive us?”
Initially, she wanted to say that she was afraid of pain, afraid of having children, but she was scared when Rong Chang gave birth to a child, hence she went crazy and made such a decision. However, she regretted it later on, her body was fine, but she did not have the face to take the initiative and ask for pleasure.
That would do. Wang Rong thought that she was here to apologize and make His Majesty lose his temper. If she gave in again, then this matter would be over.
However, when she looked into Zhu Yijun’s eyes now, she couldn’t think of a good reason. She saw that Zhu Yijun’s eyes were reflecting her tears, and she also heard herself asking, “Your Majesty, you don’t know, do you?”
“I know I was wrong. In the future, I will be the same as I was before, no? No, I will be better for Your Majesty. “Can’t you?”
Zhu Yijun shook his head, “If you don’t say it, do you think we can still return to the past?” Zhu Yijun looked at her, “You are crying so much … I am feeling terrible, but how do you know that I have tears as well, it is just that the tears are not in my eyes, they are in my heart.” Zhu Yijun pointed to his chest.
“When have you ever felt heartache for me?”
Wang Rong cried even more fiercely than before, her hand resting on Zhu Yijun’s chest, “But if I were to tell you, we will not be able to return to the past.”
“I’ve given you my word. As long as you say so, I’ll let bygones be bygones.” Zhu Yijun said, “But I want to hear the truth.”
Wang Rong He looked at Zhu Yijun and cried without saying a word.
Zhu Yijun looked up, “Is it really that hard to say?”
“Then why did you do it?” Zhu Yijun said, “Is it because we are not good to you? When did I reject your empress’s honor? Or did I not love you enough? ”
“Does Your Majesty love me?” Wang Rong asked while crying.
“Don’t you love me?” Zhu Yijun asked.
Wang Rong He shook his head. “No matter how nice His Majesty is to me, it’s not for me to do so.”
“What do you want?” Zhu Yijun asked, “I’ll give you anything you want, as long as I have it.”
“You can’t afford it.” Wang Rong He shook his head.
“If you don’t say it, how do you know that I can’t afford to pay?” Zhu Yijun asked, for him, Wang Rong was different. If it was any other concubine, who would bully the king, what would he do? However, for Wang Rong and this, he would not pursue the crime of deceiving the king, he only wanted to know why she lied to him.
Wang Rong He shook his head and refused to speak.
Zhu Yijun then lifted her and pushed her away, “Then you can go, when are you willing to say it, tell me again.”
Wang Rong Yun grabbed Zhu Yijun’s hand and roared, “I only want to concentrate on one thing.”
Zhu Yijun relaxed his grip on Wang Ronghe’s hand, his expression was startled, “One mind?”
She nodded and said to Zhu Yijun in her eyes, “The reason why I lied to Your Majesty is because I don’t want to be a husband to others. I don’t want to share my husband with others, and that makes me feel sick and uncomfortable. I can only be a good queen if I don’t get too close to His Majesty, or I’ll go mad one day. ”
“You want to be single-minded?” Zhu Yijun retreated a few steps back as if he had been burned by the answer. He stared at Wang Rong He in disbelief, “You want to single-mindedly?”
“You’re the Queen.” How can you ask for single-mindedness?
“I don’t want to be a queen.” Wang Rong smiled wryly.
Zhu Yijun was once again scalded, he looked at Wang Rong He and said: “That’s right, it was us who wanted you to be the Empress.”
“Haha, it wasn’t us who gave you the honor of choosing you as an empress at all. It was us who didn’t know what was good for you and forced you to stay in the palace as an empress.”
“You never wanted to be my queen.”
“Everything is done by me, I think I’m being sentimental too much.”