Vulnerable Girl - C107

When I saw that the name on the board was Ding Yuleng, I was completely stunned. The person that I didn’t want others to know was Ding Yuleng. However, where on earth would there be a wall that would not leak air? With Mommy Qi’s promotional skills, it would be weird if Ding Yuleng did not know. This simple man, I don’t want him to know my vices at all. I have always remembered what the Master Ding said to Ding Yuleng the other day. I have never been clean and have no right to be liked, even if it’s just friends, I need to be on my guard. Not to mention the current me, I really don’t have the face to meet him on such a trashy side.

At the very least, I don’t want to lose my memory of my innocent and kind friend, Ding Yuleng. So, what was Ding Yuleng doing here today? To tell of my disappointment, or to denounce my filth, or to trample upon the dignity I have hardly? No no no, Ding Yuleng could not do the last thing, but the first two were extremely uncomfortable. But, I still agree with Ding Yuleng.

Yanran weirdly said: “Xueying, seeing that you’re unwilling, why did you force yourself to accept the guest?”

“It’s fine. After resting for a long time, it’s time to get to work. I’ll go to the sixth floor first. ” I got up and walked out of the dressing room.

Today’s makeup wasn’t as seductive as the first day. She walked with an elegant beauty and wore a red qipao, revealing her perfect figure. When I walked into the room I had chosen, the door had been opened, leaving a small gap. I know Ding Yuleng is waiting for me inside, my heart is starting to beat faster and faster. I still can’t let go of this person, no matter what kind of relationship I have, it’s just that there’s still a trace of friendship left.

When I knocked on the door, I saw Ding Yuleng sitting right next to the door. He was only wearing a white shirt now, and his suit jacket was neatly placed on a chair to the side. He looked up at me and gave me a sunny smile, as always, as if nothing had changed. In the end, I will still return to the Yan’s Pet, hugging the little golden hair and teaching Ding Yuleng some small knowledge. On the way, I will also go to his house to make tea for the Master Ding.

My mood immediately relaxed as I smiled faintly at him before softly calling out, “Brother Leng.”

“Xueying, quickly sit down.” Ding Yuleng stood up and pulled out a chair for me, affectionately calling my name.

I walked over, and sat down on a chair under Ding Yuleng’s care. After sitting down, I actually didn’t have anything to say. In front of other guests, although I didn’t talk much, I had never been this silent, nor did I feel this conflicted.

Ding Yuleng laughed, and then I saw his white teeth: “Xueying, it’s been awhile since we last met, and you’re already so restrained, aren’t we friends?”

I lowered my head and said softly, “Brother Leng, can we still be friends? Xueying is already unable to go back. ”

Ding Yuleng did not seem to hear anything strange from me and continued with his own business. He picked up the kettle that he had just boiled and muttered to himself: “Although I’m not an expert, but it’s also a kind heart. Taste my tea. Last time, Xueying said that he would come visit Uncle and me in two days. How long is it now?

“Brother Leng!” I raised my voice to the point that even Ding Yuleng, who was sipping his tea, jumped in fright. I took a deep breath and said, “Brother Leng, it’s enough. I reached for the teapot in his hand.

I picked up the teacup at the side, filtered the tea before filling it up and gently pushed it towards Ding Yuleng, “Brother Leng, what are you trying to escape from? I am already at the Phoenix City, and can’t return to the Yan’s Pet. I also don’t have any way to make tea for the Master Ding. Brother Leng, I am sorry, a person like me shouldn’t have entered your life. Now that I am considered your friend, I am a lady who can let go of her dignity just because I am rich. I’m sorry, Brother Leng. ” My hands were trembling and I clenched my fists. I lowered my head so that Ding Yuleng wouldn’t see my expression.

Ding Yuleng held the teacup that I handed over and stared at me fixedly. “Xueying, I don’t think there’s any distance between us, we’re friends right? I regard you as a friend to admit that you and I are the same kind of person, so do not deny yourself, deny yourself is also deny me. Xueying, in my heart, you are still that warm-hearted, sincere and kind Guo Xueying. ”

Hearing Ding Yuleng’s words, my heart became even more sorrowful, because I had given Ding Yuleng a false image. I was not warmhearted, sincere or kind, I only wanted to use you. This kind of feeling was as if I betrayed Ding Yuleng and gave me a new lease on life, that I would actually become an evil person that hurt others. This guilt made it even more impossible for me to face Ding Yuleng, but I didn’t have the courage to admit it. I said powerlessly: “Brother Leng, I am not such a person. Brother Leng, you should leave this place quickly. Master Ding has some conflict with Phoenix City, if Master Ding finds out, he will definitely scold you. ”

Ding Yuleng remained seated on the chair and did not move. He said: “Uncle told me to come here. He said that he misses your tea and wanted me to come over to taste it for him.”

“Why?” Master Ding shouldn’t have wanted Ding Yuleng to be near me, so why did he still take the initiative to send Ding Yuleng over to find me? Was Ding Yuleng lying or did the Master Ding have some other purpose? Right now, I am unable to judge a person’s purpose simply because I feel that there aren’t many people in this world who have pure and simple hearts.

Ding Yuleng asked me doubtfully, “Why do you ask? It’s just because Uncle misses you. Uncle always treated you like a niece. He always said that you were a good child, but it was too unfortunate. Xueying, I want you to be happy. I want you to be happy. The smile you had when you came in, it was too pale, I think it hurt here. ” Ding Yuleng pressed down on his chest with a painful expression on his face.

I jumped in fright, Master Ding’s greatest taboo was that Ding Yuleng would develop special feelings for me, but right now, Ding Yuleng’s performance made me think that Ding Yuleng had feelings for me. No, not like this. I stood up and said, “Brother Leng, you can go. I don’t want to do your business.”

Ding Yuleng’s expression instantly became hurt: “Why, Xueying, do you hate me? Even if I leave today, I will come often. ”

I turned my head away from Ding Yuleng’s face and coldly said: “Brother Leng, I’m free to choose whether or not I want to see guests. I won’t see you in the future, so there’s no need for you to come.

I heard Ding Yuleng’s disappointed voice. “Xueying, why did you treat me like that, are we not friends? You are my first friend since I came back, and also the friend I care about the most. I was really sad when I saw the promotions at the Phoenix City. I don’t know why you left the Boss Yan to come to this entertainment city, but I have no way of hating you. I want to see you. I want to know how you’re doing. Why are you not like this, Xueying? ”

I closed my eyes and said, “Your uncle will tell you why. If your uncle knew what you were thinking, he wouldn’t let you come to me. ”

“Why? I told my uncle how I felt, and I told him how strange I felt. After that, Uncle told me to find you and make you some tea. ” Ding Yuleng’s voice was full of doubt.

Ding Yuleng is too innocent. Before this, I was only focused on reading, so how could I understand feelings. Now, I have always thought that my feelings for me are just feelings between friends. I understand Master Ding’s intentions now, he was telling me to personally reject Ding Yuleng, and to let Ding Yuleng completely give up on me. I took a deep breath and thought, I have to make a decision. If I still have a trace of guilt towards Ding Yuleng, then I should have let Ding Yuleng return to his normal life, and not entangled it with mine. I don’t want to hurt Ding Yuleng, but for a moment, I can let him rest peacefully. And my own mood is no longer important, I have learned to wrap myself up.

“Brother Leng, listen. Actually, I didn’t treat you as a friend from the beginning, I only tricked you into trusting me. I want to get close to the Master Ding, and I want to get his help. That’s why I have to do my best to help you take care of little golden hair. Actually, I have always hated you. You don’t understand anything, and you won’t understand my feelings. Every time I am with you, I feel extremely pressured and I feel very disgusted. Yes, I am such a woman, not sincere and warm-hearted, but good at disguising and deceiving. Right now, you are of no use to me, and I do not need Master Ding’s help either. I have been very good under Mommy Qi’s hands, and I only need to accompany guests to get a large amount of tips. And you? You are still just a family member with no income and no job of your own. If not for the Ding Family and the Master Ding, you wouldn’t even be able to afford to pay the service fee for Phoenix City, let alone give me a tip. How could I waste my time coming to see you when there was no potential for this kind of guest? Brother Leng, leave. Don’t waste my time. ”

A long time later, I heard the door slam. I lifted my face and saw the ceiling above me. My eyes were misty, and I couldn’t see anything. All I could feel was wet tears on my face. But I didn’t have the courage to erase it, and let it flow. This was my apology to Ding Yuleng, and I still broke his heart in the end.

Brother Leng, I’m sorry.

I don’t think so, really. I also really consider you as a friend. Although my original goal was impure, I was attracted to your most innocent side during the conversation. You are the most beautiful flower. You are beautiful, but you are too easy to break. Only, I never thought that the one who would break you would be me, the Guo Xueying who was attracted to you.