Vulnerable Girl - C74
I blankly looked at fighting dog who was dragged down the competition platform after failing. My heart turned cold, I couldn’t hold on much longer, this was what happened to me. If I can only exist as a mistress, those who know too many secrets can only be … Let’s settle it like this. My hand drooped down powerlessly. I found myself looking at a bottomless abyss. If I couldn’t cross it, I would die.
I take deep breaths, breathe, breathe again. I want to live, I want to become stronger, so I can’t retreat. I clenched my fists and told myself that I had to keep my eyes open, like at that feast of human flesh, and I held on. There was no reason to be timid in the dogfight, and I couldn’t back down. Only if I pass through this hurdle, can I be considered to have passed through this hurdle in my heart, if not, even if Yan Ruize was willing to help me, it would be to no avail. This world is too fake, I have to put on a strong mask for myself so that even if others see it, they will be terrified, so that no one will feel like bullying me. It’s just that, easy to say, I’m afraid I won’t be able to take it off after I put on the mask.
If I wear the mask for too long, I will become myself. I can’t control myself.
I put my hands on my face and slowly tried to feel the world. I slowly tried to feel the clamor of the dogfight. I stopped trying to escape and instead, I learned to slowly blend in and enjoy this so-called happiness. I tried my best to imagine that I was already wearing a mask, not the real Guo Xueying, not Yan Ruize, not the big boss present, but the most charming female dog, the female dog that only belonged to Yan Ruize.
Gradually, I couldn’t hear what was being said here. Instead, I became silent. I felt like I had entered a wonderful world. There is only darkness in this place, but it gives me absolute peace of mind. I saw a man come out of the darkness. It was a woman.
“Who are you?” I asked.
“Who are you?” I heard her ask.
I looked at her for a long time. She looked at me in confusion for a long time. It was then that I realized that this was my present self, my real self, my most similar self in the mirror.
I pushed her away and said, “You stay here obediently. From now on, let me come. I will protect you.”
I saw her big, blinking eyes, as if trying to guess what I meant, and finally she took a black mask and put it on my face, and I heard her voice, also my own, saying, “We will be free and dignified, let’s fight for it together! I’ll be waiting here for you to come pick me up. ”
In the end, I could see nothing but darkness.
When I opened my eyes again, I saw the scene of Yan Ruize crazily shouting, and I saw Yan Ruize standing up and twisting his neck. I know it’s Yan Ruize’s turn to fight.
Gu Xichen, who was at the side, patted Yan Ruize’s shoulder and said excitedly: “Go for it, I’m betting on your hero, I want to win beautifully!”
“Just wait for the money to come in. Our hero will only expend a lot of energy to fight those two tibetan mastiff, but he will definitely win.” Yan Ruize’s eyes flashed with a bright light, reflecting a bloodthirsty fighting intent, his entire being gave off an aura of invincibility.
I was surprised. This feeling, this feeling, I remembered the domineering aura I felt when I saw Yan Ruize looking down at the entire world from the dogfighting arena when I was thirteen years old. Wasn’t it this kind of purest Emperor’s aura? So it turned out that Yan Ruize had never changed, and had never changed when it came to the fighting dog that he liked, and had always maintained his true heart. No matter how ruthless and merciless Yan Ruize was currently, no matter how ordinary and realistic he became, he would only put on layers of mask that seemed like it wouldn’t let the wind through. But in front of the fighting dog, Yan Ruize was him.
I seem to know why Yan Ruize’s reputation in the fighting dog this time around is so big, and I also know why Yan Ruize’s efficiency in training fighting dog is so high. Yan Ruize’s professionalism and invincibility comes only from his heart. There were too many people at the scene who came for the dog fighting competition’s excitement, or to enjoy this kind of gambling scene, how many people truly loved fighting dog? But Yan Ruize just love the fighting dog. That was why he raised fighting dog s and personally trained them from a young age. I’ve been looking at it for so long, but there aren’t many people who fight their own dogs. If they were not sincere, no one would be able to match Yan Ruize in terms of how much investment they could put in and how much chance they had of winning.
“Yan Ruize, I believe you can win!” I laughed.
Yan Ruize was startled by my voice, he then recovered his sinister smile, and raised my chin: “Guo Xueying, you are making me more and more interested, just enjoy my competition.”
I smiled and reached out to grab his large hand. I imprinted a kiss on it: “Yan Ruize, I will wait for your triumphant return.”
I don’t know if there were any changes on the surface of my body, but every single time, Yan Ruize would accurately grasp the change in my body. He could see the struggle and epiphany in my heart with a single glance. This time, of course, was no exception. When I saw his smile, I knew he understood me.
I watched Yan Ruize’s background as he left. I felt more and more that the figure of his back was extremely charming, how could he be so tall and make others feel at ease. There would come a day when I, too, would walk shoulder-to-shoulder with you.
When I retracted my gaze, I saw that Gu Xichen had a look of disgust on his face. I knew that he had despised me, and adding the fact that I had returned, I’m afraid that he already hated me to death. After all, in his heart, Yan Ruize is Gu Xichen’s possession, while I am a useless bastard who shouldn’t exist. But unfortunately, even if I left, Yan Ruize wouldn’t fall for a girl like Gu Xilan, right? The sis-con Gu Xichen knew that her little sister was perfect, and probably never had such a thought before. He only thought that it was me stopping his little sister from being together with Yan Ruize.
I smiled brightly at him, and lightly touched my lips, my eyes locked onto Gu Xichen’s line of sight as I said slowly: “I won’t let go of Yan Ruize.”
Gu Xichen was so angry by my words that his veins popped out, and he laughed. Because I know that as long as Yan Ruize is present, as long as their cooperation still exists and Yan Ruize’s interest in me remains, Gu Xichen will not do anything to me. I was only bluntly telling him my decision, also hinting at Yan Ruize’s preference.
Gu Xichen had never smiled at me before. Although he smiled brilliantly at Yan Ruize, I liked the look of him grinding his teeth even more. How could such a haughty person one day be helpless in front of a lowly mistress? This loss of face was not the only thing that was lost, it was the pride of a high official. I actually enjoyed this feeling, this feeling of provocation.
Suddenly, passionate shouts erupted from the battlefield. With a glance, I saw Yan Ruize, who was standing in the dogfighting arena along with the hero, with a domineering smile on his face. Only in the dogfighting arena would he display his full strength. He raised his chin, enjoying the praises everyone gave him. The hero was no different from Yan Ruize as he raised his head proudly, showing off his arrogance and arrogance.
The tibetan mastiff across from him also came up. The one who brought the tibetan mastiff was not its master, but its trainer.
Seeing Yan Ruize’s confident smile, I knew that this tibetan mastiff would not be able to hold on for long.
The hero saw the tibetan mastiff across him and started to stare at him like a tiger staring at its prey. The hero extended his fangs to remind his master that he was ready and excited at all times, as long as he gave the order, he could take down the tibetan mastiff across from him.
On the other side, the tibetan mastiff was also roaring. The trainer kept patting the tibetan mastiff’s neck, stimulating its excitement and fighting spirit.
Yan Ruize squatted down, pinched the hero’s neck and said, “You are the most invincible hero.”
The hero seemed to have understood Yan Ruize’s words and in that moment, all of his muscles tensed up. His drooping skin trembled, and he looked like he was about to jump out in the next second.
With the sound of a gong, the two fierce fighting dog s quickly intertwined with each other, wanting to bite each other’s neck in one bite. The trainer continued to shout and the tibetan mastiff in the field replied, “Left side, go! “One bite!”
The tibetan mastiff’s sharp teeth flashed with a cold light as it bit straight into Hero’s stomach. The Hero stomped his leg and pounced on the tibetan mastiff’s head. The tibetan mastiff bit the air, and was even pressed down by the Hero’s force.
The trainer immediately shouted: “Get up! Hurry up and turn around!” As he shouted, he bent down to clap his hands with a grave expression on his face.
Yan Ruize’s eyes shone brightly as he ordered, “Bite!”
Just as the tibetan mastiff was about to roll over and throw the hero down, the hero grabbed the tibetan mastiff’s neck that was flipped over. In the blink of an eye, the tibetan mastiff spurted out fresh blood and the hero who was rolling on the ground.
Hero threw the meat in his mouth into the air, barked a few times, and threw himself at the tibetan mastiff again. Although the tibetan mastiff’s neck was bitten, it still stood up. Once again, the two fighting dog s collided with each other. Their tibetan mastiff teeth actually left a bloody scar on the Hero’s skin.
Yan Ruize’s gaze turned cold: “Get rid of it, neck!”
The trainer clenched his teeth as he stared at Yan Ruize ferociously. He clapped his hands together non-stop: “Go, bite it to death!”