Waiting For The Wind Warming Up To Kiss You - Chapter 20
Fu Xueli hoped that she asked this sentence naturally.
There was a short silence.
“Every time you take the initiative to come to me, you put on a look like you don’t want to talk to me, what do you want to do?” She asked suspiciously.
Xu Xingchun turned a deaf ear, leaned against the wall, bowed his head and lit a cigarette.
His shoulder lines are smooth, and straight lines extend along the side seams of his clothes, a slightly wet white shirt and black leather jacket.
Amidst a cloud of smoke, he seemed to stare at her, and there was a kind of handsome danger that was unspeakable.
Log tables and chairs are placed on the balcony, and warm yellow light strips are embedded on the walls. Fu Xueli reminded herself over and over again in her heart that we must not be tempted by beauty, and must be held.
Be sure to hold yourself.
After all, she couldn’t help but, two steps closer to him, she was quick to grab Xu Xingchun’s smoke.
He did not resist.
Fu Xueli was barefoot, just reaching his chin. You can only see Xu Xingchun’s eyes by looking up.
“Xu Xingchun, what are you holding?” She raised her head and asked one by one, seemingly puzzled.
The small half of the smoke was thrown away at will by her. He was indifferent, his black jacket was slightly open, the shirt underneath was half wet, and his neck looked so good that he wanted to bite his head up.
Xu Xingchun raised his hand and turned off the wall lamp next to him.
Fu Xueli stood on tiptoe slightly, spreading her arms around his neck. She asked in a very soft voice in his ear, “You obviously can’t let me go, right, so you take the initiative to come to me again and again. You can’t control yourself, Xu Xingchun?”
He was tensed all over, without saying a word, as if some embarrassing secret thought had been pierced.
Fu Xueli put her head on Xu Xingchun’s chest, and for some reason, she suddenly missed it. She hadn’t seen him smile for a long time.
No one else knew how beautiful Xu Xingchun smiled.
When she was young, she was extremely hateful, often making pranks on him. When they were alone together, Xu Xingchun often wouldn’t be angry, and occasionally smiled helplessly at her.
When the smile is deep, there are shallow dimples on the cheeks. You can get drunk in your heart without looking carefully.
She casually poked his chin with her jade-white fingertips, and said casually, “Would you like to laugh.”
Xu Xingchun looked at Fu Xueli coldly, but did not make any substantial resistance. He didn’t push her away, nor resisted, but slightly blocked the scratching hand, his tone was hazy, “What do you want to do?”
“I think…you smile at me, okay?” Fu Xueli asked the repeated question again, sighing in her heart.
Before he refused, his thin, water-red lips were firm and ruthless, and they did not hesitate to meet his slightly opened lips.
With the tip of his tongue, Fu Xueli smiled, looking at Xu Xingchun’s violently shaking eyelashes as she wished, but her eyes were full of absent-minded air.
She deepened the kiss and became more focused. His arms slowly wrapped around his waist.
From the shallower to the deeper, from the surface to the inside. Within a few minutes, the scene got out of control.
Negative psychology and feelings have always been forcibly suppressed, and once vented out, they can’t be controlled at all.
A little bit of reason disintegrates, and the crazy and fierce sentiment has already surpassed the warning line and turned into a monster dominated by desire. Fu Xueli wandered in a lonely boat all night like a violent storm, feeling that his bones were about to be broken by him.
Entangling all the way to the living room, she was pressed on the soft sofa, and weakly clinging to Xu Xingchun. He and her fingers entangled, foreheads pressed against each other, and couldn’t help rubbing.
Fu Xueli felt his hot lips. After tearing and calming her lips, Fu Xueli seemed to devour her alive.
She ran over her eyebrows little by little, stopped at the neck, licked little by little, and then took a deep breath.
Porn has reached its limit.
All her name whispered in his mouth.
This made Fu Xueli suddenly feel a sense of guilt. I wanted to breathe, so I took a big breath. She squinted and stared at the dizzy light ring above her head, feeling that she was sinking gradually.
I didn’t know if it was a memory or a dream many years ago, but it seemed to become clearer in front of my eyes——
In the crowded commercial building, she temporarily received a phone invitation from a friend. Xu Xingchun was by her side, she made up a reason for him to go to the ice cream parlor to buy cones.
After waiting for him to line up, Fu Xueli slipped away to the bar to go to the bar. In the taxi, I took the mobile phone and sent a text message, and notified Xu Xingchun.
“I’m leaving, Xu Xingchun, behave by yourself.”
There was a torrential rain in the middle of the night, and she was sent home by a friend when she was in the middle of the night, drunk and holding an umbrella that she didn’t know.
I just got out of the car and walked a few steps staggeringly. As soon as I looked up, I saw Xu Xingchun standing in front of her house, under the dull street light on the street in the early morning.
He was soaked all over, and he was holding ice cream that had already melted in his hand. Just looked at her calmly.
That was a very few in Fu Xueli’s life. For the first time, a certain kind of emotion similar to guilt was produced for someone.
Pay Xueli.
You want Xu Xingchun to be obedient.
He is obediently obedient.
Then obediently leave you and her behind.
–
There was a thought that made her feel terrified.
“Xu Xingchun.”
The kiss lasted for a long time, and Fu Xueli’s voice suddenly choked, and then he paused, “You made the last porridge and this porridge, right?”
Hearing her voice, he slowly stopped his movements, Xu Xingchun lowered his eyes, and gave a very light hush.
More words were not spoken in the end, and he was swallowed back, hiding in his heart. Fu Xueli’s heart was burning with pain, “You haven’t forgotten me for so many years, have you?”
Xu Xingchun seemed to know what she was going to say, hoarse and laughed at himself, “You continue.”
“Xu Xingchun, you are so stupid.”
She hugged Xu Xingchun’s waist so that she couldn’t smile, and she didn’t cry even if she wanted to. Leaning over, rubbed the tip of his nose against his ear and said, “Don’t you love me, okay?”
really weird.
Why is Xu Xingchun so stupid, hitting the south wall all the way, without knowing to turn around for so many years?
She knows.
He loves her.
He has no temper.
All the indifference shown to her is naked enthusiasm.
So she felt for the first time that he might like her, it was too hard to really like her.
In this regard, she has never been conscious and self-aware.
Fu Chenglin was right.
People who are born half-hearted, just play with one heart and one mind, don’t force yourself to be more dedicated.
Fu Xueli suddenly began to resent herself.
I’m just such a thing, I can’t control the flaws in my nature. Not worthy of the kindness of others to her.
Xu Xingchun is a big fool. She’s still a big fool with bad luck, and she has a tendon when he meets her.
It’s really miserable.
Obviously he would be hurt more severely, so he should exchange for her short-term infatuation.
Like a trapped beast in a cage, it pretends to hide deeply, and then eats the bitterness that can’t be hidden by itself.
The author has something to say:
After the abuse, there must be a big sugar TvT
(Fu Xueli has already begun to realize that she is sorry for the poor egg Chunchun, which is also an improvement!)