Walking Dead: Fight Till Dawn - Chapter 534
I have seen too many examples of how powerful the virus is, and I am very clear in my heart, but when the virus really starts to work on me, I still feel that the self-righteousness in the past is really unclear.
Different from being sick, the virus spreads in you to control your body and even your thoughts. In fact, you have feelings in the whole process, but you have nothing to do with it, and there is no possibility of resistance.
After waking up that night, I started to have a high fever that didn’t go away. This situation that had occurred in the past when I was seriously ill now makes me totally helpless.
At that time, I could at least know the discomfort or pain, but now the whole person only feels numb, and it is numb everywhere.
That kind of feeling cannot be said to be uncomfortable or painful, it is just that people can’t help but want to fall into a certain situation… When I am sober, I know that once I completely fall into that situation, it actually means that the virus completely takes over the body.
Like a puddle of mud, the whole person has basically completely entered the final stage.
Sometimes I wake up for a few minutes, see Shu Yin next to me, and immediately entrust her. Anyway, she will have nowhere to go in the future. I hope she can go back to the Wuhan asylum with Chen Ming if possible, occasionally sometimes. .. Take care of the children for me.
Shuyin wiped his tears and blamed me for speaking badly, but finally nodded in agreement.
My eyesight can only see the person sitting in front of me, so when I speak, I don’t know if there is anyone in the room other than the person in front of me.
But it doesn’t matter anymore, no one cares about someone who is about to die.
When Suotian appeared in front of me, I almost grabbed his sleeves with all my strength. At this time, I could no longer control my tongue, and the numbness had reached the face: “Suotian… .You…what you said last time can…you can save me, I am very grateful…but don’t, don’t save me, I have no hope, don’t cause you to go because of me… ..Adventure…you also have children…you have a wife…sue…tell Chen Ming, no…don’t save me.”
Suotian looked at me and his eyes kept dazzling again, hanging in the gentleness that had never appeared before, letting me hold his sleeves, and Suotian nodded: “I see.”
Actually…I have made up my mind to never let that day appear since Suotian said that he could save me, because his expression at the time…is unprecedentedly heavy. It is conceivable that this time, if They want to save me, I am afraid they will have to pay a very heavy price.
I don’t want to see such a picture again. If someone I care about is killed for my bad life, then what is the use of self-blaming afterwards?
When I knew there was not much time, Xiao Wu still did not show up. I wanted to tell her that it was not that I would rather die than give up Chen Ming. That was Chen Ming’s own choice. I will return to the dust in the future. Tu couldn’t manage these at all, but she was too selfish in many things. I still have two children. Without me, Chen Ming is the only one of them. How can I let someone like her be the stepmother of my child? .
I admit that this is a bit selfish…but there are too many things in this world that can’t be compromised because of sympathy.
I didn’t have time to wait for Xiao Wu to show up, so I said this to Shu Yin with difficulty, hoping she could convey it for me.
Shuyin looked at me and nodded after listening: “I’ll tell her, He Mo, don’t think about these things, Xiao Wu… she knows how to go on her own way.”
All around are confused.
Vaguely, there seemed to be a lot of light around, and in a trance, I saw many familiar people standing by the bed.
My brother and grandmother, both of them have gentle smiles on their faces. My brother stood by the bed and waved at me: “Silent, long time no see.”
I looked at my brother’s face blankly, unfamiliar and so kind and familiar, and suddenly I wanted to cry, but there were no tears.
At this moment, Chen Ming’s voice came from my ear…
He was calling my name softly.
The brother laughed: “Go and talk to him, I will wait for you here with my grandmother.”
I looked at my brother and the grandmother who was standing beside him reluctantly: “Don’t go, I’ll be back in a while.”
The brother nodded: “Go.”
I opened my eyes slightly, just such a small movement made me feel extremely tired.
Chen Ming hugged me in his arms, he hugged me very tightly, pressed against my face, his head was low, he was still calling my name, and his voice was as gentle as in a dream: “He Mo…He Mo Don’t sleep.”
I squinted and felt extremely tired: “Chen Ming…I…I’m so tired.”
Chen Ming shook his head: “No, He Mo, don’t sleep.” With six words, Chen Ming choked twice before finishing speaking. Tears fell on my shoulders, hot.
My heart hurts suddenly, I want to reach out and touch Chen Ming’s face, but I can’t do it at all: “Don’t cry, Chen Ming…you cry, I…reluctant to leave.”
Chen Ming pressed his face close to my face, and finally cried out. He cried very pitifully: “He Mo, I beg you, I beg you, don’t go.”
“Chen Ming…” I only called out his name, and I didn’t have the strength to say any more.
A large swath of thick darkness began to spread in front of him…quickly and silently.
The darkness made me powerless to resist, but I was not afraid.
The brain is chaotic faster than the spreading darkness, and I begin to forget what my name is…what I have encountered, what has happened…even what I am experiencing…
When the darkness spreads and envelops him, his body is more relaxed than ever.
Just as I was about to immerse myself in the darkness, there seemed to be a sound floating in the distance. The sound made me feel very familiar, but I couldn’t tell…just for a moment, the darkness completely enveloped me…
Chen Ming……. Sorry, until the end, I couldn’t say goodbye to you.
He Mo is dead.
It’s really dead.
On a sunny afternoon, I went quietly in Chen Ming’s arms.
After her death, Dr. Min quickly came and injected her with something. She didn’t change anything when she was supposed to be corpse. The whole person seemed to be asleep, lying in Chen Ming’s arms, not obediently at all. Like her.
He Mo’s departure almost cost Chen Ming’s life. He was crying while holding He Mo’s body and couldn’t speak at all. Suotian stood beside him silently and accompanied him, and Dr. Min gave He Mo an injection. When the thing that made her never stand up again, Suo Tian went up and grabbed Chen Ming’s shoulder, and Chen Ming only said a word to Suo Tian at this moment.
He said, Lock the sky, what should I do? He Mo is gone.
The first time I saw Chen Ming, he and He Mo took the boss and a few of them outside the barbed wire fence. At that time, he was sitting quietly under the tree with petals flying beside him, and he was as quiet as he was beautiful. It’s so clean that you can’t remove your eyes.
He Mo must love him very much. Both children are so old, and her eyes are full of surprises when she looks at Chen Ming.
While on the boat, He Mo once drank too much. He once hugged my shoulder and said to me: “Shuyin, do you know? I love Chen Ming so much…How can I love him so much? Love is What? Isn’t it strange? I don’t know what love is, but I know that I love Chen Ming so much.”
Chen Ming, who He Mo loved so much, couldn’t accept what happened in front of him holding He Mo’s body at this moment. He kept crying and crying all the time. Close to He Mo’s long-dead face, that face will never smile again, will not open her eyes, will not sweetly or cautiously call Chen Ming’s name.
Can’t bear to read it any more, Shuyin left the room.
Gao Yu stood outside, looking back at the quiet courtyard outside.
Perceiving Shu Yin’s approaching footsteps, Gao Yu tilted his face and said, “He Mo, I will wake up.”
The sound of the book did not understand: “How do you know?”
Gao Yu shook his head: “I don’t know, I guessed it.”
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