Walking Through Fire For You - Chapter 55

Detachment.

Lin Luxiao was detained for four days and Meng Guohong was not released until Lin Qingyuan was admitted to the hospital.

When he came out, he was still in the same military uniform, and his voluptuous face was particularly depressed at this moment. It seemed to be a little thinner, his chin had some scum, and his eyebrows were tired.

The state is very poor.

Meng Guohong was sitting on the chair, and seeing him slumped, he was angry and hated. He gritted his teeth and said, “Look at what you did!”

Lin Luxiao lowered his head, standing straight, his back was cold, he did not speak.

Meng Guohong hated that iron could not become steel. He slapped the table angrily. Seeing that he was uncomfortable, he couldn’t bear to go on. He only sighed, “You!”

He still stood upright, in the most standard military posture, like a green pine standing guard all the year round by the roadside.

Meng Guohong directly threw a document over, “Organization, I will send you to Lushan next week for support.”

The man finally moved, lifted his eyelids, and said, “How long?”

This is the first time he has spoken in four days, and his voice seems to be worn down and sinks to the bottom.

Meng Guohong put his hand on the table and said silently for a while, “One year.”

Lin Luxiao was expressionless and emotional, and quickly accepted the assignment: “Okay.”

I lower my head again, my mind is already planning. Lushan is in Anjiang, the farthest mountain in the south. Anjiang does not have an airport. You have to take a train. When you get to Anjiang, you have to take a bus to get to Lushan. Report next week, plus the time on the road. There are three days to prepare.

He has to find a trip to Nanchu.

There is no way to come back after going there, he still has to find Mr. Shen Mu and ask them to take care of him.

I have to go to see Lin Qi and ask him to take care of the old man.

Still have to see the old man, as if he was really angry this time.

Meng Guohong lighted a cigarette on the chair and ridiculed: “Silly boy, what are you talking about! Wasn’t it on the top of the building that day? For the sake of that woman’s life, I don’t want to, why are you obedient now? Up?”

Lin Luxiao’s face remained unchanged, and his voice was quiet: “You think too much, for whomever made this decision that day. You have to be greedy for life and fear of death when you do this. It’s better to leave the army.”

Meng Guohong stunned and nodded suddenly, isn’t this kid like this?

He laughed: “Okay, go away, Lushan is a good place to train people. There are some things that should be yours and yours. The leader feels that you lack training and sends you to that place to sharpen your temper. You should just relax, don’t Stabbed me there.”

…

Out of the office, Lin Luxiao drove straight to the hospital.

Lin Qingyuan was walking back from the balcony with his hands on his back. Turning his head, he saw a tall man with tired eyebrows and green beard standing at the gate. After a daze, he glanced open and heard him yell: “Dad— ”

He is alone in the ward, the winter sun is warm and wanton, but cold.

Lin Qingyuan waved his hand, “Why are you so ghostly? You don’t know how to shave your beard?”

Actually for many years.

They never stood together and spoke. Lin Luxiao didn’t understand Lin Qingyuan’s pride. He always thought it was his fault to divorce his mother, but he didn’t know that the most sensitive place in his heart was his mother during these years.

And Lin Qingyuan didn’t even know Lin Luxiao’s self-esteem, what he hoped most was his father’s praise.

But Lin Qingyuan’s indifferent words knocked him down.

Before entering this ward, Lin Luxiao thought a lot at the door. His father was stingy with complimenting him. It was true that he was not worthy. He might not be that good.

He wrapped his wildness with righteousness.

He is bad, he bullied Da Liu and the others with his playful nature when he was young.

Emotionally, he insisted on going his own way, arrogant and domineering, and never considered others.

Is he responsible for Lin Qi’s accident? He has.

As Meng Guohong said, his temperament has to be tempered.

“I will go to Lushan next week.” This is his farewell.

Lin Qingyuan looked far away, slowly nodded, and said concisely: “Go, men should be tempered, what about girls?”

When he mentioned Nanchu, his eyes softened, “I haven’t seen him yet.”

Lin Qingyuan nodded, “Go and meet, it’s not easy for her.”

Lin Luxiao lowered his head and mumbled.

The sunlight outside the window is long and there is no end in sight. Everything is as good as spring and as cold as winter.

“I dreamed of your grandfather two days ago. The old man is very good. He said, ah, in this life, he regrets too much. For example, he never saw his platoon leader until he died, and he supported me. Find him, maybe he’s still alive.”

When Lin Qingyuan said this, his tone was particularly relaxed. It was rare that there was a kind smile on his face. He was different from the usual nonchalant smile: “Your grandpa asked me to tell you in a dream that your kid lived smoothly for 30 years. Since I was young, whether it’s Liu or Lao Meng, I like to hold you, and I have hardly suffered any setbacks. This time, I just went to Lushan to hone, and men have to endure a little bitterness. Not everyone can Follow you, but as a soldier, you must always keep your responsibilities in mind, go out, don’t shame you Lao Tzu!”

“Yes.”

“Do you remember that old man?”

“remember.”

“Remember it again.”

Suddenly he straightened his back, saying every word: “One inch of rivers and mountains, one inch of blood, one hundred thousand young men and one hundred thousand troops.”

“One more sentence for you.” Lin Qingyuan said: “A man should show his ambitions and abide by his true integrity. No matter how others poke your spine behind your back, you have to do what you should do. Time will prove everything.”

…

Probably after Nanchu decided to go to the United States, Nan Yueru loosened her control, and the two big men still went back to the door to check the identity of the people entering and leaving.

Xi Gu came in that day, and was stopped by two bodyguards for a long time for questioning, until Nan Chu said: “Then my assistant, are you two done?”

The two looked at each other and let them go.

Xigu went in with a box full of cherries, put it on the bedside, pulled a stool and sat down by her bed, “Who are they looking for?”

Southern Chu: “My man.”

Xigu was taken aback, “What will happen if I find out?”

Nan Chu thought for a while, “Throw it away? Or take it to my mother?”

Xigu couldn’t understand, and shook his head, thinking that the world was too crazy, “Would you like me to inform you about it?”

Nan Chu shook his head, “No, you can’t find him unless he shows up by himself.”

Xigu took a deep breath, “Secret agent?”

Nan Chu pulled the corner of his mouth and relaxed: “Maybe.”

Otherwise, why hasn’t it appeared yet?

After a brief joke, the atmosphere sank again. Xigu knew that Nanchu was in a bad mood and tried to say something fun to make her happy.

At the beginning of the south, he listened with lack of interest.

until–

When talking about someone, Xigu had an unusual blush on her face. She happened to catch it and raised her eyebrows: “Together?”

Damn.

Xi Gu was shy, drew his hair and bowed his head.

Nanchu smiled, knowing it clearly, and said without hesitation: “It seems that you have done something indescribable?”

Xigu’s face was even redder, and his head buried lower. For a while, he didn’t know what to say, and he said too much for fear of hurting her.

Nanchu smiled indifferently, “It’s good, I went to the United States some time later, although sometimes Han Beiyao is not very reliable, but he will take care of you, I am relieved.”

Xi Gu suddenly raised his head, full of shock, thinking that he had heard it wrong, and repeatedly confirmed: “You are going to the United States? Why haven’t I heard of it?”

Nanchu rubbed her head: “Because I didn’t say anyone.”

Suddenly Xigu sniffed, “When are you leaving?”

“next week.”

It was like a bolt from the blue sky, directly hitting it down, Xi Gumeng circled, thinking that she was leaving, he felt sad again, “You are not filming? Does your man know?”

Nan Chu shook his head, his tone relaxed: “I don’t know yet.”

Hearing her breath, Xi Gu almost cried. After getting along these days, she always knew that Nanchu was not good at expressing emotions, and the more sad things came out of her mouth, the easier it became.

As a result, that night, Nanchu coaxed Xigu for a long time before coaxing people away.

For a long time, she could remember what Nanchu said that night.

“I used to tell you that if you can’t plug other people’s mouths, then cover your ears. In fact, it’s an ostrich behavior. Before others scolded me, I won’t look at it or think about it. In my own world, I have protected myself, but I can’t protect the people I want to protect. This is what my mother taught me. In the past twenty years, I have not learned anything, so I learned two words to escape. ”

It seems to be very free and easy, but she is actually shrunk in her own shell, still relying on how the outside world beats her, she has her own world.

Nanchu smiled, and suddenly there was some light in his eyes, brighter than the moonlight outside the window.

“Later I met Lin Luxiao. What he taught me is to be cheerful, optimistic, uphold a kind heart, and be full of hope for the motherland.”

Xigu had never seen Lin Luxiao, listening to Nan Chu’s description, she became more and more curious about this man.

Nanchu shook his head again: “These are not enough. I found that I am kind, but others are not kind to me. I must be strong enough to protect the people I want to protect.”

Xigu walked away crying.

She really feels that Nanchu has changed a bit. The previous Nanchu was a little cold, indifferent to the world, deliberately indifferent, she didn’t care, she just pretended that she didn’t care with indifference. But now, the whole person in Nanchu is very relaxed, once a person has a direction, his whole body is full of power.

The moonlight is getting darker.

When Nanchu went out to smoke a cigarette on the balcony, he saw Lin Luxiao, leaning on the car door and looking up at her.

I haven’t seen you for a week.

The dark night covers him, and the figure is stretched by the moonlight. He is dressed in a black jacket with the zipper to the top, covering half of his face, revealing a pair of slightly upturned peach eyes. He looked at her level and found the target. , Fixed on her body for a moment, then pulled the zipper down, got up and came towards her.

Not in the direction of the stairs, but under the outer wall of the balcony.

I just ran into Yan Dai downstairs and kindly reminded him not to go to the main entrance, he might be taken away to see his mother-in-law.

He wasn’t afraid to see Nan Yueru, but now, he didn’t want to waste time, he wanted to see Nan Chu first.

At half past eleven.

Most of the lights in the inpatient department were turned off.

A black figure followed the edge of the window on the exterior wall, the exterior unit of the air conditioner, and a few **** on the wall to climb to the third floor.

Nan Chu watched him come with his bare hands, turned over with strength, and the flap shook. She wanted to scream, but was afraid of attracting attention, so she pressed her mouth tightly.

As a result, Lin Luxiao calmly stepped on the wall and turned over and grabbed the edge of the window next to him.

At the last moment, he directly supported the railing of the balcony with both hands and turned to the ground.

Just stand in front of Nanchu alive.

“Are you crazy? What do you do if you fall?”

Lin Luxiao squeezed the little girl’s face to look carefully, and smiled, “Do you miss me?”

Nan Chu was furious, “Don’t always do such dangerous things, okay?”

“Are you really angry?” Lin Luxiao hugged the person in his arms and rubbed his chin against the top of her head. “Be careful next time, I really miss you.”

Nanchu reached out and hugged him.

This action directly caused Lin Luxiao to want to push her on to the bed, but think about this little girl’s body is weak, no beasts can do this in a hospital bed, put up with it, bowed her head and kissed twice. thing.

As a result, Nan Chu directly pushed him forward, rode on him, and pulled the zipper of his jacket with his hands.

Lin Luxiao grabbed her hand and pressed her back onto the bed, his eyes were depressed: “This is still in the hospital!”

“It’s okay.”

Nan Chu was crushed, her hair scattered on a pillow, her eyes were full of water, she directly raised her head to block his lips, and the force was too strong, the first hit the corner of his lips, and the second hit him. Pry open his lips and tongue, and slowly slide in.

Like he kissed her before, teasing him slowly little by little.

This ignited the fire.

Nanchu’s unexpected enthusiasm almost caused Lin Luxiao to explode. He only felt that blood was rushing all over his body, and the two eyes were scarlet. They directly pressed the person underneath and sat up.

There are no lights inside.

In the light of the moonlight, Nanchu heard the sound of him unfastening his belt.

…

The narrow single bed was not well-crafted enough, and it looked like it fell apart, plus Lin Luxiao, a tall man of eight or so, with a slight movement, the bed would creak.

As soon as the bed rang, it heard from the door, “Miss Nan, what are you doing?”

Nanchu played a prank on his upper body, stared at the person on him, and deliberately slowly said, “Do-exercise before going to bed.”

…

After finishing this, Nanchu leaned on the bed and put on his clothes. Lin Luxiao came out of the toilet naked after taking a shower.

She cast her gaze to the hushed between his legs, then turned back, Lin Luxiao put on the pants, no shirt, showing her frank chest, while buckling the belt, she walked to her bed and stretched out her hand to rub it. Rubbing her hair, “I have something to tell you.”

Nan Chu nodded, “You said.”

Lin Luxiao brushed the broken hair in her ears behind her ears, “I will go to Lushan next week. I have to go for a year. There is little chance of coming back. You are here—”

“Captain, let’s break up.”

These words were so cold that Lin Luxiao felt that everything just now seemed to be his spring dream.

“Don’t be kidding.” Lin Luxiao squeezed her ear as if warning.

As a result, Nan Chu turned his face and blocked him, “I’m serious.”

When the human brain receives some bad news, it will secrete a neuron to resist the source of such news until——

Unable to resist, he slowly entered the central nervous system of the brain before he came to consciousness.

Oh, it’s reality.

Lin Luxiao’s process is a bit long.

After Nanchu finished speaking, he was silent for a while, sat on the side of the bed with his back facing her, and then asked, “Why?”

Nanchu blurted out: “Tired.”

It is really tired, tired and happy.

Lin Luxiao glanced down with a sullen face, “I don’t agree.”

Southern Chu: “I will go to America next week.”

If the previous breakup only made him feel helpless, these words completely angered Lin Luxiao, and without his knowledge, she had already chosen to leave.

But he still chose to suppress his anger, and slowly asked word by word: “Why are you going to America?”

“To go to school, my mother found a school to complete the school owed before.”

Lin Luxiao’s voice has no warmth. His patience has grown since he met Nanchu, “You go to your United States, and you will come back after completing your studies.”

Lushan can come back in only one year, no matter how bad, she can always finish her studies in two years, right?

“Actually, you and I know that waiting is aimless. I have to complete more than just my studies—”

This process is very long, one year is not short, ten years is not long.

He suddenly bent over, arched his back, put his hands on his legs, and interrupted her in a fit of anger, “Then what do you want?!”

She was indifferent, touching his black hair with her hand, her eyes nostalgic.

“To be honest, at the moment when the public opinion broke out, did you regret it for a moment? Your father was admitted to the hospital and you blamed yourself. Similarly, I blamed myself in this matter.”

Lin Luxiao stood up, took off the clothes beside him, slipped in over his head and said one by one, “I don’t agree with you except for breaking up.”

Then it was the jacket, zippered, Lin Luxiao stared at her, not wanting to stay for a moment, and said in a moody voice: “Go, do you have anything else to say?”

“Sorry.”

Nanchu lowered his head and said.

It was like a firecracker, and a word that caused him to completely blow up, and the demeanor he maintained was completely broken.

He has no demeanor.

He cursed a **** in a low voice, he used to not be violent even if he was angry.

Lin Luxiao stood by the door with her waist pinched, licking the corners of her mouth, and smiled mockingly: “Am I playing?”

Nan Chu shook his head, “Being together is serious, and separating is also serious.”

They all need time to solve real problems.

Before that, Nan Chu felt that she shouldn’t tie up a man with promises, and that she was such a good, brave and fighting captain.

Love, in fact, should go with the flow.

Lin Luxiao stood at the door with a cold expression, but his serious eyebrows were tightened with anger at the moment, and his fierceness appeared.

Never seen him so angry.

The fist of the hand that was copied in his pocket was clenched, and even his voice was full of blood, for fear that he would pick up the stool next to him and smash it towards Nanchu.

“Are you **** smug in your heart? Do you think everyone deserves to be waiting for you? God **** seriously! I believe in your evil!”

After speaking, he left directly.

The room returned to silence, as if no one had been here before, and everything returned to normal.

The person on the bed remained motionless in the previous posture.

After a long time, she raised her hand and wiped her tears, and then she said.

Outside the window is quiet, withered trees and branches, yellowed leaves fall to the ground, and the branches have drew out tender new shoots, that is all hope——

But beside him is the lover who is about to travel.

On the next road, you must walk alone.

No companion, it’s okay, there is a lover far away——

…

About the night before going to Lushan, Lin Luxiao came out of Lin Qingyuan’s ward and glanced at Nanchu’s ward when he was smoking at the door. At the moment, he stepped on the smoke, climbed the window edge, and walked in again. Nanchu Ward.

When he hooked on the railing, turned over and stood still, the balcony door was not closed tightly, looking out from the window, there was an unusual pitch black, the curtains were empty, there were no figures on the bed, the room was deserted, and the cold wind was blowing.

The palm is aching.

He looked down and saw that when he first climbed up, he was pierced by the edge of the window ridge, and he was bloody.

He ignored it.

There was a nurse rounding the room outside the door, probably looking at the concealed door, it was a little weird, couldn’t help but push it aside, and saw that in the dark room, there was a tall man sitting on the hospital bed vaguely. Suddenly sucked in a cold breath, “snapped” once to turn on the light, boldly shouted: “Who are you?!”

The room lights up instantly.

The man didn’t adapt to the sudden light, and squinted his eyes before slowly turning to look at her.

Lin Luxiao was still in that black jacket. He pulled his hat, zippered to the top, and blocked his nose. The nurse looked at the exposed eyes. Intuitively, this man was handsome and his heart felt a little wider. Asked again, this time with a slow look: “Sir, who are you looking for?”

“Where are the people in this ward?”

He has a low voice, with a unique sense of sexual coldness.

The nurse remembered, “I was discharged, I heard that I went to the United States today.”

This was said by the girl who helped with the discharge procedures, saying that she was going to the airport in a hurry.

When the nurse talked about this, she suddenly remembered the scene when she first came to pack her things, “Her friend went through the discharge procedures for her, and she was bored, so she folded the quilt here for a long time, unfolded, folded, and unfolded. The tofu pieces in the army are neatly stacked—”

He suddenly lowered his head and smiled, mocking himself.

Back then, at his house, he taught her to fold tofu cubes hand in hand—

“If the stack is not good, no meals are allowed!”

She really arched her body, and smiled and opened the stacks and folded them. Sometimes when the stacks were done, she would raise her head to ask him for praise.

After that night.

Later in the army training, her housekeeping was the best among all female soldiers.

Lin Luxiao looked at the square tofu cubes on the bed.

It is not difficult to imagine how she felt when she was folding tofu cubes. She was using this way to say goodbye to him.

That’s **** interesting.

Let’s go.

Don’t **** come back if you leave!

…

The next day, Lin Luxiao embarked on the train to Anjiang.

He didn’t notify anyone, so he took a hiking bag and left, just as he did when he was in the military academy, without looking back.

As a result, Liu Shenmu squatted at the train station and waited for him.

When the tall man in black clothes, black trousers, bag and black hat appeared at the gate of the train station, Liu spit out the toothpick in his mouth, jumped three feet high, dragged Shen Mu and went over, stopping the person, “I His mother knew you kid was going to steal it!”

Lin Luxiao copied both hands in his pockets, and was taken aback, “What are you two doing?”

Liu: “You are not going to suffer, my buddy will see you off.”

Lin Luxiao hit his calf directly.

Liu Hehe smiled.

About Nanchu’s trip to the United States, Da Liu only heard about Xu Zhiyi today. Because Nanchu went to the United States, the director informed Xu Zhiyi to re-enter the group.

This also indirectly learned about Lin Luxiao being dumped.

It was obvious that Lin Luxiao was in a bad mood, and Da Liu didn’t dare to find him unhappy at this juncture.

Although the love is not satisfactory, at least his brother is still there, so he patted him on the shoulder and said generously: “If it is not convenient for you, when will I go to see you with Shen Mu.”

Shen Mu nodded, “Okay, let’s go in. I heard that there is no heating in the south. You really can’t stand it. Please call and tell your buddy, I will send you warmth in the cold winter for ten miles. Don’t wipe it away.”

Lin Luxiao laughed and cursed: “Fart!”

But with this sound, I cried Da Liu scolding, wiping his nose and tears, “I’m still comfortable listening to you scolding me! You are so gentle and moist in front of you that I don’t know you!

Lin Luxiao didn’t bother to deal with it anymore, rubbed Da Liu’s head, and turned to be cool, “Okay, I’m leaving.”

The station is crowded and noisy.

Lovers parting and embracing each other; relatives greet them with joy and exhilarating emotions.

Liu cried more fiercely, just as they did in the past, their youth is long, the mountains and rivers are mighty.

…

And behind the young man, there are always elders standing there.

Secretary Zhang looked at the back of Lin Luxiao’s tappet and glanced at Lin Qingyuan beside him and said, “Leader, I will accompany you to celebrate the New Year this year.”

Lin Qingyuan coughed slightly, “Come on, can’t your wife come to my house?”

Secretary Zhang: “Then let Lu Xiao give Lu Xiao a New Year’s Eve?”

“forget it.”

Finally, the eyes of the man in the cold wind gradually grew longer, revealing the vicissitudes of life. He suddenly felt compassion for his fate: “Two sons, one went south, and the other was rehabilitating. His grandfather was right when he said that, I am not capable, damn. When I was there, I couldn’t protect his mother. I didn’t protect either of these children.”

…

On the other side, the plane swayed past, blowing a white mist, and the clouds and paintings joined each other, and went straight to the unknown distance.

The white dove is flying, and the lake is singing.

Ever since.

You go south, I go north.

We have all started from scratch.

I will not take away all your tenderness over the years.

Goodbye, my captain.