WAS IT YOUR LOVE? - Chapter 8：Love was like luxury for him

Zola loved him.She considered all the factors of his rejection.But at last she decided to persue him.If he rejected her for his poverty she would help him to get ride of it.She knew ,if both of them try,nothing is impossible.But ,the main thing is the willingness.She can fight for her love and win,but is Neil is really interested ?She knew her love life is not easy.But she can try.

Next day she wrote a letter to Neil on which she wrote her feelings clearly.She couldn’t told him anything herself.She only can express everything only by letters.She wanted to fight for him.She told him that after their marriage they both would do jobs and earn money.If they wouldn’t get any job then they would do any business and earn money.

At that time Neil’s family faced in a natural calamity His home and other properties flowed into flood.They lost each inch of their land.For that reason they had to shift to a new place and it becomes very difficult to survive without any permanent job.That time he couldn’t think about love.Love was like luxary for him.Zola tried to ease his tension.She herself was also fighting with situations as her father was a brain tumour patient.But she was trying to get her love .But maybe Neil was not that strong.Or his love was not that deep that he could fight for her.He kept rejecting her.He always told her to keep herself away from him as he is very poor.He knew that Zola has a bright teacher.If she keep herself busy with him,she couldn’t persue her dreams.

Zola was helpless.She couldn’t thought what to do? Though Neil kept rejecting her he regularly kept visiting her.Neil also may be found it hard to keep himself away from her.Zola never couldn’t tell him not to meet her.She couldn’t make her heart strong enough to resist him.One night he came to visit her and said”Zola,I never said anything about my plan to you.I know I am hurting you.But believe me my intention is never to hurt you.I always hope that you would be happy.Today I have come to discuss something.I want to go to our capital state to search a good job for me.Can you wait for me two to three years?”

Zola stared blankly at him.Neil never told anything to her and now he is telling her to wait for a few years without confessing about his love.Does he really love her?She nodded.She couldn’t ask him about his love.He pulled her to him and put his lips on her.She wanted to push her.She didn’t let him give chance for second time.But he hold tighter.She sighed.

She couldn’t resist him.She loved him .How can she deny his action of love?She felt like listened everything without his speaking.”I’ll wait for you my whole life.But you need not go to the capital state.If there is a will ,there is a way.We can do something here also and earn money.Money is not everything.Without money also we can love peaceful life.What if you would earn lots of money and stay away from me?How can I even survive then.Don’t think about going other place.”

Zola felt like flying on cloud.She was very happy.