Wearing It Before Scum A Tortures The Heroine - Chapter 64
Song Jiao stared at the phone screen, she felt like she was talking to a fool.
…that’s not right, from Yu Lan’s point of view, it was indeed a little strange that he suddenly asked her for love counseling.
After all, as a married person who shows off all the year round in Yu Lan’s eyes, Song Jiao should not lack relevant experience.
Song Jiao was afraid that her stupid friend, who was a fool, would really tell Xu Jinchao what to say.
At that time, if you push yourself to a situation where you have to confess immediately, and don’t tell the direction you are not sure, you will definitely make a lot of people see jokes.
She replied decisively.
[What nonsense are you talking about? I’m asking you how to make Xu Jinchao feel that I like her! ]
Song Jiao chose to ignore the irrationality of her behavior directly, forcibly turned back to the question itself, and even marked the end of the sentence with an exclamation mark to show her seriousness in her questioning.
Yu Lan on the other end of the text message was completely stunned, and her mood exploded just after reading the text message.
In a few seconds, I experienced the complex psychological struggle of ‘the sky is falling, Song Jiao is going to cheat’, should I tell Xu Jinchao’, why did the little poisonous snake give me such a problem, and decided to be an honest friend, Warn Song Jiao to rein in her horse.
Who knew that the psychological construction was done in vain, Song Jiao didn’t seem to be empathetic, but this also made Yu Lan puzzled.
[With all due respect, you act like you wish you could carry Xu Jinzao in your pocket every day. I think it’s obvious enough. ]
The other party still didn’t understand her true meaning, but Song Jiao was relieved to be able to make Yu Lan give up on destroying from a moral point of view.
Song Jiao: [You don’t understand, the relationship between me and her is very special. ]
Yu Lan: […I don’t understand, the two of you are weird. If you tell me, I wouldn’t be surprised that you are playing a play that pretends to lose your memory and fall in love again. ]
Song Jiao thought that there was such a way to play?
But it was certainly an interesting proposition, and she took it to heart immediately.
Song Jiao: [In short, you just need to tell me how I can make the person I like feel my love. ]
Yu Lan: [No, I still suspect that you want to have an extramarital affair, sister, tell me the truth, did you hook up with some wild goblin? ]
Song Jiao really convinced her, and for the first time had a headache for Yu Lan’s excess sense of justice.
After thinking for a while, she decided to tell Yu Lan a little bit of the truth, so that the other party could put an end to those unreliable brain tricks and become a competent military teacher.
Song Jiao: [Let’s put it this way, Xu Jinchao and I were not willing to marry each other at first, and then we gradually eased our relationship. ]
Song Jiao: [I now feel that there are many processes between us that are lacking in normal couples, and I want to fill in them, so you can understand? ]
Yu Lan finally felt relieved, and she vaguely recalled that Xu Jinchao seemed to have mentioned to her when she first met that her marriage with Song Jiao was not the result of their love.
She replied: [Understood, let me think. ]
Song Jiao blocked Yu Lan’s questioning mouth and anxiously waited for the follow-up in the bathroom.
Yu Lan: [You should be dark with her, and then tell her that you like her so much and want to do it again. ]
Song Jiao: “…”
Thanks, she can’t do either of those things right now.
Song Jiao: [Is there nothing else in your mind besides doi? Can you say something reliable. ]
Yu Lan: [Ah, you didn’t really like these before, I forgot to ask, is the store I recommended to you great? ]
Song Jiao remembered how dazzling and sultry Alpha looked when she dressed up as a rabbit-ear waitress, and she couldn’t help but reply: [It’s really good. ]
But she quickly regained her senses and typed serious words aggressively.
[I need honest advice, at least down to the high school or college level. ]
Yu Lan: [Then you can ask her to go shopping, go shopping, go to the playground, eat at a romantic restaurant together, give her hints in getting along, and ask her if she likes your date. ]
Song Jiao: [I didn’t even know that you and Qin Lingyue have been to so many places. ]
Yu Lan: [Well, this is actually what I saw in TV dramas and novels. ]
Yulan: [We date in bed more often. ]
Song Jiao really wanted to drag the dog-headed military division out of the phone, press it hard into the basin, and control the water in the opponent’s brain.
Yu Lan: [No kidding, these are really useful. Although my sister and I are very busy, we also make time to go out on dates. The feeling outside is very different from home. ]
Yulan: [If you want, I can give you the addresses of several restaurants. ]
Song Jiao was only slightly satisfied, she replied [need] and stared at the end of Yu Lan’s penultimate text message.
Maybe it is.
The atmosphere of life at home is too strong, and it may not be easy to make changes in a place where two people are quite familiar.
After a while, Yu Lan sent the restaurant address and the corresponding reservation phone number, and also marked their own characteristics, but she added emphasis.
Yu Lan: [All hints are just a prelude, you have to make it clear at the right time and tell Xu Jinchao that you love her. ]
Song Jiao felt that the phone in her hand was a little hot.
She put those three words on the tip of her tongue and tried to pour it out to the Alpha in her imagination, but found that she couldn’t say anything, even if it was only to the smiling person in her fantasy.
Song Jiao bit her lip unconsciously, and found that she couldn’t speak. She tried to change the words, from love to liking.
After all, maybe his feelings for Xu Jinchao have not yet reached the height of love?
She practiced in her heart: I…I like…
Ah, it’s still so hard!
Song Jiao was about to go crazy. She felt her face was hot, and she was inexplicably embarrassed and annoyed. She dropped her phone and went to the sink to rinse her cheeks with cold water.
When Omega finished washing her face and raised her head, she saw in the mirror a fool with wandering eyes, flushed cheeks, and a guilty conscience.
Song Jiao adjusted her thoughts and sent another message to Yu Lan:
[Is there any way, I mean, you can go through the process without a confession. ]
Song Jiao: [I think confessing is a very stupid act, and it’s embarrassing to think about it. ]
She tried to confuse the public by arguing her strange timidity into embarrassment.
Yulan: [? ]
Yu Lan: [Confession is clearly the best behavior in love, don’t tell me you don’t want to be confessed by Xu Jinchao. ]
Was confessed by Xu Jinchao.
These words seemed to have magical power, which made Song Jiaoqing unable to help imagine.
Her Alpha is very good at speaking sweet words, and has a pair of charming and affectionate eyes. If you are stared at by these light and gentle pupils, and hear the other party say that she loves her…
With just one scenario, Song Jiao felt dizzy, she admitted that Yu Lan was right, and honesty was the most praiseworthy virtue in love.
The anxious kitten chased her tail around in the bathroom, but she couldn’t think of how to break her weakness and regain her courage.
Her final reply: [I see. ]
When Song Jiao came out of the bathroom, she saw that Xu Jinchao was watering the flowers on the balcony.
Song Jiao sat in front of the desk, pulled out a brand new notebook, opened the pen and started making points and making plans.
She first indicated her ultimate goal (becoming a romantic relationship with the beautiful Xu Jinzao), summarized the contents mentioned in Yulan’s text messages one by one, and pulled out the schedule to spread out and expand around these reference practices.
But going around in circles, it seems that it is inseparable from the challenge that finally turns from dark to light. Song Jiao feels that she may not be able to even hint, let alone confess to the other party.
Closing the notebook that had already written two pages, she became a little angry, and even complained about Xu Jinchao——
Why can’t you read minds!
How did Xu Jinchao know that Song Jiao had already started to pray for her with the superpower of mind-reading.
After watering the various plants on the balcony, she went back to the living room to see the bouquet of roses that had been opened and put into a vase.
When Song Jiao came back with a big red rose, Xu Jinchao was taken aback and thought for a moment whether anyone showed love to Omega.
She didn’t think in the direction Song Jiao bought for her. Although the word of the little girl in the letter was “bringing flowers for you”, Xu Jinchao subconsciously didn’t dare to continue to think about it.
God knows how upset Xu Jinchao was when he saw the rose.
She almost felt sad in her heart, if Song Jiao asked her for a divorce and said she wanted to start a new life, how should she promise her as freely and easily as possible.
Xu Jinchao didn’t know whether it was because he had long been afraid of being abandoned by an Omega who was wishful thinking as his spiritual support, or whether it was just because he was in poor health that he suddenly had the fear.
But she was terrified at the time, her heart was beating in her chest, and she tried to persuade herself to calm down.
Fortunately, Song Jiao just listened to Yu Lan’s suggestion and suddenly wanted to buy flowers for herself.
The moment he heard the stammering explanation from the other party, Xu Jinzao, who had already planned for the worst, immediately laughed, from the bottom of his heart.
This is not a joke that Song Jiao seems to have mistaken for it.
Xu Jinchao just breathed a sigh of relief, unable to hold back his joy like the rest of his life.
She has regained her composure now, happily fiddling with the tender petals of the rose, feeling that life is very beautiful, and the sky outside the balcony, dyed golden red by the sunset, is also dazzlingly beautiful.
The two of them were each thinking about the things they were thinking about, but they didn’t realize that something was wrong with the other.
At that time, Song Jiao was so full of shame that she didn’t dare to look closely at Xu Jinchao’s expression. Xu Jinchao was also in a similar mood.
When they got home, one of them lied about going to the bathroom, the other said they were looking for a vase to put roses, and they hid each other to ask for help/calm down. They were thankful that the poor excuse was not seen through by the other party.
Song Jiao in the bedroom sighed, no matter how she prayed temporarily, Xu Jinchao would not be gifted with the ability to read minds.
What’s more, she also understands that what she fears most is actually being rejected by the other party.
If Xu Jinchao didn’t mean it because she made a bold confession, she would have screwed everything up.
With Xu Jinchao’s character, everything he owns now, including daily sticking and touching, sharing a bed, good night kisses after “sleep”, and unremarkable tender treatment, all will be stopped by Alpha.
This is terrible, Song Jiao would rather maintain the status quo than nightmares come true.
She must plan everything perfectly, try hard to test, at least have a certain degree of certainty, in order to tell the other party at the right time—
She found that she still couldn’t get those short sentences out of the rehearsal, and she buried her head in her arms in frustration.
Song Jiao felt that she was very difficult, she really didn’t know how to be bold.
She suddenly became indecisive, worried about gains and losses, and couldn’t be decisive in other things.
Song Jiao finally decided to put a little pressure on herself and put the plan on the agenda first, forcing herself to be adaptable.
So at dinner, Omega asked Xu Jinzao with a nonchalant expression.
“I think it’s hard for you to be idle. Would you like to come and visit the friend’s record? Our new park is quite interesting.”
Aunt Li also saw this. Maybe it was a busy habit. Xu Jinchao was also uncomfortable at home, and only ran out with the easel in the past two days.
Now Song Jiao made a suggestion, her aunt thought it was a good idea, but she didn’t say anything, she just filled Xu Jinchao with a full bowl of soup.
Xu Jinchao reached out and took the soup bowl, very moved by Song Jiao’s words.
Before, she had been devoting her body and mind to all things, and she had Song Jiao by her side at night, so she didn’t feel lonely, until she suddenly retired temporarily. There was no suitable thing to fill the vacancy during the day, and she was always thinking about it alone.
Xu Jinchao asked, “Is it appropriate for me to go?”
Song Jiao was overjoyed, but she sternly said, “Don’t forget your 5%, if you agree, I can even find you an idle job and arrange an office by the way. It saves you from having no attribution to your friend record. feel.”
Xu Jinchao really forgot her 5%, and the other party couldn’t remember it without mentioning it.
Song Jiao continued the topic: “My office is quite large, so I can make a partition for you. What do you think of the position as special adviser to the president? This title is more worthy of your status than secretary or assistant.”
Xu Jinchao pretended to be curious: “Then what do I do every day?”
Song Jiao said concisely: “Play with pay.”
Xu Jinchao was about to die of laughter, she said to Song Jiao: “I think Yu Lan will be jealous to the point of being out of shape. You have given her so much power now, but she doesn’t want it at all. I feel that with the degree of her resistance to social interaction, in this life Can’t be desensitized.”
Song Jiao also took the small bowl of soup handed to her by Aunt Li, and disapproved of Yu Lan’s constant complaints.
“She’s doing pretty well, much better than she thought she was.”
She felt that Yu Lan was a sponge full of water, with all the potential hidden in her body, she just needed to be squeezed by the outside world, otherwise she would lie in place and pretend to be a salted fish.
Song Jiao also commented casually.
“Yu Lan’s thinking is very flexible, she is not rigid, her sixth sense is also very strong, and she naturally knows what to do to control people, which is an advantage other people can’t compare. It’s just that she is too lazy, she always wants to let others Be the first, never willing to take the initiative to change yourself.”
Seeing that Omega didn’t say a few words of praise, the conversation changed at the end, blaming Yu Lan for being a slacker, Xu Jinchao said with a smile:
“Just tell her what you said before.”
Song Jiao muttered, “Of course…”
She has long learned how to get along with her friends in a gentle way, so that she will no longer always prompt each other by being critical.
After all, whether a person is good or not can often not depend on her own feelings, but must be judged by the other party.
Even if her intentions are good, the way she behaves is too stinging and will make friends uncomfortable.
Song Jiao asked Xu Jinchao: “Will we be together tomorrow? Our new park design is really interesting. If you are tired, you can stay in my office to rest. I will let someone buy painting tools and put them there. You can paint if you want.”
This was a really thoughtful and tempting proposal, and Xu Jinchao finally said, “Okay, I’ll go with you.”
Song Jiao made a V with happiness in her heart.
Having experienced yesterday’s struggle, Song Jiao’s performance before going to bed was much more normal, and she was no longer so flustered.
Song Jiao took a shower as usual and changed her nightgown, as if there was no ambiguity in her heart.
She used the bathroom first, and now she can curl up on the bed obediently, waiting for Xu Jinchao to finish her bath and read to herself a bedtime reading.
She thought to herself, if she ‘falls asleep’ earlier today, will she also get a quiet good night kiss?
But when Xu Jinchao really appeared, Song Jiao couldn’t think about superfluous things at all.
Xu Jinchao didn’t wear the usual cotton nightdress, but actually put on a light silk gray nightdress.
Her heart was pounding, because Xu Jinchao was really suitable for silk products, and those silky fabrics seemed to flow like water, wrapping the female Alpha’s charming body.
Xu Jinchao’s body is thinner than before.
Song Jiao once praised in her heart that a proper plumpness can make a woman’s body more beautiful, but she has to admit her double standard, because she thinks Xu Jinchao is also very good-looking now, showing a different kind of cold and glamorous.
The last two adjectives are in no way conflicting, they are superimposed on the person in front of them in a complex combination.
While she felt that she couldn’t look directly, she couldn’t control herself to scan Xu Jinzao’s charming curves hidden under the silk skirt, tracing back and forth along the ups and downs.
The familiar tear was played out in her mind again, part of her consciousness screamed to stop watching, and the other part forced her to continue.
Song Jiao even couldn’t help but recall the scene from a long time ago, which might be regarded as the first time she and Xu Jinchao officially met.
She was also lying on the bed, and through the gap between her eyelashes, she saw Alpha bite the ribbon around her wrist with her lips and teeth. Xu Jinchao put her palm on her forehead for the first time, and went to the dressing table to write a note to her, promising not to will cause further damage.
Facts have proved that the other party kept his promise, let the spring breeze blow away the ice in her life, and smoothed the edges and corners she used for self-defense.
But in Song Jiao’s mind, she could only hold the beautiful waist and hips that were also wrapped in satin at that time, the skirt that rose with the bending movement, the snow-white thigh skin that was exposed by the trend, and the slightly raised body on the plush carpet. Light | Bare Paws.
Now she wants to say to Xu Jinchao, let that note be invalid, you can do whatever you want with me.
Xu Jinchao turned over to the bed, leaned on the head of the bed, and just opened the page, he caught a glimpse of the burning gaze of the people around him.
She coaxed casually, “Close your eyes.”
Song Jiao closed her eyes, but opened them again after a while, with innocent words written on her pretty face.
Xu Jinchao couldn’t help showing a helpless smile, but quickly restrained himself. After thinking about it, he leaned over to the dishonest Omega.
She gave the excited kitten a forehead kiss: “Be obedient and close your eyes.”
When Xu Jinchao got up again, she saw that Song Jiao had lowered her eyelashes in an extremely obedient manner, so obediently obedient, as if she was willing to obey any order.
Only then did Xu Jinchao start to read aloud softly, until the breathing by the pillow became slow, as if he had fallen asleep.
She looked at the other party for a while, thinking about things related to the future, whether Song Jiao would really leave her one day, and what else would she worry about in this world…
Xu Jinchao sighed slightly.
She leaned forward again, this time carefully and slowly, for fear of waking the Omega.
A gentle kiss fell on the other side’s cool forehead, and she whispered, “Good night, kitten.”
When the bedside lamp was turned off, Song Jiao heard the sound of rustling lying down beside her in the accompaniment of her heartbeat, and finally dared to let go of the tight quilt in her hands.
She began to like Xu Jinchao calling herself like this.
Awakened by Song Jiao in the morning, Xu Jinchao was still a little confused for a while, she asked, “What?”
Song Jiao looked neatly dressed and emphasized, “You said you wanted to go to work with me.”
Xu Jinchao took a few seconds to react.
She has been sleeping a lot recently, and sat up yawning: “What time is it?”
Song Jiao said briskly, “At seven o’clock, you should have enough sleep.”
After Xu Jinchao finished washing up, changed her clothes and left the bedroom, Song Jiao was waiting for her at the dining table.
Auntie Li said with a smile, “It’s good, Xiao Xu can go to your place, and you can breathe, and you don’t have to work as hard as before.”
Song Jiao looked at Alpha, who was dressed up and looked delicious, and agreed:
“I don’t mind actually giving you a consultant position, if you like. Clock in at any time of the day.”
Xu Jinchao shrugged at her. After breakfast, the two went to the new park recorded by their friends.
The construction friends on the land here signed a long-term lease. After many renovations and decorations, it was used as the company headquarters.
Xu Jinchao is here for the first time, and he can already feel the rudimentary style of the big Internet companies in the future.
Song Jiao personally took her to visit, and the time spent on this tour was much longer than in the first office building.
There were also many curious glances at her on the way. The number of staff members in the friend record was not comparable to that of the past, and there were many people in the high school who had never dealt with her.
Song Jiao had a serious face. When asked, she simply introduced: “Oh, this is our special advisor.”
Xu Jinchao was also very cooperative, smiling and nodding.
When the two of them walked away, the department manager who stepped forward to say hello asked the two colleagues around him in confusion: “Isn’t this President Xu who knows everything?”
The colleagues were equally at a loss, and the three looked at each other, wondering what the young CEO was playing.
One of them said, “It’s better to ask Director Ning.”
Xiao Ning, who once came to Huacheng from Juzhou with Song Jiao, is already the financial director of Friends Record.
Compared with Vice President Yu, Director Ning is much more talkative. She spreads her hands: “It’s probably the love between wives.”
Going this way, Song Jiao actually wanted to hold Xu Jinchao’s hand every moment.
This used to be something she could easily do, but now it has suddenly become extremely difficult.
She wanted to reach out and pull Xu Jinzao several times on the way, but she timidly withdrew.
This seems to be an embarrassing task. What I want to catch is not the warm and soft palm of my sweetheart, but the thorny rose bone, which makes her afraid of being stabbed and dare not touch it.
Song Jiao condemned the weakness of the brain, and kept stirring her fingers to persuade it to live up to its expectations, don’t panic, and hurry up and do what she wants to do.
What are you afraid of, you haven’t been held by others countless times, or have you caught it and played with it countless times pretending to be naive?
But obviously, her waste hand refuses to betray the brain, and she also wants to be a deserter together.
Song Jiao had to persuade her brain again, her heart was very busy, and she maintained her calmness on the face that she didn’t know how much she performed.
When she visited the cafeteria, Song Jiao finally made up her mind, but because she was too nervous, she grabbed Xu Jinchao’s palm too hard, which startled Alpha.
Xu Jinchao looked back at her in surprise, and Song Jiao immediately forgot the words she had thought up earlier.
The content of Yu Lan’s text messages appeared in her mind.
You have to hint in your relationship.
Song Jiao opened her mouth, but when the words came to her mouth, they became:
“I… do you miss Yu Lan?”
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The author has something to say:
Yulan: ? ? ?
Yu Lan: I didn’t pull it this way back then.