Wearing It Before Scum A Tortures The Heroine - Chapter 73
I don’t know if it was because of emotional ups and downs and excessive excitement that consumed a lot of energy, Xu Jinchao soon began to feel tired again.
She was still holding on to her spirits and tried to continue talking to Song Jiao, but Omega was keenly aware that something was wrong.
Song Jiao saw the tiredness between Xu Jinchao’s brows and eyes, and the other party’s back was not straight, so she said, “Lie down and rest for a while.”
Her tone was firm, with a tone of command, she stood up and adjusted the position of the pillow, allowing Xu Jinzao to lie down and rest.
After Alpha lay down, at first he tried to keep his eyes open and looked at it persistently. His beautiful face, which was born with a sharp face, but was neutralized by a gentle expression, had a sickly white face.
She was clearly exhausted. She closed and opened her reddish eyes from two tears, as if she could not sleep peacefully. She had to look at Song Jiao again to confirm that she was still able to open her eyes to meet her.
Song Jiao felt the complex emotions conveyed by the other party from these tiny movements.
Reluctance, nostalgia, sadness… These also flowed through her limbs at the same time, making her so sad that her fingertips tingled.
In the end, Xu Jinchao couldn’t resist the physical drowsiness, slowly lowered his eyelashes, and fell into darkness again.
Song Jiao’s shoulders gradually slumped after hearing her breathing gradually lengthen.
Omega silently buried his face in his palms, arching his back slumped.
Song Jiao has always felt that she is strong and powerful. There are few moments when she lacks confidence. She can always rely on her head to achieve her goals and get what she wants.
But now she feels profoundly helpless and dazed. The emotional outburst just now temporarily burned out her hatred for the world, and now only fear and powerlessness linger in her heart.
She has to fight against a terrifying enemy who is invisible and powerful enough to control the fate of Xu Jinchao.
Song Jiao bit her lip, forcing her spirits to stop slipping, thinking desperately, what should she do, what should she do…
She raised her head, put her eyes back on Xu Jinchao, and looked at Alpha’s pale and quiet sleeping face.
What if, what if this is just Xu Jinchao’s delusion?
After all, the other party’s recent state is very bad, and he is listless every day and can’t raise his spirits.
However, Song Jiao couldn’t convince herself.
When Xu Jinchao was in a coma, she felt vaguely. Seeing Alpha lying in the hospital bed, the doctor clearly said that there would be no serious problem, but it was difficult for her to settle down.
She recalled the sixth sense that was beating wildly at that time, the strange intuition that could not be explained.
At that time, I actually felt that Xu Jinchao on the hospital bed was very far away from me, separated by thousands of mountains and rivers that could not shrink even half a step, even if I clenched the opponent’s palm tightly, I couldn’t feel her existence.
This may be the reason why Song Jiao immediately believed and broke down when Xu Jinchao told her that she was about to leave.
——Because Omega himself noticed that there was some irresistible force pulling Xu Jinzao away from her.
If there was only Xu Jinchao’s narration, Song Jiao would be dubious and perfunctory, thinking about the possibility of the other party’s mental disorder, and trying to coax her into treatment.
But Song Jiao herself clearly felt the surreal Him and the terrifying influence it exerted.
The sun outside the window was very warm, but Song Jiao’s body was cold.
She didn’t know whether he was really unable to fight, or whether she was disturbed by his will and didn’t dare to think about it. Both possibilities were very terrifying.
Xu Jinchao is ups and downs in the sea of dreams.
She vaguely heard a lot of noises, someone was crying, and someone was choking and sighing. Accompanied by the mournful music of unknown melody, many people were talking in low voices and walking in small steps.
These sounds seem to be isolated outside the glass cover, and the content cannot be heard clearly, only a rough distinction can be made.
Xu Jinchao inexplicably felt that the voices were familiar, but he couldn’t remember who they were, so he could only passively receive them.
But she couldn’t move at all, stuck in some kind of solidified gel, couldn’t even move her fingertips, let alone open her eyes.
Xu Jinchao became anxious. This state was so bad that it was unbearable for her, and her consciousness struggled desperately in the thick darkness.
She opened her eyes suddenly, with a haze in front of her.
As the vision can be blurred, the hearing is deprived again, and it enters a world with light and no sound.
Xu Jinchao couldn’t think about the current anomaly. Her thinking was blocked by something, and her perspective was fixed. She could only blink her ‘eyes’ to refresh her vision and make it a little clearer.
His efforts paid off, and in the silence that was obscured by smog and sand, Xu Jinchao realized that he seemed to be standing outside the gate of a certain auditorium.
She couldn’t see too clearly, and the time flow of the scene in front of her was slowing down, allowing Xu Jinchao to look carefully and identify it as much as possible to obtain information.
She recognized Jiang Chao in a black suit, and the tall Alpha seemed to be getting out of the car, looking extremely dejected.
Xu Jinchao’s vision has not fully recovered, but she can move closer to what she wants to see. She tries to focus on Jiang Chao’s face and finds that the boy looks blank and his eyes are red and swollen.
She seemed to see a white flower on the other side’s chest. Before Xu Jinchao could think about it, the slowing down of the flow of time was accelerated again, and Jiang Chao’s figure flashed into the door.
Xu Jinchao stared blankly at the people who walked in at least dozens of times so fast that he couldn’t see who it was, until everything suddenly stopped again.
This time, it was the two women who were slowly frozen, and the vision was much clearer than before. Xu Jinchao recognized Yu Lan and Qin Lingyue at a glance.
Both were equally black.
It’s not uncommon for Qin Lingyue to dress like this. She always liked black, and Yu Lan used to wear warm tones, but now she was wrapped in a black trench coat and hung a white scarf around her neck.
The female Alpha also had a very sullen face, sad and dazed, holding the arm of her older girlfriend beside her, looking in a trance.
Xu Jinchao’s brain stuck with glue started slowly, and she finally realized that this group of people might be attending the funeral.
After reacting, the picture in front of her was immediately cut off.
When he saw it clearly, Xu Jinchao found that his line of sight suddenly dropped a lot, and his ears were still muted.
She could only see the height from the ground to the bend of human legs, and was locked to the highest point of vision, so she couldn’t look up. This state made her terribly uncomfortable.
The picture that has just been clear is directly pasted to 240P, but fortunately, it can finally move freely.
Xu Jinchao endured the discomfort and looked around.
She quickly recognized the hem of Yu Lan’s trench coat and high heels, and Qin Lingyue was clearly standing next to her, probably entering the auditorium.
Xu Jinchao complained in his heart that he couldn’t look up from the golden retriever’s perspective, and continued to push forward, stopping in front of the large pile of flower wreaths.
She wanted to see the elegiac couplet to confirm whose funeral it was and why it was so grand.
The size of these wreaths is not small, and the elegiac couplets are hung high.
With Xu Jinchao’s currently forcibly lowered vision, he could only vaguely see one or two words at the bottom of the elegiac couplet.
Xu Jinchao didn’t give up and continued to read them one by one. Finally, he saw the elegiac couplets of different formats on a wreath. He was shocked and tried to identify them.
She saw at the bottom of the white silk was written——
now.
Xu Jinchao opened his eyes, but he was not frightened, but was forcibly driven out of his dream.
Her heart was relatively stable, her beating was only a little faster, the surroundings were quite quiet, and there was a plain white ceiling above her head.
Since he came to this world, Xu Jinchao has not dreamed, until recently, he suddenly had frequent dreams, but he couldn’t remember the content at all.
She took two quick breaths and suddenly realized that this was a reminder from the will of the world:
[Xu Jinchao] will not come back, you will die directly.
Xu Jinchao didn’t know whether he should cry or laugh, as a reminder for this idiot.
After calming down, she found that her forehead seemed to be sweating. She wanted to raise her hand subconsciously, but her arm was trapped in the thin quilt.
After sitting up for a while, Xu Jinchao saw Omega sleeping beside the bed.
The other party was also awakened by her action, and his whole body was shaking, and he looked up in a hurry.
That beautiful little face was reddened by a small piece, and when she woke up, her expression was full of tension, and it was not until she saw Xu Jinchao’s face that she relaxed a little.
Xu Jinchao knew that Song Jiao was scared.
Although the given period of departure is three months, the panic and fear of facing the separation has been deeply imprinted in the hearts of the two.
She reassured: “It’s okay, don’t be afraid.”
After she finished speaking, she saw Song Jiao slowly nodding to her, her eyes still unwilling to take her eyes off her face, and Xu Jinchao felt sour again.
She forced a smile: “There is good news, we don’t have to divorce.”
Omega looked shocked, and the little confused who had just woken up from the light sleep disappeared, and there was hope in his eyes.
Xu Jinchao said, “I had a dream just now…”
After saying this, she felt that the evidence of the dream was not strong enough, and explained: “I can’t remember the content of the dream, but this time I remember it very clearly. I think this is probably a reminder.”
Song Jiao asked her eagerly, “What’s the reminder? Did it tell you that you don’t have to go?”
This is obviously a good idea from the other party, Xu Jinchao shook his head slightly: “It’s not so good, it’s just that [Xu Jinchao] won’t come back after I leave.”
Xu Jinchao didn’t mention his own funeral in the dream, which would definitely stimulate Song Jiao.
Although she didn’t see Omega’s figure in the auditorium, only a few of her friends who came to express her condolences were clearly shown to her, but Song Jiao would never feel better than her friends who were mourning and crying.
Her heart was heavy, and she felt sorry for everyone who was crying for her, and even more sorry for Song Jiao.
Xu Jinchao’s heart began to colic in her chest, but she gritted her teeth, refused to speak, and thought to herself that it was impossible to let herself die anyway, and she would always be slaughtered after three months.
Song Jiao didn’t immerse herself in the loss for too long. After all, she didn’t have high expectations and wouldn’t be overwhelmed.
Finding that Xu Jinchao’s expression was not right, she hurriedly asked, “Where is it uncomfortable?”
Xu Jinchao shook his head, endured it for a while, and then spoke softly after the wave of heart pain caused by his emotions passed.
“Jiaojiao, don’t be sad. If I tell you something, you will be surprised.”
She changed the subject and didn’t want Song Jiao to ask about the content of the dream. Omega saw her intention, but she didn’t want to make Xu Jinchao embarrassed, and asked, “What?”
Xu Jinchao didn’t have much strength, so she moved her body and touched the pillow with her backhand, trying to lean on it behind her.
Song Jiao immediately pressed the button to raise half of the bed, and also helped Xu Jinchao adjust the pillow.
Xu Jinchao looked at the wall clock and found that it was after four o’clock in the afternoon, and he only slept for about half an hour.
This ward is a small suite. If you ignore the medical equipment in the room, the decoration style is more like a hotel, which is quite beautiful and comfortable.
Xu Jinchao turned his gaze back to Song Jiao and chuckled, “I remembered the time you were hospitalized in a car accident.”
Song Jiao understood what Alpha meant, and she forced the corners of her mouth up.
That time, it was Yu Lan who sent herself to the emergency department and went through the hospitalization procedures after she was busy.
The other party had no experience, and he didn’t know that there was an advanced ward. After she settled down, Song Jiao regained her sanity. She looked so weak that she and Aunt Li didn’t dare to toss.
Later, Omega himself coveted the happiness of squeezing a small bed with Xu Jinchao, and was unwilling to move at all, and stayed in the large ward until he was discharged from the hospital.
Song Jiao: “You called me short legs at that time.”
Xu Jinzao was stunned for a moment, trying to recall it before she remembered the scolding and joking with the other party. She smiled and said, “You remember all the trivial things.”
The two of you said a word to each other, and began to turn over old accounts to each other.
Unsurprisingly, Song Jiao had the upper hand with an overwhelming advantage. There was no way. She had such a good memory that all the pigtails she had caught were stored in her mind.
This topic eased the atmosphere, Xu Jinchao raised his hand and surrendered: “Okay, I admit it, I am the worst one.”
Seeing the smug smile on Omega’s mouth, she said, “You don’t know, when was the first time I saw you.”
This successfully attracted Song Jiao’s attention.
Xu Jinchao felt that he was not a headline party. He knew Song Jiao in the book, and he could barely see her unilaterally.
Xu Jinchao said: “It was a novel with you as the protagonist. The title of the book was “Jiaojiao”. I was frustrated at that time and tried to escape from reality. After seeing the beginning, I was attracted and followed the serialization of this book in the forum. .”
After she finished speaking, she stopped, leaving Song Jiao time to reflect and think.
Omega was a little surprised, pondered for a moment, raised his eyelashes and asked, “Biography or fiction?”
It’s a very sensitive question, and it gets to the point precisely.
If it is a biographical novel, Xu Jinchao undoubtedly comes from later generations, if it is a fictional creation…
Xu Jinchao said: “The latter.”
Song Jiao kept her composure, and did not react too much because she learned that she was a fictional character. She nodded to signal Xu Jinchao to continue speaking.
Xu Jinchao is not surprised, her little girlfriend is not the one who will question her own existence for this.
“Actually, what first attracted my attention to it was the main supporting character in the book, and also the main antagonist, because her name is exactly the same as mine.”
She honestly said that she did not close the page immediately because she clicked on the link by mistake and saw the text of [Xu Jinchao] pulling up his little wife’s long hair and beating the other party.
“Jiaojiao” starts with flashbacks. [Xu Jinchao] suddenly violently abused his wife after returning home. [Song Jiao] faced the tearing and slaps on the head and face, and said nothing.
She didn’t beg for mercy, didn’t insult the other party, and let [Xu Jinchao] beat her until Alpha Angrily started to punch and kick, and then she let out some physiological grunts.
The description of these scenes is very cold, like a camera, shooting without any inclination, but Xu Jinzhao frowned.
The story begins with [Xu Jinchao] beating his wife for no reason.
Because she couldn’t get any reaction from [Song Jiao], she even grabbed Omega’s neck in a fit of rage, in an attempt to make the other party respond to the struggle.
What’s weird and contrary to instinct is that [Song Jiao] was pinched until her face flushed and was on the verge of suffocation, but she didn’t even try to break [Xu Jinchao]’s hand.
She grabbed the carpet desperately with her fingers, and the pink and white armor was pulled open, blood gushing out, not showing weakness to the other party and begging for mercy.
From the perspective of Alpha, the little wife’s current appearance is beautiful and treacherous, which makes her extremely angry and panicked.
[Xu Jinchao] The panic is—
[Can Song Jiao be covered up, and will there be loving feedback to her? ]
Xu Jinchao’s forehead blood vessels were throbbing at that time, and he didn’t understand the logic of this **** woman with the same name as himself.
Reading further down, she knew a little bit of the background of the story.
This stubborn Omega named [Song Jiao] seems to have just died of her father. Her suitor [Qin Shaoqian] disclosed this to [Xu Jinchao], and the **** with the same name also became jealous because of his wife’s contact with outsiders.
This book has only one chapter at this time, the content is very long, and the floors below are all insulting [Xu Jinchao].
Xu Jinchao looked annoyed, and he also scolded him in the end. He didn’t have a big name, and only referred to that kind of domestic violence scum.
Then she just saved the post URL and waited for the follow-up development.
In the next serialization, Xu Jinchao witnessed the countless humiliations suffered by [Song Jiao] in the original work, and she exchanged her life for the burning flames.
No Alpha changed his attitude to ask for forgiveness, only [Song Jiao], who was stepped into the mud, struggled to survive and emerged from the cocoon.
The self-reliant persecutors tasted her revenge and were eventually brought to court, stripped of their liberty, and spent the rest of their lives in prison.
[Song Jiao], who was dying soon, sat at one end of the long table and calmly looked at the followers who were crowding around frantically.
She thought their love was born of power, and her own authority nourished the love of these people, which she found boring and ugly.
Xu Jinchao didn’t tell Song Jiao about this in detail. She only took it lightly and told Omega: This is your revenge story, you brought the Xu family to justice, and you made a lot of efforts to help others.
Song Jiao didn’t think that she would really help anyone. Under that kind of environment, she probably wouldn’t have the colorful feelings she has now. She said sincerely:
“I think she might just want to take revenge on people like the Xu family and make it easier for them.”
This is an idea that Xu Jinchao did not expect.
She shook her head and smiled: “Well, you still know yourself better.”
Song Jiao looked at Xu Jinchao and asked, “Do you prefer [Song Jiao] or me?”
This is a question that doesn’t need to be thought about. Xu Jinchao leaned forward and kissed Omega softly under the corner of Omega’s mouth: “I like her very much. It has nothing to do with love, but I love you.”
Her kitten smiled contentedly.
Xu Jinchao’s physical condition was really bad. After discussing with her, Song Jiao decided to recuperate in the hospital for a while.
The environment here is not bad. Song Jiao asked the nurse to push the cot in the suite’s **** room to the bedside, and lived here with Xu Jinchao that night.
The next morning, Song Jiao left the hospital to go to the company.
Xu Jinchao thought that she would ignore the record of her friends and think about how to persuade the other party to take care of the company, but Song Jiao left early.
As it was close to noon, Song Jiao rushed back, followed by a serious-looking Yu Lan.
The female Alpha is dressed in a formal dress, with high heels, a lot taller than the kitten, and she has makeup on her cold face, and her appearance is particularly bluffing.
As soon as the door closed, Yu Lan immediately broke.
She panicked and asked Xu Jinchao: “Are you seriously ill, not very good?”
Xu Jinchao: Uh, it seems to be similar to a terminal illness.
Even the date of death would be more precise.
Xu Jinchao remembered Yu Lan’s crying red eyes in the dream, so sad that she looked dazed, and she didn’t know how to tell her.
She looked at Song Jiao, and Omega explained, “I just want to make up for my honeymoon for three months, so I temporarily hand over the company to her, and she’ll make up her mind until you pass away.”
Xu Jinchao understood that Song Jiao didn’t want Yu Lan to know about these things for the time being, and as she expected, she wanted to throw away the friend record.
She couldn’t say against her heart that she hoped that Song Jiao would still manage the company as before. That was not realistic at all. She really didn’t have much time to get along with Song Jiao. Xu Jinchao also longed to spend this time with her.
Xu Jinchao said to Yu Lan, “Don’t think nonsense, I’m fine now, otherwise, instead of being in the convalescence room, I should be in a special ward.”
There was still some hesitation in Yu Lan’s expression, Song Jiao made up the knife behind her: “When Xu Jinchao is in better health, we will go on a trip.”
Yulan: “…”
I work overtime every day to break the defense!
Vice President Yu was a soft-hearted (fearful) person after all. Instead of scolding his immediate boss and her good wife, he cared about Xu Jinchao’s body and asked him to recuperate.
After she finished speaking dryly, Song Jiao took her out of the ward.
When the two reached the corridor, Yu Lan was still not at ease and asked Song Jiao, “Is Xu Jinchao all right?”
Song Jiao said: “You still need to pay more attention to your own hair. As far as I know, Jiang Chao’s hairline has begun to recede.”
Yu Lan: “I’m not worried about that.”
She gave a terrifying shark-like smile.
Song Jiao saw that the other party was just grinning indifferently, but it was a pity that God rewarded Yu Lan with a beautiful and evil face that could go to collect debts.
Yu Lan finally gained a sense of security from Song Jiao’s pungent words, and whispered, “That’s good. Alas, you are too good at oppressing people.”
This was the most outrageous complaint Yu Lan could say in front of Song Jiao, and she dared not.
Song Jiao told her: “Xu Jinchao is fine, don’t talk nonsense with other people. If someone comes to visit us to disturb our honeymoon, I’ll take it from you.”
Yu Lan: “…Oh.”
Swallow it.
Song Jiao took the person to the elevator entrance, and before the elevator closed, Yu Lan muttered to her, “The honeymoon starts in the hospital, it’s really yours.”
After the female Alpha finished complaining, the elevator door just closed completely and began to descend.
Song Jiao smiled unconsciously.
Her good friend and good deputy, and now she has become more courageous.
Turning back to the ward, Song Jiao saw Xu Jinchao bowing her head in deep thought, and asked her, “What are you thinking?”
Xu Jinchao recovered and she said, “I think I should leave a letter to each of my friends.”
During the two years in this world, she has also made many friends, close partners in all things, Yu Lan, a good friend with Song Jiao, and Aunt Li who is half an elder.
She should leave some words for everyone. Of course, she will not tell them everything, but she must tell them:
Don’t be sad, take care of yourself. Green hills do not change, green waters flow.
Xu Jinchao has thought about it, she can write it in the email and set it to send it regularly, which is safe and secure.
Song Jiao didn’t answer, she lowered her head sullenly, and grabbed the notebook and pen on the table to sketch.
Xu Jinchao asked gently, “What are you painting?”
Song Jiao didn’t answer, she didn’t show it to Xu Jinchao until she finished the last stroke.
Xu Jinchao couldn’t help laughing when he found out that he was the villain of Impressionist “Xu Jinchao” and “Song Jiao”.
“Where’s our sweet girl?”
This is already a stalk that belongs to her and Song Jiao, and it is no longer as shocking as when Song Jiao mentioned it at first.
Song Jiao took back the painting, she was already very good at painting the whole family, and every time she was as ugly as before. The reason why she didn’t paint her daughter was because she felt that she would never have a daughter.
Xu Jinchao was destined to be taken away, and Song Jiao didn’t dare to imagine how desperate she would be at that time, she would probably be so sad that she would go crazy.
A sad woman, how can she raise her daughter?
Not to mention whether the child can be kept or not, it is estimated that when she sees her daughter, she will think of Xu Jinchao and let her live a life similar to her own.
And because of Alpha’s old-fashioned sense of morality, I mentioned that the child would scare the other party into long speeches about popular science, so she would not be left alone to give birth.
Song Jiao said, “No, it has been thrown away.”
When she was taking a nap, she couldn’t help opening the book again, carrying Xu Jinchao on her back, and secretly added a little girl in a skirt beside the two of them.
Song Jiao stared at the ugly daughter for a while, then tore off the paper and folded the little girl to the back alone.
Throw away, throw away.
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The author has something to say:
Cubs: My life that was disliked qvq
PS: After the end of the full text, there may be [Song Jiao] getting a small extravaganza of Xu Jinchao that belongs to her?
If I wrote it, it would probably be a light comedy. I really don’t write dark stories about sadness or healing. Not sure if there will be, though.
Magnolia and Sister Lingyue will definitely have a sideshow.