What If All the Girls In the Cultivation World Want To Catch Me - Chapter 1756
Regardless of whether it can be done or not, at least Xia Yi’s choice is to do it first.
“What do I want and where I stand?”
“Yes, no matter what choice I make, I won’t blame you, because that is your choice, but from a standpoint, I won’t accommodate you. You can help the Xi clan, but you can’t help the Xi clan kill the human clan, otherwise I I will kill you. My remarks may be cruel, but no matter whether it is Human or Xi, I don’t want it to be a victim of the Dao.”
“Which is the natural choice for the material competition? Who decides the survival of the fittest?”
“I’m not convinced.”
“I haven’t done my best yet.”
“I haven’t touched the sky yet!”
Xia Yi raised his head slightly, the chain pulled the rock wall, and the fire of chaos screamed, a kind of will that Xia Fan could not control and wanted to kneel down, even if he knew that the person in front of him was his father, that kind of noble and great will prevailed She is too much.
16
Trapped in the chaos and sacred fire, Xia Yi has a lot of time to reflect on everything he has experienced in the past. The current thoughts and past regrets allow Xia Yi to repeatedly taste among the five flavors. His state of mind is bright and his will is almost innocent. It is very rare to beat the will to this level.
And this is also related to Xia Yi’s experience. Xia Yi has experienced too many things that are difficult to say in one word. He is a benevolent sage and has done great evils. He has saved hundreds of millions of creatures. Having killed countless innocent people, when Xia Yi reached the realm, what he was thinking about was something that ordinary people could hardly reach.
He also inevitably thought about the ultimate meaning of the existence of creatures. Right and wrong, right and wrong, are no longer so important in Xia Yi’s eyes. What is really important is just an answer, why I exist and whether the starry sky has become more because of the human race. good?
Or to say that the whole starry sky is not worth mentioning in comparison with the human race, just as the human race in the ancient times was not worth mentioning among the beasts.
Xia Yi’s words made Xia Fan understand, and she slowly realized what she really wanted to do.
“Father, I want to save the human race.”
Hesitating a little, Xia Fan said, not to save the Xi family, but to save the human race. In her eyes, the human race is already dying, like a person who falls into the water will desperately grasp the things on the water, even if it is just a strand of duckweed. , A straw.
“How do you want to save, and in what way?”
“I will try my best to prove that Xi Clan is harmless to Human Race, just like father you, to find ways and means of coexistence, in fact, we can complement each other.”
“Accurately, you have not clearly seen the position of our human race. There is a huge difference between us. The Xi family is welcoming the dawn, and our dusk is here. Whoever is harmful to whom is not harmful is secondary. We The two clans must have one clan put down something before they can coexist.”
Xia Yi thought a lot, and almost got his answer.
“What needs to be put down?”
“Subsisting.”
At this moment, neither the Human Race nor the Xi race can communicate peacefully. There is no possibility of negotiation between the two sides. Malice and suspicion are bad roots, but they are only the bad roots of human nature. Existence is reasonable, so the opposite is also true of malice and suspicion. Necessary things to maintain one’s own existence.
“Father, what do you mean by letting go?”
“Give up the right to survive and leave it to the other party to decide. We must give up on one side to usher in true peace, but the question is, will the creatures let go of their survival instinct? Even bugs know to seek advantages and avoid harms. , This is tantamount to surrendering everything to other races, no matter whether later generations are enslaved, raised in captivity, or wanton slaughter.”
“No one can count on the future. When the Human Race was weak, he did ask for a Titan, and after the Human Race had an emperor…”
“The Titan has fallen.”
In a few simple words, the fall of the Titan completely announced the rise of the human race, and the creator gave way to creation. This process was full of blood, and it also explained a lot of things from the side. It is true that the human race should not judge the Xi from the human perspective.
But because of this, the human race doesn’t know how bad the Xi can be. When dealing with unfamiliar things, creatures always speculate with the greatest malice, because this is the most effective way to ensure their own survival.
The so-called goodness only exists in the objects in my own perception that cannot pose a threat to myself, and goodness and destruction are only one step away.
“Can the relationship between the Titans and the Human Race kill the relationship between our Human Race and the Xi Race?”
Xia Fan refused to accept it, and she even felt a little uncomfortable. Couldn’t these rigid and stubborn things be thrown away! If you have prejudice, you will never be able to touch the other person’s sincerity.
“Of course not. You may think that I am a bit helping Aragami, but since you want to change, shouldn’t you face the reality that you need to change before changing all of this? I also have your disappointment and anger towards the human race, but I and What makes you different is that I feel more unwilling.”
“You need to know… the root cause in the end is that we are being eliminated.”
Xia Yi realized the essence of the dispute between the human race and the Xi family. The human race just didn’t want to be eliminated. The dazzling era of the human race was so short. The songs praising the human spirit in the Dao Fa period still vaguely echoed in people’s memory. Is it really like a fire, no matter how hot and bright, is it destined to be extinguished?
Unwilling!
Haven’t touched the sky yet!
“Father, I want to ask a question, if… If we really don’t have the qualifications to survive, we should be eliminated… How would you choose?”
Xia Fan asked this question to Xia Yi’s heart. This was the last problem that bothered Xia Yi. After solving this problem, he might be able to touch the sky. He was not born in the Fire Age and struggled with the rise of the human race, but was born at dusk. Seeing that people are about to die, Xia Yi does not regret that he was not born in the brightest time, nor does he hate that he was born in such a dark time.
He was small and great because of his choices and commitments. When he faced grief several times, he had thought that he was a mortal indisputable in the world, but if he were a mortal, he would have been a handful of loess and dissipated in the world. Began to be more and more grateful that he can have power, because it allows him to bear more.
It is not to bear for the sake of strength, but to bear the need for strength.
“That proves that we have the qualifications to survive.”
Xia Yi’s eyes were dull, and her tone of voice did not seem to fluctuate. The only kind of if there is no will is constantly exerting pressure on Xia Fan. The people in front of him will never allow the human race to perish. Xia Fan can see this. a little.
“how to prove?”
“Do my best.”
“What if nothing can be changed?”
“Perhaps… it’s not bad to witness the end of an epic with a smile, because I have done everything I can, and I am not ashamed of it.”
Xia Yi’s answer is like this. It is difficult for one party to give up the right to survive, but it is not completely impossible to do so. If you can’t restrain the Xi Clan, then restrain the Human Clan and bind your strength to prove your will. If the Xi Clan is also willing If you take a step back…
That is, both sides give up the power of survival, and there is no need to fight between the two parties. If three chapters can be negotiated, Ren Xi can live in peace for a long time, and until the current enemy, Human Race can still fight side by side with Xi Race.
After listening to Xia Yi’s words, Xia Fan figured out a lot, and she was right to come to Xia Yi. What she really should help Xi Clan and what Xia Fan has changed Human Race has also known, eliminate Human Race prejudice, and let Xi Clan possess and Human Race The possibility of communication is what she can do now.
It is a good thing if the two sides can resonate even a little bit.
17
Seven hundred years later.
Xia Fan completed the transformation and became the tenth Shinto general of the Human Race amidst the admiration and cheers of countless people in the Glory Fortress.
Both the gods and gods met Xia Fan, and Xia Fan relied on this opportunity to seriously talk with gods and gods about how to treat the Xi clan, but the results were not particularly ideal. Although the gods did not express objections, Still tell Xia Fan not to do anything lightly.
The Human Race is heading towards extinction, and the only chance to struggle is this twilight. The Human Race can still rely on the remaining power to beat the Xi Clan. The Desolate God is constantly leading troops on the expedition, going deep into the unknown starry sky and wanting to know the end of the Xi Clan. How strong it has been, and every discovery is bad news for Aragami.
He doesn’t have many choices. Even if he wants to try to believe in Xia Yi, the opportunity to destroy the new power of the Xi clan is fleeting. If he does it, he will increase his hatred. If he doesn’t do it, he is afraid that they will slaughter the human race and the wild gods in the future. In fact, he was not a bloodthirsty generation, he just considered that he would be too old to be able to wait for the day when the human race would no longer be able to wait.
The Terran is falling. The Terran cannot entrust its destiny to the Xi. No one can say what the Xi will be like in the future. It is also difficult for people to unconditionally believe in the goodwill of the Xi. There is only one kind of decision-making. The decision is the simplest and most direct.
Destroying the Xi Clan and threatening itself, in fact, the Human Race has already started early enough, but every time you destroy a realm, you can find another one when you go deep into the starry sky, and then you find that the Xi Clan’s vitality is terribly strong, they are like It’s the same as being able to survive in the deserted starry sky at will, and the Xi Clan is getting stronger and stronger in the process.
From being unable to resist, to being able to escape, to occasionally achieving a small victory, every time they see them, they will interpret the gifts of growth and dawn, making the people who fall in the dusk feel fear and be The replacement seems to be coming soon.
At this time, there are still peacemakers in the human race. In fact, Huangshen is also slowly hoping for this, hoping that there is another way out. He has begun to be unable to do so, and his strength has gradually reached a bottleneck that is difficult to improve. , Ancient Chaos Star was the last hope, Huang Shen did not want to waste it, so he did not dare to waste too much Chaos Power before he was sure of it.
In fact, he really wanted to try to believe it from the beginning, but after weighing it, he still thought it was safer. He didn’t even mean to destroy the Xi Clan. What he really wanted was to limit the Xi Clan to the Human Race. Within the controllable range of, but the Xi clan told the Wild God that they were uncontrollable again and again.
The human race may kill the Xi family faster than the Xi family’s birth rate. The Xi family does not even have natural enemies. Every baby born can grow up unharmed, while the children of the Human race are too easy to die, even if they practice cultivation. They are all full of risks. I don’t know how many elites’ lives have been lost by the devil and the catastrophe. People know the emperor, but they know how many quasi emperors fell on the last step.
The human race has had a rough road since its birth, but the peak years are so short that people can only remember the past, and can only look back at the glory of the past, and seeing the Xi family that has risen so easily, think of their birth from the flesh and blood of the human race. , It seems that everything that the human race has struggled so far has become a wedding dress. How can it not make the human race angry?
The Congenital God has not completely gone away, and the singing dawn of the latecomers is about to catch up with the Human Race. The evil creatures beckon to the Human Race in the dark. This effort is denied, and the feeling of being trampled on blood and sweat made the Wild God directly cruel to the Xi race. The blood of Emperor Wu of Kaitian flowed in his body because of his invasion. He was still the saint of the human race, and he was in charge of the sword of the human emperor.
Does he have any choice?
Even giving the Xi Clan a small opportunity made him frightened, for fear that it would become the foreshadowing of the Xi Clan’s rise. Unknowingly, he would no longer be able to treat the Xi Clan in a sensible way. The Human Clan is important to the limit in his mind. , This is the responsibility that must be borne after Kaitian Wudi, he can’t make any decisions that make people take risks.
He just didn’t want the history of the human race to end in his hands.
Time flies, Xia Fan has come into contact with the Xi Clan many times, and has also found the Desolate God many times. Xia Fan hopes that the Desolate God can have a good talk with the Xi Clan. Treat Xi Clan as living creatures and treat them cruelly in every way.
The Xi clan slowly began to learn to be cunning, until the wild **** made the latest discovery, he stumbled upon the Xi clan on a barren star that had not crystallized, and when he went to the barren star, he discovered that the Xi clan was actually there. A huge underground world has been established under the stars. The most effective way for the Humans to discover the Xi family’s realm in the starry sky is to identify them on the surface covered with crystals.
But the Xi clan actually didn’t know when he learned to live underground. The Desolate God angrily destroyed the Xi clan’s underground world. This represented two very dangerous signals. One was that he might have missed many Xi clan realms on the road. The second is this endless starry sky. If even every barren star were to be explored, the human race would not be able to do it at all.
Many years later, the Desolate God returned to the Glory Fortress. He needed to discuss with other Shinto generals about a more effective way to discover the Xi family’s realm. However, when he came back, he came to the top of the huge tower to meet the gods, but he did not expect to be alone. Wait here.
“Wild God, can I talk to the Xi Clan this time?”
It has been nearly two thousand years since Xia Fan became a god, Xia Fan is nearly five thousand years old, and Xia Yi has spent nearly three thousand years in the Chaos Fire Pond. The blood and fire contributed by Xia Yi has increased a lot. Years ago, the demigods and sub-gods, among them, I heard that many of them have the posture of becoming gods.
It’s a pity that now it’s an era of no gods, it’s not enough to have the posture of becoming a god.
Huangshen stared at Xia Fan’s eyes for a long time, thinking of everything that happened recently, and didn’t know what was going on, he nodded tiredly.
“Only this one time.”
The Desolate God, who never intends to have any communication with the Xi Clan, is willing to talk to the Xi Clan. He searches for the Xi Clan in the starry sky all day, finds and destroys him, even if he is tired, it’s just a pastime. What do you have to say to him.
“Really? Are you willing to talk to the Xi clan?”
Xia Fan was very surprised. She didn’t have any hope this time.
“Just curious.”
Huang Shen’s attitude is still cold. Although Xia Fan is the tenth Shinto general, he has not made any major contributions. The main thing is to stay at the Glory Fortress to teach the younger generation to practice. The Huang Shen does not expect Xia Fan to slaughter the Xi Clan. It’s good not to trouble yourself.
18
The place of the conversation was Huangxing not far from the Glory Fortress. Xia Fan would bring the Xi clan individuals who were talking to him. The Huangshen went to meet Xia Yi before that. This was a meeting nearly three thousand years later.
When Huang Shen went to see Xia Yi this time, he did not behave aggressively. Huang Shen informed Xia Yi of his worries. Because he didn’t understand the Xi Clan, Huang Shen wanted to know some information from Xia Yi.
Naturally, Xia Yi told the Desolate God without concealing everything he knew. The Xi family expanded much faster than the human race thought, but they couldn’t survive in the desolate star with too bad environment. Their first choice was quiet and desolate. The barren star.
By now, the Xi clan has mastered how many human races of the realm do not know. How the Xi clan communicates with other individuals across boundaries is also a mystery. Xia Yi did not ask this, but at least Xia Yi knows that the Xi family has a name In the “Holy Land”, individuals of the Xi Clan who are similar to gods should also know a lot.
The Xi clan in human clothes must also know a lot, but Xia Yi didn’t ask about it at the beginning, because asking about these inevitably made the Xi clan vigilant. What he asked for was that both sides trusted each other and stepped back and let go. Only in this way can he welcome Come the only possible coexistence.
The Wild God immediately took it as the first goal after knowing that the Xi Clan owned the holy land, but as a condition for obtaining this information, he promised that if Xia Yi found the Xi’s holy land, he would not act on the Xi’s holy land without authorization. The Wild God is here. During the conversation with Xia Yi, I learned what Xia Yi meant. In his opinion, this is possible.
Both sides take a step back, maybe it’s worth a try, but the Xi must retreat more than the Humans. After all, they are at dawn, and they must tolerate more. Who has committed too much to the Xi so far Evil deeds, but now that the Xi clan still has the meaning of talking to the human race, even if they can’t agree, it’s good to find out about the Xi clan.
After talking with Xia Yi, Huangshen left the Chaos Fire Pond directly. Xia Yi sighed slightly. Nearly three thousand years have passed. He has been scorched by the chaotic fire here, and pain is accompanied by him all the time, even making him slow. Slowly is numb to the pain, the soul is suppressed, so he can’t close his knowledge and fall into a deep sleep. What he does the most is to remember and think.
He recalled his past experience several times for every minute and every second. His happiest time was when the Qingfeng Sect met Yu’er. Whenever he recalled these, he couldn’t help but want to see Yu. Er, the little sister who came over at the first meeting, the carefree girl.
And this will also remind him of the past more than 100,000 years ago, thinking of the ordinary but unwilling to be ordinary, Xia Yi slowly realized that he didn’t seem to be so strong enough to ignore everything, and he couldn’t stand loneliness and loneliness. Otherwise, he wouldn’t tell Xia Fan to come and see him more before he was sealed.
But Xia Fan now has her own goals. She fought for the persistence in her mind and for the justice in her mind. Xia Yi knew very well that Xia Fan did it because of his teachings. She insisted on not losing her mind and gritted her teeth. Unwilling to admit this reality.
“Yuer… five thousand years, how are you…”
Xia Yi thinks that he may be quite selfish, and the time spent with Yu’er is so short, perhaps only one percent or one thousandth of his life, but Yu’er is that way to himself. Important, without her, there is no self.
The promise of a life of nine deaths, can I achieve it?
Is she squandering her understanding and concessions to herself, making her always smile in front of outsiders reluctantly, pretending not to care about her long-term departure, and after making sacrifices for the righteousness of her heart, Xia Yi’s Enlightenment and will have gradually become worthy of this world and themselves, but they have begun to feel sorry for those who they love the most and those who love themselves the most.
He is undergoing the most severe test, the ruthless passage of years, the time that truly makes everything different again, how long is 20,000 years, no **** battle on the front line can numb Xia Yi’s heart, not for justice. The glory of war is always by your side, and even people’s cheers are so harsh.
The frontline only has to torture the meaning of its own existence. After tens of thousands of years, I once again ask Human Race, are you worthy of survival?
Whether it is worth it, Xia Yi is not in a hurry to make a conclusion.
No matter how strong the will is, it’s hard to beat loneliness. When I was young, I was smiling, and even the stupid things I had done were memorable. Xia Yi wanted to hug Yu’er and smell her body twice. While she smiled softly, listened to her soft voice, listened to her comforting words, and called to senior in a sweet voice as before.
Although he also accepted Zhao Lianbing, the person he loves and cares about in the true sense is still Yu’er.
Want to leave…
I want to go back to see Yu’er.
I want to hug her and kiss her immediately.
I want a child that belongs to both of them.
I want to meet my parents, I want to see my sister, and I want to go home.
But… can’t.
How could he break his promise, he wanted to save the Xi Clan, and even more to save the now weak and panting human race, loneliness is a torture and a test, loneliness will strip out the most vulnerable side of Xia Yi and repeatedly beat and trample it.
Time tells Xia Yi that you are nothing more than that. Xia Yi did not suppress these thoughts, but let his longings and worries diverge. He began to perceive every thought and every thought that arises from him. He disassembled and reorganized them to form one. The true self, once again in solitude, seeks, asks, and becomes enlightened.
The passage of time and years will never be able to take away something. As long as he is still thinking, loneliness and loneliness become food for Xia Yi to resolve loneliness and loneliness. Xia Yi has realized that his cultivation level has not increased. This is not cultivation. His primordial spirit has not grown, this is not soul cultivation, his divine body has not become stronger, this is not body training.
Only the reorganization and re-separation of all thoughts, and slowly finding what you really want at each time period in the past, is cultivation.
Xia Yi felt that his spiritual intelligence seemed to have separated from his body, and seemed to resonate with the stars. He heard sounds that he had never heard before, the trajectory of the sun, moon and stars, and the principles of everything.
His thoughts and wills broke away from the spirit and entered an unspeakable realm. At this moment, he seemed to have died, and the spirit was no longer fluctuating, but his body breathed naturally, chaos between breaths and breaths. Get out of the fire and moisturize Xia Yi’s body.
In this situation, the cultivation of the body soul is suppressed, Xia Yi’s realm has begun to rise under this kind of restraint, and the realm of the first **** can no longer tolerate a great soul and strong will, Xia Yi Unconsciously completed an unprecedented feat.
He has become a waiting god.