What If All the Girls In the Cultivation World Want To Catch Me - Chapter 1800

Without words, Xia Yi flew directly to the starry sky, closing his eyes in the starry sky and waiting for everything to be consumed and died.

But he will still wake up.

Without words, he continued to rush towards the nearest star, trying to make the star burn himself into dross.

But he would still wake up in a completely unfamiliar place.

Silently, he called for help in the starry sky, and after being rescued by someone, he modified the star energy. After he found the black hole, he stepped into it without hesitation, and everything about him was annihilated.

It’s just that he will still wake up.

I don’t bother to care about the passage of time, but die in various ways in the starry sky. I don’t know how many times I tried to die. There are probably thousands or more, but what awaits him is always awakening in despair. .

He probably has to face the fact that he will live forever, walk a person alone forever, and leave all the old people in his memory. Whether it is his love or the person who loves him, all sleep in peace forever. He alone woke up from the darkness time and time again.

It seems that nothing can kill him. Gradually, Xia Yi gave up to die and tried to give up thinking, but that was tantamount to death, because once he gave up thinking, he would die naturally after not knowing how many years, and then be reborn again. , The thoughts of returning reminded him again that he could not die.

This is the price he must pay, the curse of eternal life.

I can’t remember how many times it was awakened. Xia Yi was dressed in a messy robe. He was reborn in a realm of life this time, but Xia Yi didn’t even have the slightest desire to appreciate the scenery, just in the **** dusk. The following looked at the sky without expression.

Flocks of birds passed by, he just sat slumped under the tree and did nothing. Although his pupils reflected the beauty of thousands of mountains and rivers, everything became extremely monotonous in his thoughts. He had never been like this. Longing for death.

Real death, only death can bring him into peace.

He doesn’t have anything he wants to do anymore, let alone any will and extravagant hopes, his only wish is to die, but this is probably the only wish he can’t accomplish at the moment.

Do not move and say nothing, Xia Yi still gave up thinking again and waited for the next rebirth. He felt that everything has a limit and there will be no eternity. If he died hundreds of billions of times, trillions of times, he would always usher in The real end, this is the last extravagant hope in his heart.

“Uncle, what are you doing here?”

One day, Xia Yi’s thoughts were recalled by a voice. The vitality of the Void Cultivation Base was still very strong. It would take several years before he died without eating or drinking, and his cultivation base would become first every time. It was the same as the second rebirth. His first rebirth was in the Metaverse, so every time he rebirth, he will always change his imaginary cultivation.

It will take him ten years to die without eating or drinking, but time basically loses its meaning in Xia Yi’s eyes. It doesn’t matter whether it’s a few minutes or a few seconds, it doesn’t matter anyway. Time is meaningless in the face of eternal life, the only thing. The meaning is to let eternal life taste the absolute loneliness.

Xia Yi’s dead eyes moved slightly, and he found that there was a young girl standing in front of him, who was only about a dozen years old at most.

“Have you encountered any difficulties? The rescue center is not too far from here, I can take you there.”

The kind girl wanted to help Xia Yi. Xia Yi didn’t answer anything, she didn’t move, she lay under the tree and waited for death. There are currently two things left in his life, death and rebirth, other than that. He didn’t want to think at all, thinking would only make him miserable, thinking about anything was torture.

Seeing Xia Yi, the girl didn’t react, she sighed and left with interest, but after a few days she didn’t know what she was thinking. She brought delicious food and wine, but Xia Yi still remained motionless. What about the girl? The persuasion was all in vain. In the end, the girl seemed to be angry, and she forced the food into Xia Yi’s mouth.

However, Xia Yi was still unmoved. Seeing this, the girl directly pinched Xia Yi’s chin and forced Xia Yi to chew, and then she held Xia Yi’s throat and forced Xia Yi to swallow. Xia Yi did not resist, she was completely dead. .

“That… No matter what you encounter, you shouldn’t practice yourself in this way. Life is hard to come by. You should still have a lot of things you haven’t experienced. Is it really worth dying like this? Is this world worth giving up? ?”

The girl tried her best to persuade, but Xia Yi never responded.

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Since then, the girl will come to see Xia Yi every few days, every time she will take food to pour Xia Yi forcibly, and every time she will talk to Xia Yi a lot, because Xia Yi will never interrupt, always Listening quietly, even if Xia Yi won’t make any response.

The girl seems to be a talkative person. She also laughs at herself and is often annoying for her. She has a lot of things she wants to say to others, but others are always reluctant to listen. Her parents are very busy and would not listen to her saying redundant Nonsense.

Only Xia Yi would listen to her talking all the time, and would never say she was annoying.

Over time, she slowly realized that talking to Xia Yi was probably meaningless, but she discovered that Xia Yi was not completely unresponsive, but the reaction was very weak. When she talked about happy things, Xia Yi’s brows seemed to Shaking slightly, Xia Yi’s fingers twitched slightly after talking about sad or angry things.

She didn’t know who Xia Yi was, or what Xia Yi went through to become like this, but she likes this quiet listener, probably lonely people will attract each other.

The girl miraculously fed Xia Yi for several years.

It was another ordinary day. The girl came to the tree where Xia Yi was lying again. Xia Yi’s head rested on a cushion, and she was also covered with quilts. She was tied to an umbrella on the branch. A music box was placed in front of Xia Yi’s fingers. , Xia Yi is at your fingertips, you only need to move your fingers to activate the music box.

“Wood, I’m moving, I’m afraid I won’t be able to see you anymore, but you are lying down anyway, should you just lie down in another place?”

“Hey! You have a reaction!”

After several years of growth, the girl has grown into a slim girl. The fifteen or sixteen-year-old years are the most youthful time. She stared at the wooden person that she accidentally discovered when she was a child. This wooden person almost complained and complained about her so far. The memories are all heard, if anyone in this world understands her life, it is probably this wooden person.

“Alright… I am true, I know you will not give any response, but if you think that I will give up, then you are too naive, I am curious about how long you can keep this way! “

“look!”

Suddenly the girl smiled triumphantly, took something out of her pocket, and a strangely shaped vehicle quickly flew over not far away. Without a word, the girl picked up Xia Yi and dragged it into the car. Xia Yi opened her eyes. She can also breathe, but she just doesn’t do anything, no matter how the girl treats him, she won’t react at all.

Packing up the things around Xia Yi, the girl deliberately waited until night fell, and drove Xia Yi to another place in the vehicle. This time it was not under the tree, but was able to see the sky. It was not a deep cave, girl. Settling Xia Yi, looking at Xia Yi sitting in a chair and looking at the sky, he nodded in satisfaction, and then left the cave.

The girl will come for a long time in the future. She tells Xia Yi all the new things, all the things that make her worry about it, and tells Xia Yi that she has someone she likes, but she doesn’t know how to confess.

In the originally empty cave, with the arrival of the girl, things gradually changed. She would bring something over every other day. She would also live in the cave when she was sad and didn’t want to go home. She cried and cried when she was drunk. Confided to Xia Yi all night.

As her interpersonal relationship gradually became so unable to do whatever she wanted, one day she walked into the cave with a handsome looking man. The man seemed to want to communicate with Xia Yi. At the beginning, there was a smiling face, but because Xia Yi fundamentally Will not answer, after the man gave up, he continued to communicate with her who was no longer a girl.

They quarreled, and it seemed that it was because of some trivial matters. Not everyone can cultivate astral energy. The human race spontaneously limits the number of cultivators. Those who can cultivate astral energy are all human beings, and they cannot cultivate astral energy. Ordinary people, but they also have their own pursuits in life.

The man complained that she didn’t care about herself at all, she didn’t want to move, and she didn’t want to go to another star field far away, just because she had to take care of a waste person.

“Don’t you understand? This guy is a vegetative. His head is gone, but he looks alive. You can take care of this vegetative for more than ten years. I really admire you. Will you still have to be because of him in the future? , Even your own children and even friends’ parents are ignored?”

“Leave him alone, you are good enough to him, isn’t it okay to let him fend for himself next time!”

She did not agree. She told the man that Xia Yi made her relax and was her friend who talked about everything, but the man called her crazy and regarded a person similar to the dead as a friend. The man grabbed Xia Yi’s body in angrily. Throwing it to the ground, Xia Yi fell to the ground in response, but there was still no response, even if the forehead was full of blood.

The moment he saw the blood, the man’s expression was a bit wonderful.

“Hey… this guy’s blood is red. Ancient people, he is an ancient person! I heard that the ancient people have already died out. I didn’t expect that there are still ancient people alive today. If we hand him over to the upper level, this There will be no pressure in my life. I may have been a little excited before, but you were right, you took good care of it, and now it’s time for him to give you back!”

The man suddenly came to the woman and held the woman’s shoulders. His expression seemed a bit greedy. The woman glanced at Xia Yi who fell on the ground. She hesitated for a long time, and finally gritted her teeth and shook her head.

“No, I won’t hand him over!”

“Are you sick? Do you know the meaning of him? Hand over this guy, we can even repair stars! Don’t you want to travel to the stars? Don’t you want to live longer? Everything is right in front of you!”

The man’s strength was great, but the woman just shook her head firmly. The man sighed and suddenly slapped the woman.

“Don’t worry if you don’t want it. This credit is enough for me to enjoy my life for several lifetimes. No wonder people around you say you are stupid. You are really stupid. Be realistic. Our human race has grown up by trampling on the lives of other races. What’s more, these ancient people who have given up their glory, the ancient people are almost all aliens to us.”

After the man finished speaking, he walked towards Xia Yi and wanted to carry Xia Yi away. The woman saw this excitedly rushed forward and pulled the man away, then opened her arms to block Xia Yi.

“It’s good for ancient people… Whether it’s a vegetable, he is a friend who grew up with me!”

The woman’s voice was very firm. The man accidentally hit the rock wall after being torn away by the woman. His eyes were even blinded by the protuberance of the rock wall. The blood of orange and yellow and gold fell. He gritted his teeth, his expression gradually became distorted, and then suddenly Pounced at the woman with a roar.

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The two scuffled together in this way, accompanied by the anger of the man and the cry of begging for mercy from the woman, it was all very ugly.

Xia Yi’s pupils seemed to reflect memories that he didn’t know in which age.

The people who killed each other were the greedy cannibals.

The man seemed to beat the woman to death. Just when the woman was vomiting blood, the man suddenly fell. There was no vitality in his body. There was no doubt that he was dead. Next to him was Xia Yi. Xia Yi just Just touch him.

The woman stared at Xia Yi in surprise. This was the first time she had seen Xia Yi react in so many years. However, after doing all this, Xia Yi just returned to the chair before and stared again with her dead eyes. Stars.

She looked at Xia Yi, then walked to the dead man and held the man’s hand. After noticing the man’s death, her expression became a little flustered and sad.

“You… why did you kill him?”

“He was originally a very good person, he just… It’s just that the pressure has been a little bit heavy recently, and it’s just a moment of fascination, why are you!!!”

The woman yelled at Xia Yi in grief, questioning and accusing, but she couldn’t get any response. The woman gritted her teeth and glanced at Xia Yi with hatred, then lifted the man’s body and left.

After this, the woman did not come back for almost half a year.

When she came here again, she had lost her usual smile, her face was full of depression, she was a little happy, a little sad, and a little apologetic, she looked at Xia Yi, she didn’t expect Xia Yi to be still. Alive.

Living dying, it seemed that he would die at any time, but those dead eyes didn’t bother to react to his physical condition at all.

She came to the chair where Xia Yi was sitting and talked about the injustice and her suffering. She seemed to have completely lost confidence in interpersonal communication, but after talking to Xia Yi, her mood improved a lot. This is what she has raised since childhood. A habit that cannot be changed.

After that, she often came to this cave to clean the cave and buy new things. This is her most relaxing place and her secret base. Even if Xia Yi will never answer her, she knows that Xia Yi is listening and has been Listen, the years began to leave unerasable marks on her face, and she slowly became a middle-aged woman who had lost her youth.

But her habits have not changed. Xia Yi listened to her complaining about her parents not going home to see her when she was a child, to the troubles that she was confused because of trivial things in her youth, and to her thoughts when she grew up and faced the world. Change from innocence to confusion, from distress to learning to accept.

This is probably the case for everyone.

Nowadays, she is complaining about insignificant things, occasionally chatting about her views on the world, and gradually, she is getting old.

She came fewer and fewer times until she didn’t come for several years. Xia Yi thought to herself, this annoying guy probably got the happiest thing, the thing he desires most.

However, just after an unknown period of time, a girl came here with a dying old woman pushing her wheelchair.

“Sure enough, you are still alive, you are strange, you have never grown old.”

“I met you at the same age as my granddaughter, and you still look the same.”

“Who are you? Why do your dead eyes make me feel peaceful inside?”

Now she looked at Xia Yi’s eyes again. With the help of her life’s experience, she finally saw through a little bit of what was hidden in Xia Yi’s eyes. It was an indescribable calmness, just like seeing everything. people.

She finally talked to Xia Yi about her life experience under the reluctance of her granddaughter to cry, and talked about the things she liked and disliked. She seemed still reluctant, but she had to face it, just as she was about to A second before it passed, she saw Xia Yi showing a different expression for the first time.

Smile.

The gentle smile gave her peace of mind and gave her the smile of traveling.

Yes, he has witnessed his life, he can make him laugh without expression at the end, probably his life is quite wonderful, if there is another life, I really hope to meet under a certain tree Such a wonderful wooden person.

She died, embracing eternal peace. The old man’s granddaughter bowed to Xia Yi, saying that she would take care of him like her mother-in-law in the future, and then pushed the wheelchair away with tears. The old man’s granddaughter finally thanked Xia Yi, she said Her mother-in-law’s last wish was to tell him again.

A person’s complete life, the meaningless period of Xia Yi’s life, is less than a moment, less than a moment.

“Wooden person, I’m thinking, one day when I get old, you should learn to survive by yourself, depending on what you do then?”

“Wooden person, you should be handsome when you were young, you fit the type I like.”

“Wood, why do you think there is so much pain in this world…”

Youthful years, passing away in a flash, only Xia Yi is always there. Whether Xia Yi wants to witness, the old man’s granddaughter did not fulfill her promise in the end. After only a few times, she lost her temper, and the cave was completely quiet. It was the tranquility Xia Yi pursued, but one day, a shadow drifted past the entrance of the cave. Xia Yi took a closer look and found that it was just a pile of fallen leaves floating down.

It seemed that for a moment, he hoped to see the shadow of a young girl, and he realized that the corners of his eyes were uncontrollable wet after falling leaves.

Even if he doesn’t cherish, doesn’t want to, dare not cherish, he will still lose, get nothing, nothing has to do with him, a lonely soul that will always be lonely.

A flock of birds flew by under the **** dusk, Xia Yi sat down on a chair and looked at the sky. The chirping of the birds was sharp and ethereal. Xia Yi didn’t want to think about it, but he wanted to think about it in his heart. Xia Yi didn’t want to. Think about it, but you can’t break your thoughts as long as you live.

He will live, as it was yesterday, as it is today, and as the day after tomorrow.

Alive, alive, always alive.

His sinful soul will suffer the most cruel capital punishment. This is the price he has won for the human race. This is the price he has to rewrite the cycle of reincarnation. The price of trampling on all souls, countless creatures are cursing him. Longing for eternal existence, then give you eternal existence, and taste what you trample on me and wait to achieve it!

Even if the living creatures can forget, the spirit engulfed by Nether curses Xia Yi forever!

sinner!

He is an unsaved sinner, eternal in this pain that can never wake up.

I don’t know when, no matter when, no matter when.

He even dreamed now, dreaming of the coming of death, and nothing but death would fascinate Xia Yi.

Longing for death, dreaming of death, chasing death, but never perishing.

Only this sinful body is left to make atonement to the end of time, if time has an end.

“Who…come…”

“Who will… send me… to die…”

“Anyone please…please let me die…”

“Let me… sleep forever…”

Xia Yi’s hands slowly covered his eye sockets, and then he suddenly poked his eyes with his fingers. He didn’t want to see any light anymore. It was painful, but the total darkness also made Xia Yi feel a little tranquil. Xia Yi shed blood and tears with a sweet smile, and then fell into a short dream.

He had a sweet dream again, dreaming of his own death.

Xia Yi

The thing that will die longs for its immortality.

The immortal is longing for eternal sleep.

I want to die, I want to die, I can’t die.

Alive, alive, always, always…

I don’t know how many awakenings and slumbers I have experienced. Only the dream of death can bring peace to Xia Yi. If there is anything that can slightly touch Xia Yi’s heart before, then as time goes by, Xia Yi’s The heart became more hollow and pale.