What If All the Girls In the Cultivation World Want To Catch Me - Chapter 1801

It is a kind of not being interested in anything, not knowing what to do, just giving up everything and going with the flow. If Xia Yi wants to, he can almost do everything that a creature wants to accomplish. He has an interest in life. The eternal life that is the most incredible, time and years are not worth mentioning, and it has been completely blurred in Xia Yi’s feeling.

This is true freedom, the most extreme freedom, but it is also freedom that Xia Yi doesn’t want to understand at all.

Between the opening and closing of the eyes, the sun, moon, and stars may remain the same, but the star Xia Yi is on has been changing. From the initial lush and lush, until it becomes a hot star, you can see the sun before this star. It has grown a lot, and it seems to be right in front of you.

“Oh, are you old too?”

After waking up this time, Xia Yi looked at the red and bright sun. It was also old. He didn’t expect that he would have a life longer than a star, and even a star would not have his lifespan. Can it be called a “constant” star?

It’s not connected with eternity at all.

“So… is it billions of years or tens of billions of years?”

Xia Yi asked himself in confusion. His knowledge told him that it would take billions of years for a star to evolve into this appearance. Did he spend so long in a muddle-headed state?

but……

It doesn’t matter anymore.

He was buried in a pile of rocks in a crimson desert, with a dazzling red giant star above his head, which disturbed Xia Yi’s sleep, so Xia Yi was still the old way. He blinded his eyes and destroyed his own. Both ears, finally squeezed the nasal bones with his hands, and continued to sleep after breaking all the connections with the outside world.

He has little to do other than this.

During this journey, Xia Yi has repeatedly awakened many times. For Xia Yi, each awakening is a rebirth, and every rebirth he will immediately go to sleep, perhaps this is the closest to death. Way out.

Until a certain rebirth, Xia Yi found himself floating in the starry sky. Xia Yi’s thoughts and knowledge told Xia Yi that the star he was in before was probably swallowed by the red giant, and he was also annihilated…

Annihilation?

Haha, it would be good to be able to annihilate him, it’s just that sleep is disturbed again, nothing can annihilate him.

Awakening and sleeping alternately, Xia Yi, who is not interested in anything, keeps wandering in the starry sky. Occasionally, Xia Yi will take the initiative to go to the stars of life when he is lucky. Although his cultivation base can only transform the void, he has The experience of the great emperor, following his heart, can make Xiaoxiaohuaxuanxiu use the power of the saint.

Probably it was the longing for a peaceful sleep in the land in my heart. Xia Yi didn’t know what to think. After finding the next life star, he didn’t have a choice. Instead, he moved in a certain direction with his terrifying memory. Go away.

After repeating waking up and falling asleep, just like this several times, Xia Yi came to a starry sky.

A star that was supposed to be azure blue was deserted, and the familiar sun was red and bright. Xia Yi came to this star and stood in the desert thinking for a long time. He kind of forgot what it was called here, but just missed it. He thought about it for a long time, a long time, and finally remembered the name here.

Hyun…Huang?

No, it’s not right.

“Earth……”

“I will accompany you to the end of your journey.”

There are no traces on the earth that Xia Yi is familiar with. They are all crushed and buried by time and time. At first glance, they are completely barren and waste stars. Xia Yi just fell in the desert like this. According to his own The memory reproduces the scene of the past.

There are green hills and green waters, tall buildings lined up, and the streets are full of people coming and going.

This familiar land quickly caused Xia Yi to fall into a peaceful sleep. This is the homeland where he was born. Unfortunately, even the homeland did not last as long as his life. He will see with his own eyes his homeland fall apart, and watch the homeland shine for countless years. The sun of the month goes out.

“mom……”

“I’m so boring by myself…”

“very hungry……”

It seems that I accidentally let my thoughts go away with the memories. My mother’s face has long been completely forgotten, and even the vague impression is no longer there. In Xia Yi’s cognition, it is completely a name, the title of something, red The superstar roasted the earth, and Xia Yi fell asleep. Before his consciousness was gone, Xia Yi wished that he could have a good dream.

A dead dream.

Only a few years later, a team of weirdly dressed people found Xia Yi in the desert. They carried Xia Yi and took him away. When Xia Yi woke up again, they found themselves in a white room. He was covered with a quilt, and his hair and beard were reworked. The mirror hanging not far away made Xia Yi see a familiar and disgusting face.

Xia Yi had already started to hate his existence. He was a sinner who redeemed his sins in eternal time. He released his divine consciousness a little bit. Xia Yi knew where he was. He was on a spaceship traveling through the stars.

Someone arrived immediately after Xia Yi woke up. These people came to Xia Yi with a serious expression wearing some kind of white tights. A certain spirit power-like wave was emitted, so that Xia Yi could vaguely understand what they were talking about.

They then asked who they were.

Xia Yi didn’t answer, didn’t want to answer, didn’t want to see anyone, he just wanted to fall asleep, so Xia Yi didn’t bother to pay attention to the group of people, fell into a deep sleep again, the group of people sighed helplessly, and then all left. NS.

It didn’t take long before they walked in again.

“Who are you?”

They awakened Xia Yi and brought someone who could speak the old sayings. Xia Yi just looked at them and still couldn’t take any interest in the same way.

“You… are not… the Star God Race, but neither are you… no, we, you are our common… ancestor, ancient people.”

A woman uttered intermittent words, but Xia Yi still didn’t respond at all.

“Why do you… still exist? You are not even… the first ancient person, you are the first ancient person, red… blood.”

This woman did not give up and still tried to communicate with Xia Yi, but no matter what she did was futile, because Xia Yi didn’t want to be related to anyone or anything, because in the end it was only him who suffered.

1

After that, the woman would come to talk to Xia Yi every day, and other people who knew ancient Chinese came to talk to Xia Yi, among them were old people and young adults, but Xia Yi had no desire to speak anyway.

Until one day, the spacecraft suddenly shook violently, and a crack appeared in the room where Xia Yi was located. Xia Yi was torn and thrown into the starry sky by a force. In the starry sky, Xia Yi saw many tall figures. Man was full of dazzling radiance, and attacked the spaceship unscrupulously.

The spaceship was not paper, and it launched various destructive light beams to fight with it. Soon someone came to the starry sky to rescue Xia Yi. After that, the spaceship twisted time and space and fled the place by some unimaginable means.

After everything calmed down, because Xia Yi’s room needed to be repaired, Xia Yi was taken to other places. Many people kept communicating with Xia Yi in old language, but Xia Yi just didn’t return. Xia Yi’s current response power It was very slow, probably because of the long-term isolation of myself and deep sleep, after a long while, Xia Yi said the first sentence.

“Why are they attacking you?”

The words Xia Yi said made the others quiet down, because Xia Yi was finally willing to speak!

“They are members of the Star God Clan, and it has been about two epochs since the battle with our sequencers.”

“You… why do you want to go to war? Shouldn’t the human race be unified? What the Emperor Xia Yi said at the beginning…”

“Emperor Duotian? What is that? Is it a certain status? What is Xia Yi? Name?”

The other party looked at Xia Yi very suspiciously. Xia Yi was stunned for a while, and then he didn’t show any other expressions. This is probably a matter of time. Only he will remember everything, whether it was once or now. Even the future will turn into the past and forget him sooner or later. He didn’t need to face this matter. He could have passed away in the age of praising him.

“No… it’s nothing, tell me why you went to war.”

“No, when we are still one body, because the cultivation star can be restricted, the cultivator becomes a human master with various privileges, and gradually loses his nature over the years, in order to let his relatives inherit their own power and status. , They began to limit the number of qualified practitioners. Us ordinary people once launched a protest to try to change this unfair treatment.”

“But the end is just that we and our descendants will be engraved with a number sequence as soon as they are born, and become natural slaves to serve the astral cultivators, become their subordinates, slaves, property, and bugs that can take lives at will. After the process lasted for a long time, we launched a rebellion against them under the leadership of several heroes.”

“After that, we were separated from each other. They were star gods. We called ourselves sequencers. This is to let us remember the shame we once had. We were slaves and were engraved by others.”

“Why don’t you cultivate star energy?”

“It can’t be done. During the years when our ancestors were slaves, in order to prevent us from rebelling one day, the Star Gods had genetically modified our ancestors. We could not cultivate Star Energy. They even coded the cultivation method through memory. The method is passed on to our descendants, in order to prevent us from knowing, even if we change our body to what we used to be, we can cultivate, but we cannot know the method!”

The person in front of Xia Yi said something that made Xia Yi very, very disappointed. He created the star energy to allow the race to continue better in an orderly manner, not to create the immortal world that used to be in the realm of cultivation. No, but this is probably something that can never be avoided.

After all, the human race is inferior, and Xia Yi is very afraid that it will become a reality, but what may happen will probably happen, as long as the time scale is long enough.

After all, the human race is still divided and civil war, no matter what period of civilization is unavoidable.

“What is your ultimate goal?”

“Of course it is to re-establish order so that everyone can be treated fairly.”

“That’s impossible. Even if it can be achieved in a short time, your descendants will eventually become the appearance of the Star God. I ask you, are the people of the Star God Race plundering the power of the stars?”

“Uh…this is, more and more stars have encountered poisonous hands, do you see the starry sky? Is it a bit exaggerated to be dim compared to the surroundings?”

The woman who was talking to Xia Yi pointed her finger to a starry sky outside the glass window. It was obvious that there was a dim area in the starry sky where the stars twinkled. Are the stars there extinguished?

“By the way, the sun of the star you saved me before?”

“It has been looted long ago. If it hadn’t been looted, it would probably be able to shine for billions of years. Fortunately, we also have the means to plunder the star power of the starry sky at their disposal. It is true that this area is actually the territory of the Star God Race. We were stealing the residual stellar energy of that star before. The planet that saved you before is probably swallowed by the explosion. You are lucky and met us.”

What the woman said did not make Xia Yi disappointed or angry. How can I say that after living for too long, he would no longer be surprised by anything. Xia Yi came to the glass window and looked at the starry sky, which was originally beautiful There are many unnatural dim and empty spaces in the starry sky, as if a piece has been deducted by something.

“You will self-destruct if you go on like this.”

“Self-destruct? How is it possible? When our hero completely defeats the Star God Clan, I can guarantee that order and fairness will return to this starry sky. What is waiting for us is a bright future. We will completely seal up this method, no It will be condemned again.”

“Yes……”

“Of course! After all, who are you? What on earth are you…”

Before the woman had finished speaking, Xia Yi fell into a deep sleep. Xia Yi was not interested in anything, so that it didn’t matter how long the war ended, and it didn’t matter how long the human race could survive.

He just wanted to die.

There is no goal other than that. His obsession, his desire, and his dream have all been realized, and he has enjoyed the last peace, but the price of the netherworld is only for him to bear at the end, after everything is completed At the time of accomplishment and retreat, the most terrifying price comes.

The former Xia Yi would probably proudly say that my human race holds the stars.

But now looking at the devastated starry sky, looking at his immortal body that disgusted him, Xia Yi only felt bored, and the ultimate fate of this spaceship was also attacked and destroyed by the people of the Star Gods, but waiting for Xia Yi was nothing but Rebirth again.

Now whether it is killing or being killed.

Whether it is to do something to dream, or to lie down and wait for death.

It’s just a boring waste of time.

2

Between waking up and sleeping, it is like a moment of eternity, Xia Yi is like a lone boat drifting in the long river of time and space, leaving nothing, taking nothing, not wanting to remember anything, and will not be remembered by anything. .

As the loneliness grows deeper, and the trace of despair in his heart spreads, Xia Yi doesn’t know how many times he has died, whether it’s tens of thousands or close to 100 million. He repeats aging, repeating death and rebirth. , I never felt that I was really close to death once.

He started to lose sleep, and was driven to madness several times by the extreme despair that could not be described, but after the madness, it was only the next rebirth.

Even the pain is so boring.

The longest time of insomnia, Xia Yi repeatedly wanted to die and wanted to die day after day, year after year. This was like reciting scriptures until his next rebirth.

Until Xia Yi approached the Star of Life once again, Xia Yi came here just to start killing the time. It would be good if any thoughts could distract him for a second. Here, he learned that the Sequence Humans had already defeated the Stars. The Protoss has even defeated it for a long time.

People now sing the hero of the sequence man, extolling the great name of that hero, saying that his name will be passed on forever. Xia Yi, dressed in dirty clothes, passed by. After hearing it, he just sneered and was dismissed. After people found out, they drove out of the town directly, and people scolded Xia Yi for disrespect of heroes and just a stinking old lunatic.

Yeah, he is a disrespectful hero, and what about you guys? Who on earth have you forgotten?

In the end… who will…

Who will forget what a price has been paid! ! !

The last warmth in the world has also become cold, and no one will sing his name anymore. Who knows Emperor Wu, who knows Dao Fa, who knows the sacrifice of Demon Sealing, and who knows that his Emperor Xia Yi still lives up to this day. Paying the price for heaven!

But he said that he had long been conscious.

Yes, he is enlightened.

He laughed and cried, but he couldn’t pass the boring time. No matter what the vicissitudes of epic years, in Xia Yi’s eyes, it was only a boring flash in the pan. The vicissitudes of life were not worth mentioning in the face of eternity.

After I don’t know how many slumbers, the human race broke out in a civil war. The great name of the once hero was no one sang, and it was another person’s name. But Xia Yi no longer cared about it. I got used to it. Everything is meaningless, and eternity is what makes everything meaningless.

Probably even life itself has no meaning, because everything will be eclipsed before eternity.

The human race repeats the history that Xia Yi is tired of seeing. It divides and recombines. Today’s war and tomorrow’s reunion. There are a few eras that dominate the era that will repair the mistakes of the predecessors, but more eras make big mistakes for their own selfish desires. All this has nothing to do with Xia Yi.

Xia Yi sneered only when he heard people say whose credit would be forever remembered. He would laugh at how naive the people who said this were. Of course these people would refute it, but once Xia Yi asked them The past history, they can only remember the last tens of millions of years.

Just remember this forever?

When technology was buried, people practiced so-called qigong.

In the era of forgotten techniques, people re-developed technology, and more and more of the past has been forgotten. People don’t know the predecessor of the starry sky, the celestial titans, the dragons and the demons. If people don’t interfere, the starry sky will be long. , That is trillions or even trillions of years.

But now it’s even less than one hundred billion, and the distance to one hundred billion is far away.

The boring starry sky is full of boring everything. Xia Yi repeats deaths trillions of times, accompanied only by desperate nothingness, and there is no end in sight.

No matter whether it is trying to be strong or self-defeating, whether it is pursuing a dream or giving up everything, it is meaningless.

It’s meaningless.

The starry sky is meaningless.

I am meaningless.

Everything I created will pass away before me, and everything I care about will leave me sooner or later, what I cherish, what I love, what I pay attention to, what I see…

All, all, all! !

Will die before me.

There is no even the slightest meaning. Some are just repeating and repeating boring, repeating prosperity and ending, repeating war and peace, repeating life and death, repeating awakening and sleeping.

what……

I really want to die.