What if I Write the Continuation of Romance as Lily - Chapter 106
Since coming back, Qiao Yu’s feelings about writing essays are very complicated, but she has never felt scared.
Doesn’t that mean? She doesn’t pay attention to the value that can pull her back to the exile again at any time, but Qiao Yu is confident that when she starts to write what she really wants to write, she will at least get some readers’ attention. favorite.
So she resumed updating, treating it as a job the same as when she was in the original world, but the shame of writing an autobiography every week has the upper hand.
But now she suddenly realized that her confidence is not? How can she tell it to Lin Qing.
What her lover cares about is not the quality of the writing, but whether she is still wearing the invisible shackles.
“…Is there really nothing you can do here?”
“Really not?…After all, in your terms? I’m just the overseer of the host…”
There is very little that can be done on fundamental issues, the system’s voice is a little frustrating, and the host is downcast for not being able to help the host.
“To be honest, the decision that the host could part ways with this task in the design originally gave the end of this article. But now…”
Didn’t the system say anything about it? Go on, but Qiao Yu already understood its meaning and was silent for a while.
Now that both the sexual orientation and the protagonist have changed, this book with “Lin Qing and Cong Ye’s marriage” as the ending condition will never come to an end.
Moreover, this direction was not feasible at first, after all, she had to return to the original world after it was over. This was not the end of her painstaking efforts.
It has been a month since Lin Qing confided in his heart, and Qiao Yu still couldn’t think of a proper solution.
If you don’t think about it, their daily lives will still be warm and happy, eating and living together, and going out and returning together.
They held hands on the school playground and kissed under the plane tree. When K? felt that someone was approaching, Qiao Yuhui pulled up the collar of his coat to wrap Lin Qing in, and the two laughed lowly together.
Qiao Yu could hardly imagine a better life.
But only when she had to write an essay, she would suffer a crack. Lin Qing, as she said that day, concealed her emotions very well. During the two or three hours she was writing, she stayed by herself obediently, reading a book or reviewing her homework, as if As long as she doesn’t see the scene of Qiao Yu writing a essay, she can treat it as non-existent.
It’s just that every time Qiao Yu came out to hug her after finishing writing, Lin Qing always hugged her very tightly.
Qiao Yu also thought about taking time? Secretly writing articles? I didn’t tell her, but this is not an easy thing to do in the cohabitation now. Lin Qing is very clever, even if she finds some awkward excuses, she will be seen through quickly, but maybe she will worry about Qiao Yu’s mood instead of breaking through, but instead will make her more worried, maybe? Uncertain.
And the light screen of the system? There is really no way to unfold it in a crowded place like a school. So Qiao Yu’s method now is to try to finish writing the essay on the day when the two of them go home to sleep each week, but she guessed that Lin Qing was aware of this matter, and the two of them tacitly knew nothing about it.
“…What to do? I think there is absolutely no normal way? How can I get rid of this judging mechanism…”
It was at Qiao’s house right now. After finishing writing the article, discussing the time with the system conventions? However, I couldn’t find any feasible direction, and the discussion soon reached a deadlock.
“…”
Qiao Yu groaned for a long while and sighed.
“‘Normal way’…is it.”
Yes, Qiao Yu is not completely out of ideas.
In the case of “abnormal way”, she really has an idea.
Although it is very immature and very risky, the risk is proportional to the return. That is a very straightforward way. If it goes well, it will be done once and for all.
“The host was only warned by Lin Qing a while ago? Don’t? Take a risk!” The system suddenly became alert and conscientiously watched for Lin Qing? The host, “If I really choose that method, even I won’t be able to help. .”
“I know, I haven’t yet? Decided to do it.”
Qiao Yu shook his head, but his thoughts could not stop drifting to the depths of his memory.
Didn’t she? Tell Lin Qing all the things that happened during the exile.
Even now, when she mentioned the two years to Lin Qing, she only took a few vague words and said, “It’s a deserted place. She walked there, and then waited until the day when her satisfaction rose.”
As for seeing Da Miyi there, Qiao Yu chose to hide it.
The reason she did this was not to keep Lin Qing from hiding, but she was not sure if she could tell this matter? Exit, if she told Lin Qing, would it? No? What dangerous consequences would it bring to Lin Qing?
After all, the moment that Dayi, who was exchanging information with her, was forcibly expelled from that space by an unknown force that day, Joe still remembered the moment he encountered it.
There is a huge hand on the sky that you can’t see. Qiao Yu couldn’t figure out how powerful it was.
But after returning from exile, Qiao Yu didn’t seem to be aware of it? What major trouble was she encountered, maybe her tight-lipped and non-investigating behavior won the favor of the gods.
Joe Yu walked to the window and looked up at the black night sky through the glass.
Maybe there is someone in the sky who is looking at someone with an unclear face? She may also look at each other? Uncertain.
As far as I can see, I can only see a piece of pure black, is it a night without stars and moon.
After a long while, Qiao Yu saw the curtain closed.
On weekends, it was supposed to be the time when the two people stayed at home and rested together. But not long after they got up in the morning, Lin Qing saw that Qiao Yu was already neatly dressed.
“Want? Go out?”
She spoke up and frowned. After all, since the convenience store incident happened when she first moved in, where will Qiao meet? Tell me in advance? She has changed her clothes but has not yet met. She said that this is the first time.
“Ah, I just wanted to tell you?.”
Qiao Yu, who had just put on his sweater, raised his head and smiled apologetically to Lin Qing.
“I haven’t done regular checkups this month. I was reminded by my dad just now. I just took advantage of today? Weekend. I have to go there.”
“…Doctor? Do you have any? Are you feeling well?”
Lin Qing suddenly panicked, and walked forward a few steps, and saw that Qiao waved his hands to her in a hurry, and his face didn’t look like he was sick.
“It’s okay, it’s just that I had a serious illness before—at least to my parents? It’s like that. So they don’t worry. They still have to do it now? I go for a regular checkup or something.”
“Actually I am very healthy, don’t worry.”
Lin Qing felt a little bit more relaxed at this time, and said with a sigh of relief: “I will go with you and wait for me.”
“Huh? Is it okay?”
Qiao Yuyou’s eyes widened in surprise, and Lin Qing gave him a funny look.
“Am I? Didn’t it? What’s the matter, of course? I’ll accompany you there.”
Lin Qing said, walking to the closet and taking out the clothes she wanted to change, she continued to say, “If you want to go in the future, call me with me—or do you have? What can’t I see? The medical report? ?”
“…” Qiao Yu tilted his head for a moment and shook his head flatly, “No?.”
“Time to think? So suspicious.”
“Really not? The results of the physical examination this time? I showed you the original results.” Qiao Yu touched his nose and mumbled to add, “…I am in good health, you? It should be the clearest.”
“…”
Lin Qing’s hand holding the clothes froze suddenly, gritted her teeth in anger, picked up a doll from the bed and threw it at Qiao Yu.
“I want to change clothes! Go out and wait for me!”
With a bewildered look, Joe reflexively caught the limp shark, obediently covered his eyes and walked out, closing the door intimately.
Anyway, I’ve seen it many times before-if you say something like this, it’s not just a doll, right?
Qiao Yu held the shark and glanced at it, squeezing the zipper on his mouth.
The physical examination process is indeed lacking. Qiao Yu has done everything smoothly. The only thing worth mentioning is that the doctors in this hospital seem to know Qiao Yu. When they meet him in the corridor, they will smile and say hello.
“I woke up here before.”
Qiao Yu explained to Lin Qing, and the nurse who passed by nodded.
“In the eyes of the staff here, I have been lying here for two years, and of course I am very familiar with it.”
“…Well, don’t you know them very well?”
“No, after waking up, I stayed here for a while? Then? I always come for a physical examination—well, just like I was in the hospital for so long? At first, I was not used to it. Now There is no resistance to the hospital anymore, and I don’t know if it’s a good thing…”
Qiao Yu muttered that it sounded really unlucky and signaled Lin Qing to wait outside, and got into the next subject room to be checked. Lin Qing sat down on the stool by the wall, smelling the disinfectant water from the hospital, always feeling a little uneasy.
At that time, when Qiao Yu had just woke up, it would be nice if he could rush to her side as soon as possible.
Although it is a thing of the past, I still feel a bit regretful when I think about it.
Lin Qing felt distressed when he thought of Qiao Yu waking up here alone.
She only had a vague understanding of Qiao Yu’s experience in those two years. She knew that it was Qiao Yu deliberately doing it, so she also respected Qiao Yu’s meaning. Didn’t she choose to get to the bottom of it.
From the point of view that it is a desolate place with no one? The time Qiao Yu was there? Never? It was a pleasant experience. When they first reunited, they had each other’s more important problems to be solved. Now Lin Qing feels that it is a bit out of place to mention this matter again. Isn’t it sure if it will poke Qiao Yu’s scar.
When she was hesitating to think, Qiao Yu had already finished the inspection and came out of the room, relieved with a sigh of relief.
“It’s all checked. Is your body or body correct? What’s the big problem.”
“Ah That’s good.”
Lin Qing temporarily let go of the thoughts in her heart, raised a smile to her, and the two left the hospital together and returned to the waiting Qiao’s driver’s car.
But the driver didn’t start the car immediately, hesitated for a moment after holding the steering wheel, and tentatively looked at Lin Qing in the back seat from the mirror.
This behavior was noticed by Lin Qing, and when she was puzzled, she heard the driver hesitate to speak: “…just go to the old place?”
old place?
Lin Qing frowned and looked at Qiao Yu, who was questioned. He looked as usual and replied affirmatively, “Well, it’s okay.”
So the driver started the car. Judging from his familiarity, this road should have been walked many times. Didn’t Lin Qing get an explanation, he was full of doubts, and Qiao Yu tilted his head in embarrassment in the face of her inquiry, as if he didn’t know what to say, so he just said? “Wait a minute? I will tell you everything. “.
The journey is not far, and soon reached the destination. Qiao Yuxian got out of the car and then led Lin Qing out of the car.
There was a building in front of him, and people came and went from time to time. From the appearance, there was no clue, but the sign at the door had the words? Which made Lin Qing’s throat tight.
Psychological counseling.
Lin Qing became confused, and even flashed in her heart. Isn’t Qiao Yu planning to take her to receive psychotherapy to treat her thoughts of suffering from gains and losses? Too strong, and she is led by Qiao Yu to walk into the familiar door. I came to a room familiarly? After knocking on the door of the house, I realized that it was impossible.
Because the driver called this “the old place”.
There was a calm female voice in the door indicating that they could come in. Lin Qing sat on the sofa with Qiao Yu in a blank state of mind, and listened almost blankly to Qiao Yu asking the lady not to care about Lin Qing’s existence. Then talked with her familiarly.
“How are you doing? Look? You look better than last month.”
“Well, I have been doing well since I moved to the new house.”
“There are also sleep problems? Is it improved?”
“Yes. Basically, I can fall asleep normally.”
“That’s great. It’s not a good thing to always rely on sleeping pills.”
Are they…saying? What?
What he heard was simple and easy to understand, but it was difficult for Lin Qing to piece together the information, and K? felt a mess in his mind.
Sleep, sleeping pills, fall asleep normally.
Her memory suddenly flashed back to Qiao Yu’s third year in high school, when she had just gone to teach Qiao Yu as a tutor. She remembered that she said such a sentence.
‘Dark circles are so heavy. ’
At that time she touched Qiao Yu’s face, just as Qiao Yu was staying up late to study, no doubt there was him.
“After being admitted to the university of your choice, the pressure should be less than before, right? Insomnia is a normal condition for senior high school students, so don’t worry.”
“Um…maybe? There is a reason for this. But I think the main reason? It’s because I…not slept alone.”
Qiao Yu smiled suddenly and squeezed Lin Qing’s hand. The psychiatrist hadn’t missed her movements, and there was a blessing in her smile.
“Good love will heal heartache.”
“I wish you happiness.”
After leaving the psychiatric clinic, Lin Qing only said “I’ll talk about it when I go home?”, and then said nothing. He just lowered her head in the car, and could only see her tight lips. The look in her eyes.
Qiao Yuneng obviously felt that the atmosphere around her was unusual, but it did not seem to be a purely angry low pressure-anyway, she left an explanation, and she honestly refused to fight in a nervous mood. ? Disturb Lin Qing.
It wasn’t until Lin Qing followed him and stepped into the house that Qiao Yu couldn’t help but sneak in at her.
“…Qingqin? Angry?”
“…”
Lin Qing was unbuttoning her coat very slowly, and after hearing her words, she stopped the unorganized movement in her hand, took a deep breath, but could not stop the tremor.
“I never knew.”
Her voice is very soft, but the K? love in it is extremely heavy.
“Because I never said that?”
Qiao Yu smiled bitterly, afraid of Lin Qing’s misunderstanding, and continued to speak hurriedly.
“It’s not that I didn’t tell you deliberately… It’s just that I had the most severe symptoms during the first time I woke up, but we didn’t have a good relationship at that time, you see?”
“Then I always feel like taking this out? It’s like selling your sympathy…I don’t want that.”
“Also, um, even though I was in my third year of high school at the time, I thought it would be nice to be able to study just because I couldn’t sleep…”
Her voice was vaguely unassuming, and she walked to Lin Qing with her hands behind her back and walked down to her side. Look at Lin Qing’s expression, trying to help herself.
“But, after Qingqin asked me to go to bed before twelve o’clock, I really listened.”
“It’s just that it’s really hard to fall asleep back then… Did I? I tried hard.”
“It’s a lot better now! With? Qingqin stayed with me, I slept well.”
Qiao Yu’s tone was obviously vague, but it made Lin Qing listen to it like a knife.
“Sure enough, are you angry, then I—”
I really can’t listen. This person is still thinking about her? Isn’t it angry? Lin Qing hugged her hard and buried her face deeply into her neck.
“…Is it a sequelae of exile?”
“Um.”
Qiao Yu admitted frankly and patted her back lightly in relief.
“It has passed.”
“During that time?…uncomfortable, right?”
“It’s okay.” Qiao Yu said softly with an incredible smile, “It’s really okay. At least I can still lie on the bed.”
“…”
Lin Qing unconsciously squeezed the fabric behind Qiao Yu’s clothes, almost crying from the surge of sourness.
“…Don’t worry so much, you see? I’m all right now.”
Qiao Yu’s voice is very gentle?, as if coaxing her, she lowered her voice.
“My experience did leave a lot of sequelae, but as long as I’m by your side, I seem to be better off incredible.”
“You can cure my illness, and I want to…similarly, to cure your heart disease.”
The gentle tone became firm, Lin Qing was shocked, and blankly raised her head to look at Xiang Qiao Yu, and met those gentle and deep eyes.
“I have something I want to discuss with you, but before that, I want to talk about my experience in exile with you.”
“But there are some things I still need to hide from you, please forgive me.”
I apologized for not being able to confess all to her in advance, Qiao Yu took a light breath, and his gaze fell into the air.
“…It may be an unpleasant topic, do you want to? Listen?”