What if I Write the Continuation of Romance as Lily - Chapter 107
Roughly skipping the existence of the other world and Miyi, Qiao Yu told her all the experience and experience of those two years.
What she wants to say is actually just two things. One is that there are many hosts from other worlds who have failed missions in the exile world, and the other is that there are higher powers, and they may be watching them at any time. It’s like watching aquarium fish in a water tank.
“——Me? I usually call it ‘God’ in my heart.”
With these words, Qiao Yu summarized this power concisely, and continued to Lin Qing, who was serious.
“It has almost absolute control over the world. It can send me in and take me out. It can make you all forget me. It can also fabricate a fake memory for everyone to let me? The return does not appear abrupt.”
“No matter what kind of existence it is, in essence, it can be said to be indistinguishable from the gods in people’s minds.”
“…”
Lin Qing pondered for a while, frowned.
“Your mission is… from this ‘God’ to you?”
“Um.”
“Have you had a direct conversation with?”
“never before.”
“Where is your’watcher’?”
“Same as the name, it only has a monitoring function, let alone me, it can’t even get in touch with God.”
It was like a grassroots employee who worked for the company every day but had never seen his boss. As Qiao Yu said so, he turned a deaf ear to the frustrated hum of the system in his head.
Lin Qing followed with a half-hearted sigh, then raised the next question? Question: “What is the purpose of God?”
“I don’t know.” Qiao Yu shrugged and added, “The fundamental nature of the task that it finds so many people to do? I can’t guess the purpose, but it’s looking for me? It’s probably just to make up for it. fault.”
“fault?”
Of course it refers to the fact that Mi Yi was mistakenly brought to the doomsday world, which led to Qiao Yu being arrested to replace the writer’s position-this really demolished the east wall to make up the west wall, and this book by Mi Yi was just Is that important, or is it that those gods are also readers who are chasing after updates? This is too unreliable, right?
But Qiao Yu didn’t dare to say these words too clearly to Lin Qing. He just shook his head and said nothing. Lin Qing glanced at her and lowered his eyes.
“…It’s about? You will hide this from me? I? Can you ask? Ask? The reason?”
“Because something may be dangerous if you know it.”
“Danger?” The word didn’t scare Lin Qing away. She showed an unacceptable expression and said lightly, “Then you are also dangerous, aren’t you?”
“no.”
Questioning her, Qiao Yu shook his head resolutely, facing Lin Qing’s disagreement with such a firm attitude.
“I? Sure? God doesn’t want people to know about this. But I? I don’t know how you will be treated if you know, so I? Think this information is dangerous.”
“As for me? Why can I still stand here after I know it…”
Joe Yu paused and laughed mockingly.
“I guess it’s because, when I knew this, I was already in a very dangerous situation.”
“That’s why I was let go by God. After all, I? I didn’t have much room to understand this information at that time.”
“…”
She spoke plainly, but Lin Qing couldn’t stop her pain.
“Now that I have surplus? I have become a thorn in the eyes of God, maybe? I can’t let you carry the same risk.”
“This is different from “I” when I left? I concealed it from you before. The reason why I told you these things was because I wanted to maximize my thoughts and actions with you. I?…want to do something.”
Lin Qing had only a bad premonition when she heard her put this matter in the same breath as before. She pressed her lips lightly, holding her breath and waiting for Qiao Yu’s next words.
“I want to try to use the information I know as a bargaining chip… to talk to God.”
“…!”
Lin Qing shrank and looked at Qiao Yu with his eyes wide open, but the other’s face was not half-joking, and he nodded solemnly to her.
“Of course? This is just an idea? I just think there is such a possibility of implementation?”
“…Qiao Yu.”
Countless thoughts flashed in Lin Qing’s mind, but now only one sentence was the most urgent thing to say.
“If you want to do something risky, then you must let me and you take this risk together.”
“I? I don’t want to wait ignorantly as I did before.”
“…”
Her lover showed a mixture of disapproval, hesitation, and hesitation on her face, but Lin Qing also refused to give in, cold her face and folded her arms.
“Don’t always think of protecting me? Behind you, me? But your lover.”
“It’s the person who should stand next to you most in this world.”
“Or, do you think I am not qualified?”
With a very straightforward move, Qiao Yu frowned and saw her lover raised his eyebrows provocatively at her, as if he was examining whether she could say the answer for sure?
Of course she? It is impossible to deny that Lin Qing is unique to her, but Qiao Yu still feels that it is unwise to pull Lin Qing into this whirlpool under the premise of unknown risks.
This may be the first time they have disagreeed in the true sense of the word.
“…Forget it. Let’s not talk about this for now.”
The person who first let go was surprised by Lin Qing, but she did not make concessions from her own position, but decided to seal up this temporarily inconclusive topic, and turn to the second one that she cares more about. Topics.
“I? I’ve been asking questions since just now? I want to ask? You can always tell me this matter completely, right?”
Her voice gradually softened, and she took a gentle breath, and took the initiative to shorten the distance between meeting with Joe, to catch the person’s confused eyes.
“…In addition to insomnia, what sequelae did you have when you were in exile?”
Lin Qing cared very much about this matter.
Her guilt and self-blame twisted into a heavy cold substance in her chest, and her heart sank. Lin Qing didn’t want to blame Qiao Yu who saw her scars after swallowing all the bitter fruit. She only wanted to blame herself? Why did she see some clues but didn’t realize Qiao Yu’s pain earlier.
“It’s almost all right now, it doesn’t matter if you don’t need to care so much? It’s…”
Qiao Yu showed a somewhat confused expression, seeming to be considering what to say. But Lin Qing just shook her head and said seriously that she wanted to know.
“…Most of them are minor problems. The first six months I have just returned will be more serious.”
Despite the lover’s insistence, Qiao Yu, who had concealed the secrets of the world, had to tell the truth about this information vaguely, carefully choosing words that would not make Lin Qing too sad.
“I’m afraid of light, and I’m not used to darkness.”
“I became very sensitive to sound and color. At first I could look at the ceiling for a long time, and I thought it was pretty good.”
“It may be because I haven’t eaten for too long. When I ate the first meal, I always felt that the taste was not the same as in my memory. It took a lot of time for the taste buds to get used to it. It’s great, I’m still worried. If you can’t taste anything in the future, it’s a bit uncomfortable.”
About not wanting to make the topic too heavy, Qiao Yu’s voice was very cheerful, speaking lightly like a gossip, making people unable to imagine how helpless days and nights are hidden behind this sentence.
“Actually, it just sounds scary, me? As a party, even when it is in progress, I really feel nothing.”
Qiao Yu caught Lin Qing and pressed her even white fingertips **** the sofa, letting her relax a little bit, and buckled her cold fingers into her palms.
“Because, these are all me? Proof of really coming back from there.”
“My? Insomnia may also have this part of the cause.”
“When I close my eyes, I always feel that the scene in front of me is like returning to exile, and occasionally I get confused, I don’t know the difference between closed eyes and open eyes, which is the real world… It’s almost like Zhuang Zhou’s philosophical thinking like Mengdie.”
Qiao Yu talked and laughed, and with his free hand, he lifted Lin Qing’s scattered temples behind his ears.
“But after we moved here, I never had insomnia anymore.”
“So don’t show such an expression, okay?”
It’s not all words to comfort Lin Qing. During the period when Qiao Yu came back, she gradually realized that she had a lot of problems with her body, but it did not make her feel the pain. It’s fortunate.
It is better to be able to show that the problem is the first step to be solved than to completely break in secret.
Compared with those sequelae, the pain of the lover in front of her made her feel more uneasy. Didn’t Qiao Yu never think that Lin Qing would definitely ask questions after learning about the psychiatrist, but now that he had gone for a physical examination together, he never deliberately concealed the truth from her.
This was not a very good thing, but she didn’t want to conceal something unnecessary from Lin Qing. It was difficult for Qiao Yu to imagine Lin Qing’s current mood. She tried her best to think about herself. If she heard Lin Qing say these things, she would probably be like this, and she couldn’t bear it.
“…Qing…”
Qiao Yu used her softest voice to call Lin Qing’s name, and stroked her sobbing face.
“it’s already over.”
She used this sentence to sum up all of it concisely, leaned in front of her lover, and said jokingly.
“And he spends his time thinking about things that have passed, why don’t you hurry up and kiss me?”
But her lover took it seriously and greeted her without hesitation.
“…” With a gentle touch, it splits with one touch? Qiao Yu looked at Lin Qing, who was looking at her with her lips, and raised her eyebrows slightly.
“Not enough, let’s do it again.”
She began to feel restless in her hands, smiled and put her arms around her, and gestured to her lips. This time, Lin Qing hesitated for a moment, but still sent it up obediently.
Lin Qing’s kiss was gentle and innocent. Qiao Yu knew that Lin Qing must be willing to give kisses like this with some kind of guilt that he wanted to make up for herself, as if he hoped to give Qiao Yu a little comfort through this behavior.
But she didn’t want Lin Qing to think about other things while kissing her.
“What’s wrong? Teacher?”
Suddenly the name that hadn’t been used for a long time was turned over by Qiao Yu. Lin Qing was shocked and looked at her inquiringly, but bumped into a pair of scorching eyes with a smile that seemed to be destroying the idea.
“Did you forget how to kiss?”
She deliberately spoke very slowly, and Lin Qing could clearly see the tip of her tongue flashing between her lips and teeth, looking incredibly soft.
Lin Qing blushed. The feelings that had been distressed by Qiao Yu’s experience mixed with shyness and mixed into a complex mood. He said in a bewildered manner: “…Wait, wait, Qiao Yu, it’s not now. ——”
“Just don’t wait.”
The smiling voice interrupted her, Qiao met her hand and took her into his arms with a strong hug, then of course he bullied him up, speaking to the slightly flustered Lin Qing at the distance he was almost touching.
“If the teacher doesn’t remember, then let me? Come and teach the teacher.”
“Don’t think about the sloppy things anymore. Remember to… concentrate this time.”
The last few words disappeared between the overlapping lips, and Qiao Yu couldn’t help but kissed him, breaking through her defense line easily, arousing a tremor, and entangled with her over and over again, gentle and strong to Lin Qing. All of his gasping sounds were swallowed into his abdomen.
Lin Qing’s mind was in confusion. She felt that the development of things shouldn’t be this way. She was still talking about such a heavy topic just now, and it seemed a bit out of place to do it now.
But she was always unable to? Definitely? Refused Qiao Yu’s approach.
So she could only let her own thoughts become dazed while Qiao Yu stubbornly pursued her, her mind was only hung on the person in front of her, and she even forgot the way to breathe, until Qiao Yu deliberately lowered her ears. The sound reminded him to breathe, Lin Qing took a breath as if waking up from a dream, and then was again badly sealed by Qiao Yu.
Lin Qing couldn’t help it? To judge how long it took, the place where Qiao met her body became hot, she felt Qiao Yu’s hand slowly touch the hem of her sweater, Lin Qing’s breathing was stagnant and she didn’t know what to do. Cuodi put his arms around Qiao Yu’s neck, his mind boiled and couldn’t think.
“Qiao Yu…”
She didn’t know if she wanted to refuse or accept, the self-blame and pain in her heart seemed to be suppressed in the hot kiss just now, and what followed was the incitement of love.
“Yes, exactly.”
Qiao Yu stepped back a little, his amber pupils gleamed with shards of light, catching Lin Qing’s sight, slowly touching her skin under the sweater with his hand, and seeing his lover shake with satisfaction, and then nibble. lower lip.
“Those so-called sequelae, those that should be cured are almost healed.”
“Even the most stubborn insomnia has never been committed again under the effect of this medicine-so don’t show the sad expression like just now, I will feel sad and sad when I see it.”
“The expression like this is good now.”
But Lin Qing had almost no time to answer Qiao Yu’s words. This person said serious words, but her hands were unceremoniously messing up. She had to put all her thoughts on suppressing the moan in her throat, frowning impatiently.
“Don’t bite. I? Want to hear.”
But her lover is extraordinarily headstrong today? After a faint word, she covered it half-toughly, not allowing her to bite her lower lip again, and after hearing Lin Qing’s voice as she wished, she pulled back a little and turned to kiss her lover. The tails of her eyes were dyed red, and her trembling body was tightened.
“…If Qingqin feels that he wasn’t able to be by my side at those times, and therefore blames himself for guilt, then there is no need for it.”
Compared to Lin Qing, who was already in chaos, Qiao Yu’s voice seemed particularly calm, and another kiss fell in Lin Qing’s ears.
“Compared to those feelings, I? Want… love more.”
“So… give me more? A little bit, teacher?”
Ah, what a greedy person.
The earlobe was lightly bitten, and Lin Qing clung to Qiao Yu helplessly. Just now she was told not to bite her lip, so she really didn’t bite, but she was ashamed to hear her own sound, and wanted to raise her hand to cover it, but Even Qiao Yu was not allowed to do this, and simply took her wrist and moved it away, and then casually kissed her pulse.
Obviously all the love has been given to her. But this person still didn’t say enough. Want yourself? Convert all other emotions into love, and then pass it to her again.
But Lin Qing had nothing to do with her. To the self who only wanted to hear her and wanted to give her everything? There was no other way.
The only thing she can’t make concessions to Qiao Yu is to let Qiao Yu go to the risk alone, and everything else is fine.
Although? The two people haven’t reached a consensus on this…but forget it, forget it.
This matter will always be mentioned more solemnly, but it must be? Not now.
After all, thinking about these things now, if her lover finds out, you will be reprimanded again, saying that the teacher, you are not attentive, maybe?