What if I Write the Continuation of Romance as Lily - Chapter 116
After the memory is sorted, there will be a side effect of a little dizziness in a short time.
Cong Ye sat weakly on the bench outside the department and rubbed his temples, wondering whether his dizziness at this time was the cause of this side effect or because of the tug of war between Qiao Yu and Lin Qing in front of him.
After sending a message to Qiao Yu, he waited and did not wait for a letter back and forth. Seeing that his appointment time had arrived, Cong Ye had to take one step to finish the memory arrangement. Then, as soon as he came out, he saw the two people he was thinking about pulling and tangling at the door of the memory management department. It seemed that Qiao Yu wanted to go in, but Lin Qing was very stubborn to stop her from letting in.
Although he tried to persuade him in the past, because he didn’t know the results, Cong Ye had no choice but to withdraw from the battlefield. He sat aside and listened for a long time before he could vaguely understand the whole story.
“…I just want to sort out my memory in a normal way. I don’t want to forget you.”
“No, I don’t worry. Unless you let me in with you.”
“But the doctor said just now that two people can’t be together…”
…The above, unilateral persuasion of this kind has lasted for more than ten minutes, but Lin Qing still bites to death, it seems that there is no room for negotiation.
Cong Ye frowned sadly as he looked at the audience that was gradually increasing around the two.
In short, in terms of the results, both Qiao Yu and Lin Qing failed to participate in the memory management organized by the company because both were turned away by the doctor.
And Cong Ye, who had reluctantly erased part of Lin Qing’s memory, always felt that his eyes are very clear now, which can be described as a bystander. Although Qiao Yu was tight-lipped about what happened that day, he could still find Lin who suddenly came to the door that night. In the follow-up conversation between Qing and the two of them, they got a rough outline of the matter.
He couldn’t help sighing fortunately that he gave up early, and he was sincerely happy for his difficult brother Qiao Yu-this seems to have made considerable progress, doesn’t it! The specific manifestation is that Lin Qing has become more and more inseparable with Qiao Yu in the company. It is almost difficult for him to find out when Qiao Yu has placed an order. He even formally received Lin Qingxiang and Qiao Yu sharing an office a week later. Application.
To be honest, as a wealthy company, leading researchers like Lin Qing and Qiao Yu normally have an office for each person. This is to provide them with the best research environment. It was the first time that Cong Ye received this type of application. He looked at Lin Qing’s calm expression, thinking that this was probably the result of the two of them discussing it, so he simply approved it to her.
“…Huh? I’ve never heard of this before?”
But when he went to Qiao Yu’s office with Lin Qing beamingly, Qiao Yu who heard the news showed a very confused expression, and looked at Cong Ye with a look of “Why didn’t you tell me earlier?” .
No, no, you look at Lin Qing, you should hear from her no matter how you think.
It’s strange to slander these two people from Ye’s belly recently, turning his head silently and trying to pass this doubt to Lin Qing, but Lin Qing didn’t change his face as if he hadn’t noticed, and only smiled softly at Qiao Yurou. , She started to pick up Qiao Yu’s untidy desktop, looking like she was going to make room for her own equipment.
“…”
Seeing that Lin Qing didn’t want to explain at all, Qiao Yu and Cong Ye looked at each other in confusion, and they could see from each other’s eyes that they had no clue about the situation at hand.
What’s the matter with you and Lin Qing? Is your relationship a bit weird lately?
Since Lin Qing was not there to ask directly, Cong Ye squeezed his eyes desperately, trying to convey this question to Qiao Yu with a strong gaze.
“What kind of expression are you? It’s almost like the little finger hit the foot of the table while wearing the flip-flops, and the flip-flops only have the same expression as the individual characters.”
What kind of expression is that?
A crazy output only got the eyes of a friend looking at an idiot. He had to relax his cramping eyelids in frustration, and closed his eyes forcibly.
“…Speaking of which, do you have time after get off work today?”
Unexpectedly, Qiao Yu suddenly provoked the invitation. From Ye hurriedly opened his eyes to see that Qiao Yu rolled his eyes awkwardly, showing a hesitant look on his face, which seemed to be something unspeakable. Let him smell the smell of gossip keenly.
At this moment, he was almost connected with Qiao Yu. What Qiao Yu wanted to tell him must be related to the recent abnormal situation! The key to the mystery is in her hands! How could such an opportunity be let go from Ye!
“Of course–”
Cong Ye responded without thinking, and suddenly a sharp voice went dumb when he inadvertently raised his eyes.
Lin Qing, who had been packing up things silently, didn’t know when to stop, and stood quietly behind Qiao Yu and looked at him. His eyes were clear and cold and there was no emotion, but Cong Ye felt an invisible oppression. feel.
“…Yes, something…”
He faced Lin Qing, who was naturally short by three points, and changed his mouth decisively. Seeing that Qiao Yu, who knew nothing about the scene behind him, was confused, Cong Ye was afraid of her to ask, so he hurriedly said a few words in advance. She was busy at work and probably not free, and left her office in a hurry.
… Forgive me, Qiao Yu, although I really want to go, Lin Qing seems to be really unhappy.
I don’t know why Lin Qing didn’t tell Qiao Yu directly, Ming Ming Qiao Yu always listened to her.
Forget it, there seems to be a lot of things to be resolved between the two of them, so he shouldn’t take this muddy water.
Cong Ye wiped the sweat from his forehead and prayed sincerely for his friend.
“Today is the day when our two families have dinner together, do you remember?”
“Ah, ah, remember.”
Before he could get used to the feeling of another person in his space, Qiao Yu took a step outside uncomfortably, responding to Lin Qing’s words.
…Is it her illusion? I always felt that Lin Qing was a little too close to her just now.
“Are you hiding from me?”
The arm was caught all of a sudden, Qiao Yu turned his head in surprise, and met the look in Lin Qing’s eyes that had begun to become flustered again.
“…”
It does not seem to be an illusion.
Unexpectedly that even her small movements could cause Lin Qing to panic, Qiao Yu hesitated for a moment, and finally softened her voice.
“I’m just not used to someone being so close to me when I work, don’t think too much about it.”
“……Um.”
Lin Qing looked at her fixedly for a while before lowering her eyes and letting go of her obediently.
Qiao Yu sometimes really wonders whether the current situation is good or bad.
To say it is good, at least Lin Qing now knows her emotions, and did not choose to reject her, but approached her very actively, consciously shortening the distance between the two.
And to say it’s bad-it’s definitely a bit too much. It was more like the precautionary measures Lin Qing took to prevent her from running away again than it was during the ambiguous period of probing each other, and it gradually got worse.
How rigorous is this kind of precautions? Sometimes Qiao Yu would even absurdly feel that if Lin Qing’s saneness weren’t there, she might be chained by Lin Qing.
Although Lin Qing didn’t admit this, when Qiao Yu asked why he moved into her office, he just presented a lame reason that “a person is a little lonely studying alone” seems to be a bit plausible but can’t stand up to careful consideration. But Qiao Yu thinks about the situation these days that Lin Qing has to stay at her house until before going to bed every time after they get off work together – and there is a tendency to get late – there is always something like this, Lin Qing, sooner or later. The hunch that he will make a request to move into her house.
… Strangely, after her feelings were exposed, the situation seemed to be different from what she had imagined.
Her avoidance that day seemed to have left a very deep impression on Lin Qing. In these days, as long as Qiao Yu showed a little similar sign, Lin Qing would have a very fierce reaction. This made Qiao Yu a little bit at a loss, and could only accept Lin Qing’s approach and satisfy all her requirements as much as possible.
But is it really good to go on like this.
Qiao Yu’s eyes dimmed, she lowered her head and covered her eyes with her forehead.
They need to have a good chat.
Just looking at the current situation, I don’t know when the opportunity will come if I can talk about it without letting Lin Qing think too much.
Both of them got off work very early that night. As childhood sweethearts, the parents of their two families were very good friends when they were young, so every once in a while they would pick a meal together when the two families were free.
When Qiao Yu and Lin Qing arrived, the food was almost ready. They sat down in the greetings of the parents and picked up the chopsticks without too much politeness.
The two of them have a good relationship with their family. Even if they both moved to a new city after work, their relationship still remained the same. The dinner table was full of happy laughter, and the topics were always about the current situation, interesting facts, and two of the two families. Young people.
And as they grow older, even if they are far from anxious to their parents, occasionally such topics will appear.
“Yueyu, I have a friend who introduced a nice little girl. Would you like to meet?”
Qiao met with a mouthful of rice stalks in his mouth, swallowed with difficulty, looked at Qiao’s mother who was full of concern, and squatted.
“…No, I don’t have much time lately.”
“You say that every time.”
Ma Qiao opened her eyes pretentiously and dissatisfied, Qiao Yu shrank her neck and took two mouthfuls of rice without reason. His eyes turned around and did not dare to look at Lin Qing.
“Recently, there is no time and nothing to worry about. Don’t worry. Whenever you have time, you can meet with others. Or do you prefer boys? That’s fine. Mom will help you choose.”
…How to put it, after the development of technology to a considerable extent, it is a good thing that the restriction on the **** of lovers is not so deadly, but it still makes Qiao Yu uncomfortable when he hears such questions from his mother.
When she was about to turn this topic over with a scornful grin, she heard the people around her who hadn’t been moving since just now suddenly speak first.
“Aunt Joe, Joe met her like–”
Lin Qing’s voice was soft and soft, but Qiao Yu’s heart suddenly raised her throat and looked at Lin Qing in a panic.
She was not ready to tell her love for Lin Qing in front of the two parents, not to mention that the two of them couldn’t be considered together at all, at this time…
Lin Qing paused for a while and glanced at her as if he was aware of her thoughts. The deliberate shape of her lips clearly meant to say the word “I”.
“——I like girls.”
Fortunately, Lin Qing still cared about her feelings, and did not say it directly. Qiao Yu Xiaoxiao breathed a sigh of relief, but soon realized that these words were not much better.
“Huh? How did Qingqing know about Qiao Yu?”
Sure enough, Ma Lin quickly discovered the problem, her eyes sharpened, and she wandered about them inquisitively.
“I, I told her!”
Knowing that the more hesitated at this time, the easier it is for bad things, Qiao Yu quickly picked up the conversation, and his nervous voice became a little bit sharper, and he was caught off guard by the unexpected situation.
“So…”
Ma Qiao’s voice was obviously a little disappointed, she sighed and said with a hatred of iron and steel.
“Since I know that I like girls, what’s the matter when I meet? Qingqing, you should also persuade her to let her learn from you. Qiao always avoids this kind of thing when encountering this child.”
“I–”
Qiao Yu subconsciously wanted to argue, but stopped between the electric light and flint, and suddenly realized that there was something very worthy of attention in Qiao’s words just now.
“…Learn from Lin Qing?”
She spoke slowly, feeling the breath of the people around her, and then suddenly panicked. She seemed to hesitate for a moment between stopping Qiao’s mother and explaining to Qiaoyu, but this moment was enough for Qiao’s unknowingly to speak frankly. the whole story.
“I’ve seen it several times. Although I didn’t get it, I don’t just hide away like you.”
“…”
“Huh, didn’t Qingqin tell you?”
Only then did Qiao’s mother taste something wrong. She looked at her daughter who had her head down and made no sound. She also looked at Lin Qing, whose face was pale as paper for some reason. She couldn’t even bother to discuss the matter for a while. Huh, he stood up and asked, “What’s wrong with Qing Qing? Why is his face so bad!”
The other adults on the table also became nervous, and one after another came over to Lin Qing and asked for warmth. Lin Qing’s lips moved a few times but there was no sound. A pair of eyes just stuck to Qiao Yu’s body, but the person didn’t look at it, but just put it down silently. After removing the chopsticks, the click of a light collision with the plate made Lin Qing tremble.
Just when she couldn’t help trying to explain to her by blowing Qiao Yu’s face regardless of the occasion, Qiao Yu finally let out a sigh of relief and looked at her.
“Are you not feeling well?”
With just the right care and expression without flaws, no one can see what’s wrong.
Lin Qing fell into an unspeakable panic.
“Qiao Yu, I…”
The hand that wanted to catch Qiao Yu was evaded without a trace. Qiao Yu raised his hand intimately to check the temperature of her forehead, but Lin Qing felt that the temperature on her forehead was as cold as ice.
“Ah, sorry, my hands are too cold.”
Qiao Yu quickly realized this problem and withdrew his hand, and his eyes looked at her with concern and gestures.
“Are you not feeling well?”
She asked again, and Lin Qing knew that she was urging her to explain what she meant not to worry the adults, but in her heart she repeatedly replayed the scene of her avoiding herself just now.
“…It’s okay, probably just a little lack of sleep.”
Lin Qing heard what she said, soothing the unknowing adults. She saw that after Qiao Yu said “That’s good”, she simply looked away from her body, her eyes flat on the table, it was difficult. Identify what emotions are.
No, Joe Yu, don’t be angry, look at me, look at me.
The unspeakable panic stalked in her throat, and Lin Qing’s sensibility allowed her to keep a decent smile at the dinner table. In fact, she had long since collapsed into an uneasy chaos.
In the second half of the meal, Qiao Yu didn’t take another look.
Lin Qing grabbed her hand almost at the same time she got out of the jumping point.
“Qiao Yu, listen to me–”
“Calm down.”
Lin Qing was obviously panicked, Qiao Yu secretly reflected on her reaction at the dinner table, and said softly.
“Go to your house and talk about it.”
As if comforted by her calm attitude, Lin Qing stunned to relax her strength, but still holding her hand, followed her in the door step by step.
When the two of them were seated, Lin Qing wanted to explain something, but Qiao Yu took the lead.
“It doesn’t matter if you don’t need to explain, I understand.”
“You must think that it doesn’t matter if you see or not. Aunt Lin is a soft-hearted person. It is much harder to refuse her than to refuse a blind date. So just go and see each other. Every time you come back and say that it is inappropriate, you can ask for a period of time. Clean.”
“It’s good to avoid conflicts with the family.”
Qiao Yu analyzed it seriously, thinking that this is really Lin Qing’s style, after all, this person is quite experienced in rejecting this matter, and it must not be a difficult task for her to go on a blind date and reject it by the way.
“…I, I haven’t told you before, it’s because I’m not good…”
“Nothing like that.”
The voices of the people around him were still very disturbed for some reason, trembling slightly. Qiao Yu blinked slowly and shook his head.
“There is nothing good or bad, this is not the kind of thing that must be told to other people, it is personal freedom, no one will criticize you for it.”
“…You are not someone else…!”
As if being annoyed by her words, Lin Qing leaned towards her suddenly, Qiao Yu had to retreat aside, but Lin Qing, who was more flustered, held her shoulders and was forced to turn around.
Ah, why, this man looks like he is about to cry.
Qiao Yu looked at it for a long while, then moved his gaze away from the misty eyes, and dropped his eyes slightly tired.
“Is this title important, Lin Qing.”
“…”
The strength of the hands holding her shoulders increased again, and Qiao Yu had already begun to feel pain, but did not say anything, and changed the subject arrogantly.
“I always thought that we should find a chance to have a good chat-you know, it’s about the recent things.”
“But now it seems… I don’t need to talk anymore.”
Qiao Yu suddenly felt absurd, showing a self-deprecating smile. Lin Qing eagerly wanted to refute something, but was interrupted by her.
“Lin Qing, I think you and I should know that no one will like that person immediately after hearing another person say they like her.”
“…Qiao Yu…”
The voice calling her name weakened, implied pleading, Qiao Yu still stubbornly did not look at her, and continued.
“I used to lie to myself, you have always liked me, but you didn’t notice it.”
“But… Lin Qing.”
Qiao Yu’s throat choked, she tried to calm her emotions, and said solemnly.
“If a person has someone she likes, then she won’t easily accept a blind date at home, will she?”
“…No, why, why not?”
For Lin Qing, these words were almost unreasonable for her without logic and composition. Qiao Yu responded with a smile and did not answer.
“It’s okay, Lin Qing, as I said just now, this is all personal freedom. No one will criticize you for not loving me.”
“I think it’s probably because I put too much pressure on you before, making you feel that if you don’t love me, you will lose a friend, so you are forced to force yourself to feel that you love me.”
“Joe meets you, don’t… talk to yourself!”
Lin Qing’s voice was still trembling, but the hard floor straightened her face, so she had to face Lin Qing, looking at the other party’s crying expression.
“I like you, why should you deny this matter for me? Why don’t you believe me?”
“You like me…” Qiao Yu suddenly smiled, bending his eyebrows, but the words he uttered were far less gentle than smiling, “I believe you like me. It’s just.”
“It’s just this liking, the same as you liking cats, liking the doll bear that you had when you were a child, and liking the perfume you have been using.”
“It’s just that I was lucky enough to occupy the position of a childhood sweetheart. The weight is heavier than them. When you want to give up, the pain is stronger. So you mistake this pain for love, and then use it as a bargaining chip in exchange for me. Stay.”
Seeing Lin Qing’s pupils were slightly enlarged, her lips trembled, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn’t make a sound. Qiao Yu’s eyes gradually dimmed and she took a breath.
“I know it’s hard to tell all of this.”
Her voice was low, she couldn’t tell what kind of mood she was in her heart, she had to stalk everything in her throat, only spit out pale words.
“We have known each other for too long, and we have never separated. When we face the separation, we will be in a hurry. After all, our feelings will be deeper than friendship.” Qiao Yu paused and added an explanation, “Maybe yes. You are more like family, like sisters.”
“to me……?”
Lin Qing, who hadn’t spoken for a long time, suddenly moved. Her eyes were already red. At this moment, it was more like asking Qiao Yu with a wave of energy. The questions raised were almost sharp, like a double-edged sword that would not distinguish between us.
“What about you?”
“Why can you be sure that you are true love to me?”
“…”
This time when Qiao Yu fell silent, Lin Qing almost thought she had won.
But there was no half of the joy of victory in her heart, but inexplicably painful, as if she was finely churned into a mass of blood and blood by a blade, and even inhalation would bring pain, but it was dense but heart-wrenching.
Lin Qing suddenly felt a shaky illusion, as if she was about to fall from the cloud in the next second, she was relieved of the strength to hold Qiao Yu’s shoulder.
Just before her hand slipped from Qiao Yu’s shoulder, Qiao Yu duped her silently.
Lin Qing did not resist, she had no time to react, so Qiao Yusong held her shoulders and lay on the sofa, while Qiao Yu looked condescendingly and propped her head with one hand involuntarily.
“…You ask me why I can be sure?”
Qiao Yu’s voice was different from just now, as if it contained some kind of strong feelings. Her eyes were heavy, and her gaze gradually moved down from Lin Qing’s, making Lin Qing’s heart agitated inexplicably, as if it were real.
Not only the look in the eyes, but Qiao Yu’s free right hand also gently stroked up, touched the corner of her eye as if touched non-touch, and then moved down a little bit.
Cheeks, nose tip, lips.
The finger rested on his lips for a moment, and then continued downward.
Chin, Adam’s apple, collarbone.
Qiao Yu gently stroked the mole above Lin Qing’s collarbone. Lin Qing felt that she deliberately pressed it, and her skin felt strangely itchy, even though Qiao Yu’s hand had left there. It took a long time to disperse.
It’s better to say that all the places that Qiao Yu had touched were inexplicably numb, and accompanied by astonishing enthusiasm, an unbearable fire was ignited out of thin air. Lin Qing was dry and at a loss as to what to do.
She didn’t understand what was going on. The body was aroused by an unfamiliar reaction, like the itching from the depths of the body that was hard to eliminate. Lin Qing didn’t understand the principle of this strange feeling, but instinctively came up. An idea.
——It’s time to let Joe Yu, touch there again.
She was taken aback by her unspeakable thoughts, and Qiao Yu’s fingers slid across her collarbone carelessly, and finally stopped at her neckline.
Qiao Yu’s slightly cool fingers hooked Lin Qing’s collar and gently pulled it down.
Lin Qing tensed her body unconsciously. Her mind was dimly burned by the unusual heat, but she still did not make any resistance, just slightly opened her lips and breathed slightly.
She is an adult, and she knows what this action means.
Thousands of complicated feelings were surging in her heart, but she couldn’t give up the thought of avoiding the resistance, she just looked at Qiao Yu quietly, vaguely in her mind, waiting for things to happen.
Qiao Yu closed his hand at this moment.
She let go and sat upright again, then stood up anxiously, and walked quickly to the door as if she was trying to avoid something.
“…I can be sure that my feeling for you is love.”
The heat source suddenly went away, and Lin Qing’s hazy mind became a little clearer. She stood up from the sofa and heard these words when she subconsciously touched her collar.
Qiao Yu’s voice was not steady, and she could hear that she was trying to restrain her panic, but obviously the effect was not very good.
“Because I have… desires for you.”
The last two words were very ambiguous by her, but Lin Qing seemed to see a flash of lightning that polished the night, he heard clearly, and his eyes widened slightly.
“…Let’s do that for today. We, we all calm down.”
Qiao Yu’s words hesitated and lost her initial ease. Lin Qing felt that she heard a trace of embarrassment from her words, and when she looked up, she was catching up with the other party and looked away panickedly.
This made Lin Qing feel dissatisfied again, but strangely, it was not accompanied by the panic like the end of the world.
“That’s it, good night.”
This was not so much a farewell as it was an escape. Lin Qing only opened her mouth in time, and saw Qiao Yu hurriedly open the door and jumped out without a sound.
Lin Qing frowned, hesitated for a while on the idea of chasing it out, and decided to respect Qiao Yu’s opinion.
She does need some time to think alone.
Lin Qing recalled what had happened, and moved the hand on the lap of his clothes, then raised his hand to touch the corner of his eye and slid down a little bit.
Lin Qing touched it again along the track Qiao Yu had touched just now, her eyes flickering slightly.
…Just now, before letting Qiao Yu go, she should have been asked to specify the content of “desire”.