What if I Write the Continuation of Romance as Lily - Chapter 85
The waiting days are never easy.
Lin Qing thinks she has the right to speak about this matter. After all, after meeting Qiao Yu, she always seems to be waiting.
At the very beginning, I waited for Qiao Yu to fall in love with her, and after mutual understanding, I waited for Qiao Yu to solve the problem of satisfaction, and then waited for Qiao Yu to come back.
She was not a person who was good at waiting, but she was willing to make an exception for Qiao Yu.
She guarded? A lonely memory waited for two years–perhaps exactly one and a half years, after all, she was kept in the dark for more than half a year before Qiao Yu left, and she only felt the strangeness of a certain moment every day. Confuse.
If? If you can remain that ignorant forever, you might be happier than now.
—At least Qiao Yu seems to think so.
Standing three steps away? Lin Qing lowered his eyes to the person who thought he was so irritating. He didn’t look at what she was looking at at this time, and secretly thanked her for being obedient and not approaching or speaking.
Lin Qing was very angry, Lin Qing was really angry with Qiao Yu.
Just saying goodbye without saying goodbye is enough for her to make a pot of bitter wine in a difficult time.
What’s more, she didn’t even know anything about this person’s return.
There is nothing more offensive than knowing the whereabouts of one’s lover from a nearby audience?
Should it be said that “new hatred and old hatred” came to my heart together? Lin Qing quickly adjusted the heartbeat disturbed by Qiao Yu’s unspoken rules, and asked calmly.
“I have something to ask you, can I.”
Without receiving a response, Lin Qing took a glance and saw that Qiao Yu was nodding obediently, pursing her mouth, and was sincere in enforcing her ban.
Not daring to look more, Lin Qing looked away at a glance, and said, “I ask you to answer, don’t say anything else.”
“Um.”
Quickly understand? This is the meaning of allowing her to speak when she is asked a question. Qiao Yu made a gentle nasal sound, which sounded no objection at all. But the more she was like this, the more complicated Lin Qing’s mood became.
“Two years ago, what happened?”
The question that has been lingering in my heart so far has not been able to show up in front of people can finally be asked to the Lord. This matter is like a fishbone stuck in Lin Qing’s throat, growing deeper and deeper with the years, almost growing with the flesh, such as? When I was able to spit it out, I felt like tearing pain, reminding Lin Qing that the days and nights with it were not easy.
After Lin Qing remembered Qiao Yu, it wasn’t that he hadn’t guessed, but they were all fantasies that couldn’t fall to the ground. No one could give her the exact answer at that time, and now she can’t wait to cut it open? This old creation.
“…”
She heard Qiao Yu take a breath, and said slowly.
“…I changed the post I posted at that time, and then the satisfaction became zero, and I was punished…Well, I was taken out of this world, which is equivalent to exile.”
“Recently, my satisfaction has risen to one, and I will be able to come back.”
What she said was flat and straightforward, but Lin Qing breathed in confusion.
“You mean, you have been in exile all this time?”
She increased her tone on the word exile, and couldn’t help but raise her eyes to look at Qiao Yu. The other party hesitated for a while and pursed her mouth.
“Well, but the flow of world time in exile is different from here-I don’t think… it hasn’t been long.”
She said? She put her hands behind her a little awkwardly, raised her head to meet Lin Qing’s eyes, her eyes softly: “I made a decision without authorization at that time… I’m sorry.”
“…As of this day, I still say what these useless things are doing.”
As soon as she touched her back, Lin Qing moved away from her gaze lightly, but her heart was not as calm as she had shown.
She struggled ambivalently. On the one hand, she wanted to ask about Qiao Yu’s exile, and on the other hand, she intuitively felt that it was definitely not an understatement like Qiao Yu said.
Lin Qing didn’t have the confidence to be able to challenge Qiao Yu after hearing that Qiao Yu suffered.
But if it turns out to be like that, it’s just a delay, it’s like pretending that you can’t see the huge scars hidden by dust.
The pus-filled wound needs to be cut open? In order to squeeze out the bad water and slowly recover, Qiao Yu did something wrong, just let it go and pretend to be the same? If you continue to get along, one day these things will become? It lies across the gap between her and Qiao Yu.
There are so many things she has to say, and every sentence requires her to harden her heart.
“After you left, everyone forgot about you.”
“Do you have any clues about this?”
Lin Qing’s voice was faint, and she continued to ask as if she were doing business, feeling that the person in front of her suddenly became tense, and her body tightened.
“…That is, after I was exiled, the world’s handling of me. Because I am a foreigner after all…”
“Do you know it will? Be like that, don’t you.”
Relentlessly aggressive, Qiao Yu closed his eyes and nodded heavily, ready to be criticized.
But to her surprise, Lin Qing didn’t have any special reaction, just motioned for her to continue.
Qiao Yu’s eyes were apologetic, and she bowed her head sincerely: “It seems to have recovered after I came back… It should be very confusing to think of me suddenly? I—”
“If you want to apologize to me for this, then you don’t have to.”
Lin Qing’s eyes flashed, and the corners of her lips curled up.
“What I said just now seems to have missed a word.”
“…?”
Looking at Qiao Yu with a dazed expression, Lin Qing smiled gently, but with a kind of retaliatory pleasure.
“After you left, everyone forgot about you—except me.”
She watched almost happily as the expression on Qiao Yu’s face turned into an uncontrollable panic. She let out a silent smile from her throat, and her eyebrows were softly bent.
“I still forgot about you for more than half a year, but it suddenly occurred to me one day.”
“Looking at you, it seems to me? Thinking of you completely ignorant of this matter, well, I guess so.”
“To be honest, at the very beginning? Hajime just felt that it was strange. It should have been impossible to remember—want to know why I remembered it?”
Lin Qing stopped looking at Qiao Yu’s mixed expression of shock and pain, and took out a neatly folded piece of paper from his pocket. It was opened by repeated rubbing too many times, and the paper became thinner. Now, she took it out carefully, able to maintain the calm expression on the surface, but failed to restrain the shaking of her hands.
She walked forward quickly, patted that piece of paper on Qiao Yu’s chest, looked straight into Qiao Yu’s eyes for the first time tonight, and smiled softly.
“fraud.”
Qiao Yu took the piece of paper tremblingly, shaking his hands awkwardly, and tried several times before successfully unfolding it?.
She was dizzy almost at the same time she saw the four words “wish list”. The line below belonged to her familiar handwriting, but now it all seemed to be the glass shards in the eye.
“why…”
She muttered helplessly? Even she herself didn’t know what she wanted to ask. Why does Lin Qing think of her? Why didn’t this piece of paper be erased along with her disappearance?
Why did Lin Qing’s eyes look calm and indifferent, but it made people feel like she would cry in the next second?
“What’s wrong?”
With a relaxed tone that didn’t suit the atmosphere, Lin Qing’s voice fell into Qiao Yu’s heart like a hammer.
“Can you acquiesce in me forgetting you, but can’t accept me thinking about it halfway?”
I don’t know what to do? How to face her harsh words that are almost cruel, Qiao Yu flushed his eyes and looked at Lin Qing almost imploringly.
“…Don’t look at that? Me.”
The other party’s voice trembled for a moment, and quickly started to be ruthless, and directly reached out and stopped in front of her, forcing Qiao Yu’s vision into darkness.
“Don’t presume to think that it is a pitiful thing for me to think of you.”
“For me, letting me forget you just like that is my greatest misfortune.”
When vision is deprived, touch and hearing will become more sensitive. Lin Qing’s palms are very cold, covering Qiao Yu’s painful eyes like ice. Qiao Yu caught the tremor of her voice that was gradually unable to hide.
“…Why didn’t you tell me when making a decision? Why didn’t everything…not tell me at that time?”
“Is it just how old you are than me? So you can make some decisions for me that you think you are good to me-do you know that you are so self-righteous, Joe Yu?”
The pain in the bottom of my heart couldn’t make a sound. Qiao Yu opened his mouth in vain and closed it as if his throat was clogged with cotton.
She seems to have done something wrong.
I didn’t want to put Lin Qing on the shackles that I didn’t know when would he be able to untie it? But he didn’t think that it might not be a burden for Lin Qing. She had the opportunity to tell Lin Qing frankly. Maybe it would make Lin Qing worry? Make her sad, but it is definitely better than Lin Qing’s anxiety after unexpectedly recovering her memory but not knowing her whereabouts.
It was painful just to think about that scene—and the person she didn’t want to hurt in the whole world suffered for so long because of the difference in her thoughts.
“Then two years have passed, and I am already higher than your grade in this world. Shouldn’t it be time to listen to what I said?”
Lin Qing removed the palm of her hand, and Qiao Yu was burst into tears by the sudden light. Seeing Lin Qing’s face in the blur, she opened her mouth every word.
“In the past two years, I haven’t been happy at all, it’s all—”
I couldn’t say anything at this point, Lin Qing’s voice was stuck in his throat, no matter how deep he breathed, it wouldn’t help. Qiao Yu laughed bitterly when she heard her messy breathing, and then took the second half of the sentence for her.
“…This is all thanks to me.”
Qiao Yu blinked slowly, and a tear came down.
Does Lin Qing hate Qiao Yu, probably?
Lin Qing’s behavior for her? To think of thousands of excuses, resent her thousands of times, and forgive her thousands of times, and in the end he was always crushed by the **** reality.
I might lose her.
It is inevitable that this kind of thought will come up. Just thinking about it will make heartache.
On the second birthday without Qiao Yu, Lin Qing smiled and closed his eyes at the birthday candle, but his heart was empty.
The last birthday wish was not fulfilled, and it may not be possible to make a wish.
But I have no other extravagances.
In the past period of time, she had nothing but vague memories, like a bird without legs that could not land. She thought that one day she would even forget about Qiao Yu. At that time, Qiao Yu would just be in the wind as if she had never been in this world.
Lin Qing realized that she was afraid of such a future, so she became more silent, guarding the memory that was not increasing, and she was uneasy all day long.
Does Lin Qing love Qiaoyu?
Lin Qing never thought that one day she would hesitate on this issue, probably because the feelings in most mortals in the world are not as abundant. Love and hate are the two most labor-intensive feelings. Most people only You can choose one, either the vigorous love, or the grit of hatred.
She once felt that she should have hated Qiao Yuyouai. When I heard that Qiao Yu appeared in others’ mouths, the panic was because the haters appeared too suddenly, and I was angry because Qiao Yu didn’t invite her? The anger was because her resentment was hard to talk about, and the restlessness at home was finally changed into inconspicuous. The clothes came to the hotel secretly because they wanted to see earlier what the person she hated was like now-look, maybe a bit irrational, but it still makes sense, right?
But when Qiao Yu did show up and rushed towards her, Lin Qing had to stop Qiao Yu from approaching, and Qiao Yu’s words, if possible, she even wanted to stop Qiao Yu’s eyes—I don’t know why. Can speak it.
Just glanced at Qiao Yu and heard her say the phrase “I’m back.”
Lin Qing’s heart was beating frantically after being silent for two years.
Why, why, Qiao Yu.
And now, Lin Qing looked at Qiao Yu, who was silently crying, and these words still appeared in his heart, sour and unspeakable, but it seemed that something hard was gradually dissolving? So that what was hidden in it could not stop. The place of residence popped up.
“…Qiao Yu.”
She couldn’t even tell whether her mood at the moment was annoyance or joy. Lin Qing gritted her teeth and called her name. Seeing Qiao Yu Wensheng raising her head, her bright red eye sockets squeezed?, her always clear amber eyes sank, like It was mixed with muddy pain and self-blame.
Is this the result Lin Qing wants?
Lin Qing’s mind gradually became confused, trying to maintain his Qingming.
“why cry?”
“Because I… did something wrong.” There is still a question and answer, Qiao Yu’s voice is very soft, as if trying to restrain her choking.
“Is it useful to cry if I do something wrong?”
what. Such lines. Lin Qing became anxious about her own words, realizing that she was about to lose control, took a deep breath and suppressed it.
“…” Qiao Yu shook his head quietly, his eyelashes moistened with tears hanging down, flapping like a crow feather. “I should be punished more.”
Maybe it’s because Qiao Yu looks too low now, maybe because her chest is full of unknown emotions, Lin Qing couldn’t help herself. When she realized she had grabbed Qiao Yu’s tie and forced her to lower her head. Come.
“…What should be punished then?”
Whether it was words or actions, it was as if the body was acting on its own. Lin Qing trembled fiercely, but slowly wrapped her long tie around her palm, and the slender five fingers dropped and clenched.
She didn’t miss it, and Qiao Yu’s throat moved slightly.
It’s already reached this point. If you get a little closer, then…you won’t be condemned by the gods, right?
Just like the dark sky illuminated by the thunder and lightning, Lin Qing suddenly understood where her feelings would end up.
As long as you show up, I can’t bear it.
When I was young, I thought that love is all sweet and a gift from God. How can I think that it is actually a bitter medicine coated with sugar? It is an addictive poison.
These are all you gave me. Whether you love or hate, everything will belong to you.
But as long as it is you, I seem to be all-
“Listen, Joe Yu, I haven’t forgiven you yet.”
As if to Qiao Yu listen, and as if to herself, Lin Qing said softly, raising her eyes.
“But now, kiss me.”
She was stunned when she saw her red-eyed lover, blinked helplessly, and couldn’t help tugging his lover’s tie.
“What’s wrong? Have you forgotten what to do? I want to teach—”
Even if I feel itchy and anxious as if there is a kitten scratching in my heart, I still have to say a few words hard, as if this can convince myself that I just want to have a little skin contact suddenly, and it has nothing to do with feelings.
Fortunately, the man who leaned down obediently didn’t seem to be that slow.
Qiao Yu lowered his head and kissed Lin Qing.