What if I Write the Continuation of Romance as Lily - Chapter 92
Today’s road home is two people walking together?
When Qiao Yu returned to the school to find the teacher to retrieve her? After the phone was confiscated, she convinced the security guard to let Lin Qing and her to enter the school together, but did not stay in the school any longer, and soon led Lin Qing with him. Embarked on the way home.
Didn’t take the car, Qiao Yu used a relaxed tone along the way? Lin Qing talked about some interesting things in learning? He didn’t mean to mention that incident at all, and Lin Qing said very few words, most of the time just right. She smiled, but held her hands tightly.
The more Qiao Yu did not ask anything, the more guilty Lin Qing felt.
Lin Qing has always known her? There is a problem in a certain corner of her heart.
After meeting with Joe again, her feeling of nowhere to rest finally landed, and the suffocating world like the moon was rejuvenated, but only in that corner, it seemed that there was still a rational, almost cold voice. Repeated over and over.
—How do you know her? You won’t leave again?
Even knowing that the key satisfaction has not decreased or improved much for the time being, she felt at ease on one side, but the other side heard that voice sounded again: This may only be temporary.
Lin Qing was annoyed by this, but what made her feel at a loss was that she gradually discovered her? It seemed that there was no way to completely deny the voice.
The person she loves, with clear and gentle eyes, was rejected and did not give up, using persistent actions to silently declare to her again and again that she would not leave her side this time.
But when Lin Qing was looking at her, the voice in her heart was calling out calmly and feverishly from beginning to end.
Catch her?.
Hold her? Hold her in the palm of your hand, tie it to your side, let her? Never leave.
Dangerous, but tempting to be shocking.
Lin Qing knew that this should be a mental illness, but there was nothing he could do.
She didn’t tell Qiao Yu about this, because Qiao Yu was too gentle. Lin Qing could see that Qiao Yu was already blaming herself for the matter of leaving without saying goodbye before, and her original anger was gradually softened into distress during this period, she didn’t want to see it. Qiao Yu is too heavy to be too heavy, to carry all the responsibilities on her own-Qiao Yu is for her? This is what Lin Qing knows.
Qiao Yu didn’t suffer much less than her in those two years? That person just didn’t mention it.
If it weren’t for falling in love with her, Qiao Yu should have just performed a mission on official business, and after finishing the mission, she retreated to her original world instead of doing her best like this. Staying here through all the thorns and thorns, forever lost the way to return to her? Lin Qing didn’t even dare to think about this matter? And what was Qiao Yu thinking when he made this decision.
If this is a crime, then Lin Qing is also an accomplice.
She should have shared half of the pain for Qiao Yu.
But she? But unconsciously gave birth to despicable thoughts. Unspeakable desires and greed breed in the corners of my heart, as if gradually raising a demon. Every time I approach Qiao Yu, he sighs of joy and whispers seductively in her ears: Restrain Qiao Yu even harder.
So Lin Qing realized that if she just let it go, all she could bring to Qiao Yu was probably only the shackles.
And she? Can’t even tell if that is the right thing?.
Lin Qing is unwilling to let go in such an unclear situation. Compared to feelings that cannot be clarified for the time being, she is more afraid that she will hurt Qiao Yu, and tight restraint will cause a rebound. If If Qiao Yu hates her for this,…just thinking that this will cause panic.
What’s the matter? Until now, the reason why she and Qiao Yu have maintained such a rumorous relationship? It’s no longer a simple one? She is also angry or can’t let go of her? It’s her? Increasing desire for exclusiveness.
This matter? Only Lin Qing knew. She struggled to control herself and Qiao Yu to keep a certain distance. If there was no way to relieve Qiao Yu’s worries, at least she didn’t want to add more psychological burden to Qiao Yu.
But now Qiao Yu knows.
Although Qiao Yu looked nothing unusual on the surface and showed no signs of resistance at all, she was only outside the school gate. When she heard Qiao Yu say those words, Lin Qing knew she was right. The secret has been revealed.
Regardless of her? How reluctant, how madly crying from the bottom of my heart not to be like this is not your fault, that person’s clear eyes are still full of apology, holding her? hand to his face, leaning her face gently In her palm, whispering tirelessly over and over again that I am here, I will not leave you again.
Undeniably, Lin Qing’s uneasy mood was indeed smoothed by such a voice.
At the same time, this makes her extremely guilty.
The daylight at the end of September had become shorter, and the pink-purple sunset gradually filled the sky. The dusk caught up from behind Lin Qing and Qiao Yu, and Wen Tun engulfed the city peacefully.
Before the sun fell in the mountains, they walked to the door of Lin Qing’s house and stopped together.
Qiao Yu, who had been working hard to speak in an active atmosphere, finally ended the topic at this time. She turned around and looked at Lin Qing, with unspeakable softness in her eyes.
“Would you like to invite me in and sit down?”
“…”
Lin Qing’s breathing was still for a moment, her hand clenched, and then loosened a little.
“…No.” She? said so, her voice light and fluttering, “today…no.”
“Yes.”
Qiao Yu nodded frankly and accepted her? He was silent for a while.
“Lin Qing, you can rely on me.”
do not do that.
Qiao Yu’s voice was serious and solemn, but Lin Qing couldn’t help lowering her head and closing her eyes. She held Qiao Yu’s hand in her hand, and could feel the temperature and the faint pulse under her skin, suggesting her? Opposite is a vivid person.
What’s wrong? Keep that person within reach, even Qiao Yu himself agreed, so what are you waiting for?
The voice from the bottom of my heart sounded at the right time again, like the whisper of an angel or a devil, telling her that she thinks she wants to keep her lover by her side is not sinful.
“…I know.”
With a sore head jumping, Lin Qing spoke softly, restraining the tremor of her voice, and raised her eyes to look at Qiao Yu.
“I just… still? It will take some time.”
It was like someone who had just been rescued from the bottom of a cliff, standing on the edge of a cliff that was not strong enough, always worried about the second fall.
This is by no means a good state of mind, and Lin Qing doesn’t want to put any negative emotions on Qiao Yu.
So, don’t do that…indulge me, Qiao Yu.
And she didn’t need to explain too much, Lin Qing saw Qiao Yu nodded, the soft light in her eyes was like continuous lights, gentle and not scorching.
“Then, how long will it take?”
“…I…”
“Well, how about setting it until the end of my college entrance examination?”
Seeing that Lin Qing couldn’t tell the exact time, Qiao Yu proposed a node for her, saying that I should have been busy during this time anyway, so he smiled bitterly and touched the back of his head.
“Of course, I’m always there when you need me.”
“Before that? Keep it like this.”
He even spoke out the unspeakable words for Lin Qing naturally. Lin Qing looked at her smiling eyes nicely, feeling the soreness in her throat.
“It’s okay, I’m pretty good at waiting.”
Probably because Lin Qing’s expression was too serious, Qiao Yu raised his hand and rubbed her face, and stopped for a moment with nostalgia before leaving.
“But still? I want to continue to be my teacher. Also? When I get to the top five in the future, I will have to be rewarded—”
“…I know. You are really…”
Lin Qing couldn’t help but was amused by her inappropriateness, and when she saw Qiao Yu’s tight shoulders loosen slightly, she laughed with her.
“Then you go in, it’s almost dark.”
She said to Lin Qing’s house and pointed at Lin Qing’s house, and signaled Lin Qing to go in, and then she left again.
Lin Qing said lightly, it took a lot of willpower to let go of Qiao Yu’s hand, tried not to pay attention to the loss in her heart, and took a step with her back to Qiao Yu.
“…Qiao Yu.”
After only two steps, he couldn’t help stopping, Qiao Yu’s response came from behind him, Lin Qing did not look back, hesitated for a moment before continuing.
“Your birthday is coming soon, right? What do you want? Do you want it?”
“…”
There was a moment of astonishment in the people behind him, and he quickly exhaled a slightly bitter smile.
“Is the teacher giving me a gift?”
Her stress was on the word “teacher”, and Lin Qing immediately understood what she meant, but there was no way to refute it.
“I am thinking about it now? I can’t come out… if I have to say something? I want your school’s acceptance letter.”
“…I can’t give that.”
“that’s true.”
Qiao Yu’s chuckle came from behind, she stopped after a second laugh, and her voice dropped abruptly.
“… Then forget it, and I won’t have a banquet this year—because? I did it just a while ago?”
“Because? I also missed it? Your two-year birthday…”
“Qiao Yu.”
Uncontrollably interrupting Qiao Yu’s lower and lower voice, Lin Qing shook his head vigorously.
“It’s not the same thing?.”
“I’ve long… I don’t blame you.”
He said this sentence in relief, Lin Qing heard Qiao Yu’s slight inhalation, and then responded with a little nasal sound.
“…That’s it.”
Lin Qing didn’t dare to look back at her. He had a hunch that he would hug her as long as he turned his head, and then became entangled to the point of being inseparable.
But it was too difficult to refuse such a temptation, so Lin Qing turned around and hugged Qiao Yu, even indulged herself in gently kissing the corner of her lips, and then drove shame and willpower to let herself relax. Open her? and hurried into the house?
Until the moment she closed the door, Lin Qing could feel the gentle eyes cast on her back, like a shadow.
It was a bit late to go home today. Fortunately, Qiao’s father and Qiao’s mother were not at home. Qiao Yu was able to avoid questioning, and after having dinner quietly, he went into the room and stayed alone.
“…”
She didn’t waste any time. After washing herself, she immediately took out the teaching materials, turned on the lamp, and sat down at the desk.
“…Host…”
It’s just that she? The worried ally is not so calm like her, and finally? He didn’t hold back and opened his mouth.
“…Is it okay? Leave Lin Qing like that alone…”
The system is very worried, and always feels that it is a better choice to follow Lin Qing at the door of Lin Qing’s house. Although Lin Qing herself refused, she seems to want to continue staying with her host?
The host also obviously cares very much about that side. The first thing he did when he got home was to send a message to Lin Qing that he was safe, and it was also right now. The cell phone was on the side, for fear of missing Lin Qing’s contact.
Since everyone is the same, why not do that?
“Does it matter, think? What should I do, that is what Lin Qing should decide?”
Qiao Yu stopped writing temporarily, his eyes flashed.
“The first thing I should do at that time? Is to make sure that what she’s saying is true or not? Is she doing her best?”
“…I don’t know if I should be lucky or not? It’s unfortunate. Lin Qing was telling the truth at that time. She really wanted to take some time.”
Looking back? With Lin Qing’s slightly red eyes but still affirmative, Qiao Yu smiled in a complicated mood.
“To be honest, I think she? Think? It doesn’t matter what I do-but forget it, that’s fine.”
“Because I am still in an unstable state, so if I say that, it is probably an irresponsible behavior in itself.”
As she spoke, she lowered her gaze to the subject, the system seemed to understand, and she asked without giving up.
“But, but, I heard that Lin Qing was so worried that the host would leave, would the host talk to her more? It would be better to say some guarantees?”
“…Those are enough.”
Faced with Lin Qing who was on the verge of losing control, with extreme guilt, Qiao Yu didn’t remember her? How many times did she say it before calling Lin Qing back.
The power of words is sometimes pale.
“Compared to that, what I have to do now? More important.”
“The first is to study. Anyway, you have to be admitted to Lin Qing’s school first. This is the most important last battle. You must not fail.”
“Then take care of your body, live, stay healthy, and live as long as possible than…”
I don’t understand why the topic suddenly jumped from? Studying to some heavy living, the system made a puzzled voice, and began to wonder if this world still has any other restrictions on the host? It doesn’t know, fortunately, under Qiao Yu’s One sentence dispelled this worry, but the content made it not know what to say.
“When I and Lin Qing are both old, their hair is very white, their eyes are blurred, and we have to support each other on the road.”
“By then? She will always know that I won’t leave her again? This sentence is true.”
A lie won’t come true after a thousand times, but the truth is just a statement? Yukou felt pale.
Qiao Yu said? Want? And? Lin Qing was in the dark.
She? Will always prove it by action, that is by no means a lie.