When He Smiles - Chapter 40

In the small space, he didn’t move for a long time, his face pressed against her neck and sniffed fiercely. Meng Shengnan was so stiff, not daring to breathe out loudly. He smelled great, and he rubbed his palms on her waist. Can’t remember how long it took, she thought he was asleep.

“Chi Zheng?”

She yelled softly, and the man let out a dull ‘um’.

“you’re drunk?”

The man smiled, “Do you think I’m drunk like this?”

Meng Shengnan’s arms were sleepy, and his face turned to one side in the darkness. Chi Zheng slowly lifted his head from her neck, tilted slightly, and looked at her eyes.

“How do you know if you don’t see it?”

There was a smile in his voice, but she didn’t say a word. There are people singing in the street storefront across the door. It is Yuquan’s unforgettable song. She has heard the song countless times since it was released in 2009. Then, she heard him calling her name, her voice hoarse and low.

“Meng Shengnan.”

Her scalp is numb.

Chi Zheng let go of her wrists and turned to put his hands behind her and gently hugged her. Put the chin on her hair and gently caress her back. After a while, he said.

“No matter what it used to be, I am chasing you now.”

His voice was low and slow, splattering in her ears. Then, Meng Shengnan’s eyes gradually wetted, and tears fell silently on his shoulder.

“You can get awkward and lose your temper. I like how you like it.” Chi Zheng paused after speaking, “I said that, can you understand what I mean?”

He looked at her face.

“Cried?”

Chi Zheng sighed and wiped her eyes with both hands. Meng Shengnan looked at him like that, behaved like a cat. Only his eyes filled his eyes, earnestly focused.

He wiped gently while speaking.

“You should be able to see how I am now. Meng Shengnan, I have no diploma, no background and nothing, and I owe a debt. You may be tired following me, but I really want to be nice to you. These are. I’ve only told you that before, those young and energetic **** didn’t count things. Now, you can think about it carefully. Accept—”

He looked at her calmly.

“Or refuse?”

The inside and outside of the house are suddenly quiet like deep mountains and old forests, the surface is calm and the waves are overwhelming.

Meng Shengnan remained silent.

The sixty squares of the second hand that started at 10:45 in the middle of the night on July 4, 2012, was the most tormented moment in Chi Zheng’s lifetime. He put his hands on her cheeks, his eyes closed tightly to her eyes. After a while, she still didn’t speak. Chi Zheng’s tongue pressed against the root of his teeth, and his voice was low.

“If you–“

Halfway through his words, Meng Shengnan moved his lips together.

○. ○1s.

Chi Zheng quickly turned from passive to active, holding her waist with one hand, and pressing her chin with the other, and kissed vigorously. He stuck out his tongue and stirred her mouth, Meng Shengnan couldn’t bear it. He curled his lips and smiled, making it harder.

Meng Shengnan was soft and soft.

Chi Zheng half-opened her eyes to see that she had relaxed her vigilance, and the hand on her waist slowly slipped to the hem of the short sleeve to touch it. The skin wanted to stick, Meng Shengnan shook. Chi Zheng stopped and squinted at her. Emotion-desire is full, and the voice is bewitching.

“itch?”

Meng Shengnan said softly ‘um’.

Chi Zheng smirked, “How can you let me bear it for a while?”

She blushed and her heart beat.

Chi Zheng bowed his head and kissed her again. How could the thin fabric beat the brutal force he deliberately used. Meng Shengnan trembled again, and Chi Zheng laughed lowly. He deliberately teased her, slowly moving his fingers upwards along the skin.

She was so frightened that she reached out to stop.

He freed up a hand and grabbed it, lowered his face and asked with a low smile, “Are you afraid?”

Meng Shengnan couldn’t help biting his lip.

Chi Zheng laughed and said, “Isn’t it pretty good just now?”

He was referring to the moment when she took the initiative to kiss him, Meng Shengnan was a little embarrassed not to raise his eyes. Chi Zheng tilted his head and lowered his eyes, and the hand in the clothes was floating on her chest.

Her heart beats tighter.

Chi Zheng chuckled, “I will continue without saying anything.”

There was only a faint white moonlight coming in from the window on the bed, and his hand slowly moved to her back and buckled. Meng Shengnan closed his eyes suddenly, he heard a soft, soft sound, a little cringed.

“Chi Zheng.”

Chi Zheng took a hard breath and couldn’t stop it. In the end, he can only endure the desire-fire in the lower body-inner body, and let go of the hand.

“Don’t go.” He whispered.

Meng Shengnan raised his eyes.

He said, “I won’t touch you.”

Then he raised his hand to turn on the light by the wall. The sudden light made her a little bit unable to open her eyes, Chi Zheng turned sideways to block the light from the top of her head, looking down and smiling. Meng Shengnan slowly opened it, but he was a little bit embarrassed.

Chi Zheng laughed, then took her hand and sat down on the bed.

“I’m going to take a bath, it smells all over.”

She nodded slowly, he smiled and rubbed her hair, then turned and walked out of the side door. Under the shower, he rinsed with cold water. The desire under him grew stronger, and he was so funny that he had just said not to touch her. For the first time in so many years, I have to cover it with a quilt and chat.

In the room, Meng Shengnan propped his hands on the bed and looked around.

The small house of dozens of square meters is full of mess. She sat for a while and started to clean up his bed, it was all his taste. Looking at the night from the narrow window, it was bright and new. She took a light breath, smiling. Behind him, he opened the door and walked in. Meng Shengnan was standing at the foot of the bed, bending over to get his dirty clothes.

“Do you want to wash it?”

She hurriedly turned her head, the man leaned against the door panel naked, his hair still dripping. She was too scared to move, her hands still holding the clothes.

“I, don’t wash it anymore.”

Chi Zheng was happy, “Are you afraid of what I will do to you?”

Meng Shengnan bit her lip and said nothing.

“I said I won’t touch you, I can’t bear it.” Chi Zheng laughed, and leaned over after talking, his voice lowered to her ears, “It will be hard to say next time.”

Meng Shengnan blinked nervously, “I—”

“Ok?”

“I still want to go back.” She said tremblingly.

It’s not good for the two to sleep together as soon as they admit their relationship. Meng Shengnan feels that he is not so open yet. Hearing this, Chi Zheng frowned, as if trying to see her through.

“go back?”

Meng Shengnan: “Yeah.”

Chi Zheng squinted his eyes and laughed scornfully.

“Do you think I might let you go?”

She was taken aback.

Chi Zheng lowered his head and leaned close to her face, “Not touching you is my biggest concession.”

Meng Shengnan: “…”

Chi Zheng laughed, “Really not washing?”

She straightened her back and was in a dilemma.

“You fall asleep with the smell of wine all over me, if I can’t hold on it–“

His voice became softer and softer, and Meng Shengnan’s ears tingled. Chi Zheng was afraid that she would be too funny, and she ran again, so she stopped. So he bent down and took out one of his short sleeves from the cabinet under the table, and the double suspender skirt she had left in the mall.

“I will wear this for a while.” He handed her short sleeves and lifted the paper bag in his right hand. “This will be replaced tomorrow.”

She recognized the skirt at a glance.

“Why are you here?”

Chi Zheng raised his eyebrows, “Didn’t you run away?”

Meng Shengnan hugged his clothes and did not speak, nor did he dare to face him. The man has a broad chest and strong muscles. She blushed a little, and Chi Zheng tried to laugh and held back. He put down the paper bag and took her out of the side door through the corridor. She followed him, and suddenly wanted to walk like this for a lifetime.

He took her to the bathroom and tried the water.

“It’s a bit crude, a little wronged.”

Meng Shengnan shook his head lightly.

He smiled and stepped out and closed the door. Meng Shengnan was alone inside, slowly taking off his clothes and simply washing his body. The water flowed on the skin, and she was relieved. Everything was like a dream just now, she laughed. I used to be afraid that he would act on occasion, but now he really is.

For thirteen years, the prodigal son is not afraid of turning around.

There is a voice-activated light in the corridor, and Chi Zheng has been leaning against the outer wall of the door just like that. He looked down at the light from the crack in the door, lit a cigarette and started smoking. The light went off and on again.

He laughed a lot after smoking one.

When the shower inside stopped, Chi Zheng pinched out the smoke and returned to the house. After a while, Meng Shengnan came in. She has long slender legs and her skin is soft and fair after the shower. Chi Zheng glanced away, clenched his fist and coughed a few times.

“In your sleep.” He said awkwardly.

Meng Shengnan put the changed clothes into the bag, and then climbed onto the bed gently. She was a little nervous, holding her knees against the wall. Chi Zheng smiled helplessly, sitting at the foot of the bed and looking at her. The wooden board beside the bed separates the inside and outside, the air is stagnant, and Meng Shengnan is a little uncomfortable staring at him.

“See what I do?”

“You said to see what you do?”

Meng Shengnan looked down at the bed and said nothing, Chi Zheng laughed. She raised her eyes, just to see the H tattoo behind his shoulder when his head tilted to the other side, her eyes stopped for a moment. Chi Zheng turned around and noticed, his eyes fixed on her, “Meng Shengnan.”

“what?”

Chi Zheng bent his legs and put his arms on his head.

“Ask me if you have anything you really want to know.”

The two were separated by the length of a bed, she looked over, and he was rare to be serious. Meng Shengnan was silent for a while, and asked, “I want to say yes, will you answer?”

Chi Zheng: “Yes.”

Meng Shengnan shook his head.

Chi Zheng frowned, “No?”

“No,” she said.

Chi Zheng looked at her for a while, then slowly smiled. Then he said something more, and Meng Shengnan was listening. In fact, Meng Shengnan was sleepy and yawned all the time. He looked at her and smiled, thinking she was tired enough. After a while, she fell asleep, still leaning against the wall. Chi Zheng shook his head and laughed, leaning over to put her in place, and covered her with a soft quilt. Then stared down for a moment, turned around and went out.

It’s midnight.

There was wind blowing outside, Chi Zheng closed the door and turned right along the street to the Internet cafe. The street light was dim, and he lit another cigarette as he walked.

Day and night fluctuate, the sun and the moon change.

The first time Meng Shengnan woke up, no one was around. There was light falling from the window, and the room was very quiet. She slowly got up from the bed, there was no trace of him having slept on her side. She sat on the bed and giggled, and it took a long time for her to return to her senses. Suddenly, his forehead flashed, and he remembered that today is the day to send the notice. At 6:30 in the morning, she hurriedly washed and changed clothes and was about to rush to school.

In the car, she slowly texted him.

“Something is going on at school, I’m leaving first.”

Chi Zheng was walking into the store carrying the lunch box when his cell phone rang. He took a look, smiled, and replied as he walked.

“Ok.”

The sun is coming out.